74 Chapter 74
Of course Gu Qingxia knew about Li Sheng's powerlessness.
She sneered in return. She was really tired of him. Ice skating and fornication/promiscuity have never been separated. She carefully checked the relevant information on the Internet, and those things have exceeded the bottom line that she can accept.
Bottom line, this thing, people are really different.
For example, Li Shaowei, who faced Mr. Xiao with her back then, the girl's bottom line was very high, and she couldn't accept such an ambiguous deal. And Gu Qingxia accepted it.
But what if the conditions changed a little bit? For example, Mr. Xiao, a man, is not a well-maintained man who looks personable and looks like a dog, but has a fat brain and a lewd face, so what would Gu Qingxia do at that time?
Anyway, Gu Qingxia felt at that time that rolling the sheets with a visually acceptable man was on her acceptable bottom line.
However, the irony is that to this day, Gu Qingxia has never disliked Mr. Xiao as much as he disliked Li Sheng.
Her disgust for Li Sheng comes from the rejection in her heart and her anger at being "controlled".
Whenever she observed and experienced Li Sheng's powerlessness, she would feel the joy of breaking free.
Early in the morning, she dressed up and closed the closet door. Li Sheng opened his eyes and looked sideways at her: "Gone?" ”
Li Sheng's schedule is not as regular as Gu Qingxia's, he is actually used to sleeping until he wakes up naturally. It was just when she first started dating Gu Qingxia that she got up early and sent her to work. Later, it was Gu Qingxia who sent a message to him not to send it, so he resumed his own routine.
Gu Qingxia let out a "hmm" and smiled sweetly: "It's still early, you can go to sleep......" Her smile was sweet, but fake.
The situation today is no worse than in a small courtyard deep in the mountains ten years ago. At the age of eighteen, she can be false and wronged, and at the age of twenty-eight, she has cultivated to the current Tao, and she will even mock Li Sheng with this false sweet smile.
Li Sheng's eyes darkened slightly. Gu Qingxia keenly captured this, and she even leaned over and kissed him with satisfaction: "Sleep well." Only then did he leave with a smile.
She wanted freedom, and he wouldn't give her. If what he wants, she won't give it to him.
In this kind of thing, it is always the first person to be tempted, and the one who loses.
If he wants to imprison her, it doesn't matter. They also have a tacit understanding now, and he doesn't easily touch what she enters. If he touches it, she won't come back to it. If you can do this, at least you can give her a little security.
Then, she took advantage of him. She was forced to give, why shouldn't she have it? If people do not do it for themselves, the heavens and the earth will be destroyed.
Gu Qingxia was smoking in the corridor, and when she heard the "ding" sound of the elevator, she pressed the cigarette out into the ash tray at the top of the trash can. The elevator door opened, and the large clean and bright mirror in front clearly reflected her indifferent eyes. She paused, and stepped into the elevator with her high heels clanging.
Li Sheng propped up his body to watch her leave, and when he heard the sound of the door closing in the entrance, he fell back in a daze.
Getting to this point is definitely not what he wants. The plot is like a wild horse that has escaped, he wants to correct it, but finds that it is difficult.
Gu Qingxia's heart can only be described in two words: cold and hard.
Under the protection of his father and brother, Li Sheng's past life can be called safe and smooth. In terms of career difficulties, he is very clever and has always been easy to solve.
Gu Qingxia can be called the first fall in his life. This fall broke his head and bleed, and for the first time he understood that not everything in this world could be under his control. Let him know how arrogant he was in the past.
He lay down for a while, got up and took a shower, clearing his mind. Dressed in a bathrobe, he went to the kitchen to warm up milk toast himself.
He actually missed the breakfast Gu Qingxia made for him, the soft porridge, the fragrant braised eggs, and the chopped boiled ham meat. But now it's not just early, if he doesn't ask for it, she basically won't cook for him. Eating with him, she was always tense. Naturally, the frequency of eating together decreases. She worked very hard, and he didn't want her to have stomach problems after eating. He could only restrain himself.
To fill his stomach, he habitually lit a cigarette, sat on the sofa, and cocked his feet on the coffee table. His habit had been complained about by Gu Qingxia many times before, but he liked to see her hate him, and always deliberately did it in front of her, deliberately teasing her. But now, with his feet on her coffee table, she would not say a word, and would not turn a blind eye. What she gave him the most was that fake smile. She knew he could see through it, but she still did. When he showed that he saw through it, she would be a little happier.
It's as if she's with him, and that's all that's left for fun.
Li Sheng's eyes were half-open and half-closed, swallowing clouds and spitting mist. After a while, he lowered his feet and stretched out his arm to flick the ashes of his cigarette, but suddenly stopped......
Gu Qingxia rarely smokes. She only smokes occasionally when she stays up late working overtime or when she is under a lot of pressure at work. Home is where she relaxes, and she hardly smokes at home. Therefore, there is no ashtray at home, and this ashtray is still inconvenient for Li Sheng and asked Shengzi to buy it.
Now, in the exquisitely crafted ashtray lay a few cigarette butts, half of which were her lady's cigarettes.
Li Sheng stared at those cigarette butts, extinguished the cigarette in his hand fiercely, changed his clothes and left Gu Qingxia's house.
The people in the office are almost gone, and Gu Qingxia is still in his office. She lit a cigarette and smoked silently. Thinking that Li Sheng might be at her house, she didn't want to go home.
