"It's not that scary, believe me once, okay?"

Ye Jing'an's voice was soft and incredible, at this time the sun was no longer dazzling, but there was a gentle light, quietly sprinkled on Du Yushu's body, Ye Jing'an's gentle voice was like a kraken's bewitchment, gentle and full of temptation, like temptation like coaxing, Du Yushu was in a daze, and he really stood up with him;

But the moment he stood up, Du Yushu closed his eyes.

The Ferris wheel was slowly rising, the sun was warmly hitting the two people, Ye Jing'an turned sideways, kept a certain distance, and carefully supported Du Yushu, who closed his eyes and shook his body, he did not give up at all, but repeated over and over again in that beautiful, charming, and gentle voice: "There is nothing to be afraid of, I am still by your side, believe me once, okay?" ”

"Open your eyes and look at the blue sky, it's so close to you now, so warm and bright," Ye Jing'an said softly, "Legend has it that when you get closest to the sun, you can see your dream ......"

"Open your eyes and let's take a look, shall we?"

Du Yushu's body trembled a little involuntarily, her face was pale, her eyes were closed, the memories in her mind were rushing like explosions, the little girl in the white dress struggled, crying, begging, despairing, but she was still dragged away mercilessly, she saw the boy crying and running out, and then fell to the ground, the bright red blood seemed to pierce her eyes, and it kept flowing......

"I'll accompany you, Yu Shu."

"I'm with you, believe me once, okay?"

The gentle, seductive, sensual voice sounded in her ears, and in the vastness, as if a flash of light appeared suddenly in the darkness, and those cruel images seemed to be dispelled by this light, and she heard the man whisper over and over again: "Trust me, okay?" ”

"Yu Shu, believe me once, okay?"

Yu Shu......

Du Yushu suddenly opened her eyes, the water was shining, with a trace of indescribable fragility and dazedness, she said softly, her voice was so low that she couldn't really hear it herself, "Okay." ”

She saw that a light suddenly bloomed in the man's eyes, like the newborn sun, beautiful and pure, exuding dazzling light.

Why, are you so happy, Ye Jing'an?

"Don't be afraid, I'm here." Ye Jing'an held Du Yushu's arm with one hand, Du Yushu could feel the temperature of Ye Jing'an's palm through the sleeve, his other hand was raised high, as if he could reach the sky, his face was a little pure smile, as childish as a child, but it was also so bright and bright, which was reassuring.

"You see, the sky is in my hands, what is there to be afraid of?" Ye Jing'an tilted his head, as if he was very confused, he smiled lowly, his peach blossom eyes were slightly raised, revealing a few doubts, and looked at her quietly, those eyes seemed to be able to speak, carefully and softly dispelled her uneasiness little by little, "It's so soft, do you like cats?" It's warmer and softer than the fuzz on a bobtail cat, and you're going to love it. ”

Holding Du Yushu's hand, slowly and firmly raised, together with Du Yushu's hand, their movements were very slow, Ye Jing'an carefully observed Du Yushu's reaction, and whispered something, Du Yushu couldn't really hear it, she looked at his eyes, looked at the corners of his smiling mouth, at that moment, as if she was really bewitched, fearless;

"Look, isn't it soft?" Ye Jing'an looked at it with a smile and gentlely, "The sky is so wide and so soft, my favorite thing is to sit on the Ferris wheel to the top when it is gloomy, looking at the qiē below, I feel that all the negative feelings have been smoothed out." ”

"Look below, aren't all the qiē so small compared to the sky?"

Ye Jing'an looked at her with a smile, in those extremely beautiful peach blossom eyes, there was no temptation, no suspicion, no ridicule, warm, there was light in it, just looking at her so simply, no urging and no expectation, Du Yushu was also looking at him,

Slowly, she lowered her eyes and looked down, her body trembled slightly, and she subconsciously wanted to fall back, Ye Jing'an hugged him;

It was a woody scent, faint, not strong, but very calming, he was so close to her, so close that his breath completely pounced on her, as if he was protecting her, "What's so scary?" Ye Jing'an said with a smile, "We are all children of the sky, it loves us and cares for us, how can it harm us?" ”

"Look below, isn't it beautiful?" Ye Jing'an's voice was very soft, as if he was afraid of disturbing something, "In the eyes of the sky, we are all the same, we are all the people it needs to take care of, Yu Shu ......"

