19. Chapter 19

If Guo Zhi didn't mention it, Gu Qingxia wouldn't have remembered Li Shaowei at all.

She actually has no ill feelings towards Li Shaowei. If she hadn't had the experience she had when she was eighteen, she would probably have become a girl like Li Shaowei. It's simple and simple, and it's not completely out of the protection of your parents. When that happened, she chose self-esteem and self-love, and turned away.

Pretty good, really. Gu Qingxia really felt so.

If she could, she would like to be so simple. But she can't, her goal in life is different from hers.

She makes her own choices and respects the choices of others.

But Li Shaowei's mistake was that she shouldn't tell Fang Yuhan about those things.

Fang Yuhan is one of Guo Zhi's roommates, and has entered the same department as Li Shaowei and Gu Qingxia. Xiao Gang asked another old salesman to take her, and asked Vivian to take Li Shaowei and Gu Qingxia.

That day, Gu Qingxia began to have pain in her aunt again, so she hid on the toilet in the bathroom to take a nap. heard Li Shaowei and Fang Yuhan talking about her.

To be exact, it was Fang Yuhan who was talking about her, and Li Shaowei kept saying: "Don't say it, don't say it." ”

But Fang Yuhan couldn't stop. This girl has a round face, a cute appearance, and a soft voice, but the words she can say are really mean. Words such as "shameless" and "cheap" appear repeatedly.

Gu Qingxia closed her eyes and leaned her head against the partition of the compartment, originally ignoring her. It's just that she can't do anything, and she is panicked and jealous. These shallow feelings, for Gu Qingxia, who has experienced life and death, can't be seen at all.

But she really shouldn't have insulted her parents.

She opened her eyes suddenly, got up and pushed the door open.

"People who can't make performance and can't survive the probation period, what position do you stand on to say me?" She sneered.

They are all recent graduates and are generally old. But when Gu Qingxia sneered, her momentum was compelling, and the two girls of the same age were suppressed by her aura.

Li Shaowei was especially embarrassed.

Fang Yuhan wanted to say a few hard words, but was pulled away by Li Shaowei.

Gu Qingxia watched the two of them leave in a panic, with a cold look in his eyes. She could tolerate them talking about her behind their backs, but she would never tolerate anyone insulting her parents.

She knocked on Jingyi's office.

In this office, performance is king. In two months, Mr. Xiao helped her get two lists, both of which were seven figures. She has such performance support, and she has the confidence to speak. She calmly recounted what happened in the bathroom to Jingyi.

"Mr. Jing." She said, "That's the only one I can't bear." ”

She looked at Jingyi through her desk. The man was mature and handsome, and she had heard Fang Yuhan and a few nymphomaniacs talking about him, and they were all obsessed with him.

She alone did not.

She felt that there was no difference between men, rich or not, powerful or unpowerful, undressed, all the same. It doesn't matter if he's the president of a high-flying company or a mountain village boy with mud stuck to his shoes.

What they ask for in a woman's body is actually the same.

She used to feel resistant and disgusting, just forcing herself to accept it for the sake of profit. But Xiao always changed her. That guy is really good at flirting/teaching women. He deeply develops her body and makes her fully mature. She learned that women can also enjoy this kind of thing for men and women.

At least in this matter, she is truly grateful to Mr. Xiao. This was even more important to her than the millions of orders he had helped her take.

Because when she learns to let go of her body and enjoy the love of men and women, when some memories come back to her heart, it will not be so painful, and she will no longer be suffocated by nightmares.

She knew that Jingyi valued her and had the heart to cultivate and promote, so she had the courage to put forward her own requirements. Jingyi didn't have any expression after listening to it, only bowed his head slightly, indicating that he would deal with it.

She was actually mainly aimed at Fang Yuhan, and Li Shaowei was swept away by pure unluck. The two of them were fired together on the grounds that after a probationary period, they did not meet the company's requirements.

She remembered the tearful eyes in their eyes as they left. When a young girl enters the society for her first job, she encounters such blows and setbacks, and her self-confidence will inevitably be severely frustrated. Both of them looked very sad, and each of them held a cardboard box and packed their belongings.

That's the way girls are, they only stay in the office for three months, and there are all kinds of things on the desk.

Gu Qingxia didn't even look at them at all, she had a lot of lists and a lot of things. She didn't have that much thought and energy to share with them.

"Li Shaowei?" Gu Qingxia squinted her eyes and remembered that girl.

"Well, yes, remember?" Guo Zhi chewed on charcoal-roasted pork neck and said vaguely.

She tried hard to swallow the meat, "Didn't I live with Fang Yuhan before?" Fang Yuhan still remembers, right? She always said that because you sued her, she was fired by the company. ”

Gu Qingxia snorted: "The premise is that her performance during the probation period meets the company's assessment standards." ”

Guo Zhi actually vaguely knew that Fang Yuhan's performance was not good at that time, but Fang Yuhan always talked about it like this, and deducted the responsibility for her being fired by the company on Gu Qingxia's head. She also believed it, feeling that Gu Qingxia was a little too lonely to tolerate people. Looking back now, I feel that I really didn't look at people at that time. Fang Yuhan later changed two jobs within a year, and neither of them did long. It is impossible for Gu Qingxia to chase other companies to give her small shoes to wear, that is definitely her own problem.

