The cool breeze of the early autumn night was blowing, and the position of Zhou Jiyou's heart was like a broken opening, allowing the wind to blow in, and it was cool.

Shen Ke went back to the car and took a pack of cigarettes, the cigarette case was placed on the roof of the car, and the person leaned against the side of the car, and lit one with gloomy eyes.

He took a breath slowly, and his gaze slipped on Zhou Jiyou's face that couldn't see the slightest emotion.

"We all underestimated him. Not fighting or grabbing is not necessarily indifferent and ambitious, but people pretend to be wise and know how to retreat. ”

The white smoke spread, and his eyes were cold.

"You think you're all the way with him?" He sneered, squinting his eyes and looking at her through the green smoke, his eyes were like knives, and the knives were full of mockery, like mocking her, more like mocking the opponent who thought he was smart, "When people grow up, their brains are muddy." ”

He turned his head, as if too lazy to look at her again, and took a puff of his cigarette with a gloomy face.

Surrounded by tall buildings, the sky is like a dark blue flannel cloth hidden between the buildings.

Even the wind seems to be quiet.

"Why ......?"

Shen Ke had a cigarette butt in his mouth and heard an imperceptible question. He took the cigarette from his mouth and turned his head to stare at her.

"How can you conclude that I am not all the way with him?" Zhou Jiyou's eyes were wide open, so to speak, she stared at him hard, but only she knew that her eyes were slightly moist, "Shen Ke, you are not qualified." ”

Shen Ke threw away the cigarette butt and leaned against the back of the car door and straightened up.

"I'm not qualified?" He looked back at her, his eyes oppressed, and his anger lingered, "If you have the slightest conscience, you should know that I am the only one in this world who is sincere to you!" ”

"Sincere......" Zhou Jiyou looked at him sarcastically, "You also have sincerity?" ”

The voice was as light as a feather, but it fell on Shen Ke's heart, but it was as heavy as Mount Tai.

He rushed up with an arrow step, and his eyes were about to split: "You tell me what to say." ”

A heavy breath sprayed on her face, mixed with the smell of smoke that could not be dispersed.

They stared at each other, and every inch of his face was clearly reflected in her eyes. The appearance has not changed, the aura is even better, and the years are always full of gifts to men.

There were some things she had never said before. When he was in adolescence, he was proud and reluctant to speak; Later, after turning his face, there was no need to say it anymore.

But now, in the face of his angry persecution, she suddenly had the idea to speak.

The hot flashes under her eyes faded little by little, and she stared into his eyes: "What were you doing when I liked you?" ”

Shen Ke's face was solidified, Zhou Jiyou caught it, who said that if he likes someone, the other party will not be able to sense it, that person is Shen Ke, let alone not.

She hooked her lips slightly, and her tone was cold: "Shen Ke, you are not qualified to talk to me sincerely." It's not your turn to take care of my business. ”

She turned around and left, and this time, Shen Ke didn't say anything to stop her.

He stood alone for a long time in the dim light, smoking cigarettes one by one, staring up at the windows upstairs, recalling carefully, but he couldn't remember how many floors he had been to last summer.

When she liked him......

With a bitter taste in his mouth, he extinguished the last cigarette.

She couldn't seem to remember what he was doing when she liked him.

***

Shen Feibai stood by the balcony window, the floor was too high, and the position was wrong, so he couldn't see anything at all. Even if you see, you can't hear.

His head was empty, and he didn't know what the point of standing here in a muffled voice was.

Fortunately, there was still half a box of cigarettes left in the bag that went out, so he found it and poured out one and bit it in his mouth.

The lighter put out a small cluster of flames, the smoke lit, he took a soft breath, and as his chest rose and fell, part of his thoughts gradually returned.

She was not enthusiastic about anyone, and she erected a circle of sharp thorns to everyone, but at that time, only Shen Ke could lower her, they were like two straws, tightly tied together, and he could only watch from a distance behind him.

She can always provoke the old man, in the first year he first arrived at the Shen family, Shen Ke would stand in front of her to stand up, and then I don't know what day onwards, every time she was blamed, Shen Ke happened to be not at the scene.

That was the period when he felt the most powerless, even more powerless than not being able to catch up with her in the next few years, because ...... There was nothing he could do, and he couldn't help her in the slightest.

Until one day, he saw that Shen Ke was obviously outside a wall, but he didn't do anything, just stood outside like a transparent person.

She walked out, he followed, he wanted to step forward, but Shen Ke pretended to have just arrived home and came out of the corner, so he retreated into the corner.

Shen Ke was nothing, and she got straight to the point: Let's talk.

Talk about......

