Chapter 963: The Last Resort
Everyone said that Mu Xuanlang had never had any girlfriends, and he didn't even want to have too much contact with other women, and there were so many women who pursued him, but he couldn't look down on any of them. In the end, why would such a good man definitely jump on himself?
What is so good about yourself? Is it worth her dear?
What Rui Qiaoxin wants to find is a reason why Mu Xuanlang is worthy of his sincerity.
Although they decided to leave, they were not in a hurry to leave immediately. After everything was ready, Mu Xuanlang left with Rui Qiaoxin.
When leaving, Fang Shu stopped talking. Then Mu Xuanlang's hand, there was worry in his eyes.
Rui Qiaoxin has been very calm during this time, and the whole person is as quiet as a noble lotus, often staying in the study alone, sitting for an afternoon.
Even if you occasionally come out to bask in the sun, you will avoid crowded places, just quietly, plant plants, look at flowers, leisurely and quiet, let people have a kind of nobility that they dare not blaspheme.
Even Mu Xuanlang looked a little out of place when he was by her side. It's not that Mu Xuanlang is not good enough to be worthy of Rui Qiaoxin, but Rui Qiaoxin's cold aura, even with a smile, actually won't refuse Mu Xuanlang's approach. It's just that indifferent feeling that always makes Fang Shuyao feel that there is a long distance between the two.
It's not that there is no friendship between lovers, but that affection separates them more and more. Fang Shuyao actually didn't know the reason for this kind of complicated feelings, but she knew that feelings always belonged only to each other.
belongs to the relationship between Mu Xuanlang and Rui Qiaoxin, and only the two of them can truly understand and understand that their hearts can be tightly together.
It's just that this process is probably going to be very long. Fang Shuyao felt that the next problems that the two of them would face would make their son really grow up.
Feelings are never earned by their own efforts alone, even if you give all your sincerity, but in the end, you may not necessarily get, not getting, it does not mean that you don't love, but because you love too much, so you must let go.
Fang Shuyao didn't know why, two such excellent people, but they gave him a feeling, as if they were the most suitable pair in heaven, but I always like to go together with a kind of sadness, it seems that only this kind of sad ending can make people unforgettable.
Fang Shuyao held his son's hand tightly, reluctant to let him leave, let alone reluctant for him to go through the process that made him miserable. But if he doesn't experience it, how can he grow, even if his mind has already matured, but in terms of feelings, it is always too smooth.
The relationship between him and Mu Xue Ou once seemed to have always been Mu Xuanlang forcing Mu Xue Ou to be with him. Mu Xue'ou's life is really bleak, even if she refuses the warmth Mu Xuanlang gave her, but in fact, in the depths of Mu Xue'ou's heart, it is still irresistible to such warmth.
So in the end, I went with the flow and accepted Mu Xuanlang. After all, Mu Xuanlang's excellence, it seems that no woman can refuse at all. Mu Xue'ou thought that she would soon disappear from this world, so she indulged herself and had that good time with Mu Xuanlang.
But now, although Mu Xueou has lost his memory, the current Rui Qiaoxin seems to be calmer and more intelligent than the former Mu Xueou, even if she doesn't say anything, but in fact, Rui Qiaoxin's brain understands everything.
In fact, he has only lived here for more than a month, but Rui Qiaoxin already knows a lot about the situation here. Usually, Rui Qiaoxin rarely asks other people about everything about her, but she is a very delicate person, and she can guess a lot of things in her bits and pieces of behavior when she gets up.
Now Rui Qiaoxin can listen to terrible, anything, use her brain to analyze and think rationally, even if it is emotional, she will not indulge easily, she seems to be thinking at any time, whether she really loved Mu Xuanlang in the past, if she loved, maybe her current self can accept Mu Xuanlang, but if she doesn't love, Rui Qiaoxin seems to be about to give up, Mu Xuanlang's relationship with her.
The current red head gives people a very unfathomable feeling, and everyone can't guess the true thoughts in his heart, because a person who is not married, in which direction his ideological development will extend, so there is no way to predict.
Rui Qiaoxin is smart, she can distinguish between right and wrong, but it doesn't mean that when she knows everything she has been, she can still accept everything in front of her so calmly, what kind of environment will she have, and how will she choose? Will she welcome her own life and start anew, or will she choose to end her past again?
If they could, Fang Shuyao really didn't want the two of them to look for the past, to find the past, just live here peacefully and quietly, and live their own life, which would be their happiest future, but......
The unpredictable future is difficult to control, Mu Xuanlang has always believed in his life, he will not admit defeat, he is confident that he can defeat all enemies. But Rui Qiaoxin in front of him made him unconfident in his eyes.