"Well, didn't I live with Fang Yuhan, she was good with Li Shaowei at that time, and Li Shaowei and we often worked together. Later, Fang Yuhan moved away, and then we had less contact, but Li Shaowei still contacted us from time to time. ”

In fact, when she contacted Li Shaowei, she would occasionally ask Gu Qingxia how she was. Guo Zhi usually told her that she was fine, or how she slapped Vivian in the face or something. Later, Li Shaowei slowly stopped asking about Gu Qingxia.

and Fang Yuhan are no longer in contact, but they still maintain occasional contact with Li Shaowei. Thinking about it now, it was also her instinctively realizing that Fang Yuhan was not a person to befriend. Relatively speaking, Li Shaowei is actually okay, at least not bad, and a little simple.

"How is she?" Gu Qingxia took a sip of soup and asked casually. I'm not really interested in her, it's just that the conversation is here.

"She's getting married next month and invited me to the wedding. Alas, it's a red bomb again! How to live a single dog! Guo Zhi sighed. In the blink of an eye, we are twenty-seven or eighteen, and we are going to run for three, which is terrible. ”

Gu Qingxia was first amused, and then had the same emotion.

The years are really merciless. Her youth passed away in a blink of an eye.

She suddenly remembered Nan Siwen, and when she saw him again, she didn't recognize him at all......

After the two of them finished dinner, it was almost eight o'clock, and the sky was still bright. The two men walked out of the restaurant and towards the parking lot.

Someone suddenly screamed on the side of the road, and the two looked over to see an old lady with all gray hair lying on the ground. Guo Zhi let out an "ah" and raised his feet to pass. Gu Qingxia grabbed her wrist and grabbed her.

Her hand was very hard, and it hurt Guo Zhi a little. She looked back at her in surprise, and found that her lips were pursed and her face was frighteningly cold. Guo Zhi knew that her friend was cold-hearted, and when he saw her face like this, his heart was slightly different.

There are always a lot of good people in this world. Immediately, someone stopped the bicycle and went over to help the old man up, patting his face and pressing the person. The old man woke up leisurely, looked at the person who was supporting her in a daze, and suddenly grabbed the man's shirt and said, "You! It's you, how did you hit me! ”

What followed was noisy. The old man refused to get up, nor did he let go of the person who was helping her, for fear that the man would run away and be irresponsible. Then the police came, and the ambulance came. Everyone has their own opinions.

The police are also quite anxious, and in the past two years, they have encountered more and more such cases, and it is difficult to tell if there are no witnesses willing to testify, or there is no surveillance video. The police looked around, but found that the road near the restaurant and parking lot happened to be in the blind spot of surveillance.

At that time, my heart was "lying down".

The old lady sat on the ground and refused to get up, insisting that the police give an explanation. While they were pulling, the police heard someone shouting "Comrade Policeman". He turned around and was amazed.

Belle!

The beauty was cold, didn't say anything, and handed over the phone.

The policeman took it in a daze, and looked down to see that it was a video.

There was a man lying on the ground. Some of the people next to him looked at each other, and some hesitated. After a while, a man rode to the side, stopped, and helped the old man up......

The policeman's eyes lit up, "Excuse me, pass it to me." ”

Gu Qingxia took back his mobile phone, and the two of them turned on Bluetooth and transmitted the video to the policeman's mobile phone.

The policeman said, "Thank you." Squatting down with his mobile phone to show the video to the old lady, the old lady's shouting stopped abruptly......

Gu Qingxia and Guo Zhi walked towards the parking lot. Guo Zhi was silent all the way, and only sighed after a long time: "In this world, no good person can do it." ”

Gu Qingxia said lightly: "The premise of kindness is to protect yourself first. ”

They broke up in the parking lot and drove home.

Gu Qingxia opened the car window, and the evening breeze with the heat on her cheeks......

Nine years ago, she just didn't know how to protect herself.

After crossing the threshold of the college entrance examination and being admitted to the university she longed for, she was like a cheerful bird, flying towards the country of freedom.

Mom and Dad originally wanted to send her to report, but she refused. She's eighteen years old!

The two cities are not far apart, and her parents also feel that she has grown up and should be independent. They just put her on the train and waved her with a smile. She got to the city and took a taxi to school. There is still a mile away from the school, and it is blocked into a pot of porridge.

There are simply too many cars.

She got out of the car early and took a shortcut towards the school, her steps light and her smile sweet.

On the way, an old man was half-on the ground and asked her for help.

It's just a gesture...... It's really just a gesture......

She bent down to help her.

The old lady, who was still looking weak and poor for a second, suddenly blocked her mouth and nose with the half-wet towel in her hand......

Her eyes went dark and she lost consciousness in a few seconds......

When I woke up again, I didn't know where I was. The darkness of this world showed her hideous face for the first time.

She later figured out that those people were waiting for a single girl like her to pick up reports and ambush them near the school on the day of their return to school......

Even now, when she thinks about it, she still feels a chill in her back.

If she could, she really wanted all young girls to know that the premise of helping others would always be ...... It's about protecting yourself first!