33. Chapter XXXIII

Su Meilin sat in Shen Yi'an's car, and she knew from Shen Yi'an's attitude that he didn't believe his "love experiment" statement, maybe even she didn't believe it, otherwise how could she be like a knife after seeing the photos of him and Song Yaxian, and would cut off the red dress he bought for himself with his own hands. However, it doesn't matter whether you trust it or not, the important thing is that the ending will not change, she won't believe in love anymore, she will live well and cherish the people around her, but she won't be sad or sad because of anyone's departure.

"Give birth to this child, and I will protect the Su family for you. You should know that the person who really wants the Su clan to collapse is not me. "With Shen Yi'an alone, he can naturally do this kind of process, but it will not be so fast, it is aimed at a company, and even a small company has to take complicated steps, let alone a company like Su's.

"Okay." It's just a deal.

She spat out a word faintly, and then there was no follow-up. Shen Yi'an drove the car far away, but she still didn't hear her question, she really didn't ask anything? Don't ask what the identity of her child will be when she is born, don't care who will raise her child when she is born, let alone ask what the relationship between him and Song Yaxian is now. Shen Yi'an only felt that his heart was tight, something was blocked there, and he couldn't do anything about it.

The car drove to the gate of the Su family, Su Meilin unbuckled her seat belt, and Shen Yi'an watched her movements, "I originally thought that you would have the slightest affection for this child, but you really didn't think about him." ”

"It's just a pawn for trading, what kind of emotion is needed?" She asked him rhetorically and gave him a playful smile.

She got out of the car, knowing that her silent attitude just now had upset him, and an indescribable pleasure rose in her heart, and finally she made him uncomfortable, and the pleasure similar to revenge burned in her heart.

She only took two steps, and Shen Yi'an caught up, he grabbed her arm vigorously, and stubbornly forced her to look at herself, "Su Meilin, are you proud?" I think I'm using this child in exchange for the opportunity to be with you, you save it, I'm still with Yaxian now, and this child of yours will be raised by Yaxian when he is born. I just thought, since he showed up, and I was about to be a father, I should let him be born. And I like to go against people, if you don't want to have this child, I'll let you have it. ”

"You said so many things, I would really think that you still have no feelings for me, after all, how could Shen Yi'an, who is as cold as ice, say so much nonsense." She smiled and pulled her hand out of his hand, "Thank you to Song Yaxian for me, after all, there are not many women who take care of other people's children wholeheartedly." ”

Shen Yi'an withdrew his empty hand, and he saw her walk into the Su family without looking back. He had sent her home more than once, and her favorite thing to do was to leave for a while and then turn around and come back, not knowing if it was to see if he was still there or something, but he had developed a habit of driving away only after she had turned around.

She wouldn't look back, and when the thought came out, he found that his heart was flustered.

Su Meilin went home, Ni Ying and Su Zhengyi had not come back yet, Su Jiayu had not yet gotten off work, and when she went upstairs, she was running into Cheng Zhiyu who was walking down, and Cheng Zhiyu's gaze at her was indescribably subtle. Su Meilin immediately understood something, Cheng Zhiyu saw herself and Shen Yi'an just now.

"Sister-in-law." She stopped Cheng Zhiyu, "If there is a person who has been very good to you, but one day he calculates you, will you forgive him?" ”

Cheng Zhiyu was completely stunned, she married in and got along well with Su Meilin, but the two of them had not reached a relationship where they could talk about each other's hearts, not to mention that Su Meilin directly threw out a problem. Soon she reacted, could it be that Shen Yi'an is now back to ask Su Meilin for forgiveness, this possibility is completely possible, and even explains why Shen Yi'an interfered with Su Meilin and Ji Chuange's affairs, it is more like a sadomasochistic romance drama, the male protagonist calculates the female protagonist, and only later does he realize that he has already fallen in love with the heroine. Cheng Zhiyu has no doubt that Su Meilin has such charm, and her appearance is regarded as the most important weapon in many cases.

"It depends on the specific person and the specific thing, some things can't be forgiven, some things can be considered forgiven, the same thing is also scored by who did it, it doesn't matter to some people, but some people will never forgive." Cheng Zhiyu said and laughed, "Look at what I said, whether it was said is similar to what I didn't say." ”

Su Meilin also laughed, "Sometimes it doesn't matter whether you forgive or not, the important thing is how to make your life better." ”

How do you talk about this? Cheng Zhiyu frowned suspiciously, but she didn't want to continue asking, everyone in the family didn't mention Shen Yi'an and Ji Chuange, so she naturally wouldn't take the initiative to mention it. Su Meilin returned to her room and knew that she had to talk to Su Jiayu.

