It was just a matter of an instant, Gu Nanfeng came back to his senses as if a century had passed, seeing the blood stains on her white shirt that quickly spread, her body shook slightly, and tears welled up in her eyes.

"Xiao Xubai! Xiao Xubai! ”

The □□ in Ming Hao's hand was kicked away, and at the critical moment, Xiao Xubai grabbed her shoulder from behind, pulled the person over, and gave him a roundabout kick by the way, but he was also pierced by the sharp blade.

Several plainclothes people saw that the situation was not right, and they rushed up and pushed people to the ground, handcuffed, Ming Hao struggled in vain, the siren sounded closer and closer, stopped beside them, and several plainclothes escorted him into the police car.

"How are you? Are you okay?! Gu Nanfeng took out a tissue from her bag, covered her arm, and was quickly wet with blood, even his palm was stained with sticky blood.

The severe pain made Xiao Xubai stand unsteadily, his forehead was covered with beads of sweat the size of beans, but he still said coldly: "I can't die...... Hit 120"

Gu Nanfeng came back to his senses and hurriedly went to look through his mobile phone, because he was afraid that his whole body was shaking, the mobile phone fell to the ground without holding it steady, and the whole person shook slightly, tears came out of his eyes.

Song Zhixia stood aside and looked at them quietly for a long time, closed his eyes slightly, and covered the inexplicable feelings in his eyes.

"You help her sit down first, 120 is too slow, let's stop the car and go to the hospital"

Gu Nanfeng nodded, helped her sit down by the flower bed, his hands were still tightly covered with her injuries, and his body was also bloodstained, crying and scolding her, "Xiao Xubai, are you stupid, what does it matter to you, why do you want to block the knife for me......"

"Shut up!" Xiao Xubai drank her coldly, and there was another violent gasp, and the pain made her eyes gradually blur, "Can you still live if the knife is pierced on you?"

Because of this sentence, the heartstrings that had not been plucked for a long time seemed to be gently brushed by, making a crisp sound, Gu Nanfeng's heart was sour and astringent, but he couldn't say a word after blindly shedding tears.

When she arrived at the hospital, Xiao Xubai was already a little delirious, and seeing the doctors and nurses pushing her into the operating room, Gu Nanfeng sat down on the chair, looked at her empty arms and was stunned for a while, before bending her knees and hugging herself.

There was a whispered sobbing mixed with whispers spilling out of his lips and teeth, "It's going to be okay, it's going to be okay, it's going to be okay......"

He had seen her so fragile appearance, and Song Zhixia also sat down beside her, put his hand on her shoulder, and gave her silent comfort.

The world is often the authorities are obsessed with bystanders, and their feelings are even more so, their feelings are inadvertently brewed longer and mellower than life.

――The dividing line of memory―

"Xiao Xubai! Xiao Xubai! In her sleep, she returned to the scene many years ago, blood stained her white clothes, Gu Nanfeng frowned, and couldn't help but whisper.

When he woke up suddenly, he broke out in a cold sweat, panting heavily, Gu Nanfeng came back to his senses, looked around, it was still a familiar office, she was the only one during the lunch break, and the air conditioner was still buzzing and still couldn't take away the dryness of midsummer.

The scorching sun was baking the earth, and the cicadas on the plane trees outside the window looked a little melancholy, Gu Nanfeng was panting, her heart was pounding, and a trace of uneasy premonition rushed to her heart, and her eyebrows were shrouded in a layer of melancholy.

When the school bell rang on time in the afternoon, Gu Nanfeng breathed a sigh of relief, put down the book and announced softly, "Class is over"

The classmates got up from their seats one after another, but Xiao Ru suddenly picked up her mobile phone and rushed out of the classroom, with tears on her face.

Gu Nanfeng's heart sank, and he put down the lesson plan and chased him out, "What's wrong?" ”

"Just now the hospital called and said it was ...... Said it was Daddy......"

Extremely panicked, Xiao Ru was already in tears, the whole person was trembling, Gu Nanfeng's heart tightened, and he pulled her to rush to the school gate, "Don't worry, we will definitely be able to catch up by taxi"

encountered several red lights along the way, as if the end was doomed, Gu Nanfeng's heart couldn't help but sink, and the whole person trembled slightly like falling into an ice cave.

"Master, please drive faster, please" The little girl's crying plea also made the driver feel compassion, probably because I have seen a lot of this kind of thing, there are people in this city who are parting from life and death every day.

Stepped on the accelerator and quickly overtook the car in front, "Little sister, don't worry, I'll do my best"

"Master, please drive faster, my grandfather is going to die......"

Gu Nanfeng suddenly burst into tears, and the scabbed wound was torn open alive, and the flesh and blood were blurred.

"Teacher Gu, are you alright?"

Why does Teacher Gu look even more uncomfortable than her?

Gu Nanfeng broke free from his memories and shook his head, "It's okay"

The sunlight poured into the corridor through the glass windows of the hospital, casting a dappled brightness, but it still couldn't bring a trace of warmth, and the crying in the ward not far away was mixed with all kinds of whispered curses, Gu Nanfeng sat on the chair, his heart was cold, and he didn't even have the courage to comfort Xiao Ru in the past.

