47. Chapter 47

Shen Yi'an had left very early, she didn't ask him if he was going back to the company or going to do something else, she went out after breakfast, and then sat in front of the computer when she got home, she typed the three words "Yi Ziwei", and the first thing that popped up was a brief introduction to Yi Ziwei, and a big basket of various awards and reputations. And she touched into some forums, and she also knew how much influence Yi Ziwei had in the entertainment industry after his words about quitting the entertainment industry appeared, whether it was his fans or his agent, he and the agency were all blinded, and at that time, his contract with the agency expired, and it was rumored that he would cooperate with a certain company, so he did not renew the contract.

Yi Ziwei announced his retirement from the entertainment industry, and all kinds of speculations came to his face, which became the headlines of major portals for half a month, and his group of radical fans ran to Meng Xi's Weibo to scold, saying that she not only ruined Yi Ziwei's career, but also ruined a real genius. Yi Ziwei and Meng Xi did not respond to this, the reporter finally blocked Yi Ziwei, and Yi Ziwei only responded that he was no longer a person in the entertainment industry, and hoped that the reporter would stop reporting him. Later, Yi Ziwei gradually disappeared from the sight of others, and some of those fans returned to their families, and some became fans of others.

Su Meilin flipped out Meng Xi's original Weibo again, although the time stayed in that year, the message time of some replies was very new, and the message content became all blessings, "I rarely see your information now, but I feel very satisfied, because it means that you have been doing well." You must be happy forever" This message has received a lot of likes, and other messages are all hoping that Meng Xi will take care of Yi Ziwei, or hope that they will be happy forever.

She searched for a lot of news about Yi Ziwei, and occasionally saw some passers-by taking pictures of Yi Ziwei's family of three, which was very down-to-earth, but she could see that Yi Ziwei's life is really as he said, this is the life he is pursuing.

She looked at it and fell asleep on her computer desk.

Shen Yi'an didn't stay in the company for long, he drove to a restaurant, the restaurant is very stylish, Song Yaxian likes to eat the steak of this restaurant very much, the platter is very beautiful and exquisite, and the flowers on the table also add a bit of romance. Shen Yi'an walked to the private room, and when she saw her, she knew that she had been carefully dressed today, her hair was coiled, and her whole person looked clean and concise.

"Yi An." Song Yaxian smiled calmly, and there was a faint sense of happiness between her eyebrows.

Shen Yi'an walked over and sat opposite her, "Your boss said that you have been in a bad mental state recently and have been making mistakes at work. ”

Song Yaxian was stunned at first, lowered her head embarrassedly, and then felt a little comforted, he could know his work status, which showed that he cared about himself, and tried to laugh again, "I just didn't sleep well, I will definitely work hard in the future and don't let you worry." ”

Shen Yi'an looked at her for a few seconds, he didn't blame her, after the waiter served the steak, he nodded, "Let's go!" ”

Song Yaxian nodded immediately, this shop is what she likes very much, and at the same time, he took the initiative to ask herself out, her originally sad mood faded, maybe he was really just too busy to answer his call.

Shen Yi'an finished eating first, he waited quietly for her to finish eating, and Song Yaxian looked at him while eating, "Yi'an, you have become so strict today, why do you have a solemn feeling." ”

"You eat slowly." He stopped looking at her.

Song Yaxian nodded with satisfaction, maybe this matter is so common in others, but it is incredible to be able to make Shen Yi'an wait, but he is willing to wait for himself. Finally she finished eating, "We'll come to this restaurant together next time, I love this chef so much"

"There's no next time." Shen Yi'an looked at the person opposite seriously.

Song Yaxian suspected that she had misheard, and she blinked, "Don't you like the steak here?" Well, we're not here once. ”

Shen Yi'an was silent for a few seconds, he didn't have such experience, in the past, he would only ask the other party "what do you want", and then let Jiang Qi deal with the follow-up, he only had the experience of "separating" from people, and had no experience of breaking up, "Yaxian, you should know what I mean." ”

"What do you mean by that?" She felt that her heart had never been so flustered, as if the wind and waves were rushing towards her, and she had no point in resisting, because everything she did was in vain.

"I live with Su Meilin now." Shen Yi'an saw her holding back her tears, and for the first time felt that she was cruel, if she hadn't given her hope, she wouldn't have to bear this qiē now.

"I know, you're pregnant because she's pregnant."

Shen Yi'an squinted his eyes, he suddenly found that Song Yaxian was too dependent on herself, so no matter what she did, she would find a reason to excuse herself, so that she could be by her side as a matter of course, "I want to give my children a complete family." ”

Song Yaxian's long-held tears finally fell, "But she doesn't love you at all, and I love you, no one in this world will love you more than me." ”

"So what?"

