As Sima Yue expected, in fact, Wang Jun knew her every move in the palace. Even when she asked Yingshi to quietly find an anti-inflammatory and swollen ointment, he knew about such a private thing.

And as smart as him, he naturally knew what Sima Yue was going to do when he asked his personal maid to quietly find such an ointment.

He really didn't control his strength and frequency that night.

So how deeply did he hurt Sima Yue?

Not just physically, but even mentally. Perhaps, even if he forced her to be bound to his side, no matter how good he was to her, they would not be able to return to those sweet times in the past, right?

But even so, he would still bind her to his side.

He couldn't let go of her hand and let her smile in the arms of another man.

So, Yue'er, you should continue to hate me.

On the one hand, Wang Jun blamed himself for hurting Sima Yue, and on the other hand, he was enduring the irritability of not being able to see Sima Yue.

He wanted to see her! Always! It's best to be able to hold her in his arms right now, and sincerely tell her his deep apologies and his love.

But she was in the palace.

It's not that he can't enter the palace. If he wanted to enter the palace, Emperor Qinglong and Empress Dowager Li would definitely meet him, and the two of them also knew that he and Sima Yue already had a marriage contract, and they would definitely not stop him from seeing her. It's just that......

Thinking of the undisguised disgust and alienation on Sima Yue's face that day, he only felt that a heart was pierced by thousands of thin needles at the same time, and his heart ached.

She didn't want to see him so much? If you see it at this time, I'm afraid it will backfire. So why don't you let her stay in the palace quietly for a few days, and then he will see her later.

It's just that there is news from the eyeliner in the palace that Sima Yue is sick.

Although Wang Jun immediately used all his connections to let the imperial doctor in the Tai Hospital carefully see him, he was still worried day and night, and he blamed himself.

Under the pressure of several emotions, he did not sleep for several days, and did not eat a drop of rice.

Chengying couldn't watch it from the sidelines, and persuaded him several times openly and secretly, but to no avail. In the end, he could only invite Zheng Xun over privately.

After all, Zheng Xun is a close friend of his son-in-law for many years, and what he says, the son-in-law will still listen to a few words, right?

So when Zheng Xun stepped into Wang Jun's study, he was surprised to find that it was only a few days' work, and Wang Jun had actually been reduced to this point. And his face looks very bad.

Is this still his friend who can be covered when the sky falls, Mount Tai collapses in front of him and his face does not change, free and calm?

Zheng Xun couldn't believe his eyes. Or, as Chengying said, can Sima Yue really influence Wang Jun so deeply?

"Zishang," Zheng Xun walked in after a while, pulled a chair and sat down opposite Wang Jun, looked at him, and said sincerely, "What are you doing here?" Tossing yourself so much for a little girl? ”

Yes, in fact, in Zheng Xun's eyes, Sima Yue is just a little girl who has just passed the war.

When Wang Jun heard this, he just turned his head and glanced at him indifferently, and then looked up at Chengying who was standing outside the door.

Chengying was looked at by his cold gaze, and for a moment he only felt as if his whole body was submerged in the lake water in the middle of winter at night, and it was about to freeze immediately.

He immediately knelt down and opened his mouth to plead guilty: "Childe, it was his subordinates who took the initiative to invite Zheng Gongzi over to persuade you." ”

"Go down and get thirty lashes yourself." Wang Jun opened his mouth coldly, and then withdrew his gaze.

Chengying replied yes, turned around and went down to receive the punishment on his own.

"Hey, son," Zheng Xun persuaded when he saw this, "What are you doing here?" Chengying is actually also kind-hearted, and he didn't want to see you so depressed so he went to me. What do you punish him for? ”

Wang Jun didn't answer, still just looked out the window in silence.

Outside the window is a plantain with green leaves. Farther away is a clump of cultivated bamboo, with verdant leaves.

Zheng Xun saw him like this and sighed softly.

"Zishang," he leaned over, reached out and patted him on the shoulder, sighing, "You look so trapped by love, I really don't dare to like anyone in the future." ”

Wang Jun remained silent, as if he hadn't heard him speak at all. Or, as if there was no one here but him.

Zheng Xun sighed again, but this sigh was much heavier than just now.