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Since Shen Yi'an left that day, this was the first time they met, Song Yaxian felt uneasy unprecedentedly, and when cutting vegetables in the kitchen, the kitchen knife cut her finger twice, once to her thumb and once to her index finger. At this moment, Song Yaxian stared blankly at the steaming food in front of her, not daring to look at the person sitting opposite, she stretched out her hand, and stretched it out again, he still didn't find his injured finger, let alone ask what was wrong. If a person cares about another person, he will find something unusual about her, isn't it?

Shen Yi'an left in a hurry that day, and their travel plans were naturally aborted, and she originally regarded their trip as the best time to cultivate their relationship, but it ended before it began. She knew that Su Meilin and Ji Chuange were not together, and when Ji Chuange's single tone was revealed from the Ji family, she began to panic, afraid that this was Shen Yi'an's handiwork, and why Shen Yi'an would do such a thing, she didn't want to think deeply.

"Now it's finally done? I thought you were avoiding me in an accident, since we are all busy, then our travel plans" Song Yaxian smiled calmly, with a bad premonition in her heart, I just hope that she thought too much.

"Yaxian, no more traveling."

"Why, it's not that you're still busy at work, it doesn't matter, we'll go back when you're done. As long as you have you, you can travel whenever you want. ”

Shen Yi'an looked at her silently, and Song Yaxian in his impression had been cautious and cowardly, and then he suddenly understood that she was not stupid, but she was just unwilling to reveal those things that she was unwilling to accept, "It's not because she's busy." ”

Song Yaxian gritted her teeth, this time she didn't ask why, she looked at him softly, Chu Chu's pitiful posture made people unable to say anything to hurt her, she has always been so weak and strong.

Shen Yi'an furrowed his brows, "Su Meilin and Ji Chuange's engagement was dissolved, and I did it." ”

Song Yaxian only felt that everything around her was rumbling, she seemed to hear his words clearly, and she didn't seem to hear clearly, but she still had a fantasy, did he still want to repay Meilin and didn't want to see Su Meilin happy, so he did it, but even she felt extremely pitiful for herself with such a fantasy, and couldn't help but feel sad, "You"

"She's pregnant, it's my baby." Shen Yi'an met her gaze, for the first time he felt that he didn't dare to look at her, how good he had been to her, how much hope he had given her, at this moment, all of them had become knives to hurt her, a little bit of Ling Chi her, and this woman had hurt in his heart, and he was unwilling to wronged her for half a point.

Her pupils dilated suddenly, and a desperate coldness enveloped him from head to toe, "Pregnant? Is Su Meilin pregnant? ”

Her voice trembled, and Shen Yi'an didn't continue to look at her, "Yes." ”

"And then, and then what do you want to do?"

"Yaxian, that's my child, naturally he will be born and follow me."

Song Yaxian stood up suddenly, she waved the food on the table with her hand, the plates and bowls fell to the ground and fell apart, this is the best portrayal of her mood at the moment, she felt that she was crazy, she was really going crazy. After knowing that he had touched Su Meilin, her heart was like a knife, but in the eyes of others, this is such a normal thing, because he is Shen Yi'an, so he can spend his heart and have fun, and she can only concentrate on waiting for his return, she accepts their gap little by little, and becomes humble and only hopes that she can be by his side, and now she can't even have this humble thought.

"Shen Yi'an, this is actually just an excuse, right?" She stretched out her hand and accused, "You want to calculate Su Meilin, but you are attracted to her, you can't bear any mistakes in your plan, so you still do it according to the original plan." But you still pay attention to her Now that she is pregnant, you forced her to leave Ji Chuange because she was pregnant, or used her pregnancy as an excuse to force her to come back to you, you know better than anyone else. ”

Shen Yi'an's eyes became deeper and deeper, he could emotionally think about how much this woman loved him, and then think back to the good times they spent together, and he could also rationally think about how many benefits he brought to this woman, such as her current job, such as the house she is staying in now, such as the cost of her mother's hospitalization.

The air seemed to be frozen, Song Yaxian's tears fell straight down, she saw his cold eyes, it turned out that even at this moment, she was abandoned, not him begging her for forgiveness, the choice was always in his hands. She squatted on the ground, crying incessantly, letting her tears drip on the ground, forming droplets of crystal water.

Shen Yi'an frowned quickly, and the impatience in his heart disappeared slightly.

Song Yaxian bit her lip, but still gently spit out a sentence, "I'm sorry, I just was just too sad just now, don't be angry." I know you're only doing this because you're a kid, but I'm just sad. ”

Shen Yi'an didn't say a word, he couldn't give an answer, why did he do that?

Song Yaxian realized very clearly at this moment what he looked like when he was ruthless, the rumored Shen Yi'an, who let you cry and didn't frown when she dumped a woman, showed his ruthlessness so clearly, she once thought that she would not become such a character, as long as she was obedient, he would always care about herself, she was the most special person, it turned out that this was not the case. But even so, she was still reluctant to leave him, what a sad thing.