Chapter 5.2
The world of online games is fake, but for Xue Zizhu, she wants to live a real life here.
During the game's closed beta, she met Sang Zichen, the new male god of W University in the same session as her, and she had a slight affection for this boy who had helped her several times and had the same word in his name, and when she accidentally found out in the game that he was the person she would never approach in reality, she was inevitably moved.
So with her superb skills, she naturally became Sang Zichen's best "comrade-in-arms".
From internal testing, public testing to open operation, in half a year, more and more partners began to appear around them, Xue Zizhu and the boy she had a crush on have gone through a beautiful journey, for the guild established by the two, she put more and more money, energy and love into this virtual world, equipment, medicine, tribute, gang tasks, hard work and resentment posture made her relationship with Sang Zichen more and more intimate.
Although Xue Zizhu is not good at being sophisticated, in the virtual world of online games, these are not the most important things, and she still lives a prosperous life.
Until the girl called Sky Blue Blue appeared.
One qiē seemed to have no warning, one day Sang Zichen suddenly added a level 10 trumpet to enter their guild with an average of 70 levels per capita, and Xue Zizhu's curiosity heard another version of the hero saving the beauty.
Sang Zichen was about to die tragically because of a mistake when he brushed the boss alone, but he was pulled back by the priest girl next to him, and he hurriedly helped him finish the boss with rich rewards.
When he gave people equipment to thank him, the other party didn't appreciate it, and the righteous gesture of refusing made Sang Zichen feel funny, he hadn't seen this simple girl in an online game for a long time, so he was kind enough to directly join the guild, which could be regarded as repaying the other party's kindness.
As the leading guild in the whole region of the Freedom Alliance, the Eternal Forest is Xue Zizhu's brainchild, eternity is her greatest expectation, and the forest is Sang Zichen's hand.
Maybe she should have discovered a long time ago that Sang Zichen was used to pushing the boat along the water, not after he was pushing the boat with the same sky Lan Lan Lan who started to push the boat down the river getting closer and closer.
As Xue Zizhu, who was the last in the guild to discover the strange atmosphere between the two of them, she looked at Sang Zichen, who did not shy away from being ridiculed by everyone, and Tian Lan Lanlan, who always jumped to her feet to justify, and her eyes were red.
As Xue Zizhu, who has a straightforward personality in the online game world, she did not hesitate to make an appointment with Tianlan Lanlan, she didn't like this girl who always followed Sang Zichen, even if she was embarrassed, she was calm.
Sky Blue Blue Blue Friends who joined the club together have a big mouth to make a big deal about the appointment war, and the persuasion from Sang Zichen and others can't shake Xue Zizhu, she is an opinionated person, not to mention that it's just an appointment battle in an online game, for a game that can be resurrected infinitely, this kind of thing is nothing, of course, except for the additional requirement she added, if she loses, she is not allowed to be with Sang Zichen.
Tianlan Lanlan is very hard, do you think everyone likes him, but she chose to be silent when the matter became known, maybe Sang Zichen knew the truth, and there was a trace of dissatisfaction in his asking tone, which was undoubtedly adding fuel to the fire for the sensitive Xue Zizhu.
An originally peaceful covenant battle, with the participation of everyone, gradually turned into a troubled water, and Xue Zizhu's problem of not being good at human feelings and sophistication finally made her suffer.
She didn't understand how public opinion had become her unilateral bullying of newcomers, and Xue Zizhu, who had never been willing to bow her head to explain, just stuck to the agreement to fight, no matter who persuaded her, her answer was insistence.
Xue Zizhu suffered in the virtual world, and she finally found that even if she escaped from the real world, she was still the clumsy self who could not face the eyes of the people around her, the difference was only that the reality that could be seen by the eyes was hidden behind the keyboard, computer and game armor.
It's still a terrible world.
The battle finally went on as scheduled, and Tianlan Lanlan was completely defeated under Xue Zizhu's superb skills without accident, but no one enjoyed the victory with her.
Even Sang Zichen, who has gone through ups and downs together, chose to comfort Sky Blue Blue.
Xue Zizhu went to the hospital after leaving the game, and spent a difficult half a month there, she went home with a paler face, and the first thing she did was to play the game, and it turned out that Tianlan Lanlan and Sang Zichen were more intimate.
She began to look at these two people for a long time, Tian Lan Lan Lan loves to be cute, she can always make a group of people laugh, Sang Zichen is helpless and spoiled when she is coquettish, she can be called sharp when she is talking to people, and there are more and more friends in the guild who belong to Tian Lan Lanlan, and their voices have almost become the mainstream.