That sentence Yu Shu seemed to give her endless strength, Du Yushu subconsciously looked down, and then a large number of memory pictures suddenly appeared in his mind, Ye Jing'an's voice seemed to be very ethereal, and it seemed to be close to her ears, and in an instant, Du Yushu suddenly had the desire to talk. Hope.

For so many years she never poured. has never been weak/weak, but it doesn't mean that she doesn't want someone to be by her side to comfort her pain.

At this time, Ye Jing'an overlapped with the eighteen-year-old white-clothed boy holding an umbrella in a trance.

In the raindrops and bleakness of the sky, the young man who gave her warmth coincided with the now gentle Ye Jing'an;

It's as if he's never left her.

“…… I was five or six years old at the time, I can't remember exactly," Du Yushu's voice was a little hoarse, Ye Jing'an smiled and listened from the side, careful not to arouse Du Yushu's alertness and stroked her back, tentatively letting her stabilize her feelings, "It's been too long, I can't remember." ”

"It's okay, if you forget about this kind of thing, you will forget about it......" Ye Jingan said softly.

"I was very happy that day, I prepared a lot of things, with my brother, Uncle Wang, and Xiaohua, we prepared a lot of things......" Du Yushu's narration was a little confused, but Ye Jing'an understood it strangely, he carefully appeased Du Yushu's feelings, and listened carefully to her telling herself about this painful past.

"I was really very happy that day, pulling my brother to change his clothes for a long time, Uncle Wang told me and my brother, my parents will come back today, our family hasn't been together for a long time, I miss them very much, so I'm very happy," Du Yushu has been unconsciously emphasizing the four words 'very happy', Ye Jingan couldn't help but feel a little distressed, he said in a low voice, "Yes, you are very happy, very happy." ”

"My brother and I have been waiting, oh yes, and Xiaohua, waiting for Mom and Dad to come back before we can eat, I'm hungry, but I still have to wait for them, so I picked up Xiaohua, Xiaohua has a lot of hair on her body, it's very soft, I like it very much, and then we wait, wait, Mom and Dad haven't come back, I'm hungry......"

Ye Jing'an can almost imagine that kind of scene, the young girl, waiting for her parents from early in the morning, and then until noon, she was elated, changed into many sets of clothes, and then sat at the dinner table and waited, until she was hungry, very hungry, or resisted the temptation to eat. confused, with joy and anxiety, waiting for their parents;

Ye Jing'an's heart was a little sour, he looked at Du Yushu softly, his eyes seemed to be soft, looking at Du Yushu.

"They'll be back, right away."

Ye Jingan subconsciously comforted Du Yushu, he hated himself a little why he wasn't by Du Yushu's side at that time, and he could comfort the little girl softly.

"They came back, oh no, it was my mother who came back first, I was very hungry at that time, my mother saw us at the dinner table, she seemed very unhappy, she asked me to throw away the little flower, she said a lot of words, I can't remember, but I was scared, she was so loud, and then Dad came back, Dad saw Mom like that, and seemed to be very angry, and then the two of them started to argue, very loud, and the sound of smashing plates, and finally Mom was so angry that she wanted to go upstairs, I remember that Mom didn't eat, so I went to stop her......"

"Then my mother pushed me down, and my father quarreled with my mother again, and I wanted to persuade her, but Xiaohua seemed to be frightened and screamed, and then my mother snatched Xiaohua over, and threw it out hard, and smashed it on those broken dishes......"

Du Yushu's hands began to tremble, and his voice became cramped, "Blood...... A lot of blood...... I'm so scared...... Little Flower lies in blood...... There was no sound at all, I wanted to see, I wanted to see my little flower, but my mother wouldn't let me, she took my hand and wanted to take me away. ”

"I don't want to go, why should I go, that's my home, my brother came to chase me, and then he tripped over the broken dishes, he fell next to Xiaohua, with blood, so red, I'm so scared, I'm really scared, I started crying......"