"Yi'an, let me be by your side, okay?"

Shen Yi'an stood up now, he looked at Song Yaxian who was crying, and suddenly seemed to not know her, "Is this still you?" You've thrown away your proudest thing? ”

The girl who first asked him if he was married, and was with him only after knowing that he was not married, she said that because her mother was someone else's junior, she should not go down that road, even if the other party had more money, this is a matter of principle. However, her principles were discarded by her, even if he lived with Su Meilin, she didn't even have the courage to accuse him, not only accepted it all, but still wanted to be by his side. And now her request has become just by his side

"I'm all lost because of you." Song Yaxian couldn't help but shout, even if she became what she is today, it was because she loved him, "Shen Yi'an, I just love you, is this wrong?" ”

He looked at her coldly, what he admired was the cowardly but kind-hearted Song Yaxian, not the current Song Yaxian, who had no principles and no self-esteem, she lost the most shining thing in her.

Song Yaxian laughed as she cried, "It's all an excuse, it's all an excuse, right?" Because you want to be with Su Meilin anymore, my storage zài has become an eyesore. It doesn't matter what I am now, it's the same for you, because you will only choose to abandon. ”

It wasn't the first time he'd had thought like this, and if he hadn't interrupted him with a cry before, maybe he would have said it a long time ago. When a man's heart is not in his own place, everything he does is wrong, everything he says is wrong, and even saving zài becomes a mistake.

Shen Yi'an still didn't answer, because she might be right, no matter what she did, he came to break up with her today, and he had already given up on her in his heart.

He didn't refute, he didn't refute, and since when did he look at himself and the way he looked at him changed? Since he and Su Meilin were together, everything has changed, but she herself doesn't want to admit it, "The child is just your excuse, you just want to be with Su Meilin through the child, right?" ”

Shen Yi'an looked at her coldly, and the complicated feelings in his heart were completely brought out by her, and he would not admit it.

Song Yaxian couldn't stop crying and laughing, and her whole person became extremely funny, "Shen Yi'an, you would do such a thing, you must regret treating Su Meilin so much in the first place." You still want to be with her after treating her like this, Su Meilin will treat me like that, she will not let you go, no one knows her better than me. ”

Shen Yi'an finally spoke, "What do you want?" ”

Song Yaxian was stunned, "What? ”

"I ask you, what do you want?"

She bit her lip, "I heard that every time you are separated from someone, you will only ask what the other party wants, but I didn't expect me to have such treatment." She waved the plate on the table back to the ground, and the crackling sound had the pleasure of shattering, "Shen Yi'an, I don't want anything, I don't want anything"

Shen Yi'an looked at her for a long time, and finally walked away. Song Yaxian slowly squatted on the ground and cried, she lost him, she has nothing now, she doesn't want his things, if he thinks that he can make up for her feelings for him by giving her things, then she will let him owe herself forever

Shen Yi'an left the restaurant, he looked at the sun running out of the clouds outside, the pale yellow light spread on the ground, and his heart was like this sunshine. He sat in the car, and he finally ended his relationship with Song Yaxian, a little relaxed, and at the same time a little melancholy.

At that time, Song Yaxian's eyes flashed with innocence, if he didn't appear for a few days, she must have had an aggrieved look on her face when she saw him, and he thought it was very interesting at that time. He knew that he would not marry Song Yaxian, she was not the one who made him have the urge to get married, but he didn't expect that staying by her side would make her lose herself.

Shen Yi'an returned to "Yunyuan" and saw Su Meilin lying on the computer desk, he walked over with a frown, wanting to wake her up, but hesitated after stretching out his hand, she slept soundly. The computer was still on, he pressed the mouse, the screen lit up, and countless pages appeared at the top of the web page, all of which seemed to be messages about "Yi Ziwei".

He looked at her, was she really a fan of Yi Ziwei?

The sound of the computer made her frown, and she opened her eyes to look at him, still in a state of confusion. Shen Yi'an directly clicked to shut down, and the computer automatically closed the page

"Don't sleep in front of the computer in the future." He said this coldly, obviously dissatisfied with her behavior.

Her eyes cleared, "Shen Yi'an, does what you said last night count?" ”

He looked at the computer page, she knew that Yi Ziwei also knew Meng Xi, she seemed to recognize the relationship between Yi Ziwei and Meng Xi, and the warm relationship between that pair also warmed her, "What did I say?" ”

He deliberately said something serious, and she reached out to grab his hand, "You're not old, why do you have amnesia?" ”

He smiled at the corners of his mouth and rubbed her hair, "I'll take care of it." ”

She finally laughed, she knew that this "processing" also included Song Yaxian, and she didn't have to do anything, just wait for the child to be born.