"Zishang, let me say something that should not be said," Zheng Xun paused for a moment, considered the wording in his heart, and then said, "What do you say to Princess Duanhua, you take it too seriously, too tightly." You are a transparent person, and the meaning of the sand in your palm must not need me to say more. ”

The sand in the palm of your hand, the harder you push, the faster the sand will pass.

Wang Jun didn't know this truth.

"But Qingzhi," Wang Jun finally turned his head, looked at him, and said in a low voice, "I can't control myself." ”

He can't tolerate Sima Yue liking anyone but him, he can't tolerate Sima Yue smiling at other men, he can't tolerate her saying that she wants to break up with him, and from then on, the end of the world will always be the same stranger.

How could he let go? If he let go, it must be better than death. So he always wanted to hold Sima Yue tightly and let her be in his sight anytime and anywhere.

Zheng Xun was stunned when he heard this.

It seemed to be his delusion, but he really seemed to see a trace of despair in Wang Jun's gaze.

Is this the end of loving someone to the bone?

For a while, all the words of consolation were stuck in his throat, and Zheng Xun didn't know what to say to Wang Jun at all. In the end, he could only reach out and pat him on the shoulder, and then the two of them sat silently opposite each other.

It was the Night King, who was lying on the bed and still hadn't closed his eyes.

The bamboo shadow outside the window swayed gently, and the moonlight screened the window, like water, and the moonlight was mottled and sprinkled on the ground.

He looked at the moonlight on the ground, and when there was wind, the shadows of the trees swayed gently, and the moonlight on the ground swayed up and down like water plants. He was thinking in his heart, I don't know what Yue'er is doing at this time? Are you cured? Is the injury on his body that was tossed by him good? Was she hating him? Or are you thinking about him?

Sima Yue didn't tell Empress Dowager Li about what he forced her to do that night, and let Empress Dowager Li use imperial power to suppress him, which at least shows that she still cares about him and cares about him, doesn't it?

Thinking of this, a trace of hope rose in Wang Jun's heart.

Perhaps, in two days, he should go into the palace to see her, sincerely say sorry to her, and then gently persuade her to come back? No matter how much she blames him or even punishes him, he will accept it willingly.

But in fact, Sima Yue was already no longer in the palace, and he was already hundreds of miles away from the capital.

Although Wang Jun's eyeliner in the palace can report all the circumstances of Sima Yue to him, it is not easy for them to leave the palace, so all the information about her cannot be reported to him in time. What's more, Sima Yue and Sima Xuan did not inform anyone about leaving the palace, and only left a letter to the Empress Dowager Li to know, and told her not to mention it to anyone else for the time being, so Wang Jun did not know about Sima Yue having left the palace for a few days.

So when Wang Jun was silently thinking about going to the palace in two days, how to phrase it to make Sima Yue forgive him, Sima Yue was already in an inn near Yongzhou.

This way, she and Sima Xuan walked extremely fast, and they could almost be said to be non-stop.

Sima Xuan naturally didn't know why she was walking so fast, so he asked a few times, but Sima Yue always didn't answer, so he simply didn't ask. However, he more or less guessed that something must have happened between Sima Yue and Wang Jun.

Because looking at her along the way, it is not an exaggeration to describe it with the four words of desertion and escape.

If she wants to avoid anyone, except for Wang Jun, Sima Xuan can't think of anyone else.

Sima Yue, who is now in the middle of nowhere, is sitting quietly in front of the window, looking at the bright moon looming in the clouds in the sky.

She thought about it, they all said that it was a thousand miles of Gongchanjuan, I don't know if Wang Jun would be like her, looking at this round of bright moon?

Sima Yue sadly found that in fact, even if Wang Jun did something she couldn't accept against her will, in the end, she still couldn't hate him, but was still thinking about him.

Actually, she's really cheap, isn't she? Obviously he did that to her that day, but now she is still sitting here thinking about him.

But at first, she hated him too. It's just that after a long time, I always think of how good he is to her on weekdays, bit by bit, over and over again in my head, and then I really don't have any hatred. And if you think about the events of that day seriously, she was also at fault first.