He had no intention of listening to the foot of the wall, but just as he was about to leave, he suddenly heard his name, heard Shen Ke's hidden worries, and heard...... He and his sister are the two pawns that the old man uses to restrain them.

The old man tried to use their brother and sister to create a crisis for her and Shen Ke, so as to force them to learn to surrender because of their unsecured status.

Shen Ke slowly lowered her head, and she slowly noticed it.

She said, "You want to draw a line with me, don't you?"

Shen Ke: Little ghost, you should be obedient for the time being, don't embarrass me.

She said, "So I embarrassed you?"

Shen Ke: That's not what I meant.

She said, "Then what do you mean?"

Shen Ke: You forgot, I told you what I wanted.

She laughs: So do you know what I want?

She said: Shen Ke, we are not all the way, maybe we were before, but from today on, from now on, I will not have anything to do with you again, and you don't say that I will embarrass you.

After that day, their relationship did fade. He felt that she was no longer dependent on Shen Ke, and she was deliberately alienating him; He even saw that she privately checked the admissions brochure of CAFA, and she wanted to go back to Beijing.

Suddenly, a thought came to mind: where she goes, he goes.

He mustered up the courage: Actually, I also want to go to Beijing, or let's go together?

She looked in disgust: Who wants to be with you.

In just six words, it seems to be a thousand burdens, and the whole heart is swallowed up by despair.

However, if you are unwilling, how can you be willing. She was alone, how could he rest assured that she would go to Beijing alone.

Chinese New Year's Eve night, in the crowded central square, he blurted out again through the noise: Give me a chance...... Let me take care of you.

She sneered: Who are you, why should I let you take care of it.

It's not that he wasn't disheartened, he thought about giving up, but it was useless, he couldn't give up. Whenever this thought came to him, he felt that it was better to kill him with a knife.

He signed up for the admissions examination of the Guangzhou Academy, but he was not confident that he would be able to get in, he just wanted to try, but if he couldn't do it, he would be admitted to other schools in Beijing based on his cultural class results. But subconsciously, he still hopes that he can, as if as long as he is successfully admitted to the broadcasting department, he can be closer to her heart, and he can get a little recognition and favor from her because he is in the same major as her father.

likes the mood of a person, he will never have such a deep experience for a second person in his life.

After the admission results were announced, the East Window incident happened, and he was glad that he was standing with her, and finally had the opportunity to share the burden with her and help her block her anger.

The real break between her and Shen Ke was during the time when they were under all the pressure.

This time, he took the initiative to follow after a moment's hesitation.

On the shore of the lake in the park, he hid behind a ginkgo tree.

Although Shen Ke was angry with her, he was begging for peace at first, he gently coaxed her, and even, reached out to hug her.

It was undeniable that he was immediately relieved to see her push him away. Selfishness, he didn't want them to reconcile as before, where Shen Ke was, he was afraid that she would not see him as before.

Fortunately, her attitude is very resolute.

She said: I pray that I don't have to return to your Shen family in the future, we should not know each other.

Shen Ke: Say it again, who do you not know from?

She said: Are you energetic and can't understand people's words?

Shen Ke: Are you human, you are a white-eyed wolf.

She smiled: Shen Ke, don't look like you're hurt. I'm dispensable to you, and it's fun for you to be pretentious with me here.

Shen Ke: You're right, it's not interesting, it's very boring. You're the oldest, I'm wasting time with you.

Shen Ke put down the cruel words and left, but he didn't see her sitting on the stone bench in front of the ginkgo tree with her knees hugged and crying, only he hid behind the tree and watched the whole process.

How could he not see that she liked Shen Ke, so obvious, so sad, the first time he saw her release her weakness.

A cigarette was about to burn out, and she hadn't come back yet.

Shen Feibai looked at the pot of leafy spider plants in the dim balcony, and the day after he moved here, she bought him a new iron frame, white, exquisite workmanship, and green spider plants, fresh and better, with better decoration.

He thought in a daze, apart from Shen Ke, had he seen her cry for.

No. Since the day of the fight, he has not seen her shed a single tear, let alone for whom.

Just as he was thinking, the door opened and slammed shut.

He imagined her sitting in the hallway changing her shoes, imagining her walking in......

Until, the sound of footsteps approached step by step.

"What about people." She stood in the living room and called out to him, "Where are you?" ”

"Here." He spoke, his voice hoarse.

The man then walked over.

He looked back and saw her standing in front of the sliding door of the balcony with the light from the living room.

He couldn't read her expression clearly, only to hear her whisper after staring at him for a long time, "Let's talk." ”

He extinguished a cigarette butt on the edge of the flower pot, and the moment he lowered his head, he remembered that day that year, she said to Shen Ke: Let's talk.