87 Chapter 87

When Gu Qingxia woke up from the pain in his abdomen, Li Sheng was no longer there.

She opened her eyes, felt the pain in her body, and had a bad premonition. Lifting the thin quilt, she slowly sat up with her body propped up, and saw that the sheets under her were soaked with blood.

Her face was pale and cold.

Shattered images and painful memories come flooding back!

Earth walls, small courtyards, broken tile houses. Cold stone chips, bloody cotton crotch!

The pain that feels like death!

Time suddenly condensed into a thin line, and with a slight step, she stepped forward to ten years ago and stood in front of her.

She squatted down and looked at the girl with a pale face and cold sweat on her forehead. She lay on the ground, her body twitching and writhing in pain. Her lips trembled in pain, but she didn't cry.

Gu Qingxia's eye sockets were hot. She leaned down and touched the girl's face with pity.

Don't be afraid, be strong! It's all going to pass! She said.

You're going to get out of here, you're going to go home, Mom and Dad are waiting for you. You have a place to go back. No matter what time it is, they will leave a light for you to return.

Be strong, be brave, it's all ...... It's true...... It's all over......

The girl raised her eyes, and her gaze met the adult woman.

They crossed time and space, their eyes met, and they all saw familiar eyes. That's what she can see in the mirror every day, her own eyes.

Don't give up, never give up.

The girl lost consciousness due to the pain and closed her eyes. A gray shadow emerged from her body, hovering in the air, wailing and weeping.

Gu Qingxia stretched out her hand, and the shadow wrapped around her hand, turning from wailing to sobbing. Then she heard another cry. She looked up and saw another gray shadow coming from nowhere, crying and trying to get closer to her.

She stretched out her other hand, and another shadow approached timidly, wrapping around her hand as well, sobbing softly.

She knew they were her two children. With tears in her eyes, she said, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......

Two shadows wrapped around her hand, gradually warming, from gray to pure white, like two warm rays of light. They stopped sobbing, they circled her a few times affectionately, and slowly drifted towards the sky......

Gu Qingxia watched them get farther and farther away until they disappeared, and she felt heartbroken.

She reached out to them and shouted...... Come back!

The illusion of time and space shattered in an instant, and she was still in her own bed, her own room, and her own home.

The sheets were soaked with blood, as if it were a precursor to the third child leaving her.

Gu Qingxia burst into tears, touched her mobile phone, and called an ambulance. She followed the instructions of the paramedics on the phone, lay still, and waited for them to come to her aid.

But she was terrified. She is not afraid of heaven and earth, she is only afraid of losing her child again.

She very much hoped that Li Sheng could be by her side at this time, hold her hand, and tell her not to be afraid, or not to cry. But the bastard is gone. She had felt that his final sprint had been too fierce last night, and that it had done so today.

If he were by her side now, she would have bitten him with her teeth. Bastard!

She thought of her good friend. But Guo Zhi left the imperial capital, thousands of miles away, destined to be unable to give her companionship and help.

She remembered Jingyi. Then he denied his thoughts. Even though she was emotionally broken now, she knew that at this moment, this man should never be by her side.

Finally, at the end, she remembered Nan Siwen.

He was the father of the child.

Gu Qingxia sobbed and dialed Nan Siwen's phone. The phone rang, a lot. Finally hung up.

Nan Siwen ...... Hung up her phone.

In Gu Qingxia's life, in the short half hour she was waiting for the ambulance, she gave Nan Siwen a chance because of fear.

He refused.

It seems that she is destined between him in the dark, there is only sin, no fate.

Gu Qingxia felt particularly ironic. This man coveted him all the time, and when she needed him the most, he rejected her. This strong sense of irony dilutes the initial fear. She slowly calmed down.

She turned her head to see a card lying quietly on the bedside table. That was what Li Sheng said was left for the baby.

She didn't know what happened to Li Sheng, but she knew that last night, by the cover of the night, he should have ...... Left the country.

She remembered the words he had whispered in her ear. A lot of sorry, a lot of advice and advice. She remembered that he had said three words to her at the end. He lay on her shoulder, and she felt the hot wetness.

She remembered that he had made a "go" assumption before, when she misunderstood that he was breaking up with her. But it turned out that what he said was really leaving, not breaking up.

He wasn't tired of her.

If one day I'm gone, you...... You can take care of yourself and your baby yourself, right?

He asked cautiously, right?

Gu Qingxia didn't know why, and she couldn't get angry with Li Sheng.

She only felt that she and Li Sheng really had no chance.

Maybe she, as fate would have it, would be the widow.

As she waited, the pain in her abdomen gradually eased, and her fear slowly lessened.

She put her hands on her bulging belly and prayed silently. She prayed that the child would not leave her. If the child left her, she decided that she would never have another child for the rest of her life. She couldn't afford to leave more.