She shouldn't have taken advantage of Wang Jun's connivance with herself, so she went to make such a gambling contract with Xue Lingyun privately, and she shouldn't have to ignore Wang Jun when he was extremely angry, and put on fire to break up with him.

He's always cared so much about her, hasn't he? I remember that when I was enjoying the flowers under the moon, Wang Jun hugged her and whispered softly in her ear, saying that there was a saying in Zhuangzi that it was better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes, and he disagreed with this sentence very much.

It is better to forget each other in the rivers and lakes, this sentence means that the spring water is dry, and the fish spit foam and moisten each other, so why not go to the rivers and lakes to be more free? Sima Yue actually agreed with this sentence. After all, the world is so big, wouldn't it be nice to go around and see it? Why be so obsessed with one person all your life?

So she asked him at the time, why don't you agree?

I still remember that Wang Jun smiled slightly, hugged her tighter in his arms, and then said slowly, no matter how big the outside world is and how beautiful the scenery is, but where there is no her, whether it is white sand and blue sky, green trees and red flowers, they will lose their color.

In the end, he stared at her eyes and said seriously, Yue'er, you are my world. In this life, we live together, we die, we die together. Even after death, we must hug each other tightly and lie in a coffin, even if it is thousands of years later, no one can separate us.

At that time, Sima Yue thought of a news he had seen on the Internet in the past. It is said that an ancient tomb was excavated somewhere, and there were two people, a man and a woman, lying in a coffin, even though a hundred thousand years have passed, the flesh and bones have been melted away, and only the white bones remain, but the two people are still sideways and hugging each other tightly, that is, no one can separate the two of them.

At that time, she also sighed, how much these two loved each other before they died, and they had to hug each other like this when they died, and they would be with each other for eternity.

At that time, she was also moved when she heard Wang Jun's words. But it's just moving, but she doesn't really believe it.

When lovers are in love, they will naturally say whatever sweet words they say, but a lifetime is so long, who will guarantee that the original intention will always remain the same? After all, those couples who divorced later, when everyone tried their best to tear their faces, where would they remember the mountain alliance and sea oath under the moon before the flower? Moreover, the era of Great Xia was still a time when men were superior to women, and men took concubines everywhere.

How long have she and Wang Jun known each other? It's only been half a year, will he really have such a love for her? Even after death, it will be with you for thousands of years?

But now that she thinks about the day they quarreled and broke up, and then thinks of what Wang Jun said, she feels for the first time that Wang Jun may really be just talking casually.

Such a heavy love, why didn't she notice it at the time?

Sima Yue withdrew his gaze from the sky and smiled a little self-deprecatingly.

At this time, Yingshi came in with a black lacquer tray, which contained a bowl of milk porridge and a plate of side dishes.

Sima Yue has been sick and depressed these days, and she has lost a lot of weight compared to the previous days, so she will get her some supper every night in the past few days.

But even if it's dragon liver and phoenix marrow, Sima Yue can't eat it.

She has something on her mind.

But after all, this was Yingshi's intention, and it was hard to refute it, so in the end she forced herself to eat half a bowl.

Putting down the chopsticks, she looked up at the warbler and smiled, and said very sincerely: "Thank you." ”

Although Yingshi has always been silent and doesn't know how to comfort people, she will express it with practical actions.

For example, he will quietly get an anti-inflammatory and swelling ointment for her, but he will never ask her what she is for, for example, sooner or later, he will add clothes to her, or when he sees that she has a bad appetite, he will always make some light food for her.

If it weren't for Yingshi by her side these days, Sima Yue felt that she might not have come out of the shadow of that incident so quickly.

As soon as Ying Shi heard Sima Yue's words, her eyes immediately became a little sour.

"The princess is serious," she hung her head, to hide her gaffe, "it's all the slave's business." ”

Yingshi was originally a cold-hearted person, but after getting along with Sima Yue during this time, she never regarded herself as a subordinate, and she was very close to herself, as the so-called is that even a stone can give you heat, and her heart is always flesh long, so in the end, she also cared about Sima Yue from the bottom of her heart.

Then she quickly cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks on the table and took them out, and after a while, she came in with a quilt, intending to lay on the ground.

