99. Fate
"What's wrong?" As soon as Xiao Xubai walked into the ward today, he saw her sitting on the bed with a cramped and uneasy look, approached her and touched her forehead.
"What's wrong with it?"
"No...... Gu Nanfeng bit his lip and shook his head, "I...... I want to go to the toilet."
Xiao Xubai couldn't help but laugh a little, "I'm outside, why don't you call me"
I thought it would be Xiao Gao who came in, but it turned out to be her, Gu Nanfeng had a trace of embarrassment on his face, "No...... It's okay."
"Come, I'll help you" Xiao Xubai lifted her quilt with one hand, grabbed her waist, and pulled the person up with all his strength, and suddenly threw himself into her arms, Gu Nanfeng's pale face floated a trace of redness, and he struggled and was afraid of hurting her other hand, which was still in a plaster, biting his lip and feeling at a loss, which made Xiao Xubai chuckle.
"I changed your clothes for the few days you were unconscious, and I also helped you scrub your body, so there's really no need to be shy in front of me."
Gu Nanfeng's face turned red, "You ......"
Xiao Xubai had already leaned over and put the slippers in front of her, "Come, I'll hold you and hold my neck and slowly get up."
After being in a coma for so many days, she didn't have much strength in her body, she was almost paralyzed on the ground, Xiao Xubai also had injuries on her body, and the two disabled people supported each other and slowly moved out, but after a few steps, her forehead was covered with a thin layer of sweat.
"You're okay, call me, I'm outside the door" Xiao Xubai hung the infusion bottle on the hook, gently covered the door for her and retreated.
After walking a few steps, I felt that my body was much better, Gu Nanfeng took off the hanging bottle and slowly helped the door to move out, the toilet was very close to the door of the ward, she just wanted to turn around and go back to the hospital bed Ye Qiu's two words vaguely fell into her ears, she was a little suspicious that she hadn't appeared for so long, Gu Nanfeng suddenly became nervous, put her hand on the doorknob, and heard her next sentence.
"Even if I can't be sentenced to death, I have to live indefinitely, otherwise it will be difficult to eliminate the hatred in my heart"
Gu Nanfeng opened the door and looked at her in disbelief, "You...... What did you say? โ
Xiao Xubai put down the phone and turned around, seeing that her body was shaky, and wanted to step forward to help her, but Gu Nanfeng took a step back and avoided her hand.
Xiao Xubai's palms were clenched into fists, and there was a hint of coldness in his eyes, "Do you know who she is?" โ
"I don't care who she is, she is Ye Qiu first!" Gu Nanfeng became excited, his chest rose and fell slightly, and his face flushed even more.
"But she wants to kill me, have you ever thought that if it weren't for you lying here, it would be me!" Xiao Xubai was a little angry, and the slightest hint of jealousy made her angry.
She ...... Why would she do this? Those eyes seemed familiar, she should have recognized them, but why did they do this, she didn't want to hurt either of them.
"Her real name is Mingqiu" Xiao Xubai closed his eyes slightly, looking at her long eyelashes and incitation, there was a trace of sadness and disbelief on his face.
"She's here for revenge? Approaching me for an opportunity to attack you...... No...... I don't believe ...... "Ye Qiu, who was so warm in the past, how could Ye Qiu, who cared for her, become like this, or is this a conspiracy from the moment they met?"
Her body shook slightly, and the hand holding the door frame slipped helplessly, Xiao Xubai helped her, and there was a trace of anxiety on her face, "Nanfeng, I'll call a doctor"
"I didn't ...... It's okay......" Gu Nanfeng shook his head, raised his eyes to look at her delicate cheeks, those eyes were full of concern for her, and slowly opened his mouth, with a hint of pleading in his tone.
"After all, this incident started because of me, and she stabbed me to repay the debt, Xiao Xubai, can you let her go?"
Xiao Xubai's hand holding her arm was shaking, the corners of his lips were tightened, staring at her without saying a word, and a trace of sadness in his eyes slowly overflowed.
"I'm not ...... for myself I just ......"
"I know, if you insist on suing her, I will withdraw the lawsuit" Before she could finish speaking, Gu Nanfeng interrupted her words, tilting his head slightly and not looking at her sad eyes.
"Okay, I know" Xiao Xubai let go of the hand holding her, "I'll deal with it, you have a good rest"
After saying that, he turned around and left without looking back, and there was still a trace of sparseness in the back decision, which made Gu Nanfeng's eyes slowly redden.
Even if she was unwilling, she still complied with her request, such an arrogant person was willing to lower her figure for her again and again, and it was not untouched to abandon the bottom line, but after so many twists and turns, there was no longer any expectation for love, whether it was her or Ye Qiu.