In the depths of his heart, there is always a feeling of uneasiness, according to himself, it seems that he has no way to control his future, everything that originally belonged to happiness is obviously in front of his eyes, but Mu Xuanlang has a feeling that he can't grasp it at all.
There is no fixed place.
Mu Xuanlang can actually use countless methods to refuse Rui Qiaoxin to find the past. However, if the two of them don't have the courage to face this knot, then I am afraid that there will never be a pure love between them.
Time will wear away their love bit by bit, and in their hearts, the thorn may be difficult to pull out in this life. Regarding Rui Qiaoxin's past, it was not only Rui Qiaoxin himself who was tormented, but also Mu Xuanlang.
With all these unknown endings, Mu Xuanlang found himself a little powerless to control. Instead of controlling it and forcibly blocking it, it is better to dredge this road, then she will face a catastrophe, but Mu Xuanlang believes that as long as he works hard, as long as he refuses to admit defeat, after all, he and Rui Qiaoxin will walk together.
And Yue Lanjing, where did the two of them go? How are their children doing? Is the body healthy? Is it good to eat and dress warmly?
If Rui Qiaoxin knew about the existence of this child, would she be able to accept it again?
Mu Xuanlang found that this matter was really not something he could control. Looking at Rui Qiaoxin beside him, Mu Xuanlang clearly knew that it was not that he couldn't control things, but that he would never be able to control this woman.
In the past, Mu Xuelang, Mu Xuanlang felt that he still had some ways, because Mu Xueou was too distinctive, so that Mu Xuanlang could choose the best way to treat him.
But now, Rui Qiaoxin's mind is always unpredictable.
If you say that Rui Qiaoxin categorically rejected his feelings, she clearly told herself that she had no way to give love to him at this moment because she had lost her memory.
In Mu Xuanlang's heart, he may still be able to know how he should deal with it, but in fact it is not like this, Rui Qiaoxin seems to be gentle, but in fact, she gets along very well with your family, and she accepts it with a smile in the face of being too good to her.
Although it is not too intimate, Mu Xuanlang can still see that Rui Qiaoxin is not without feelings for him. Since Rui Qiaoxin came to his senses, the person who accompanies him has always been himself, even if there is a psychology of dependence, I believe that in Rui Qiaoxin's heart, there should be his own existence.
For the first time, Mu Xuanlang had doubts about his charm, and he even suspected that Rui Qiaoxin's friendly attitude towards him was actually this dependent feeling.
Thinking of this possibility, Mu Xuanlang could only smile bitterly, he was powerless, and he didn't know how to change the current situation. Because the road ahead seemed to be obscured by a cloud of fog, Mu Xuanlang, in the end, made up his mind, obeyed Rui Qiaoxin's wishes, and worked with her to find the past again.
No matter how dark and cruel the past was, what happened will never be erased.
The only thing Mu Xuanlang can do now is to accompany Rui Qiaoxin, and at the same time find the past with her, he will continue to enlighten her, hoping that she can let go of the past completely, and only when she really lets go, the two of them can start again.
The road is difficult, and the ending may be risky, but Mu Xuanlang can't help but do it, because if they don't take this step, they may be confused for a lifetime.
Instead of living such a dense life, it is better to stand up and face it calmly, no matter what the outcome is, Mu Xuanlang has to rely on his own hands and work hard to create the future.
The future is never given by God, but by yourself, step by step, and you come out in person.
"Mom, it's cold, you have to pay attention to your body."
Mu Xuanlang gently straightened his mother's clothes, his heart was full of guilt, and he said this to his mother with concern, which made him have some unnatural words.
If it was before, Mu Xuanlang felt that he couldn't say it, because even Mu Xuanlang himself felt that such words were not his style at all.
Treating his mother, Mu Xuanlang can be said to be the most gentle. But what he says is never so direct, he likes to use his own facts to explain everything.
However, after getting along for more than a month, Mu Xuanlang found more and more that his parents were really getting old, and although his mother's attitude was peaceful and peaceful, from time to time, the tiredness that appeared at the end of his eyes always made him feel a little guilty and sad.
Even in his attitude towards his father, Mu Xuanlang gradually changed. Because in Mu Haotian's eyes, there seems to be no longer the disgusted and dissatisfied look before.
Now Mu Haotian, many of his inner thoughts are outspoken, and he told Mu Xuanlang, naturally Mu Xuanlang, if he wants to care about the patient's attitude and treat Mu Haotian, it seems that he really can't do it.
It is not the parents who change themselves, but the years.
The years have made his parents getting older and older, and they have also told Mu Xuanlang even more that he must stand up to the sky in this family.
But when her affair with Rui Qiaoxin came to an end. He will definitely go home to accompany his parents and share the joy of family with them.