Jing Yi was about to go home, but after looking through the window glass for a while, she knocked on the door, and walked in directly without waiting for her to answer. He walked straight to her desk, passed the cigarette through her finger, and extinguished it.
"What's the matter with you?" Jingyi frowned and asked.
"What's going on?" Gu Qingxia also frowned. When Jingyi took the cigarette, it showed that he was talking to her as a private person at this moment, not as a boss.
No longer lovers, they're still friends. Jingyi is a relationship/affair that she handles very well. From the beginning to the end, it was under her control.
"Of what I saw, how many are these today?" Jingyi sat down across from her, "When did your craving for smoking become so big?" ”
He was unceremonious and went straight to the point: "Did you have a problem with Mr. Li?" ”
Gu Qingxia lowered her eyes and avoided answering.
Jingyi knows it. "Tell me about it." He said.
Gu Qingxia actually really wanted to talk to someone, but there were some things that couldn't be said, and it wasn't clear that Guo Zhi couldn't understand why she broke up with Li Sheng.
She pinched her eyebrows: "I want to break up, but I can't break up." ”
Jingyi frowned: "Is there a reason why it is indispensable?" ”
Not again.
This is the same as Guo Zhi's "Do you look down on Mr. Li". Everyone felt that Li Sheng's conditions were too good, and Li Sheng was too good to her, so good that she mentioned breaking up, and they all thought she was doing it.
Jingyi's mentality towards her, Gu Qingxia didn't understand.
She knew that there was a song that was sung specifically for men like Jingyi, called "Find a good man and you will marry".
Just because she was with him once, and the years she spent with him were a woman's best last days. At the same time, it is also widely believed by the public that a woman is the most suitable age to talk about marriage. At that age, she was with him and only with him.
In Jingyi's eyes, she is still unmarried because of him. Therefore, he is like the man in the lyrics, and he hopes that she can meet a good person, and then marry well and live happily. In this way, his psychological baggage can really be unloaded.
Gu Qingxia suddenly felt ridiculous.
This is actually just a one-sided beautiful misunderstanding of Jingyi. She doesn't marry because she doesn't want to. She never needed any man to be accountable to her. She has always been a person, and she has always lived a life.
But these men don't understand. They always think that women always have to get married. If you marry too late, you often can't pick a good one.
Gu Qingxia endured it, so he didn't ridicule Jingyi. She is still intellectually clear that Jingyi really cares about her. She and Li Sheng have already made a mess, and she doesn't want to make it ugly with Jingyi anymore.
She controlled her emotions for a moment and said lightly, "Of course." ”
Jingyi actually couldn't intervene in this matter at all, and he couldn't help. He could only be a listener at best, but he sensed that there seemed to be something wrong with what he had just said, and what she had said at first was quickly gone.
He was silent for a moment, and could only admonish tactfully: "Try to break up as gently as possible, Mr. Li, I heard Shang Hua say something, he has a bit of a temper." ”
He has worked with Shanghua for many years and has a good personal relationship. Although Shang Hua left, they have always kept in touch. Gu Qingxia later got together with Li Sheng, and he also mentioned it to Shang Hua. Shang Hua was still a little surprised, but what she was surprised about was actually the fact that Gu Qingxia had become Li Sheng's famous girlfriend.
"She's really ......," Mr. Shang said.
Of course she did...... Jing Yi thought, if she is enthusiastic, which man can resist? No.
He could actually imagine that if he was still single when he was with Gu Qingxia, with his character, he would never let go easily. But there are not so many ifs in this world, and the fact that he and Gu Qingxia are together is already a mistake in itself.
"In fact, it's over, it's over. It's just that it was more ...... Difficulty. He said.
Experience.
Gu Qingxia raised his eyes to look at him.
People are always growing and changing. From when she seduced him without hesitation, to when she couldn't bear to break up on her own initiative, to when she experienced Li Sheng and Gu Qingxia's state of mind, a lot has changed. If it were her now, even if she met Jingyi, even if she was attracted to him, she could control herself from doing anything wrong.
But when I look back on the mistakes I made when I was young, there is actually no great significance except for emotion.
Gu Qingxia looked at Jingyi now, and suddenly felt a trace of guilt in her heart. "Jingyi ......," she blurted out his name.
Jingyi was slightly surprised. Even when they were still together, Gu Qingxia never called him by his name in the office.
"I'm sorry......" Gu Qingxia said with a slight difficulty. Sometimes, it's one thing to know in your heart, and it's another thing to really face your mistakes.
Jing Yi initially thought she was referring to her ruthless and quick breakup with him. But he was a keen and delicate man, and he quickly noticed that it didn't seem to be, and couldn't help but be slightly confused.
Gu Qingxia explained: "At the beginning...... At first, I was wrong......" She said a little more fluently than she had just now. Some things are that it's much easier to get past the first hurdle. For example, confront the mistakes you have made.
Jingyi suddenly. But he didn't accept it.
A flash of melancholy flashed in his eyes, but he still shook his head: "No, it's not your problem...... The person responsible for my marriage is myself. ”
Gu Qingxia didn't continue to speak, her gaze went over Jingyi and looked behind him.
When Jingyi noticed something wrong and turned around, Li Sheng had already knocked on the door and pushed it open, and asked with a smile: "Hey, did you bother you?" ”
"There was no one at the front desk, so I came in by myself." He smiled naturally. 166 Reading Network