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Qiu Yurou was on the way to check in her luggage when she saw Liu Yizhen.
And at the moment when she saw Liu Yizhen, she didn't panic in her heart, but said "Sure enough".
I don't know why, she seems to have known in the dark that the other party will not give up so easily-or, if she gives up so easily, the other party will not be Liu Yizhen.
Thinking like this, she suddenly realized, could it be that after so many years, she still knows Liu Yizhen a little unconsciously?
So she laughed, put her luggage aside, and nodded at Liu Yizhen.
Liu Yizhen walked in.
At first glance, Qiu Yurou judged that the other party's physical condition should not be very optimistic from the perspective of a quasi-doctor.
The whites of his eyes are a little yellowish, his lips are a little purple, and he is wearing a long all-black cloak, which does not look like a living person.
Does she know that? I think I already know it.
Because I knew it on the road, I tried to stay calm, and I could still see the irritability in my eyes.
"It's you." The other party said so.
But she quickly denied it: "No, how can you have those information, that is Xu Ziran." β
Qiu Yurou shook her head.
Liu Yizhen reached out and grabbed her.
She was followed by two bodyguards, although she was afraid that it would be difficult for her to end well, but at this stage, the bodyguards were still loyal to their duties.
Qiu Yurou raised her hand and slapped Liu Yizhen's hand away.
She didn't wear gloves, because she touched the other person's skin, but she felt that she was touching some kind of inorganic artificial leather.
Liu Yizhen covered the photographed right hand with his left hand and stared at her like a child.
But Qiu Yurou thought that she didn't have anything to say to her.
What kind of contact does she have with Liu Yizhen? It's nothing more than the forgotten past in junior high and high school, and the rare few meetings in college.
She used to have a deep memory of this person, and she once had a seemingly indelible influence on her, but now she has forgotten it, although all kinds of things have happened because of the other party in the past few months, and it is not a direct connection with her.
To her, these things are as if they are separated by a layer of frosted glass, and they are directly related to her, but she is always watching them like an outsider.
- It's all because of Xu Ziran.
In the past, Qiu Yurou was puzzled, why Xu Ziran cared so much about Liu Yizhen, although she used to be in a very bad state because of Liu Yizhen, but no matter how you look at it, she hid it quite well, and later came out.
But why does Xu Ziran always care so much about Liu Yizhen?
This morning, Qiu Yurou finally understood.
After she fell into a trance again, and when she looked at the data being transmitted on the computer screen and the paragraph on the open document, she finally connected everything and had a complete conjecture about the past.
She looked at the document and slowly read out the sentences on itβ
"I know that love is a flower that has not bloomed in spring. And it was only open in the heart, and yet, ......"
But I was not reconciled.
It turns out that even I would want to do it all over again.
It turns out that everyone will be unwilling.
I am not willing to miss out on such a plausible way, and I am not willing to end the ending without a beginning.
If there had been another beginning, wouldn't the ending have been different?
Is this a completely different future that person wants to see?
Thinking like this, Qiu Yurou's consciousness gradually blurred, and her eyes fell into darkness.
So in Liu Yizhen's eyes, after a moment of dissipation, what appeared in front of him again seemed to be another person.
"That man" looked at her, looked at her with eyes that made her heart palpitate, and said, "It's been a long time, and it's not your corpse that I saw again, which is really good from a certain point of view." β
β¦β¦
When Xu Ziran arrived at the airport, the plane Qiu Yurou was going to take had already boarded the plane.
But she still ran to the airport while talking on the phone, and although her chest seemed to be on fire, and her throat was dry to the point of pain, she still didn't stop.
However, when he first arrived at the security entrance, Xu Ziran saw Qiu Yurou walking out of it.
The other party was wearing a gray windbreaker, rolling up his face with a scarf, and wearing a felt hat with a wide brim, Xu Ziran still recognized it at a glance, the other party was Qiu Yurou.
Her mind went blank and she rushed over and hugged the other person tightly, unable to speak because of the dry throat, so she had to gasp and bury her head in the other's arms.
- I'm glad I'm still here.
At this moment, she didn't think about why or what happened, there was only one thought.
The other party's slightly cold hands ran through her hair, gently pressed on her scalp, and then spoke: "The phone was in the suitcase, so I didn't hear it." β
Xu Ziran cleared his throat and said, "Don't talk about this, have you seen ......?"
Xu Ziran's voice stopped abruptly.