"But my mother took me away anyway."

Du Yushu's eyes closed quietly, and his mind seemed to return to that winter, the broken dishes, the husband and wife who lost their temper, the mother who pulled her to stride the meteor, Xiaohua who smashed on the ground silently, and the brother who fell to Xiaohua's hand full of blood,

He struggled to get up, and then chased after himself, as if because of a knee injury, and he fell again, and when he got up, blood smeared his face, red and blinding, red and painful;

She cried, made trouble, struggled, and couldn't resist the absolute force that the woman exerted on her, and she was taken away from the paradise that should have belonged to her in this way;

She hated her father so much, hated her mother, hated herself.

Then she was taken on the plane, so high, so dazzling, so high that she wanted to jump from it.

It was the nightmare of her life.

Ye Jing'an hugged Du Yushu painfully, Du Yushu's eyes were not focused, looking at a certain point in confusion, Ye Jing'an called her name softly, like calling a weak and helpless child, lest he hurt her if he was not careful.

Du Yushu laughed a little weakly, "Ye Jing'an, why are you looking at me with such eyes." ”

"Put away your mercy, I don't need it." Du Yushu broke free from Ye Jing'an's arms with an indifferent expression, she sat in the Ferris wheel, looking at the small qiē below, her heart was as cold as a thorn, as if she could no longer feel the pain and despair she once had.

Du Yushu was expressionless, with a faint expression, with a bit of indifference and carelessness, as if there was a layer of separation between her and the whole world.

"I didn't have pity on you......" Ye Jing'an said in a low voice.

"No?" Du Yushu sneered, the end of the note was raised, there was an indescribable sense of ridicule and oppression, her eyes looked straight at him, her eyes were sharp, as if she could see his heart directly from his eyes, like a queen looking down on the world from above, humming softly, with an indescribable charm between her every move. force, "I tried my best to inquire about my past, and my eyes showed such disgusting feelings, not pity, heh......"

Du Yushu approached Ye Jing'an suddenly, his cold eyes went straight to Ye Jing'an's eyes before he had time to clean up his feelings, and his voice was like a stone smashed into a marble wall, sharp and tough, and said word by word: "Is that because you like me?" ”

"So you went to great lengths to dig up this past, because you found out something was wrong on the plane, didn't you? I can fool Wang Jie with my acting skills, but I can't fool you, so you dug this qiē out because you like me, feel sorry for me, and want to help me? ”

Du Yushu curled the corners of his lips mockingly, there was no expression on his bright facial features, and he chuckled coldly: "-This is the best and funniest joke I have ever heard, ha!" ”

Du Yushu had mixed feelings in her heart, and her feelings were like surging magma, burning directly from her internal organs to her limbs, and waves of heat poured out from her brain, burning so much that she just wanted to roar and roar out of her anger;

――How can Ye Jing'an, how can he, how can he be so to himself?

He used his trust in him, his special feelings for him, and his tone of helping him to dig into her secret past little by little;

It was her nightmare, a nightmare she didn't want to tell anyone, her ugly wounds of rotting knots, dug out to the fullest;

Even the belt flesh, 'hissing' and bleeding, was mercilessly dug out neatly;

And a qiē, just because she mistrusted someone?

Ha!

Ye Jing'an subconsciously took a step back in Du Yushu's sharp eyes, he wanted to refute, he wanted to arrogantly despise her, he wanted to mock her lightly, he wanted to criticize her mercilessly to cover his heart;

But the moment he opened his mouth, he couldn't control his feelings at all, and his voice trembled inexplicably, and in a trance he heard himself say, "- What if I said yes?" ”

"W-What?!" Du Yushu said stunned.

Ye Jing'an heard his calm and rational voice sound, but his brain was muddy, he didn't know how those words were said, maybe it was because he wanted to say those words for a long time, but he had been holding them in his heart.

"I said, Du Yushu, I like you."

"I like you, I feel sorry for you, I want to help you, I want you to be happy, I want to bury your past scars."

The leaves rustled, the summer breeze caressed, Du Yushu and Ye Jing'an looked at each other face to face, and the Ferris wheel was silent.