49 Chapter 49
Gu Qingcheng wasn't joking. It was a thought that began to pop up on his wine table. He saw that the drunken Jiang Cheng opened his mouth and closed his mouth to "our Qingcheng", and his heart suddenly felt a little touched.
He felt that he had been lacking love for too long, as if he had been lacking love since his father remarried when he was a teenager. After so much hurt and betrayal, it seems that it is rare for someone to love him so much.
Jiang Cheng should really love him, not like he did in his previous life, thinking that Jiang Cheng just wanted to sleep with him, support him, or play with him. In the past, Jiang Cheng's good impression of him made him feel humiliated, but now this sense of humiliation is gone, as if Jiang Cheng has done a lot of things for him, which is enough to prove his sincerity to him.
This world is no longer the way of a lifetime and a couple, love is so cheap, those real heterosexual love may not be able to do this. It would be false to say that he was not moved, even if it was momentarily moved, it was enough to change a new direction of consideration in his mind: can you give it a try, just do it, and pull it down if it doesn't work.
Gu Qingcheng lay on the sofa and thought silently all night. The next day, he sent a message to Jiang Cheng and said, "Let's start dating." ”
After sending the message, he turned off his phone, thinking about Jiang Cheng's possible reaction, a little excited, and a little contradictory, I don't know if his choice is just a momentary dizziness.
He ate a little bit, and then took the car to the crew. The hotel where he stayed was a little far away from the filming location, but when he got off the bus at the place, he saw Jiang Cheng standing at the gate.
It came so fast.
As soon as Gu Qingcheng's car stopped, Jiang Cheng ran over, stopped in front of his car, and grinned all the time.
Xiao Tang sat in the co-pilot and looked back at Gu Qingcheng: "Mr. Jiang, this is ......"
Gu Qingcheng didn't answer, opened the door and got out of the car, his heart was turbulent, but his face pretended not to be shocked: "It's early." ”
Jiang Cheng said: "I called you when I saw your text message, but I couldn't get through, so I drove over directly." ”
Gu Qingcheng let out an "oh", and Jiang Cheng asked, "What you said, is it true?" ”
"If you stay calm, it's true, otherwise it depends on the mood."
Jiang Cheng took two steps forward, stared at him and said, "I want to kiss you." ”
Gu Qingcheng's face was hot, but his eyebrows raised: "You say it again." ”
"Good city, you ......"
"You're calling me to repent again!" Gu Qingcheng hurriedly glanced around, pointed at Jiang Cheng and said, "This is the secret of the two of us, it is still the same as before outside, you are the boss, I am the employee." ”
Jiang Cheng suddenly seemed to be unable to suppress it, stomped his feet a few times a little frantically, clenched his fists and roared in his throat, and he didn't know if he was really too excited, or if he did it on purpose. But his excited appearance obviously made Gu Qingcheng feel very accomplished and happy, so his originally tense face smiled and said, "The person has also seen it, and it is confirmed, you can go back." ”
"I'm not leaving, I'm going to guard you."
Jiang Cheng's tone was a little childish, but his eyes were scorching. Gu Qingcheng suddenly regretted a little, he should have done it step by step when the two of them met, and now he found that the decision he made was a bit of a troubled one.
So he hurriedly pulled Jiang Cheng aside and said, "I forgot to say it, I still have a few conditions." ”
"You say."
"Your relationship between us must be kept strictly confidential, and you can't let a third person other than the two of us know. Also, I'm just giving it a try, and I may not be able to get any results with you, so don't get your hopes up. ”
Jiang Cheng didn't have the idea of being lost, nodded and said, "Got it." ”
"Is there anything you'd like to say?"
"I'm just happy," Jiang Cheng said with a smile, "I want to kiss you." ”
Gu Qingcheng was a little embarrassed and said, "You dare." ”
Jiang Cheng suddenly leaned over when he heard this, as if he was about to knock him on the wall. Gu Qingcheng was startled, his legs were weak, and there were still people watching next to him, if he really wanted to kiss him, he would be splattered with blood on the spot!
But Jiang Cheng just stopped very close to him, looked at his somewhat panicked eyes with a smile, and said, "I don't dare." ”
Gu Qingcheng believed from head to toe that Jiang Cheng didn't dare.
Yesterday's Hongmen banquet in Jiangcheng was not in vain, after he arrived at the crew, he found that the entire crew was a lot more friendly to him, and this friendliness was very scaled, and it would not give him the embarrassment of a sudden change in painting style. However, he found that Su Xin did not appear, and it was said that he was sick.
But the crew couldn't delay the schedule, so they skipped his role to shoot. Today's scenes were filmed separately, the actor Yuan Changping was on location in Group A, and he and Yang Feifei and others were in Group B, and today was basically their rivalry.
During the break, Jiang Cheng came over to bring cold drinks to everyone, and Director Sun took the opportunity to let everyone rest and talk to Jiang Cheng by himself. When Gu Qingcheng saw the two of them standing together, he remembered the embarrassing situation last night, so he avoided it and went to sit under the parasol by himself. Yang Feifei glanced at him and said, "I've heard everything about yesterday. ”
Gu Qingcheng was still a little embarrassed, but he just smiled and said, "Everyone drank too much, and they didn't talk about it, and they didn't know what it was like." By the way, why did Su Xin get sick? Isn't it yesterday that makes him a little embarrassed? I really want to apologize to Mr. Jiang for this. Our Jiang always has that kind of straightforward temper, and he likes to get drunk when he drinks a little, if he minds, I ......"
