36. Chapter 36
There was a deathly silence in the air.
Wang Jie and Wei Meng looked at each other awkwardly, then retreated from the base of the wall and guarded from the outside, leaving the space completely for these two people.
"Why?"
Ye Jing'an asked, he looked straight at her, wanting to get an answer.
"Why don't you want to make it public?"
Ye Jing'an asked again, staring straight at Du Yushu with an inexplicable paranoia.
"I didn't ask anything," Du Yushu was silent for a moment, avoiding Ye Jing'an's eyes, and said lightly, "I just don't want to make it public." β
Why? How do you want her to express her trepidation? How do you voice your doubts? How do you voice your concerns?
The last thing she wanted to show was in front of him.
"Why don't you want to make it public?"
Ye Jing'an took a deep breath and repeated again.
"You look me in the eye and sue me, do you really not want to make it public?"
Ye Jingan looked at Du Yushu, he didn't understand why she didn't want to make it public, shouldn't she be together and then open to love? Doesn't she want to accept the blessings of the people? Isn't it true that they will get married and have children in the future, and Du Yushu will not announce it?
"Why?"
Ye Jing'an looked at her, his voice was cold, and he insisted on wanting an answer.
Why is it reluctant to make it public? Do you regret it? Don't you want to be with yourself?
Is it because you don't want to be with yourself?
Or why? Why is it reluctant to make it public?
When two people are together, isn't the next thing to consider public?
Like the two of them, their status in the circle has been decided, no one can shake it, and there will be nothing to lose by making their relationship public, on the contrary, some celebrities who want to post scandals on the top have to weigh it, and be careful to bear the infamy of a junior if they are not careful; Coupled with the PR in place, there is hardly anything to lose;
Why not?
Du Yushu didn't reply for a long time, his eyes were silent, Ye Jing'an was angry in his heart, mixed with some kind of sadness and pain that swept through his heart, as if he was pressed by a big hand, the pain and panic made him a little sluggish, he stepped forward, pressed Du Yushu's shoulder, and asked word by word: "Sue me, why?" β
"Look me in the eye and sue me, you don't want to make it public."
Silent;
Deathly silence;
Du Yushu didn't speak, didn't answer, just was silent;
Ye Jing'an's hand on Du Yushu's shoulder hung down weakly, and he was silent;
After a long time, Ye Jing'an turned around with a flat expression and said lightly: "I understand." β
Ye Jing'an said softly, he looked at Du Yushu's eyes were so tender and affectionate, he had a crush on this girl for more than ten years, and when he saw her for the first time in the entertainment industry, the joy in his heart could not be explained in ordinary words;
But he used it the wrong way, and the girl he liked didn't like him;
"I won't bother you, goodbye."
Ye Jing'an walked slowly to the door, pressed his fingers on the handle, spoke lowly, and asked, "Don't you keep me?" β
There was still a dead silence.
"Okay, I see."
All hope was shattered like a bubble, and Ye Jing'an's expression gradually became indifferent.
He's gone.
got this information in his brain, Du Yushu sat on the chair a little confused,
He's gone.
Du Yushu smiled bitterly.
Wang Jie and Wei Meng outside the door watched Ye Jing'an walk out angrily, the two figures were stunned, Ye Jing'an just glanced at them casually, his eyes were cold and emotionless, the two figures were startled, and Wei Meng hurriedly chased after them.
Wang Jie hurriedly opened the door of the lounge, saw Du Yushu sitting on the chair alone in despair, felt distressed, locked the door, carefully took Du Yushu in her arms, and asked, "Why don't you want to make it public?" β
Du Yushu looked at her with a wry smile, with a hint of sparkle in his eyes;
Wang Jie's distress can't be expressed in words!
"Wang Jie, I ...... with him" There was an inexplicable trilling in Du Yushu's voice, "Me and him, it's not appropriate ......"
"Not suitable?!" Wang Jie raised her voice, "Not suitable for a ghost?!" What nonsense are you talking about! I sue you Du Yushu, if you like it, chase it, you are all chasing people together, what is inappropriate to tell me?! β
"You have what it takes to say it to yourself!" Wang Jie pointed at her heart and said angrily, "Say it to you here!" β
"Wang Jie......" Du Yushu's voice was a little choked, she shook her head in confusion, and said in a low voice, "We ......"
"Don't treat me as a fool, Du Yushu," Wang Jie said coldly, "I've seen a lot of things like this, I'm ten years older than you, Du Yushu!" β
"How well did you hide it then? It's just that I didn't think about it that way! To be precise, I can't bear to think about it that way! Wang Jie took a deep breath and said, "I don't know why the two of you started to have a bad relationship, but I can be sure that when I was in the crew of "The Virtuous King", do you know what a secret crush is, Shu Shu?" β
"A crush is when you don't know it, and you're keeping an eye on him."
