107. From small to large

He Jin got off work in the evening, dragged his suitcase back to the school dormitory, the whole campus was so quiet as if he was still sleeping, the dormitory building really opened the door, but only two rooms in the whole building were lit up, one was the dormitory management room on the first floor, and the other was on the fourth floor......

It seems that there are people who arrived at the dormitory earlier than him, and He Jin thought that he would be the first.

The room that had been closed for a month was filled with a strange smell, but He Jin felt particularly warm, with a writing desk, bookshelves, small table lamps, and single beds...... He Jin laid out the quilt and lay down, sighing comfortably, this is his home.

I haven't been in touch with my family for more than a week, and I haven't received any more calls from my parents after blacklisting their phone numbers.

Of course, He Jin didn't forget the conflict with his family, but he didn't dare to think about it, and when he calmed down these days, he would reflect on whether he had gone too far when his brain was free, but he didn't regret this decision.

Sooner or later, you have to take this step, and since you can't negotiate rationally, you will be killed.

In fact, it is very easy for them to find themselves, they can change to an unfamiliar number to text and call, and they also know their school, major, dormitory address, and even know the contact information of their professional counselor.

It's just that no one wants to be the first to give in, and that woman must not believe that she can stand on her own, so she swears on the other end of the phone that "I won't give a penny again", trying to control the economy to make him bow his head and compromise.

But He Jin will not compromise anymore, he would rather lower his face and borrow money from his classmates and friends to finish the book, rather than bow to his mother.

…… Such a mother-child relationship is already a problem in itself, right?

He Jin took out the bracelet and went to see the news that he didn't have time to browse just now, which was naturally sent by Qin Yang.

Flame: "Are you back at school?" ”

Flames: "[Photos]"

Even the picture with text made He Jin sit up from the bed all of a sudden, and Qin Yang was also at school? - The photo shows him in his dormitory room, with the holographic helmets of gods and demons on the side.

In other words, every time he goes to his dormitory, does he still have to hide his helmet? It's really well-intentioned! (=_=)

He Jin collapsed back on the bed and replied, "Why are you going back to school so early?" ”

It turned out that the window with the lights on on the fourth floor just now was Qin Yang's room......

Death: "I'm afraid you'll be lonely." ”

He Jin looked at this sentence, he didn't want to admit it, but he was still comforted in his heart, this felt a little bad, did he subconsciously forgive this big liar?

He Jin is also a little strange, since Qin Yang has revealed his identity, why is he still interested in information for a while, and he is addicted to it?

Ah Jin: "Did you specifically apply for this ME account to talk to me?" ”

Flame: "yes, it's the first time I've used this thing. ”

Ah Jin: "Didn't you have an ME account before?" ”

ME is used very frequently among young people, almost everyone has an account, and it merges the "school", "WeChat", and "Q|" in the early yearsQ", "Weibo" and other social software advantages, can voice and text chat, release the latest status at any time, transfer money to each other, online payment...... He Jin also thought that the college students who didn't use ME in these years were extinct.

Flame: "No, but everyone around me uses it, and I don't really like these kinds of tools myself, so I feel a bit troublesome." ”

Afraid of trouble, this is the same as He Jin, at the beginning, he added too many fox friends and dog friends that the student union knew on it, and then he slowly got tired of it. In fact, it is understandable that Qin Yang is so popular, if he plays ME with his real identity, it is estimated that he will be bombarded with all kinds of pursuit news every day......

Thinking of Qin Yang being confessed by his high school classmates at KTV on Valentine's Day, He Jin asked sourly: "Is it that many people have chased you since you were a child?" ”

After sending it out, He Jin regretted it, did he care too much about Qin Yang?

Flame: "In reality, you say? It's not very small, it's only in the third year of junior high school. ”

Ah Jin: "It's small......"

However, He Jin thought about it, he also had the experience of being pursued when he was in junior high school, because of his good grades and being a class cadre, he could always hear a few rumors that a certain girl liked him, and only a bold girl wrote him a love letter, but this incident was not a good memory, because that incident was somehow known by that woman, and then his mother asked the girl's phone number from the teacher's place alone, and called the girl's parents, and asked the other party to discipline her child well. Said a lot of very nasty things.

He Jin remembered that day when he stood at the door of the room and eavesdropped on the phone call, his heart full of shame and apology.

Being liked and pursued by others was originally a beautiful thing, and He Jin, who received a love letter for the first time, was also happy about it, but in that woman's mouth, such feelings became so dirty.

The next day when I went to school, the girl ran to their class with red and swollen eyes, opened a bottle of mineral water and splashed it on him frantically, and tore off one of his math books, shouting "He Jin, I hate you......

That girl is the literary and artistic committee member of the next class, she is beautiful and has good grades, and when there are activities in school, they often partner on stage as hosts.

At that time, He Jin was sitting there stupidly, and he couldn't even say "I'm sorry...... He had no choice, and after the phone call, the woman viciously told him not to say a word to the "shameless" girl in the future.

From being liked to being hated, it's so simple.

Self-loathing seems to have started at that time, hating his own cowardice, feeling that he is not worthy of being liked, he can only tremble and bury his head in study, consciously or unconsciously he does not know how much kindness he refuses, maybe when others try to get closer, he is keenly aware of it, and uses indifference and meanness to disguise himself to drive back the comer.

It wasn't until I went to college, temporarily got out of that woman's control, and met the sunny and enthusiastic Tong Xuan, that I mustered up the courage to take that step, but unfortunately it still ended in failure......

He Jin sometimes thinks that if his mother hadn't interfered in the love letter back then, would he be "normal"? At least I have a good impression of that girl.

Qin Yang sent another sentence: "Do you know why people chase me after the third year of junior high school?" ”

Jin: "Why? ”

Flame: "Because of you." ”

Ah Jin: "...... What does it have to do with me? ”

Flame: "Do you remember when I told you that our family only moved to City A ten years ago?" ”

Jin: "Yes, I remember. ”

"At that time, my mother had passed away, my father did not remarry, he was doing business alone in City A, and he usually didn't have time to take care of me, he spent money to send me to a public key junior high school, where most of the people were local students, I didn't like to study at that time, my grades were very poor, because of rebellion, I couldn't play with the people in the class, and my classmates didn't look down on me, especially me who relied on money to get in, hehe." ”

He Jin: "......" No wonder at that time, Mourning Fire was a loner in the game, and he didn't know how to find someone to form a team when he fought a mountain monkey.

Death: "It's been about two years, and I've been very withdrawn,