The Eternal Forest seemed to be getting more and more prosperous, and when Sang Zichen was never too lazy to take care of the guild affairs, he didn't notice that those silent old faces were gradually disappearing, and these people would say goodbye to Xue Zizhu when they left, or invite her to leave together, Xue Zizhu could only be silent.
After returning from the hospital, she felt a negative sense of burnout, and even though she still played games every day, she would never be as diligent as she used to be in the guild.
She watched the guild gradually decay and disappear like a castle of sand in the sea, just like her hopeless life and life.
The first city war copy of the Freedom Alliance was opened, Xue Zizhu barely cheered up, even if the high fever did not go away, she still tried her best to support Sang Zichen, maybe she burned to the point of dizziness, at the most important moment, she missed the opportunity to save Sang Zichen, and the city battle fell short.
Xue Zizhu, who fainted at home due to an unexpected illness, was quickly admitted to the hospital after the family doctor system called the police, and when he came back a month later, he saw Sang Zichen and Tianlan Lanlan, who were already married in the game.
She questioned Sang Zichen, but was questioned about the city battle, Tianlan Lanlan's friends accused her of being too selfish, she was almost angry, and the dozens of hunting and killing announcements issued by the whole district were full of the names of Tianlan Lanlan and her friends, Xue Zizhu disdained to defend again, she only wanted to destroy this completely unrecognizable world directly.
Since it's no longer what she liked, there is no need for heartache when she disappears.
However, one day, Sang Zichen, who had not contacted her for a long time, hesitated to ask her if the photo on the forum was you, Xue Zizhu found that her heart ached and she couldn't breathe.
She numbly opened the game forum, and there was no doubt that there was a photo of her hanging on it, it was Xue Zizhu's fat, ugly, and pathetic posture in the real world, and when her body couldn't withstand the game simulation system and chose the computer instead, Sky Blue Blue's hacker friend uncovered the skin of her disguise in the virtual world.
The sentence he left was extremely glaring, just because you want to fight with Yunyun like this?
Xue Zizhu was so angry that she trembled, she directly used the game armor to log in regardless of her body, and directly located the coordinates of Sky Blue Blue to cut people, after being cut by her for five levels, Sang Zichen and Sky Blue Lanlan's friend was belated, and she was cut ten levels in a row in Sang Zichen's unknown language.
Sang Zichen's private chat made Xue Zizhu's heart cold, the things on the forum were not done by Lan Lan, you can't be so angry, I know you are ...... to me We're good friends, aren't we.
In the case of public opinion inside and outside the game, Xue Zizhu quietly went offline, and when she was admitted to the hospital again, she saw the doctor's disapproving and helpless gaze.
She is rarely willful, but unfortunately there is no chance if she is not willful, she thought that she had a tacit understanding and good feeling with Sang Zichen, but later she knew that she was wrong, she thought that she could live a different Xue Zizhu in the virtual world, but found that she was always her worst appearance.
A qiē struggle is in vain.
Knowing that when the game started offline activities, she had been lying in the ICU for two months, and she didn't want to spend the last of her remaining time in the room with the smell of disinfectant water, so in the helpless eyes of the doctors and nurses, she put on her best dress and walked out of the hospital.
The offline meeting was very lively, Xue Zizhu entered the venue with the flow of people, and saw the guild area belonging to the Eternal Forest at a glance, she looked at the happy and laughing Sang Zichen and the baby-faced girl in the corner of the crowd, her expression was indifferent, but her eyes widened when she saw the boy with a protective posture next to the girl.
She didn't have time to be surprised, because the loud shouts of the girls behind her attracted everyone's attention, Jia Bailu, as a well-known vest in "God Killing", chose to hide when the real body behind her was exposed, which made the topic hot for a long time.
Superb operation, top-notch equipment, and lavish spending gestures, these coveted halos are now all lice on gorgeous robes.
How heavy Xue Zizhu's inferiority complex is, how much damage she has suffered standing here, whether it is Sang Zichen's evasive eyes, or Tianlan Lanlan's eyes with interest and malice, or Xue Ming'an's indifferent eyes like ants, which became the last straw that crushed her.
She called out to Xue Ming'an, and then fled from the venue in the eyes of the others.
After fighting against the disease for nine years, at the age of seventeen, Xue Zizhu finally got rid of the pain that afflicted her, and the inferiority complex that plagued her.