Sima Xuan and Sima Yue came out this time with light travel and did not bring any entourage. Sima Xuan just brought his personal guard Atai, and Sima Yue only brought Ying Shi alone. But because of Sima Xuan and Sima Yue's noble status after all, Atai and Yingshi did not dare to be careless at all, and they each guarded their own masters at night.

Sima Yue's actions when she saw the warbler, but she came over to stop her.

"Warbler," she squatted down, holding down her hand that was making the bed, "sleep with me." ”

"Princess," Ying Shi replied immediately, "you are a princess, and I am only a slave......

Before he could say a word, he could only hear Sima Yue saying: "Where are these differences between us now?" Besides, you know, I haven't been able to sleep well at night in the last few days, and I'm always a little scared when I am alone. ”

Sima Yue didn't tell a lie, she really slept very badly at night these days.

As long as she closes her eyes, she will always remember the words that Wang Jun said in her ear that day. Then it was as if there was a blunt knife tugging at her back and forth, although it was not the kind of heart-rending pain, but it was a never-ending ache.

So at this time, she would always chat with Yingshi in order to forget about that.

Ying Shi was silent for a moment, and then no longer shirked, got up and spread the quilt on the bed.

The two of them were one by one, chatting without a word, and by the third watch, Sima Yue finally fell asleep in a daze.

The dream is full of Wang Jun's figure.

Wang Jun hugged her in his arms and doted on her little princess's gentle appearance; boating on Mingyue Lake at night, his cunning appearance when he teased her; Holding her on her lap, he talked to her about the blueprint of Peach Blossom Island.

In the end, Wang Jun crouched on her, his eyes were as deep as an abyss, and he said in a low and dangerous voice that you would never want to escape from me in your life.

Sima Yue opened his eyes suddenly.

It was already bright outside the window, and the sound of birds came in through the window.

She struggled to compose, raised her hand to wipe the cold sweat from her forehead, and got up and sat up.

Ying Shi was already up, and was quietly sitting in a chair in the room guarding her.

As soon as she saw Sima Yue wake up, she immediately brought a basin of hot water.

Sima Yue got up and put on her dress, bent over and began to wash slowly.

When she straightened up and wiped her face and hands with a cloth towel, she saw the appearance of Yingshi talking and stopping.

"Yingshi," Sima Yue asked, "Do you have anything to say to me?" ”

Yingshi nodded: "Princess, the road that His Royal Highness King Langya is taking us now is not the road to Xiuzhou that he said in his mouth at all. I always felt like he was hiding something from us. ”

Sima Yue wiped his face for a moment. But then she put down the cloth towel in her hand and said, "It's okay." Maybe he didn't know the exact route, or maybe he just wanted to have fun along the way. I don't think he's going to do anything bad to me, don't worry. ”

Although she and Sima Xuan have been together for more than half a year, she still trusts him.

She could feel that Sima Xuan really loved her as a sister.

Although Yingshi was full of doubts, but after hearing Sima Yue say this at this time, she didn't say anything more.

After Sima Yue finished washing, the two of them went downstairs to have breakfast.

Sima Xuan and Ah Tai had already occupied a table in the lobby.

On the table is a large bowl of white rice porridge, a plate of hot meat buns and a plate of steamed cakes.

As soon as he saw Sima Yue coming down, Sima Xuan hurriedly greeted: "Yue'er, come and have breakfast." ”

Sima Yue called out to the second brother and sat down on the stool next to him.

Thinking that he was out of the house, Sima Xuan's clothes were as low-key as possible.

Today, he was wearing nothing more than a light blue lotus-colored robe. But if you look closely, you can still see the exquisite and intricate cloud and water pattern dark embroidery on this robe. There were a few people dressed like farmers next to him who looked at him from time to time. But Sima Xuan still sat there with a big thorn, as if he didn't see it.

Sima Yue raised his eyes and looked at the farmers, and saw that their trouser legs were rolled up to their calves, and although they were wearing straw sandals on their feet, there were still mud ideas that had not been washed. There are also several rakes, hoes and other farm tools leaning on the table next to it. Thinking that they went to the field early in the morning to do farm work, and then they ate breakfast, when they saw Sima Xuan's noble appearance, they were puzzled in their hearts, and they just looked at it twice.

