Duanyang turned off most of the lights in the laboratory, turned on the table lamp, and sat down beside Lin Chen.

He was afraid that Lin Chen would suddenly not be able to survive in the middle of the night, so he could only use the most primitive method to disinfect Lin Chen's wounds regularly. Fortunately, there was enough anhydrous alcohol in the laboratory, although it was of little use, but he still cut open a lab coat, dipped it in diluted alcohol, and let Lin Chen clamp it under his armpit and put it on his forehead to lower his body temperature.

Surprisingly, Lin Chen cooperated.

There was a faint smell of alcohol in the air, Duanyang felt that he was about to get drunk, thinking of Lin Chen's previous words, and looking at the haggard face of Mr. Consultant lying beside him, he actually subconsciously asked, "Consultant Lin, what kind of person do you love." ”

As soon as the words came out, Duanyang felt remorseful, he would definitely have to be scolded by Lin Chen again if he asked such a question.

"He's a very handsome man."

What Duanyang didn't expect was that Lin Chen actually answered him.

"Eh, it's handsome, I thought you'd have some other adjective."

"Is it too cheesy?"

"No, no, no." Duanyang thought to himself, Lin Chen's tastes were indeed different, and he actually liked handsome girls.

"That's right, handsome is for everyone to see, but his inner beauty is only known to me." Lin Chen added.

"That'...... So does he know you love him? Duanyang was a little entangled, but he still tried to ask.

"Yes, I confessed."

As if seeing his thoughts, Lin Chen opened his eyes slightly and squinted at him: "Do you want to ask in the next sentence: Consultant Lin, how did you confess?" ”

"I am...... Ask. "Duanyang is fragmented.

"At that time...... It was basically an accident, and I forcibly kissed him. Lin Chen said very calmly.

Duanyang was shocked again: "Wasn't that girl scared by you?" ”

"What a girl, he's a man."

Hearing this, Duanyang almost bit his tongue: "What...... What do you like about men? ”

"As long as you have a crush on your teacher Duan, don't I like men?"

"That's not what I meant." Duanyang hurriedly shook his hand, "But the person you like is also a policeman?" ”

"yes, it's a superior."

Lin Chen was already sick, but he was still talking to him in a very crisp and decisive tone, as if his physical illness could not affect his will at all.

Duanyang asked again: "Won't there be any problems, such as your leaders disagreeing and gossip among colleagues?" ”

"There are so many people talking nonsense every day, do I have to listen to everything they say and keep it in mind?"

"You're really ......" Duanyang couldn't help but lean under the lab table, his legs straight, "It's amazing." ”

"What kind of assessment is this?"

"Honestly, Advisor Lin, I'd love to be like you......"

Lin Chen said: "The following half sentence is not: If I were like you, I might have been with the teacher by now." ”

"Impossible...... There's no way the teacher can be with me. Duanyang interrupted him.

"Say what you want, I won't ask why."

Duanyang lowered his head and looked at Lin Chen's dark and peaceful eyes, and said, "Because, I have done a very excessive thing to the teacher. ”

Lin Chen frowned, and his expression became stern: "What did you do?" ”

Duanyang gently covered his face with his hands, recalling that night, the sense of remorse once again flooded him like a monstrous sea: "That day, we had a big project in the laboratory, everyone stayed up for many days and nights, and the senior brothers were also there, and the teacher also came that day, and there was something wrong with the experiment, and the teacher stayed until late, saying that he would sleep in the lounge, and if there was a problem, he could call him at any time." Originally, there were not enough beds in the lounge, so I made a bunk next to the teacher's bed, but the teacher told me to go to bed, so I didn't catch a cold, so I went up. So, I ...... I slept in the same bed with my teacher. ”

"Hmm...... And then what? ”

"Then, we fell asleep, and I really liked the teacher, and the teacher slept next to me, and couldn't help but hug him and kiss him, and the teacher must have known. After that, the teacher seemed to be in a very bad mood, after the experiment, he never came back that summer, and later, we received the news that he had resigned to participate in the medical aid operation, he must have known that I kissed him, and he hated me but didn't want to affect me......" Duanyang stopped, took a deep breath, and continued, "At the beginning, I kept calling him every day, and sent countless text messages, I wanted to apologize to him and I wanted to say sorry, but his phone was always turned off, and the text messages were never returnedLater, I heard from the senior sister who followed in his footsteps, and I asked the senior sister to ask the teacher tentatively, and the teacher made it very clear that I should not go to Dana and stay in the country. Duanyang rubbed his eyes, "Now that I think about it, I was still not brave enough, and I really found out that it was such a distance, I should have bought a plane ticket to come over, and I could see the teacher and apologize to him in person after a few more rides." Duanyang's mood became more and more depressed, thinking of so many emails that had not been heard from after being sent, he was suddenly so sad that he couldn't speak, "It's all my fault, I'm sorry...... I'm really sorry ......."

"Come here." Lin Chen suddenly spoke.

Duanyang looked at him with red eyes.

"Keep your head down a little."

According to Lin Chen's instructions, he lowered his head for some reason, and the next moment, a thin palm gently covered the top of his head, and then rubbed the hair on his head.

"Why are you so stupid, if it's because he hates your kisses and hugs, he can come up with ten thousand ways to fix you, why do you want to leave by yourself?"

Duanyang heard him say this.

……

When Duan Wanshan started telling the story, Xing Conglian already regretted it.

