28. Disputes
"You are my unmarried wife, the only person I am with in this life, and there will never be anyone but you."
After Gu Cheng finished speaking, he consciously spoke in his heart. Shen Huan didn't speak, just looked at him and smiled. He couldn't figure out what she was thinking, so he simply didn't think about it. Anyway, at this moment, he is sweet from his heart to his throat.
In fact, no matter what she said, at this moment, he would only feel as beautiful as heaven.
It's funny to think about it, I couldn't let go no matter how I used to, but now that I have taken this step, I find that even though there is no turning back, but along the way, I am becoming more and more cheerful and unrestrained.
Whether Shen Huan is considered a person he fell in love with at first sight, he can't tell, but he knows that since he saw her for the first time, he has already been interested in her.
Shen Huan was silent for a while, not forgetting to joke with him, "You must know that you admit death so much, and you will end up from the beginning, I should have dealt with you earlier." "It's a slap in the face, not without coquettishness," I wasted so many lips and tongues in vain earlier, I feel hateful when I think about it. ”
Gu Cheng was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect her to be so good at talking, and the words were too unsophisticated.
"What do you say with all your mouths?" He didn't follow, but grabbed her hand and held it in the palm of his hand, "Where did you learn these words?" ”
Shen Huan smiled disappreliably, "What's the big deal, isn't it just a word?" Didn't the imperial court use this word to handle cases? You are so serious. Mansheng smiled and looked down, "Since you are serious, why is it all of a sudden, silently holding someone's hand?" ”
Gu Cheng was shocked by her, and he forgot to let go when he landed, and after a while, he only felt that the palm was soft and soft, and it was very slender, and he was even more reluctant to let go for a while.
Shen Huan looked at him with a smile, and continued to say, "I was about to ask you, that night, you slammed the door open, and after I went out, did you endure it?" ”
Oh my God, she remembered this! This taught him how to answer, to say that it was not uncomfortable, that was a blatant nonsense; If she says it's uncomfortable, she will definitely chase after her and ask again......
Gu Cheng was cornered, her face turned red, and in a hurry, her heart suddenly moved, she may just be guessing, in fact, she shouldn't know anything, after all, she is just a girl who doesn't know the world.
"Bear with it and it's over." He pretended not to care and prevaricated, "It's not a big deal. ”
I didn't want her to sigh suddenly, looked at him and smiled, "Poor, I don't know how many years I've endured, I calculated, it's from fourteen?" Or was it earlier, from the twelfth to the thirteenth? ”
She even folded her hands and counted them, but he really couldn't listen to them anymore, and asked her again and again, where did she hear these words?
She took a long time, shook his hand, and smiled softly, "My eldest brother is six years older than me, and he used to carry my father behind my back and the girl in the house was not clear, and since the two of them had a story, their eyebrows and eyes can no longer be hidden." Once I heard him walk past the girl and whispered, I had been holding back for a few days, and I was uncomfortable. ”
As he spoke, he pursed his lips and smiled, as if he had some regret, "However, I only heard this sentence." ”
Gu Cheng frowned deeply, what kind of tutor is this, could it be that in the house of a first-class master, the family style is like this? But after thinking about it, it is not uncommon for everyone's son-in-law and the people in the room to have some heads and tails, and this love story is naturally very secretive, most of which is because her ear is too good, so she taught her to listen.
He shook his head helplessly, and just wanted to tell her not to believe these words, but suddenly there was a knock on the door, and he hurriedly went to open the door first, but the person who came was the lady of Zheng Yuanwai's family next door, and came to look for Shen Huan.
"Yo, the third master is also at home." The lady of the Zheng family greeted with a smile, took Shen Huan's hand, and said with a smile, "Hello big girl, I'm here to thank the girl today." Last time, the zucchini stuffed buns you steamed were excellent, and my kid boasted about the fragrance, and I ate three of them in one go. As the saying goes, the mind is ingenious, the girl has just learned it, and she has just started to do it so well, and she really responded to these four words. ”
Gu Cheng listened to it on the sidelines, I don't know which one this is, why did she learn the things on the stove behind her back?
Shen Huan didn't think that the lady of the Zheng family would come to say this, and smiled perfunctorily, "That's your cook's good teaching, I have to ask her how to cook vegetables and how to make dim sum when I go back, and I have to ask you to take care of it when the time comes, don't bother me." ”
The lady of the Zheng family smiled and said no, while responding, she only looked Gu Cheng up and down, her eyes rolled, and she smiled in a low voice, "The third master is very busy these days?" I see, I always leave the eldest girl at home alone, and I don't have a companion to accompany her, this loneliness is so boring. To say that in the past, there were mothers and fragrances, but it was much more lively than now. ”
The meaning of the words was to question Gu Cheng's intention to dismiss the maidservant, thinking that he might have something else to think about.
Gu Cheng could hear it, and he didn't argue, and responded with a light smile, "It's a little lonely, so I'll accompany her more when I'm free, and now only our brother and sister depend on each other." ”
The corners of the Zheng family's mouth were lightly raised, and she didn't believe it, but seeing that Gu Cheng's face was faint, and Shen Huan also had a cold and cold attitude, she didn't say much, laughed and talked a few gossips, and left.
As soon as the person left, Gu Chengxian asked with concern, "Do you learn steamed pasta from others?" There's a lot of knowledge here, and if you haven't done it, I'm afraid it's not easy. ”
Shen Huan smiled proudly, "It's not that difficult, haven't you heard anyone praise me for my dexterity?" I just pinched it casually, and it was eighteen pleats. ”
Gu Cheng pursed his lips and couldn't help but smile, "Whether the buns are delicious or not, and they are not on the folds." ”
Shen Huan wrung his eyebrows and said dissatisfiedly, "You can't praise me, you have to dump these pieces of soup." ”
"I don't think it's necessary." Gu Cheng shook his head, "Why bother with that, tell me what you want to eat, I'll buy it for you." ”
Shen Huan raised his eyebrows, "What's that?" ”
"What's the matter," Gu Cheng smiled, "You're my ......"
