44. Chapter 44

Ye Jing'an couldn't tell what mood he was in now;

If he hadn't opened that phone and that Weibo, wouldn't he have been able to discover this secret in his life?

If he hadn't opened that mobile phone and found that Weibo and found that secret, would he and Du Yushu be like all the men and women in this world who once loved each other but finally failed to get together, separated, and then got married?

There are too many regrets and too few consummations in this world, and every pair of perfect happiness is a gift from God;

Ye Jing'an held the phone tightly;

So is this God's last gift to him?

Pink rabbit avatar, the best ID of my family.

What a familiar combination.

Ye Jing'an had a lot of past events floating in front of his eyes, and those scattered memories slipped in front of his eyes one by one, and he missed that girl even more;

Whether it was the girl who was crying on the plane back then, but had a beautiful smile because of a toffee;

is still the girl who is crying on the street in the rainstorm, but at the moment when she stretches out her hand, she shows a confused and relieved expression;

He misses it all.

He saw himself when he was a child, who was locked in a narrow grocery room by his father because of his noise, and he was crying weakly, as if he was about to die;

He saw the cowardly boy who was afraid to say that he liked the rabbit because he was afraid, and the weak self who cried after his father stoned the rabbit to death;

He saw that self, who had become accustomed to concealment, to concealment, to be careless, to keep his distance, to say insincere words again and again, and to feel uneasy again and again, but still lied to himself, and she would understand;

Who dares to trust a person who doesn't even dare to express his sincerity? Who will understand?

If you guess too much, you'll get tired.

What's more, he and Du Yushu have been bad, bad, and bad, but they have never been good;

Even the so-called confession and being together seem like child's play;

He never even once, seriously, completely told her that he liked her, and that he wanted to be with her for the rest of his life;

He never even once, clearly and honestly, to please her, to express his love and care,

How can he make her trust him?

In the corner he didn't know, she liked him for so long, just as she liked her for so long;

In this world, what is more happy than the person you like likes you?

Carefully hiding his emotions, and sarcastically covering up his feelings, when he was sad, did he ever think that it was a harm to another person?

Why can't you be confessed?

Ye Jing'an asked himself, why can't he be frank?

Why do you have to use sarcasm, sarcasm, ridicule, and indifference to express feelings?

Such an expression, even if it is an immortal, may not be fully understood, right?

Just now, he had a quarrel with Du Yushu, for a trivial matter;

If you don't want to make it public, don't make it public, anyway, they will always get a marriage certificate, when will it be different to make it public?

Why do we have to care about who loves whom more? Maybe when you don't know it, she loves you much more than you love her;

Is it really a shameful thing that you love her, more than she loves you, that you have to be careful to conceal sarcasm, sarcasm, and cover up?

Do you really have to calculate step by step who is paying a little more than whom?

Ye Jing'an asked himself, asking himself over and over again, on a hot day, because of running, some sweat broke out on his body, but he had no time to scruple;

He wants to find her, apologize for the past, and tell her that he really likes her and wants to spend his life with her.

Life is so short, they have wasted so many years, and in the blink of an eye, they have gone to three, and most of the best years have been wasted, so what reason is there to continue to waste it?

Pink rabbit avatar, the best ID of my An'an;

has been with him for so many years, as if since the year when he had Weibo, this familiar avatar and ID have appeared under his Weibo again and again;

Whether it is when there are only a dozen fans, or now when there are tens of millions of fans, under every Weibo, there will be a message and comment on this familiar avatar and familiar ID, and you will always be encouraged and supported.

In the past, when there were only dozens or hundreds of comments on a Weibo, the first one to appear under Weibo was always this ID;

Over and over again - "An An, you are the best!" "An An, pay attention to rest!" "An An, I like you!" "An An, you will always be the best!"

The relationship between him and her, after all, is the same;

He used the trumpet vest of "Quiet and Quiet", since Du Yushu's debut, whether underestimated or high/trendy, he has always accompanied her, and she has been with him since his debut, whether underestimated or high/trendy.

Why is it called "Quiet and Quiet?" ”

"Quiet" is reversed, it is Ye Jing'an.

"Quiet and quiet", that is, "Ye Jing'an is quiet", that is, "quiet Ye Jing'an".

Ye Jing'an, who will always accompany Du Yushu quietly.

The reason for the name was so simple, but he never did.

The heart that I wanted to protect is gone?

"Yu Shu."

"Ye Jing'an."

Encounters are such simple and unexpected.

On the stairs, he was on and she was down, caught off guard, and met.