"When "Xianwang" was promoted, it was the most publicity meeting you attended, and later when you were together, I watched the video at that time again, Shu Shu, you deceived everyone, but you couldn't fool yourself."
"You ignore the people you don't like, you don't even want to say a word of ridicule, you are cold by nature, in the year I just took you, you can count the words you said to me every day on both hands, you don't like to talk."
Wang Jie looked at her steadily, "But you have been arguing with Ye Jing'an for eight years, and you have said so many things, you can't count them." β
"You like him, don't you?"
"You've liked him for eight years, why give it up, Shushu?"
Wang Jie squatted down and straightened her head, her eyes were as soft as water, mixed with a hint of distress, "You have liked him for eight years, and you are finally with him, so you have to push him away so hard, are you willing to do it?" β
"Shu Shu, are you willing?"
"But so what!" Du Yushu suddenly roared, her chest rising and falling violently, "He doesn't like me again!" β
"What if I like him?! Millions of people in the world love him! Will everyone get a response?! No! β
"Do you know what he says about me?! He said I was a fool who got on top of it by connections! β
"He doesn't like me at all!"
"He likes me? What does he like about me?! Because there are so many endless people in this world who like him, so he likes the woman who has always rebelled against him and hates him? This is not a bloody romance drama! β
"This is reality! It's reality! Sue me sΓΉ what he likes about me?! β
"Does he like the Du Yushu who has been against him for eight years? But that Du Yushu was played by me! I lied to him! I don't hate him at all! I just want to be able to communicate with him more, I just want him to remember me! β
"So who the hell does he like?! Is it really me who he likes?! β
"Nope! Does he really like that? Is it a liking or an interest? Or the desire that arises because you can't get it. Hope? Or is it the interest that arises from being rejected for the first time?! β
"Is that a puppy's preference or a kitten's preference? Is that a love of rag dolls or a love of toys? β
"That's not love!"
After Du Yushu finished roaring loudly, he sat on the chair in despair, covering his face with his hands, tears flowing down between his fingers, "Wang Jie,"
Her voice was weak and radiated a deep sadness, "He likes me? Like me for a few days? Like me for a few months? Will you like me after you know who I really are? Public, what should I do if I divide it later? β
"If you don't get it, you don't have desire. Thinking, I won't be jealous and struggling, we are just together, I can't help it; β
"What if it's made public? What about breaking up after going public? Du Yushu smiled lightly, "At that time, I must have been a hundred times uglier than the ugliest abandoned woman in the world." β
"Shu Shu......" Wang Jie was silent for a long time before she said, "Why can't you trust your relationship?" Why can't you trust Ye Jing'an? β
"Then you sue me," Du Yushu showed a miserable smile, "You sue me, how can I trust him." β
"If you sue me, what should I believe him?"
Wang Jie was speechless, quietly looking at Du Yushu's miserable smile.
Silence spreads.
A few minutes later,
Du Yushu seemed to be calm, picked up a few pieces of paper and wiped his eyes, looked at Wang Jie, then shook his head slightly, took a breath and said, "It's nothing, Wang Jie." β
"If you don't get it, you won't be afraid of losing it, and that's good."
Which is more painful, never getting it or losing it after getting it?
Du Yushu didn't know;
But she would rather never get it than lose it after she got it, and if she had lived in hell and never seen the beauty of heaven, then she would have nothing to expect; If she falls from heaven to hell, then she must be a grudge struggling and roaring;
Du Yushu smiled, the curvature of the corners of his mouth did not change, but his eyes were so sad.
"Jing'an ......" The aura on Ye Jing'an's body that came out of Du Yushu's lounge was so terrifying, Wei Meng said cautiously, "Don't be too sad." β
"I'm not sad," Ye Jing'an pulled his lips slightly, and dialed a number expressionlessly, "Brother, check where Xia Ninghua is, she must still be in this city." β
"Don't ask why, I'm going to verify one thing."
"She messed with me."
Ye Jing'an said coldly, that voice was still cold even in the hot summer of August, which made people feel cold.
'Sky Bar', 23 Sycamore Street.
Ye Jing'an broke in coldly with someone, Xia Ninghua looked at him in surprise, and subconsciously wanted to run, but was surrounded by a group of people, Ye Jing'an calmly and elegantly picked up the mobile phone she threw on the bed, and in an instant, her eyes were stained with blood. Fishy rage.
"What did you say to Du Yushu?"
When he said this, Ye Jing'an's voice was very calm, but his eyes showed a kind of cruelty like a man-eating ghost.