436. Chapter 436
Jin Yu'er was shocked to hear her father talk about this past. She didn't dare to imagine what kind of bitter life her mother Yu Ruxin had experienced.
It turns out that my mother loves the prince of a country S, but they are destined not to come together, which is really a sad love story.
Shi Hengmin's eyes widened when he heard this, he couldn't believe that what Jin Jiu Ye said about this past was true, he would rather believe that this was purely a wonderful lie made up by Jin Jiu Ye.
He didn't know how Yu Ruxin had gone through these thirty years if this past was true!
Shi Hengmin looked at Jin Jiuye, who was full of sadness, and said tremblingly: "Ji Wenfeng, are you, are you making up a lie again to cover up the unkind and unjust ugly things you have done over the years?" ”
Jin Jiuye smiled bitterly and said lightly: "Senior brother, I know that you never want the past you hear now to be true. Actually, I'm just like you, we don't want Xinmei's life to be so miserable and painful.
Thirty years ago, we all thought that she deserved to have a special, extraordinarily happy life. Such a beautiful and kind woman should never have such a sad life.
However, this is the true story of Xin Mei over the years, she has been waiting for the hopeless wait in her heart all her life. ”
Shi Hengmin looked at Jin Jiuye, whose eyes were full of vicissitudes, sighed, and shook his head bitterly, this is simply a legend, how is this possible?
He couldn't believe it anyway, what Jin Jiuye said was a true story.
At this time, Raymond came from outside the hall and handed Jin Jiuye a package, Jin Jiuye glanced at this exquisite package, sighed and handed it to Shi Hengmin.
"Senior brother, this is Sister Xin's advice before she died, let me be sure to hand it over to you, you can take a look, after reading it, you will know everything."
Shi Hengmin looked at the package suspiciously, and opened it tremblingly, in this package, he could still vaguely smell the fragrance of violet flowers.
In front of Shi Hengmin, he seemed to see more than 30 years ago, the innocent girl, sitting on the shore of the lake, looking forward to the romantic love that belonged to her.
Shi Hengmin slowly opened the package that exuded the fragrance of violet flowers, and he seemed to hear the familiar and sad voice of Yu Ruxin many years ago-
"Sister Xin, why do you like violets so much?"
"Violet's life is quiet and short, and I just love Violet's beautiful and short life.
Whenever the violet blooms, her pure life is more gorgeous and gorgeous between the sun and the rain.
When the blooming time faded away, Violet ended her life so decisively and decisively at the moment when her elegance passed.
When leaving this world, the violet flowers have no depressed dead branches, no sad residual leaves, only clusters of beautiful petal rain, quietly and affectionately scattered, lonely farewell to this once prosperous world. ”
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Shi Hengmin shook his head painfully, he knew that the Yiren had gone, and time would never look back.
He couldn't forget that in those faint days, Yu Ruxin would often look at the violets in full bloom in the garden and cry sadly.
At that time, Shi Hengmin never understood why the originally happy little junior sister was suddenly so sad?
It wasn't until today that Shi Hengmin understood that Yu Ruxin at that time had already melted herself in the season of violet decline without hesitation.
She has been waiting for the prince on her horizon until life withers silently.
Shi Hengmin opened the innermost layer of this package, and there was a letter written by Yu Ruxin to him, and the violet flower made of crystal.
He opened the letter and looked at the rows of handwriting on the somewhat yellowed letterhead, Shi Hengmin's hands trembled.
"Hello, senior brother!
By the time you read this letter, we were already separated by yin and yang. I really want to see you again, big brother!
In my best days, you were like my dearest big brother, loving me, caring for me, letting me and spoiling me in everything.
Big brother, you know what? You are one of the dearest relatives in Ruxin's heart, and you have always felt pampered by your side.
Seriously, now that I think about it, I'd rather never grow up and live that life by your side and protected by you.
However, a wish is a wish after all, and people always have to grow up. Only now do I understand how painful it is to grow up.
Senior brother, I don't have much time left, I really want to see you again, and if I see you, I will definitely ask for your forgiveness.
You love me so much, but I have done something that makes my brother extremely painful, and I am truly a sinner.
Senior brother, I broke your heart, I blame myself, I am also helpless, I really don't know how to explain to you, at that time, I really did wrong.
What I was wrong about is that I shouldn't have hidden one thing from you, this not only hurt many people, but also made you and Senior Brother Wen Feng misunderstand for so many years, I really hate myself for being too selfish!