"Don't you know, Su Xin was replaced."
Gu Qingcheng was stunned: "Replaced?" Mr. Jiang ......"
"This really has nothing to do with Mr. Jiang, it's Sun Dao and them...... But speaking of which, it has something to do with Mr. Jiang, maybe they think Mr. Jiang doesn't want to see him anymore, anyway, it's only been a few days since he filmed...... has already found a newcomer to come up, before you came today, Director Sun had already notified him, saying that there would be a few scenes to be re-filmed in a few days. ”
Gu Qingcheng was a little stunned, and he felt a little emotional.
Yang Feifei smiled and said, "I really envy you." ”
"You're a big star, and you still envy me?"
"You may think I have something in my words, but honestly, I envy you. When I was a newcomer, I was often scolded, and once I remembered that I was the second female lead in that play, and I wanted to shoot a scene for the female number one to celebrate her birthday, but there was a scene of mine before this scene, and I was scolded by the director so badly that I almost had to do it...... Do you think it's incredible when you hear it, in fact, there are a lot of grumpy directors, I was scolded and cried, and then I secretly hid in the bathroom to cry, and after crying, I had to squeeze out a smile, because I had to shoot a birthday scene. It was the most memorable scene since I entered the industry, and I kept thinking, full of thoughts, what am I doing, am I not here to make more money, to enjoy life and fame, why do I let myself live so hard, I am so uncomfortable, why do I want everyone to think that I am happy? Am I acting in a play, or am I acting in life? I felt like I was losing myself.
But what I want to say is that I cried, not simply because I was scolded by the director, I was embarrassed and uncomfortable, and not only that. The main reason for being willing is that the role of the second female is the role I got after running for three years and playing countless roles in A, B, C, D, and I cry, and I also see the anxiety that a hard-won opportunity to prove myself may be wasted. So, you're lucky enough. ”
Yes, with Jiang Cheng here, he is indeed very lucky.
In fact, if you think clearly, it is a matter of mentality, and if you enjoy such luck and convenience, you will have to pay a certain price. The sea of people is vast, all living beings gather, in the entertainment industry alone, every year there are hundreds of newcomers waiting for the opportunity to come out, waiting to be favored by people like Jiang Cheng. Jiang Cheng chose him and poured so much effort and money into it, what was it for?
It's not because I like him. Since he accepted Jiang Cheng's help, it was equivalent to accepting Jiang Cheng's feelings in disguise. It turns out that he still signed a contract with Jiang Cheng, and he looks like you want to chase me as a star, and I feel ashamed when I think about it.
Gu Qingcheng felt that he must be stunned, because the more he thought about it, the more he felt that he was too much, and Jiang Cheng was very forbearing.
Forbearance is naturally a great virtue of men. Recall that Jiang Cheng is indeed very forbearant most of the time, except for occasionally going crazy. Sometimes he could feel the heat in Jiang Cheng's eyes when he looked at him, but Jiang Cheng couldn't help it.
"In fact, your character in this drama is better than the male number one in Changping, his role, I think it's too tangled to write, and the person is a bit broken, so it's not as good as you. You're so handsome, you're definitely going to be hot. ”
"I know that I acted very poorly, Mr. Jiang spoke for me, that is to protect my shortcomings, and I still have a lot of work to do. I'm afraid that if Mr. Jiang says two words for me, no one will teach me in the future. ”
Yang Feifei suddenly laughed and said, "I can't see it, you are also very good at talking." ”
Gu Qingcheng showed that somewhat embarrassed and introverted smile again. Yang Feifei thought to himself, this person laughs or not, it is simply two people. When he laughs, he is harmless to humans and animals, revealing shyness and honesty, and when he is not smiling, he has a cold iceberg face, alienated and indifferent.
The relationship between Jiang Cheng and Gu Qingcheng seems to have changed, and it doesn't seem to have changed at all. From an outsider's point of view, they are still the same, in their own eyes...... It seems to be the same as before.
But there are still some differences, for example, after finishing work every day, Gu Qingcheng will honestly get into Jiangcheng's car, and the two of them go out to have a meal together, after a long time, sometimes Jiangcheng is busy with work and can't come, Gu Qingcheng is a little unaccustomed to it, he has eaten alone for so many years, and now he feels that eating alone seems too lonely.
The first drama of Gu Qingcheng's life ended in a very smooth way, and after filming, it was already the middle of winter.
But through this drama, Gu Qingcheng found that his limbs were still not coordinated enough. He attributed the reason to too little exercise, so he bought a saucer and practiced dancing in the practice room by himself.
This winter, the first snow fell. In the evening, Jiang Cheng finished his work, drove to see him, walked to the door, and through the floor-to-ceiling window, he saw Gu Qingcheng wearing headphones there, standing there, and shaking his body from time to time.
After waiting for a while, maybe his emotions were gradually brought up. At first, he shook his head to the music, and then his body swayed slightly, and he was dancing wildly, and his mood was inexplicably happy. The sun shone on him through the floor-to-ceiling windows, and he was a lot thinner and taller, a little more agile than before.
Jiang Cheng saw it in his eyes, and suddenly remembered that when he was a teenager, he saw Gu Cheng practicing Shaolin sticks on the playground. He smiled slightly, feeling that this kind of life was very good. 166 Reading Network