"Suspect Ye Qiu, you have been released on bail pending trial, after you go out, you must ensure that you will be with the summons, and you will not break the law and commit crimes" After being locked up for a month, the iron door opened with a bang, Ye Qiu followed the prison guard to go out with a haggard expression, and saw that the sunlight outside was a little uncomfortable, and narrowed his eyes slightly.
"Where to pay bail?" She was stunned for a long time before she came back to her senses.
"Someone has already handed it in"
There was a hint of bitterness in the smile on the corner of Ye Qiu's lips, dragging heavy steps and slowly walking out, standing on the street not knowing where else to go, looking at the streets where people came and went, a sense of loneliness arose.
Before she knew it, she took a taxi to the hospital, and only she knew how hard the knife had used, and the blood oozing from her chest was shocking and became her nightmare for many days.
After asking the nurse which ward she was, she slowly followed the stairs to find it, the corridor in the afternoon was quiet, the sunlight was dappled all over the ground, she looked through the glass window, there was no one in the ward.
Turning back in a hurry, the leaves of the plane trees outside the corridor withered, fluttering like dead leaf butterflies and falling from mid-air, piling up all over the tree-lined path.
The sound of someone's footsteps staggering, the sound of stepping on fallen leaves and dead branches, accompanied by the rustle of wheelchairs rubbing on the ground, Ye Qiu's eyes slowly turned red.
"Tired?" After such a fierce quarrel, Xiao Xubai could still be very gentle with her, covered the blanket in his hand on her lap, and said softly.
Gu Nanfeng shook his head, just a sycamore leaf fell on her knees, the lines were deep and clear, not as blurred as the palm prints, some people said that people with messy palm prints were displaced in this life, and there were no branches to rely on, and the person around them also met and then separated, and fate firmly linked them together, as if there was an invisible thread pulling them, and they couldn't escape the fate.
She spread out her palm and stared at it for a moment, and suddenly a warm hand covered her, the palm was dry and warm, and she looked up and reflected her clear eyes.
"What are you looking at?"
"No" She wanted to withdraw her hand and be held firmly, Xiao Xubai's eyes had a hint of seriousness.
"I know what you're thinking, are you thinking that I thought you had finally left me after so many years, and now it's incredible to be back with me"
Her eyes widened in surprise, could this person really see through her mind?
"I think this is a chance for God to atone for my sins, but Nanfeng, you have closed yourself off for too long, you don't want to give me this chance, and you don't want to give me this chance, a chance to rebuild for good"
When she was helpless, she would subconsciously rub the hem of her clothes or anything in her hand, and before she knew it, the leaves were kneaded, she let go of her hand and fell helplessly from her fingertips, Gu Nanfeng closed her eyes.
"I'm ...... now"
"You still love me, don't you?"
Gu Nanfeng shook his head, there was a trace of struggle on his face, "No...... I didn't have ......"
"Since you don't believe it, then let's make a real yร n" Xiao Xubai took her hand and put it on his chest, "Can you feel it?" โ
The heartbeat was steady and powerful, very clear, and the fullness and softness in the palm of her hand made Gu Nanfeng blush, and when she wanted to withdraw her hand, she suddenly leaned over and imprinted a kiss on her forehead, and the light wind was fleeting.
In this silence, Gu Nanfeng held her breath, almost forgetting to blink, so she didn't miss the gentleness and peace in her eyes, as if she could penetrate a bitter misery and give her warm power.
Xiao Xubai didn't let go of the slightest change in her expression, her dark and translucent pupils, long and curly eyelashes, beautiful nose bridge, pale lips, inexplicably want to make people dye a layer of rouge, it should look much better.
The ambiguous atmosphere exploded between the two of them, Xiao Xubai slowly lowered his head and kissed her lips, and the heartbeat under his palm began to increase rapidly, and there were no rules at all.
"Bang bang-bang bang-" In the silence, Gu Nanfeng's breathing began to become rapid, her face turned red and her heartbeat gradually became chaotic, her movements were cautious, without a trace of โกโก, just holding her lips and sucking slowly, licking little by little, although she really wanted to have a deeper contact, Xiao Xubai knew what it meant to be gradual.
When she was about to run out of breath, Xiao Xubai finally let go of her, with a light smile on her lips, gently against her forehead.
"Why don't you push me away?"
Gu Nanfeng bit his lower lip, and there was a trace of anger on his face, "You ......"
"Your heart is beating fast, and so am I, and now you dare to say that you don't love me?"
Under her gentle offensive, Gu Nanfeng retreated step by step, slowly reddened his eyes, and bit his lower lip, still very stubborn.