After a short silence, Ye Jing'an smiled slightly, there was no longer the sarcasm and sneer in his eyes, only a gentle glint in his eyes, "Let's talk, okay?" ”

"Okay."

The anxiety and panic just now disappeared the moment they met, staring at each other quietly, and there was a sense of peace in their hearts;

What do you want to tell me, Ye Jing'an?

Du Yushu smiled faintly, and then followed Ye Jing'an upstairs, neither of them said anything, Ye Jing'an slowed down, knowing that the two of them were side by side, walking together on the stairs where there was no one.

The atmosphere was peaceful and quiet, an atmosphere that the two of them hadn't felt for a long time.

Ye Jing'an Room:

Du Yushu sat on the chair, Ye Jing'an brought her a glass of water, then silently took out a mobile phone from under the pillow, opened it, clicked on Weibo, and then handed it to Du Yushu, and said in a low voice: "This is what I have been hiding for many years, and I have always wanted to tell you, but I didn't say it." ”

Du Yushu took over the phone, and the familiar avatar and ID on Weibo made her look sideways for a moment.

"Quiet and quiet"

What a familiar ID.

All the news was forwarded from Du Yushu, all the way back to the day Du Yushu opened Weibo, and he was the first to send blessings.

Du Yushu was in a trance for a moment;

It seems that following this mobile phone and this Weibo, I saw myself who was cautious and willing at that time.

What is the mood at this time?

It's angry and funny;

Follow the footsteps of time, stumbling all the way to life and death, but in the virtual world, they care for each other, carefully and willingly;

But in the real world, he is reluctant to expose the slightest.

But why, the corners of my eyes are a little moist again?

"Yu Shu."

Du Yushu heard the familiar male voice, she looked up at him, only to see that his eyes were precious and sincere, and his voice was slow but extremely firm, "I like you." ”

"My whole life, I want to go through it with you, okay?"

All right?

Du Yushu has a sour nose, how can it be bad?

How much she looked forward to this day, how much she hoped that Ye Jingan liked herself;

What could be happier in this world than someone you like and like?

He looked at her, and she looked at him.

Du Yushu clenched the mobile phone in his hand and said in a low voice: "Why did you suddenly confess?" ”

After abusing and killing each other for so long, Du Yushu is obviously familiar with Ye Jing'an, why did Ye Jing'an, who hid this from him strictly, suddenly choose to confess?

"This." After hesitating for a moment, Ye Jing'an still took out the mobile phone and put it in the palm of his hand, exposing the large black screen mobile phone to Du Yushu's gaze.

Du Yushu's eyes flashed.

I can't complain, I can't complain that Ye Jing'an will suddenly choose to confess to her.

"Ye Jing'an," Du Yushu took a deep breath and said, "Do you remember what I said a few days ago, we broke up." ”

The air was silent, and even the sound of a pin falling could be heard.

Du Yushu didn't care about Ye Jing'an's expression at all, she smiled slowly, "I don't want to answer your question just now." ”

"Speaking of which, you've never chased me, have you? Wouldn't it seem too cheap for you to get it for nothing? ”

"I'm waiting for you to chase me, Mr. Ye."

After that, Du Yushu opened the door and left with a light smile;

Ye Jing'an was behind her, and he also showed a three-point smile.

Since you asked me to chase you, then you don't regret it, Yu Shu.

The two episodes of the reality show ended quickly, the program team didn't have much time, and took another day to shoot promotional photos and short films for each of them, and when there were only three episodes of the reality show, "Vertical and Horizontal" was ready to meet the audience.

Since the end of the recording of the third reality show, Du Yushu has lived in the heat of the water.

She really felt that Ye Jing'an had taken the wrong medicine now, and she wanted to kick him out every minute!

In the past few days, he couldn't have gone any further, several people in the crew looked at the two of them, and Wang Jie even pulled her to talk several times, but fortunately, all her roles ended yesterday and escaped from the crew;

When Song Chen saw her yesterday, he smiled and gossiped and asked her about Ye Jing'an;

Du Yushu grinded his teeth secretly and narrowed his eyes slightly, Ye Jing'an's suitor has done so perfectly recently, she has to give something in return, doesn't she?

On Friday, August 18, at half past eight in the evening, the first issue of "Vertical and Horizontal" will meet you on Xiangcheng Terrace.

Du Yushu turned off his mobile phone and hid at home to watch the premiere of the first episode, when the doorbell rang.

Could it be Song Chen? Du Yushu yawned and prepared to go over and open the door;

Anyway, it can't be Ye Jing'an, he is still filming in the crew.