For my sake, you hurt the feelings between your brothers, and Senior Brother Wen Feng, who was also harmed, was expelled from the division by his father.
I must make this matter clear today and give Senior Brother Wenfeng justice.
Senior Brother Wen Feng has always been reluctant to let me talk about this, he is worried that my reputation will be damaged, and he is also worried that Yu'er will not be able to accept it.
However, I want to tell you, I really don't want the misunderstanding between your brothers and sisters to be eliminated for a lifetime.
Senior brother, that year, Senior Brother Wen Feng carried this black cauldron in order to help me, in fact, he didn't do anything, he just wanted to help me.
Over the years, he had been helping to find a man who was the father of the child I was carrying at the time.
Later, in the twelfth year after I left you, I finally found him, but the man was forced to leave me again.
I was very miserable, I persuaded Senior Brother Wenfeng to live his own life, but Senior Brother Wenfeng looked at my Yu'er was less than a year old, and we had no source of livelihood, so he kept us with him, in the name of husband and wife, but there was no real life as husband and wife.
Senior Brother Wen Feng has suffered such a great grievance for me and Yu'er, and I am really grateful to him.
I persuaded him to leave, but Senior Brother Wen Feng said that when he left his master, he said that he would take care of me for the rest of his life, and he must not break his word.
Senior Brother Wen Feng is for his words, and he has lived in such a state for twenty-three years.
Senior Brother, if you can really see this letter, please don't misunderstand Senior Brother Wen Feng again, he is the most aggrieved person.
I really hope that you brothers and sisters will not be hated for the rest of your life because of a misunderstanding, as you did many years ago.
Big brother, where are you? We haven't seen each other in over twenty years and I really want to see you again.
I really regret that I will never be able to say this to your face again in this life, and I already feel that death is getting closer and closer to me.
I'd love to go back to that violet-filled lake......."
Shi Hengmin looked at Yu Ruxin's last letter, his eyes were already blurred, his whole body was trembling, he hated himself for not knowing these things now!
Shi Hengmin raised his head and looked at Jin Jiuye, suddenly stood up, rushed to Jin Jiuye, punched Jin Jiuye in the face, and roared loudly: "Ji Wenfeng, why did you only tell me now?!" Thirty years ago, why didn't you tell me these truths when you knew them?!!!
Ji Wenfeng, do you think it's great for you to do this? You're done wrong! You've hurt a lot of people, and it's painful.
When Master was dying, he was still talking about you and Sister Xin, you are special, you have suffered for so many years, do you think you are a hero when you do this?! You know what, when you do that, you're a jerk!
What do you think of me Shi Hengmin, I am your senior brother! Why don't you tell me these things, you carry it yourself! ……”
After Shi Hengmin finished beating Jin Jiuye, he hugged Jin Jiuye's shoulders, and they were old tears.
Shi Hengmin said: "Senior Brother Wenfeng, I blamed you wrongly, you have been wronged all these years!" It's all my fault, why didn't I think much about it at the time, it was my selfishness and hatred that blinded me, I was a complete bastard, I didn't deserve to be your senior brother! ”
Jin Jiuye handed Shi Hengmin a cigarette and said with a smile: "Senior brother, as long as we can untie this knot between our senior brothers, I will be very happy, and my junior sister will also be relieved under Jiuquan."
Over the years, I know, senior brother, you have also had a very hard time, and my junior sister said before her death that one of the things she regrets the most in her life is that she didn't tell you the truth about this matter.
The junior sister said that she should believe that the senior brother would forgive her selfishness, but there was no chance, so the junior sister asked me to make sure that I had this wish for her. ”
Shi Hengmin shook his head helplessly and said, "Senior Brother Wenfeng, now, I really feel embarrassed in front of you, compared to what you have done, I am simply not human!"
I've been planning to kill you to wash away the shame of the past. However, you have forgiven me again and again, you are so wronged! ”
At this time, Jin Yu'er snatched the letter from Shi Hengmin's hand, she looked at the content of the letter, she looked at it, and she almost went crazy.
Jin Yu'er rushed in front of Jin Jiuye and shouted loudly: "Dad, tell me, what the hell is going on?!! You are all liars! ”
Jin Jiuye was shocked by Jin Yu'er's abnormal mood, and he only then thought of it, forgetting the harm this incident would bring to Jin Yu'er.
Jin Jiuye hurriedly explained: "Yu'er, your mother said ......"
"Don't mention her to me, I used to think that she was such a good mother, so beautiful, so kind, I used to feel so happy because of such a mother.
But now I know what a selfish woman she is! ”