She regrets that she has always been afraid to enter the real world, she regrets that she has never lived a serious life, she regrets that she filled her short life with closure and inferiority, and she regrets that she turned the real Xue Zizhu into an illusory bubble.
Unfortunately, it wasn't until she lost her few precious things that she realized that she had squandered them in her poor life.
She never cherished the qiē she had, which was so pathetic and hateful.
Xue Zizhu said, I want to see if if I had chosen a different path, would it have been different.
So, Ren Jia stood here.
Sky Blue Blue is Shen Yunyun, even if they haven't met in the game yet.
From Ren Jia's point of view, Sang Zichen is not completely indifferent to Xue Zizhu, but unfortunately Xue Zizhu, who is still plagued by inferiority complex in the game, did not find out that she hid her crush too deeply, so deep that Sang Zichen was not sure, until he met another girl who made him tempted.
So he staged a clumsy scene, his temptation made Xue Zizhu lose his direction in the chaotic quagmire, and he himself began to waver in getting along with Shen Yunyun, maybe he once thought about really opening his mouth to redeem and explain his heart to Xue Zizhu, until Xue Zizhu's real photos were exposed.
He chose to avoid it.
Ren Jia sighed, a little helpless about these entanglements of love and love, 1528 saw that the master had accepted the plot, and asked, "Jiajia, are we going to the hospital now, or are we going home?" ”
Xue Zizhu was supposed to go to the hospital for a follow-up today, but he met Shen Yunyun, Ren Jia felt the weakness of the task body, and said, "I'm afraid I have to go to the hospital, the state of the mission body is not good." ”
1528 nodded in agreement, Ren Jia drove directly to the hospital, and the doctor who received her was very enthusiastic when he saw her, as Xue Zizhu's attending doctor, he has always been serious and responsible.
After patiently doing all the physical examinations, listening to the doctor's advice, Ren Jia took the medicine and drove directly to the direction of W University.
It's the first half of the freshman year, Xue Zizhu hasn't been to class for two months, she took the hospital's certificate and plans to handle the suspension, at least for half a year, her task focuses on treatment and online games, and she won't come to school for the time being, compared to Xue Zizhu skipping class directly, she still hopes to suspend her studies by suspending her studies, after all, she plans to continue to come back to class in the future.
When parking the car at the school gate, Ren Jia gained a bunch of eyes, in the bathroom of the hospital, she had already seen Xue Zizhu's appearance, she couldn't blame Xue Zizhu for her inferiority, nearly two hundred and fifty pounds of weight, and her facial features that were squeezed out of shape by fat, but any girl who has a little love for beauty can't bear such an appearance, not to mention that Xue Zizhu was cute when she was a child, and the negative impact of this gap is even greater.
Ren Jia didn't care about her appearance, she just felt that this mission body was particularly difficult to use, maybe it was too weak, she felt that her strength was forced to drop another level, not to mention, the body size of two hundred and fifty pounds was really inconvenient in terms of action.
Curiosity is an irresistible human nature, even if this curiosity is not out of malice, but that kind of interesting snooping will still make some sensitive people unbearable, Xue Zizhu is undoubtedly the case, Ren Jia looked around, and looked at her eyes one by one, and after the other party withdrew her eyes, she walked slowly towards the school.
She is not in good physical condition right now, and if she can, she hopes to exercise as much as possible, which is why she chooses to walk instead of taking the school bus.
At least for the next six months, she needs to make a suitable exercise plan for herself.
It's October now, the tail of the autumn tiger has not completely disappeared, walking in the cool shade of the campus, Ren Jia and 1528, who are not visible to others, are slowly enjoying this tranquility.
There was a sound of someone running hurriedly from behind her, Ren Jia avoided it, to be honest, with her current size and health state, it was a complete disaster to be touched.
The rapid gesture of the other party rushing over made her avoid the action to no avail, looking at the familiar anger and anxiety in the eyes of 1528 in front of her, she probably knew who the person who was holding her now.
"Pei Yuan?" To be honest, she felt that her voice was a little unsteady when she asked.
"Who is Pei Yuan?" The man holding her was still panting violently from running, but that didn't hide the viciousness in his voice.
So there was a scene on the campus that made everyone want to drop their eyes, the W male god who is famous throughout Dongling University Town, was intimate and possessive, holding a sturdy "girl" of more than 200 pounds, and completed an unprecedented show of affection.
This vexatious world!