Sure enough, even Qiu Yurou felt very sad.

After that, although Xu Ziran said a lot to make amends, the other party obviously showed a disappointed gaze and fell silent.

In fact, for Qiu Yurou, it is not that she gets angry so easily, but because even in the later remedial words, Xu Ziran still reveals a sense of not appreciating her and her going to the same school.

This was something she hadn't expected at all.

In fact, when she turned down those schools the other day, her mother had already told her about it.

Shen Feiyao also does not appreciate Qiu Yurou's current decision, even if she has basically accepted the fact that her daughter likes the same sex, she still does not feel that Qiu Yurou's decision is correct.

Or, because from a more understanding perspective, she thinks that Qiu Yurou's practice of giving up the possibility of the future for the sake of feelings at this time is not advisable.

The mother-daughter relationship, which had eased slightly, broke up unhappily again, Qiu Yurou scoffed at Shen Feiyao's thoughts, but she couldn't help but care about Xu Ziran's thoughts, but intellectually she knew that she had to figure out Xu Ziran's thoughts, and emotionally she did suffer some kind of blow from Cheng Dù.

She originally thought that Xu Ziran would agree with her thoughts, but when Xu Ziran showed the opposite attitude, Qiu Yurou inevitably wondered if the other party didn't want to be with her, and whether it was because she was too clingy.

With this realization, Qiu Yurou relaxed her distance slightly, so she showed a slightly cold attitude.

Probably because it is usually intimate, it is quite obvious after the table Xiàn came out, and Tian Jiaqi, who watched the matter, sighed like this: "Yurou wants to have a school with you, alas, you are still unwilling, it's really ruthless." ”

At this time, after the end of the evening self-study, Xu Ziran watched Qiu Yurou quickly tidy up her things and then disappeared, and she didn't even have time to say a word to stop her, and Tian Jiaqi stepped forward and shook her head and sighed and said, "Let's go, go to the club classroom with me to get something?" ”

Taking things is fake, and trying to find a place where no one is to mock her for being true, Xu Ziran always feels that Tian Jiaqi is becoming more and more adept at saying cool things: "I just think it's unnecessary, the school I chose may not be suitable for her." ”

Tian Jiaqi said: "You're boring, which couple isn't slimy now and doesn't want to separate, what do you think about being so realistic." ”

Xu Ziran felt that this was still a cool word, and glanced at Tian Jiaqi with slanted eyes, until the other party shrugged his shoulders and said, "Okay, then what school are you going to go to?" ”

"H big."

Tian Jiaqi exaggerated: "Famous school! Why is it not suitable for Qiu Yurou? ”

Xu Ziran said seriously: "Because Qiu Yurou wants to be a doctor." ”

The longer they get along, the more Xu Ziran knows that Qiu Yurou's choice in her previous life was not out of persecution or going with the flow, her bookcase is full of books about medicine, her idol is a master of heart surgery, she likes this profession, she likes this identity, so this is also her favorite choice.

If she finally had such a favorite choice in her previous life, then it makes no sense that she can't do it in this life.

Xu Ziran looked at Tian Jiaqi and said seriously: "Although it is very shameless to say that she may be very happy with me, I hope she can do more happy things." ”

It was probably because Xu Ziran's tone was too serious, Tian Jiaqi forgot to tease, and then looked at Xu Ziran in a daze.

If a person had someone he loved, would it be like this?

A strange thought grew wildly in my heart like a vine, and soon covered the whole heart, making it impossible to tell whether it was the original heart or the vine that was growing in the chest.

Tian Jiaqi nodded slowly, not knowing what she was answering: "Oh...... I see. ”

At this time, Qiu Yurou, who was standing at the door, looked at her moonlit elongated shadow, lowered her eyes slightly, and fell into deep thought.

The conversation with Shen Feiyao three days ago resurfaced in her mind-

"You can go and be with the person you like, but before that, you have to live your own life first."

This sentence seems to be very reasonable, but when Shen Feiyao said it, it was not convincing, because the other party just thought that he had a good life, but in fact it was a typical mess.

So Qiu Yurou, who was tense because of this topic, said bluntly: "Shouldn't you know best that thinking you have a good life is not necessarily good." ”

Shen Feiyao gasped, her previous daughter would never say such a thing, she deeply felt that her well-behaved daughter was taken by Xu Ziran.

"Rourou, you'd better calm down and listen to what I say, you'll figure it out."