She heard the horn of the ambulance downstairs. She wiped away her tears, got up slowly and carefully, and went to open the door.

When Nan Siwen heard the phone ring, his brain was completely empty. He ignored the bell and let it ring.

In the end, a nurse couldn't help but gently persuade: "Sir, look at the phone......

Nan Siwen took out his mobile phone and saw that the caller was Gu Qingxia. Gu Qingxia, this woman he misses every day and longs for with all his heart.

He hung up the phone.

In his life, there is only this moment, he doesn't want to see her, he doesn't want to listen to her, he can't face her.

She had cursed that if she saw her mother on the road, she couldn't guarantee that she wouldn't be killed. This is an extremely vicious curse for a dutiful son. If someone else said this, Nan Siwen would definitely use his fist to teach the other party a bloody lesson. But the person who said this was Gu Qingxia. He still remembers how she was treated by his mother. Her hatred and hatred for her made him feel that he had no position to accuse her, even when he heard her cast such a vicious curse.

But he didn't expect that she would be a prophecy.

He watched blankly as the nurse covered his mother's body from head to toe with the white sheet in her hand.

Yes, she died.

She ran a red light while riding a battery car through the intersection and was hit by a normal car, killing her instantly.

He told her many times that she had to look at the traffic light when crossing the street, but she couldn't remember it. She still disobeyed the command of the assistant manager, and always felt that people were deliberately embarrassing her. She felt that it was unreasonable to be managed by someone when she walked.

She never understood that in a big city, there are many, many rules to follow.

Nan Siwen felt that perhaps it was a mistake for him to bring her from the mountains to the city.

He took her to make her happy. But before she could enjoy any blessings, she left this world.

She has a lot of food that she hasn't eaten yet. She hadn't been to a real mall either. She didn't wear really expensive and decent clothes. She hadn't ever been in a comfortable private car.

He has already found a new house, has paid a deposit and three months' rent. It is by no means comparable to the kind of old building that I live in now, a serious commercial residence, a large two-bedroom apartment of 90 square meters. There are suspended ceilings, wallpaper, solid wood floors, a full set of neat furniture, a TV set that is particularly thin and large, and a whole bathroom that she has never seen in her life. Of course, the rent is not the same, but he can afford it now. He just wanted her to live a good life, like a city person.

But she actually didn't have a good day. She didn't even know that she hadn't lived a good life yet, she came to the imperial capital, and she was very satisfied and happy every day. She thought she had been blessed.

But Nan Siwen knows that this modern city, this world of flowers, she ...... Actually, I haven't seen it at all. He would soon have a lot of money that would allow her to live a really good life, and she just died.

She gave birth to him and raised him.

She is his only relative in this world. The closest loved ones.

Her departure meant that he would be alone in this world.

Nan Siwen buried his face in his hands, he didn't know that Gu Qingxia had a child in his womb who was connected to his blood. He only felt tiredness and loneliness that he had never felt before.

When Shengzi was released and called Gu Qingxia later, Gu Qingxia had already been in the hospital for three days. Luckily, her baby was saved. To be on her safe side, she stayed in the hospital to recuperate and observe.

"I just came out, where are you?" Katsuko asked.

Gu Qingxia said. Katsuko was silent for a moment, a little frightened: "You wait for me." ”

He quickly rushed to the hospital. He asked the doctor about the situation and confirmed that she was okay before he was relieved.

"Thankfully!" He was afraid, "If you want to do something, the boss must kill me." He told me to take care of you. ”

Gu Qingxia said lightly: "If there is really something, it is also to blame Li Sheng." It's none of your business. ”

Katsuko had already learned about the situation from the doctor, and guessed that it was his boss who had done it before leaving, and now it has been confirmed. He looked at Gu Qingxia's round belly, and when he thought of the heavy mouth of these two, he felt very painful.

He looked a little haggard. Dark circles under his eyes, unshaven beard, as if he was several years older.

Gu Qingxia looked at him and asked, "Where did you 'come from'?" ”

Katsuko sighed: "In the bureau." ”

“…… Are you okay? Gu Qingxia asked.

"It's okay, I'm just a life assistant, and I haven't touched any of those things. It's not like I'm going in alone, everyone on the company roster has been called in, and after asking for two days, almost all of them have been released. ”

Gu Qingxia was silent for a while before asking, "Li Sheng, what's wrong?" "With Li Sheng's family background, he actually wants to run away. Gu Qingxia had a hunch that it would not be a trivial matter.

"The financial aspect is very complicated." Katsuko sighed and said, "What I want to say, I can't say it clearly, it's all jargon." The newspaper will definitely be published when you come back, so you can read it for yourself when the time comes. ”

He added: "You are a little prepared that the police will probably talk to you as well." ”

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