Shivering, he took out a cigarette from his bag and lit it, and when he was about to bring it to his lips, he was snatched from him, crumpled up and thrown into the trash.

"Who allowed you to smoke?"

Xiao Xubai was wearing a blue and white striped hospital gown, a little haggard than before, and his eyes were concerned

There was a hint of sternness mixed in.

Today she really didn't have the strength to entangle with her, Gu Nanfeng leaned on the back of the chair, closed her eyes slightly, but the long eyelashes that kept fluttering revealed the uneasiness and fragility of the master.

Xiao Xubai's lips overflowed with a sigh, and he also sat down beside her, "Mourn, after all, people can't ...... death."

Gu Nanfeng suddenly opened his eyes, and all the gentleness and calmness under his eyes faded into resentment and sharpness.

"You know what?! Do you understand the pain of loss? The pain of tearing the heart, this person has since disappeared from the world and will never come back! No matter how much you mourn and how much you comfort you, you can't make up for the lack of life! ”

She rarely said such a long sentence, she was slightly panting, her eyes were red, Xiao Ru's pain Gu Nanfeng could empathize, and she could also empathize with Gu Nanfeng's pain.

"Who said I haven't lost" Xiao Xubai's hand on his knee clenched into a fist.

When I just lost her, those tears flowed down my face every night, I couldn't cry when I saw the slightest thing related to her, I didn't dare to hear her name, I was hysterical, my spirit was broken and I couldn't carry out normal work communication, even Qiqi didn't dare to approach her in those days, even the loss of Aya was not so painful, it was a gray day that she had never lived in thirty years.

She even thought that her long life would not be good in the future, until she found out that Nanfeng's car accident was suspicious, and she peeled off the cocoon step by step, and finally sent Li Chen to prison.

A sneer overflowed at the corner of Gu Nanfeng's lips, "What does it matter to you if you lose or not, anyway, nothing can leave a trace in your life"

For Xiao Xubai, if something is broken, throw it away, and reconfigure it if the key is lost, there is nothing that cannot be replaced.

She used to think so, but it wasn't until she met Gu Nanfeng that she understood what it meant to lift weights like light.

"Sometimes you think it's just what you think, but I don't think so in my heart, you think that we get along for four years and night just without pain, but in fact, it's ......"

"Enough is enough, Xiao Xubai! I don't want to hear it! I don't want to see you again! Gu Nanfeng got up from the seat suddenly, burst into tears with excitement, grabbed the thing in his hand and threw it at her.

When the bag with rivets crossed the corner of her forehead, Xiao Xubai closed her eyes slightly, and there was a dull pain, she grabbed the placket of her clothes, her heart was like a knife, and a tear slipped from the corner of her eye, and she raised her hand to wipe it away as if she had unintentionally.

The nurse came up and grabbed Gu Nanfeng, who was a little hysterical, "Miss, you can't do this, she's still a patient"

Xiao Ru also ran out of the ward and threw herself into her arms with tears streaming down her face, "Teacher Gu...... Teacher Gu...... Mom is going to take me away...... I don't want to go with her......"

Xiao Xubai sat alone on the chair for a long time, until the sun set, the thin hospital gown could no longer stop the chill of dusk, his palms were cold, and he couldn't see his face clearly with his head down and his long hair hanging down, and he didn't know if he was crying or what.

She raised her eyes and glanced at the two people who were hugging her head and crying, and sent a text message with her fingertips trembling slightly: "People's Hospital, come to pick up the south wind"

The recipient is Ye Qiu.

Ye Qiu came quickly, and under her comfort, Gu Nanfeng's feelings gradually calmed down, and accompanied Xiao Ru to deal with all the affairs, Xiao Ru's mother insisted on taking Xiao Ru away, and the young child was suddenly hit hard by this change and kept crying.

Gu Nanfeng glanced at her embarrassedly, "Okay, let's let this kid stay with me for a few days first?" When she is stable and thinks about it, can you pick her up again? ”

Xiaoru's mother's face also has sadness, after all, she is the one who has accompanied her for most of her life, and if she says no, it will be gone, "Teacher Gu, you are a good teacher, Xiaoru is a child with a hard life, and I also have many unavoidable hardships as a mother, many times the adult world is not like the one in the eyes of children, Xiaoru has always blamed me, I hope you can help me persuade her"

Gu Nanfeng nodded, there was also a sad look on his face, birth, old age, sickness, death, love, parting, not resentment, but one reincarnation after another.

In the adult world, feelings are no longer pure, and we choose to be with a person or leave a person, not because of love, but because of too much money, reputation, status, and other things that we spit on but have to rely on to survive.

She looked back and saw that the chair where she had argued with Xiao Xubai just now was empty, only a drop of water stained shining in the setting sun, and the sadness that surged in her heart overwhelmed her, and she could barely breathe.

"Let's go" Ye Qiu turned around and took her hand, holding it firmly in his palm, giving her silent comfort.

When passing by, Ye Qiu was wiping her tears with her head, that was originally what she should do, and now another person will do it for her, Xiao Xubai leaned against the wall, looking at the snow-white ceiling in a daze, I don't know if it was tears or something that gradually blurred her vision, and then her eyes went dark and she lost consciousness.