Qiu Yurou heard this, and she couldn't figure it out: "But I'm very calm now, why do you think I'm not calm?" ”

Shen Feiyao said, "You are actually here to refute me now." ”

Qiu Yurou was speechless, because she actually felt that what Shen Feiyao said was right, because if she had calmed down enough to have already made a decision in her heart, she would indeed not bother here anymore.

Qiu Yurou fell silent, and Shen Feiyao also sorted out her mood and said: "Xu Ziran is an ambitious person, you can see this matter by looking at what she is doing now and the energy she is expending, you can accompany her like this now-I know you are very smart, you must be able to learn everything, but shouldn't you calm down and think about it, think about it, if you meet someone who just follows in your footsteps and is just copying your qiē, will you like her?" ”

Shen Feiyao looked at Qiu Yurou: "You won't like her, what we can really like is an equal person, an excellent person with his own characteristics - think about it again." ”

Although it seemed to be shaken at some point at the time, Qiu Yurou quickly decided that the vacillation was just an illusion.

Compared with what Shen Feiyao said, it is clear that the long-distance relationship in love is more criticized by everyone.

However, when she stood outside the door and listened to Xu Ziran say these words, all the words that Shen Feiyao said began to be clearly replayed in her mind, and some strange thoughts emerged in her heart that could not distinguish whether it was positive or negative, this thought reorganized all the concepts and memories, and finally calmed down her originally turbulent heart.

Only then did she realize that she had been very restless and restless these days.

That is, she is really not calm.

Now that I think about it, the reason for not being calm may be because subconsciously she is indeed struggling, although she thinks she is determined.

She let out a long sigh and walked downstairs in the moonlight......

Xu Ziran in the classroom said to Tian Jiaqi, "...... It's true from the perspective of life, but to be reasonable, of course I don't want to leave the fish, and I'm also tormented when I think of a different place. ”

Tian Jiaqi scoffed: "I didn't see it at all." ”

Xu Ziran rolled his eyes and said, "Have you taken the things, let's go, I'm going to see if the fish cart is still in the garage......"

That night, Xu Ziran finally determined that Qiu Yurou left first, and the next day, she determined that Qiu Yurou might indeed be angry.

Of course, Xu Ziran always felt that recalling his past and present lives, he was not particularly sure when Qiu Yurou was angry, but there were indeed a few times when Qiu Yurou seemed to be immersed in her own thoughts, completely ignoring the surrounding qiē - as if it was the current cousin.

At that time, Xu Ziran felt that Qiu Yurou was thinking about some academic issue and was immersed in it, but this time when she contacted the previous situation, Xu Ziran began to wonder if this was Qiu Yurou's angry expression.

Because on the second day, Qiu Yurou still had a sleepwalking look, and ignored her.

Xu Ziran was in no mood to do the problem and make a plan, so he glanced at Qiu Yurou when he was free to study in the evening, wanting to see what the other party was doing.

At first glance, Qiu Yurou was looking at the blackboard in a daze.

Xu Ziran poked her with his finger and said, "Teacher Yurou is watching you." ”

The teacher on the podium said, "Xu Ziran, what are you doing?" ”

Xu Ziran: "......"

At the second glance, Qiu Yurou pulled the headphones out to listen to music, the sleeves of her clothes blocked her ears, and she turned the pen on her fingers.

Xu Ziran had nothing to say: "Yurou, you were discovered by the teacher listening to the concert like this." ”

Teacher: "Xu Ziran, how many times have you been, don't disturb other students!" ”

Xu Ziran: "......"

Xu Ziran began to do the question melancholy, and when he achieved a reading comprehension, he couldn't help but write-

Expressing indescribable sadness and regret, I wonder what Yurou is thinking now.

The first session of the evening self-study was over, Xu Ziran lay on the table listlessly, and looked at Qiu Yurou's expressionless face, until something behind her hit her on the back.

This time the blow was quite heavy, Xu Ziran turned around and saw that it turned out to be a fist-sized transparent rubber ball, smashed on her back.

The weight of this transparent plastic ball is not clear, Xu Ziran was not in a good mood, but his face changed at this time, he picked it up and looked around angrily and said, "Who did it!" ”

Everyone was silent, and their eyes brushed at one person.

Sure enough, he was the one who was the best at making trouble in the class.

Xu Ziran smiled, shook the transparent rubber ball in his hand and said, "I'm not angry, I just want you to know that throwing this thing is very dangerous......"

……

After educating the children verbally and with movements, Xu Ziran returned to his seat and glanced at Qiu Yurou again.

At this glance, I was surprised.

Her own test paper was being held in Qiu Yurou's hand, and Qiu Yurou looked at the reading comprehension of one line, and after a long time, she set her eyes on Xu Ziran's face......