Because Duan Wanshan is dying, no matter how sweet the story he tells, it is naturally a tragedy, although the tragedy is thought-provoking, but it always feels bad to listen to.

"Actually, I'm not that great, I gave up my high-paying medical school job in China to help with medical care in the Dana area because I liked my students."

He looked at the doctor sitting against the wall on the grass pile and asked, "So exciting, teacher-student love?" ”

"yes, it's still a boy." Duan Wanshan said calmly.

The torturer stared at Duan Wanshan and opened his eyes wide.

Probably seeing his reaction, Duan Wanshan said: "At that time, I felt that I liked a man and was still a student, just like a thunderbolt from the blue." Such a young boy, who is taller than you, calls you teacher every day, respects and worships you wholeheartedly, but you think about things that are far beyond the friendship between teachers and students, and you feel that you are particularly immoral. Anyway, love is the same as taking drugs, it stimulates the brain to endocrine dopamine, I am happy to see him, I think I like it very much, anyway, it doesn't make sense to like it. So I took special care of him compared to others, and he thought that I was aimed at him, so he kept looking at me with the eyes of a deer, and ran around every day before and after the saddle, just to make me kind to him a little bit. ”

Duan Wanshan's tone was very indifferent when he talked about this, and he didn't even have the slightest bit of pain, and he seemed very happy.

"From the time you like someone to the time you decide to leave someone, what must have happened in between?"

"Of course. At first, I couldn't think about it myself, although I liked it, I didn't dare to fight for it. Of course, I also thought about confessing to my students, but I felt that I couldn't pull my face, so I dragged it anyway. Until one day, I heard that he had a girlfriend, and I watched the girl hook his hand into the school, and he reached out and rubbed the girl's head, and the picture was beautiful...... That's when I realized that I was almost finally able to let go. ”

"You don't call it letting go."

Duan Wanshan just put the wine bottle on the ground, and this time he didn't touch it for a long time on the ground. The convict Lian looked at him and lost focus, probably because the toxin brought by sepsis invaded his optic nerve, so that his vision gradually faded. He stretched out his hand, picked up the bottle of Niulanshan Erguotou, and handed it to Duan Wanshan.

"Yes, it's not called letting go, I haven't owned it, where can it be called letting go?" Duan Wanshan took a sip of wine and said, "At that time, I happened to see the introduction of the Dana area and the recruitment announcement of Doctors Without Borders, so I went to participate. Now that I think about it, I should have seen him talk about his girlfriend at the time, so I was angry, but I had no reason to be angry, so I could only masochize myself. Now that I have given my life here, I really regret it in retrospect, why did I think so hard at the time. ”

"Stupid indeed." The convict Lian commented.

In a trance, Xing Conglian seemed to see Duan Wanshan giving him a middle finger. This kind of action was done by a person who looked like an old farmer and was full of the atmosphere of a dignified scholar in his bones, which was so inconsistent that he didn't have time to react at all, so he listened to Duan Wanshan continue.

"Less standing and talking doesn't hurt your back. When encountering relationship problems, not everyone can be like you, with determination, perseverance and even full ability to pursue their love, many people don't even understand their feelings, and let go of true love in hesitation......"

"Of course I don't have a backache, because I met this kind of person who has determination, perseverance, and even dares to pursue the person I love." Torture Conglian said.

Duan Wanshan almost squirted out the wine he had swallowed, his face flushed, and he turned his head and said angrily: "Don't you think it's too much to show affection to a dying person?" ”

The torturer spread his hands: "I'm just telling the truth. ”

"I envy you." Duan Wanshan raised the wine bottle and saluted him from afar.

"I envy myself too." The Torturer Lian said seriously.

That night, Duan Wanshan probably really regarded him as a confidant and said a lot to him.

What do you hope he can help bring some news out, so that the colleagues of Dana General Hospital will temporarily act as the president, take care of hospital affairs and so on. Speaking of this, Duan Wanshan also mentioned by the way that the hospital has been short of funds recently, and it is best for someone to invest more.

Xing Conglian always felt that the other party was taking the opportunity to rob the rich and help the poor, but Duan Wanshan's wish before death was so simple, and he also asked him if he knew any big money, hoping that someone could invest some more money to promote the establishment of the Dana Rainforest Virus Observation Outpost. Duan Wanshan said that if such an observation site had existed at that time, AIDS might not have had a chance to spread out of the African rainforest and kill tens of millions of people around the world, so it is quite important.

Duan Wanshan really said too much, and in the end, Xing Conglian couldn't help it, and asked, "Don't you think it's too much to ask so much of a person you just met?" ”

"What can I do then, I'm dying, there are still so many things to do, tell someone what's wrong?" Duan Wanshan said.

Probably because he was so arrogant, Xing Conglian couldn't find any rebuttal at all: "You might as well tell me about you and your student, what do you need me to help you bring to him?" ”

Duan Wanshan shook his head: "Specially let him know that I am dead, and bring my relics to him, this is too deliberate." ”

"And what do you want?"

"I think he can be a good doctor."

……

Xing Conglian walked out of the room and closed the door gently.

Many of the Gao Meng people in the factory instantly sobered up and looked at him with a vigilant but inquiring gaze.

Without words, Xing Conglian glanced at the door, nodded at everyone, and signaled that Doctor Duan was still alive, but this life was only temporary.

The torturer looked around, Wang Dynasty was operating the computer in the corner, and the rest of the people were nowhere to be seen.

The convict walked over, patted the young man on the shoulder, and said to him, "Find out the video from home, I want to see him." 166 Reading Network