Ding Jun didn't want to embarrass Liang Jun too much, he finally retracted his gaze and said lightly: "I'll go back." ”

Huang Ya is a big fool who thinks he is smart.

At least that's what he did in Ding Kun's eyes.

She grabbed Ding Jun's sleeve and asked him, "Do you hate Liang Jun very much?" ”

"Nope." Ding Kun looked back at her and said, "For me, at this age, I am so lucky to see a person who is destined not to be able to accompany me to the end. ”

Huang Ya was surprised: "Then do you hate me?" ”

"I feel sorry for you."

Huang Ya was just about to continue talking, but was dragged back by Liang Jun, and he said with a cold face: "Aren't you going to buy a CD?" Let's go inside. ”

Huang Ya was still looking at Ding Su when she was pulled away, with a strange confusion in her eyes.

Ding Kun continued to walk forward, Li Ji kept a distance of one step to follow him, he walked faster and faster, Li Ji followed more and more closely, Ding Kun walked off the elevator quickly, and rushed to the outside of the square before stopping.

Li Ji rushed up and saw that he was crying expressionlessly.

Li Ji opened his mouth, his throat was very blocked, and Ding Kun said in a calm voice: "I'm not joking. ”

"I'm gay. We have been together for five years, can you imagine how difficult it is to be together for five years in our circle, but he finally got married, with my cousin. ”

Ding Kun knew that he was not crying, because he did not feel sore and heartache.

It's just that the tears are a bit hypocritical and don't listen to the call.

The five-year relationship is gone, and it's time to pay tribute.

Li Ji said, "Can I hug you?" ”

Ding Su burst into tears and laughed, and he said, "No." ”

Li Ji was stunned, and the outstretched hand retracted, but he didn't find the laughing point of his words.

Ding Su wiped his wet face, looked at him with a smile again, and asked, "Are you too?" ”

Li Ji nodded and shook his head again, "I don't know...... Doesn't it mean that there is a sense in the circle? ”

"I didn't." Ding Su lowered his head, "Maybe I'm not a competent gay." ”

“…… It's strangely new. Li Ji smiled absentmindedly on his face, his fingers tightened and relaxed, and secretly cheered himself several times before he asked dryly: "Do you want to, do you want to ......?"

"What do you want?" Ding Kun looked at him grabbing his ears to avoid his sight, and smiled again: "Why are you treating me as a jackal, tiger and leopard?" ”

Li Ji laughed, his eyes fell on Ding Kun's face, and he said very slowly and word by word: "Do you want to ...... with me?"

"Li Ji!" Someone suddenly patted him on the shoulder, Li Ji was stunned all of a sudden, and when he looked back and saw Da Mao's face, he was immediately angry, and slapped his watermelon head with a backhand: "What the fuck are you doing?" People are scary, people are scared to death, you know? ”

Da Mao looked aggrieved and almost cried: "Who the fuck is scared of whom......"

Huang Jing walked up and took Da Mao away, dumbly holding a cigarette, hanging his hand on Yi Nizi's waist, and asked, "What's the matter?" Who is this? Didn't you go to find your girlfriend? ”

Li Ji had an expression of eating, and Huang Jing also said, "Yes, didn't your girlfriend beat someone?" Why don't you take a look? ”

Look at your uncle's look. Li Ji was annoyed, and just wanted to drive them out, he listened to Ding Kun speak: "Then you go to work first, I'll go back." ”

After he finished speaking, he turned around and left, Li Ji caught up with the first two steps, "No...... You're not far away, I'll send you. ”

"It's fine." Ding Su waved his hand, "Let's go see your girlfriend first." ”

I ...... "When can I date you again?"

Seeing his figure walking farther and farther, Li Ji felt that he couldn't breathe, frowned and turned his head, and heard the dumb say: "Who is that?" ”

"It's your business." Li Ji gritted his teeth and said, "I'll go back." ”

"By the way? Who hit your girlfriend? Would you like to help? ”

Li Ji walked like the wind, didn't look back, and was quite disgusted by these words: "I want to beat people and still need you?" ”

The dumb snorted and said, "There's something wrong with this kid." ”

Huang Jing touched his chin and hummed meaningfully.

Da Mao felt that he was going to have a concussion when he shot Li Ji, "When is it a little!" It is very much!! ”

"Who just talked to Li Ji?"

"It's kind of familiar."

"I don't know."

……

The hotel where he stayed was not close to the square, and he had to pass through a big arch bridge in the meantime, Ding Kun walked up against the cold wind, lying on his head and looking at the black river below, and laughed a little self-deprecatingly.

He just thought that Li Ji was going to confess to him, but it turned out that he had a girlfriend.

Li Ji drove the car out of the parking lot here, followed Ding Kun's way home, and didn't see anyone until he arrived at his door, so he sat disappointed for a while, and had to turn around and leave.

Ding Kun blew the cold wind on the bridge for a while, returned to the hotel and slept for a while, in the middle of the night he felt that his throat was like something blocked, he got up and took a kettle to boil some hot water and poured it down, wrapped in the quilt and lay back on the bed, and began to have nightmares in the second half of the night.

When he woke up again, it was already dawn, Ding Kun looked at the time, and finally endured the discomfort and got up.