"So what, I still love you, but I don't like you anymore"
Even if she still loves her, her state of mind is no longer what it used to be, that kind of young and frivolous moth to the fire love will only come once in her life, that is her best time and the only time she wants to be with her with all her might, she still loves her, but when she abandoned her to save Aya, she no longer likes her.
She can never forget the feeling of a young life slowly passing in her body, and with the loss of her child, all her love for Xiao Xubai was also wiped out in ashes.
"Do you understand? I...... I don't like you anymore......"
Xiao Xubai's hand has been in his pocket, and he gradually tightened a flannel box, and the sweat in his palm became sticky, it was a diamond ring designed and custom-made by herself, a birthday gift she had prepared for a long time, and it was also her belated proposal.
As soon as "Nanfeng ......" opened her mouth, she realized that her voice was trembling, and her eyes were red like her.
It's just that Gu Nanfeng bit his lower lip tightly, and tears still slipped from the corners of his eyes, "Xiao Xubai...... Do you think we're still going to be together? Every time I see you, I think of ...... Thinking of ......" At the end, he had begun to choke, Xiao Xubai was shocked, and his hand slowly stretched out of his pocket, but there was no ring in his palm.
"Thinking of the child who hasn't had time to take a look at the world...... "That was the pain of her life, and it was also Xiao Xubai's lifelong remorse, and her feelings were completely collapsed at this moment, Xiao Xubai reached out and hugged her into his arms, feeling a warm liquid flowing into his neck socket, crying silently and holding her waist, she could only repeat in a low voice in her ear, "I'm sorry...... I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"
"Southwind, I'm going to make you like me again, I swear, I won't let you cry like this again"
Ye Qiu stood upstairs calmly watching them hug each other and cry, but when the heartache was so bad that it calmed down, the heart after the mourning on his face was like ashes, and it was cloudy and uncertain in the gradually darkening sky.
"It's windy, let's go back" Feeling that her body was gradually cooling down, Xiao Xubai took off her coat and draped it on her, her body was still very weak, and she couldn't withstand the ups and downs of such a feeling.
Gu Nanfeng still had tears on her face, looking at her with teary eyes, Xiao Xubai leaned over and gently wiped her tears, "I won't mention this matter again until you are injured, I'll wait for you to accept me slowly"
This is the warmest birthday Gu Nanfeng has ever had, although it is in the ward, the atmosphere is still hot, Xiao Qi Xiaogao and even Yun Jin are here, and Xiao Ru, who has not met for a long time, also sent a letter to express his greetings, Xiao Xubai even prepared a huge double-layer cake, in order to implicitly express his heart and please her by the way, he specially bought many lilies to decorate the ward.
As soon as Yun Jin came in, he was frightened by this situation, and he couldn't help laughing, "This ward is decorated by you like this, how can I feel like a wedding room?"
Gu Nanfeng's face flushed with a hint of redness, and before she could speak, Xiao Qi had already picked up the stubble, "My mother said that if Teacher Gu is willing to marry her, what are the cakes and flowers, and ......"
"Hmmmm......" Before the words fell, Xiao Xubai covered his mouth, with a slight threatening tone, "If you talk nonsense again, there will be no cake to eat for a while"
Forced by her obscene power, Xiao Qi had to give in, and ran to Gu Nanfeng's bedside to cry aggrievedly, provoking her to flick her head.
"Your mother is right, no more nonsense will have no cake to eat"
Although it is true that she really wants to marry her, but not now, after talking about it that day, she realized how seriously the south wind was injured, but fortunately, the rest of her life is long, and she still has a lot of time to make her like herself again.
"South Wind, Make a Wish"
Xiao Gao turned off the lights, and Xiao Xubai lit the candles in turn, a full twenty-seven of them were inserted around the cake, and her eyebrows were softened in the flickering candles.
Gu Nanfeng clasped his hands together, slowly closed his eyes, and silently recited the wish many years ago in his heart.
"What kind of wish did you make?"
"If you say it, it won't work"
"Then don't talk about it"
May there be no years to look back on, and to share the white head with deep affection.
When the candles were blown out, it was dark in the room, and they couldn't see their faces clearly, it was very quiet, Gu Nanfeng was a little nervous, and then he was held by a pair of warm hands, and his voice was low and beautiful, "Don't be afraid"
"Smack-" When the light was turned on again, Gu Nanfeng closed his eyes slightly, and he didn't know when Xiao Qi and Xiao Gao Yunjin were gone, leaving her and her eyes facing each other, and there was a silent affection surging.
"South Wind, I have a gift for you"