Before he finished speaking, he saw Shen Huan suddenly make a silent gesture, stretched out his finger and pointed out the door, and whispered, "The person hasn't left yet, I'm listening to the corner." ”
The two looked at each other, walked towards the house together, and when they entered the house, Gu Chengcai sighed, "If the neighbors live together, it is inevitable that there will be many rights and wrongs. I don't know why, there are always people who are idle and have nothing to do, and their eyes are only fixed on other people's homes. ”
"That's why you want to be clear and bring out the word brother and sister?" Shen Huan stared at him, "Now that you say this, how will it end in the future?" ”
Gu Cheng shook his head and said that it was okay, "I was about to tell you that I will sell the house in the future, leave here, and go to a place where no one knows us." ”
Seeing that Shen Huan seemed to be stunned, he continued, "Change the environment and live again, do you say it's okay?" Do you want to go to Jiangnan or Saibei, the place is up to you, and I am responsible for settling down. ”
He said with an excited face, this mention is really good, it sounds a little good, but her other half of the heart knot, after all, is still in this capital.
She didn't answer for a long time, Gu Cheng took two steps forward and took her hand again, "Don't you want to?" It's not that you agreed, you have to live a good life first. Now that you have me in your good days, isn't that enough? ”
There was a lot of anticipation in his voice, but also a little apprehension. Shen Huan listened in a daze, and suddenly understood one thing, it turned out that this was an obstacle between them - in fact, he didn't want to take revenge at all.
Her heart was a little colder, "This is your plan?" Trick me up and kidnap me, and then let me fall into the gentle country, so dazzled that I can't think of revenge again? ”
He choked, "That's what you think of me?" Then he shook his head and smiled bitterly, "It seems that the beautiful man plan still doesn't work for you." ”
She didn't answer, he was speechless, and the silence was like an undercurrent, casting a barrier between them.
After a long time, she broke the deadlock, "You don't want me to kill, do you?" ”
There is no doubt about this, and there is no need to deny it, Gu Chengyan was concise and nodded yes.
"Impossible." She was categorical, "If I don't kill the enemy, I'm no different from death." ”
This was not stingy with a blow, smashing Gu Cheng's chest painfully, even if he was holding her hand at the moment, he couldn't let her have the slightest nostalgia, this was different from what he thought, did she really not care about herself at all?
The sadness in his eyes became deeper and deeper, Shen Huan looked at it, and couldn't bear it after all, "I can leave the capital with you and live a comfortable life for a few years." I marry you, and I can even give you a baby, but you know, sooner or later I will have to come back. ”
He gasped, feeling incredulous, "Have a baby, and then leave him behind, and let me take our child and go around looking for his mother." Can you really bear it? ”
"As for saying so sadly?" She raised her eyebrows and retorted, "You guys are waiting for me at home, do you have to go and never go back?" ”
He stopped talking and looked at her deeply. His eyes were heavy, and he was gradually confused. Whether she was open-mouthed, or really had that much confidence, he couldn't figure it out, he just felt empty and weak, and he had nowhere to go.
If Fang Cai's words were to be said, Shen Huan's heart would not be as stable as nine out of ten. But now she feels that she is really a heartless person, as if she has him now, she can say such cruel things to him unscrupulously.
Silent and relative, Gu Cheng looked at the person in front of him, his face was grim, and he was arrogant and independent, like a sharp weapon shining with cold light. His heart gradually cooled, but his hands were hot again. She has always been like this, her heart is ruthless, so all he can do is to warm her with affection.
He doesn't believe that he can't warm this person, if he can't do it for ten years, just twenty years, people's hearts will grow after all.
Thinking like this, the words in my heart still can't wait, "I'm not afraid of your revenge, I'm afraid that something will happen to you, do you understand?" ”
He was anxious, and shouted out such a sentence, which made Shen Huan stunned, "But you didn't stop me before?" ”
He shook his head again and again, "It's because I think it's bad." At first, I didn't take it seriously, and then I didn't dare to ask, but now, I really can't let it go. ”
Shen Huan was silent, tilted his head to think about his words, raised his eyes, and saw that the green tendons in the middle of his forehead were faintly visible. So he stretched out his hand and touched it gently, and there was a sudden jump, and it was not calmed down in the slightest by her caresses.
"Chunjun." She suddenly called out to him in a soft voice.
He didn't have the slightest resentment, and he didn't want to stop her from calling himself like that.
"You're about to crush my heart." She laughed foolishly and lowered her head.
It's rare for her to say so pitiful, but then, she can't continue the topic just now. We can't keep it going, because it's clear that no one can convince anyone at the moment.
Then let's take a step back, she smiled, and sighed with regret first, "If you hadn't provoked me at the beginning, maybe you would have had a good life now." ”
He seemed to shake his head slightly, "I didn't provoke you in the first place, you provoked me first, don't you remember?" ”
She remembered the past and nodded with a smile, "You are really a dripping grace, and you want to repay it with a spring." You are a benevolent and righteous gentleman, but you are too easy to be fooled. What if someone is gracious to you in the future? ”
This is another blatant teaser of him, Gu Cheng lowered his head, looked at the person in his arms, and listened to her smile softly for a while, "I know your intentions, let's think long-term." It's just that you can only have one benefactor in this life. ”