Normally, his dad would have gotten up and gone to the square to exercise, while his mom would go to the vegetable market at this time, and he was going to sneak back and take out his ID card before making plans.

got out of the car a hundred meters away from home, Ding Kun put on his mask, returned to the door, pushed the door, squeaked, and sure enough, it was not locked.

Pushing the door in, he turned out the key from under the mat in front of the door, Ding Su opened the door with his hands and feet, and saw the familiar old furniture, a few face masks and swords on the wall, and a tape recorder by the window.

Ding Kun couldn't care about being sad, ran upstairs into his room, took out a handful of documents and put them in his travel bag, and turned out a few clothes that could be worn and stuffed them together, and just walked out of the room with his back on his back, he ran into his father who pushed the door in.

Ding Su was stunned, his father had already picked up the broom behind the door and rushed over: "Little rabbit, I see where you are running this time!" ”

Ding Su was frightened, turned around and rushed back to the room again, locked the door against the door, and was afraid that his father would find the key outside, so he pulled the desk over with great fanfare.

In normal times, this desk will be wasted a lot of effort when it is moved. But when people are in a hurry, the potential is endless, and pulling this big thing over against the door, Ding Kun felt a little dizzy.

Lying on the desk and listening silently for a while, his ears were full of his own heartbeat and the sound of his father turning the lock with a key, and he couldn't push the door open, and his father's breathing was long and heavy.

After another while, Ding Su shouted, "Dad." ”

His dad was yelling outside, "Don't call me Dad!! I don't have a son like you!! ”

Ding Kun said: "I don't have feelings for women, Dad, if you really don't want to see me, let me out." ”

"You come out! I'll knock your leg off! ”

"You knock me on the leg, I won't go out."

"How can you kid be so cheap!!"

"Those who used to sing operas were still ninth-rate."

Although his mouth was very hard, Ding Kun's heart was like a knife, and he was so uncomfortable that he said with red eyes: "If you don't let me out, I will jump from the second floor." ”

"Jump if you have a kind! I can't kill you!! ”

Ding Kun gritted his teeth, turned his head and jumped from the window on the second floor.

There was a crunching sound in his legs, and the nerves immediately received sharp pain, and Ding Kun's cold sweat came down on the spot.

barely stood up and got up, and the sound of his father coming down the stairs in a hurry came to his ears, Ding Su took a breath and ran out of the door with a limp. His dad ran downstairs and saw him get into a taxi and leave.

Ding Kun sat in the back seat of the car with his legs crossed, and the driver in front of him looked at him in the rearview mirror and asked, "Are you going to the hospital?" ”

"Nope." Ding Kun's face turned pale and said, "Go to XX Hotel." ”

Ding Kun got out of the car, refused the support of the enthusiastic driver, and slowly walked into the narrow alley by holding on to the wall, and his heart was full of endless thoughts.

No one wants to force him, not even his father.

He just likes men, he just wants to be with men, and the one who accompanies him to the end of his life must be a responsible man, once that person was Liang Jun, but now this position is vacant, no matter where that person is now, even if it is always empty, he will not marry a woman and have children.

Ding Kun returned to his room with great difficulty, his feet hurt his heart, he opened the door and inserted the room card, just took off the travel bag, and fainted on the ground before he reached the bed.

Not long after he woke up again, Xu felt a burst of pain in his shoulders and hips when he passed out, and no one in the room noticed him. Ding Kun silently got up and moved to the side of the bed, threw his body that was almost not his own, and fell asleep uncomfortably again.

After waking up at dusk and tossing all day, Ding Kun didn't know what time it was when he regained consciousness again, and when he closed his eyes, he felt that his eyelids were hot, and Ding Kun clearly realized that he had a high fever.

He lay there quietly, didn't want to move, his nose was blocked, and his legs hurt when he moved.

This body turned over a little hard, and after lying down, he gasped. Ding Kun subconsciously touched his head, his hair was sticky, he thought it was sweat, but he inadvertently wiped his face and found that it was blood.

The wound on the head was cracked. Ding Su was a little dazed, the physical discomfort and the sadness in his heart made him extremely vulnerable, and it seemed good to die just like this when he was tired.

Later, I thought about it, if he died like this, then Liang Jun would not have to commit suicide for love?

Is it worth it for a man who betrays himself?

Of course it's not worth it!

He got up again, leaned against the head of the bed and looked at his legs, gritted his teeth and took off his shoes, and was in a cold sweat again.

The legs were swollen and shiny, the trouser legs were full, and the legs were stuffy and hot.

He frowned uncomfortably, the corners of his eyes burned red, and he was about to call the front desk when his phone suddenly rang.

Li Ji sent a good night to Ding Su last night, waited all night without any response, and sent good morning in the morning, and waited for a whole day without a response, just at eight o'clock, he sent a good night again, and still didn't get any news at nearly nine o'clock.

Li Ji was disappointed and looked down on himself at the same time, and suddenly realized that it was not a way for him to wait like this, what is the saying? If you like him, you will be close to him, and if you love him, you will him. What kind of man are you waiting for?

So he dialed the phone on an impulse, and waited anxiously for the other party to answer, Li Ji was nervous and spit on his nervousness.

Tens of seconds are stretched out indefinitely.

When he finally got through, Li Ji was almost grateful.

"Small, small, ......"

Li ...... Ji? Ding Kun's voice was so hoarse that he could barely hear clearly: "Can you ...... Help me ......."