She realized that something was wrong, and hurriedly wanted to get up from the other party's arms, but the other party held her head tightly, so she couldn't even struggle.
She twisted her head, not knowing what expression to make for a while: "How, why is it, what about you, what about Liu Yizhen?" β
Qiu Yurou sighed: "She suddenly fell ill, didn't have time to get on the plane, and was taken away by the police." β
Xu Ziran was relieved that Liu Yizhen was "brought to justice", and she was a little overwhelmed - she felt that when she faced this "Qiu Yurou", it was always easier to be overwhelmed, and there was something too heavy on the other party's body, which made her unable to even breathe.
She stammered a little: "Or, or let go first, it's not good to talk." β
"Qiu Yurou" did not speak, nor did she let go.
The airport was noisy with people coming and going, and she was gently embraced in the arms of "Qiu Yurou", and in a blur, she seemed to hear the sound of her heartbeat.
Her chest shook, and she finally heard the response: "One last time, let me hug you like this." β
At this moment, everything around him melted away like snow, and only the existence of the other party became clearer and clearer.
"When I got closer to you again, I was thinking, if it was me in the past, I would definitely be able to do better, because at least at that time, I need to rely on, two people who don't need to rely on are together, they can only be friends, no matter how close they are, they can only be friends, right?"
"At least one of them I succeeded, so that's good."
Xu Ziran's heart throbbed because of such a confession, she frowned, and suddenly realized something.
"You ......"
Qiu Yurou "shhh
"Don't talk, I know what you want to ask, but don't ask this, I don't even know what my existence is, but I know I'm unstable, it's a strange feeling, it's like I'm doing several things at the same time, but at least now I can know that I'm still holding you."
Xu Ziran was silent for a moment: "So, when is the next time we meet." β
Qiu Yurou chuckled: "I don't know, maybe ten years later, maybe ten minutes later, maybe you won't see it in your life, I feel a little like I'm about to lose consciousness." β
"Maybe you can go back." Xu Ziran said.
"Do you think that the future to which I belong has not disappeared?"
"Yes, it didn't disappear." Xu Ziran nodded and said, "How can the world be so easily destroyed?" β
There was a long silence again.
The temperature in the airport was a little high, and Xu Ziran, who was wearing a down jacket, felt that he was sweating.
Qiu Yurou finally spoke: "But there is no future for you, and there is no need to go back, you still bless me, I can still see you when I am conscious one day." β
Xu Ziran lowered his eyes: "You once said that you want me to be happy, then I also hope that you can be happy." β
"That's right." The other party's words seemed to have a long sigh, but in the end there was no sigh, and finally what came out softly in Xu Ziran's ear was a sentence-
"Goodbye."
β¦β¦
"So, is that system unusable now?" Qiu Yurou asked Xu Ziran suspiciously while sorting out her things, she seemed to be curious, and after speaking, she jumped in front of Xu Ziran's eyes, pointed to a certain position and said, "Is this the position where the daily quotes are placed?" β
The subject has ended, Qiu Yurou has returned from the United States, and in the past few months, Xu Ziran has also intermittently talked about the events of these years from his own point of view.
Qiu Yurou didn't feel very surprised, and also told her that Yao Jinling had spoken to her the day before she took off, and said that she had already had some guesses through Yao Jinling's words at that time.
"It's a little further to the right - anyway, all the options have been gray since that day, although you can still open the panel, but you can't choose it, it should be the same as disappearing, right?"
"I don't think so." Qiu Yurou touched her chin, "Since you can still open the panel, it means that there is still the possibility of restarting, didn't you say that this system is often updated automatically?" Maybe this time it's going to be updated. β
"Then if it does come back, I won't be able to talk to you so freely, and it will make me do some strange things."
"It's not a strange thing." Qiu Yurou smiled, "I think it's a very free choice, if it were me, I would think it's a great system." β
Xu Ziran squinted at Qiu Yurou, should he be said to be worthy of the designer? In a way, the thinking is really similar.
Qiu Yurou sat beside Xu Ziran.
As the weather warmed up, the sweater was replaced by a single coat, and the body temperature was transmitted through a thin medical treatment.
Qiu Yurou leaned on Xu Ziran and leaned her head on the other party's shoulder: "I want to thank her, right." β
Xu Ziran said: "That's to thank yourself." β
Qiu Yurou chuckled: "Does this sound a bit narcissistic?" β
Xu Ziran shook his head: "Not narcissistic." β
I really want to thank myself, thank myself, for bringing a whole new future.