It was Sima Yue who was not suspicious, and immediately withdrew his gaze.

"Yue'er," Sima Xuan saw Sima Yue sit down, and hurriedly put a meat bun in her bowl, and said, "You have really lost a lot of weight these days, and the second brother is also distressed in his eyes." It's just that there are no good things in this rural place, and when you enter the city, the second brother invites you to go to a big restaurant to have a good meal, and I will make up for you. ”

Sima Yue smiled and didn't answer, just lowered his head and grabbed the meat bun in the bowl and ate it in small bites.

It's just that anyone with a discerning eye can see that she actually has no appetite. I'm afraid that nothing tastes good in her mouth.

Lately, she has been talking less and less. She rarely spoke unless necessary, just a person who was quietly there in a daze.

Seeing that she was not interested in anything now, Sima Xuan couldn't help but sigh heavily, and his heart was really distressed.

In the past, Sima Yue had always lived a wanton and vivid life. Thinking that day she was in the Keju field, jumping and running, as bright as a flame, who wouldn't yearn for it when she saw it? When facing Xue Lingyun, the domineering spirit that naturally revealed when he looked at the world, who wouldn't look sideways when he saw it? Where will it be as withered as it is now?

He thought, and he didn't know what was going on between Sima Yue and Wang Jun?

The two of them finished their breakfast in silence.

After the meal, Atai called the shopkeeper to come and settle the bill.

The shopkeeper was dressed in indigo cloth, with a round head and a round face, and he looked very kind.

He walked over, nodded at Sima Xuan and Sima Yue, took the meal money from Atai's hand, and then asked with a smile, "How many guest officers are from out of town?" Are you here to see or to visit family? ”

Atay was not willing to answer. He was born as a secret guard, so he is naturally vigilant, and he is generally silent and ignores people who take the initiative to talk about it.

But Sima Xuan replied: "We were passing by, but by the way, we also wanted to see if there was any good scenery here." Does the shopkeeper know? ”

"The guest officer is asking the right person," the shopkeeper said with a smile, "Little Lao'er has lived here for generations, and if you are not modest, what is the scenery near Fufeng County, Xiao Lao'er is very clear in his heart." ”

Fufu-gun?

Sima Yue's heart moved. Didn't Sima Xuan say that Sima Yuan's annex was in Xiuzhou? Why are they in the vicinity of Fufu County now? If she remembers correctly, this Fufeng County is within the jurisdiction of Yongzhou.

But maybe he just took a detour from here to Xiuzhou, and it is not known. Thinking of this, Sima Yue didn't think much about it, and instead listened to the shopkeeper's words.

"Although there are mountains everywhere in Fufeng County, it is said that the scenery of Jade Mountain is the best among these mountains. Because there are only trees on other hills, I will get tired of seeing too much. But there is a waterfall in this group of jade mountains, which is very spectacular. If the guest officer wants to see the scenery, this group of jade mountains is a must. ”

Sima Xuan nodded thoughtfully, and then motioned for Atai to take some silver money out to the shopkeeper.

"Thank you to the shopkeeper then. Since you've been talking about it for a long time, I'm definitely going to see this waterfall. ”

After that, he got up and stood up, and said to Sima Yue: "Yue'er, how about we go to Qunyu Mountain to see the waterfall?" ”

Sima Yue nodded indispensably.

It seemed like a delusion, but she always felt that something was not quite right. It's just that she can't say anything on the surface.

Sima Xuan is the prince, all day long in the capital, it is not easy to come out, everything is fresh, and there is nothing to say if you want to see the scenery near Fufeng County. And the shopkeeper immediately recommended the waterfalls in this group of jade mountains, which is nothing to say.

It's just that she just thinks that this is not quite right?

Sima Yue felt that he must be because of Wang Jun's matter, and he was about to be nervous these days, and he was in a posture where he had to doubt everything.

She shook her head, trying hard to get rid of the miscellaneous thoughts in her head, and then followed Sima Xuan and went out.

When they went out, the shopkeeper glanced at the farmers sitting at the table next to them, and the next moment, the farmers picked up the rake and hoe and other farm tools that were leaning aside, turned around and walked away.