80. Lack of affection
Wanwan felt regretful, the person she treated so sincerely, whether it was a good time or a Lan Zhou, in the end, no one missed her love, and she still didn't give in to the world. So what is she to them? When she was in the position of the eldest princess, they had to deal with her because of her status. Once she falls from the clouds into the mire, she'll probably have nothing left.
Afterwards, she also thought about it quietly, she came to Nanyuan, and it was indeed a complete mistake. How much she failed, she treated everyone leniently and never won their hearts. For a family that plans to rebel, what kind of favor can be worth the glory of sitting on the world?
She remembered that Xiao Duo and Yinlou had reminded her that she was smart at that time and didn't really take it to heart, and now when she looks back and reminisces, it's too late to regret it. She turned her head to see that he was beside her, if she reached the end of the road, could she kill him and end this catastrophe?
When I think about it, my heart trembles, she loved him so much. Even if he is slightly weaker than Jiangshan, he has already occupied eight/nine tenths of her feelings, but unfortunately she can't keep him, maybe they are the same kind of people, I love you, but I love Jiangshan more. The presence of two people who do not know how to compromise is simply a lengthy tragedy.
His arms rested on the quilt, and even when he was asleep, his hands were clenched into fists, ready to fight. She was full of sorrow, looked at him for a long time, and then tugged at the quilt for him. He asked her in a hazy way, "Why don't you sleep yet?" Then, naturally, he reached over and took her in his arms.
Wanwan's nose couldn't help but sour, and she had to hold back her tears from flowing out. In fact, she still covets his warmth, one last time, and one last time.
She kissed him on the chin, "When it's good, how lucky am I to be able to marry you......" The second half of the sentence couldn't be spoken, so she could only swallow it back.
He didn't know that the giant wheel in her heart had already sunk, he was busy outside, as long as she was safe at home, he would have no worries, and he didn't need to worry too much.
He was still instinctive, and in his sleep he lowered his head to find her lips, and said in an urn voice: "I should have said this...... How can I marry you? โ
A tight hug, this hug seems to be old until the end of the world. But Wanwan knew that her battle had begun. Everyone has to pay for their choices, and since he decided to rebel, he can't blame her for not thinking about the relationship between husband and wife.
The last time that tiger talisman appeared, she should have pursued it to the end, but she was shocked by his preemptive strike. It seems that this inexplicable power has not come the right way, and she must find it and cannot let the situation worsen any longer.
She went to his study, rummaged through the cabinets and didn't find it, and went to the vassal king's mansion instead.
Stepping into the palace, the atmosphere was as usual, the concubine was intimate and affectionate with her, talking about Lanting's marriage.
Where does she have the leisure to care about that now, and said perfunctorily: "Take the idea, I haven't dealt with people, I'm afraid that people won't be allowed to see them." Or, like the last Lanzhou, he had a roster and let him choose it himself. โ
The concubine held up her glasses and muttered: "The marriage of children and grandchildren is really nerve-wracking...... Oh sounded, raised her face and said, "I see you will stay in the future, and let Liangshi come back when you go back." I sent someone to tell the cook to cook a few good dishes, and the family was so lively together. The situation is chaotic outside, you are alone in the eldest princess's mansion, I don't worry. โ
Normally, she would be grateful for the concubine's thoughtfulness, but now it is different, and it is difficult to guarantee that she does this, not to be able to control her firmly.
She still maintained a decent smile on her face, and refused politely: "I'm not alone in the mansion over there, there are a lot of people with the guards, I'm here, leave them, I won't bear it." No matter how chaotic it is, if we can't come to Nanyuan, we can rest assured! Brother Ting's marriage, Zhou is also there, ask her what she means, maybe she has a suitable candidate in her heart. โ
The concubine was spared, and began to worry about the happy book again. Wanwan took the opportunity to escape, passed the Hanging Flower Gate, and went all the way to the direction of Longen Tower.
Halfway through the road, she met the Tara clan, she stepped forward and squatted down, "The slave maid just got the news, and I didn't have time to go out to meet you." This time when my childhood was good and sometimes bad, I was always unhappy, and I didn't go over to greet you. I still want to see the little brother, I haven't seen it for a few days, and it's a lot bigger. Last time, I said that a red man had to twist his tongue, and I have always remembered that it has been a long time, and I am afraid that its tongue will be stiff, and it will be difficult to regulate. โ
Wanwan was upset when she mentioned the birds, and she didn't want her to go to the house anymore, so she said: "Those birds are squeaking, making the prince feel bad, and there is no way to raise them in the house, so they are all sent outside to disperse." You don't have to worry about it, just keep it if you don't have a good body. I don't come here often, and the concubine comes to me and asks you to do your filial piety on my behalf, which is better than coming to serve me. With a smile, he staggered across the courtyard.
She walked very calmly, with a calm bearing. Tara looked at her back and gritted his teeth secretly.
The birds are all given away, such a coincidence! The girl next to her lowered her voice and asked, "You said, did she hear that?" โ
Tara narrowed his eyes slightly, and the sunshine of March shone brightly in front of people's eyes. Who knows! It took her days to work on the parrot, and it would be a shame if it didn't work.
During that time in the Eldest Princess's Mansion, it was not in vain. figured out the faces of every person on duty, including the parrot outside the prince's study.
People don't look the same, and although the feathers of birds and birds have different colors, it's not difficult to find one that is roughly the same. As for the parrot, kept outside, it was not possible to hear the conversation in the study. But what does it matter, as long as the source is right, who can tell the reason!
It's a little difficult for people to think that Li Dai Tao is stiff, and it's simple to rest on the bird. The little eunuch who was waiting for the parrot in the study suddenly found that the bird was dead one day, and the sky fell in a panic. "Coincidentally" was met by her, and he was kind enough to ask him not to panic: "Isn't it just a bird, what a big deal!" โ
The little eunuch cried, "The life of the slave and maid is not as precious as the bird, now that it is over, what can I do......
She said, "Well, quietly change one, and you can bring it in." Remember, no one can say anything about this, otherwise the master will make you pay for your life, and I won't be able to save you. โ
She became a kind-hearted grandmother who rescued the suffering, and the little eunuch was of course tight-lipped in order to save her life. So her parrot stopped on the gold wire shelf outside the study, and quickly moved to the eldest princess. The bird's beak is much more reliable than the human beak, so that they can not only turn their eyes against each other, but also stay out of the matter, which is really a good strategy to kill two birds with one stone.
But now that she said that she was giving it away, she thought about it and thought, she couldn't!
She breathed a sigh of relief, "That little thing talks the most, it's been two or three days, where can I hold it." Wait, unless I'm wrong about her. If she really suppresses this matter and still acts as her peace master, then this person is nothing to worry about...... Why don't we do it, thing! โ
The master and servant looked at each other, turned around, and hurried back to their courtyard.
Because the more you lose, the more you hate. For the Zhou and Chen families, a son is not a weapon, and he only knows how to eat and sleep; One didn't even open a bud, and this time it was still a girl's body. Their gains and losses are not worth mentioning compared to her. What about her? Because he raised a good son, the son was robbed by someone. raised a grandson, and the grandson was robbed again. Now they are back in the palace, but in the past three years, they have been assigned to the Zhuangzi of Songjiang Mansion, is life good? She doesn't hate the prince, the grandfather, she has a young and beautiful wife, and she is afraid of melting, and she is whatever she says. All the resentment was rightly directed at her, and someone had to bear the anger. I don't have to worry, she has Lan Zhou, no matter what, the blood relatives are constantly cut, even if he loves this highness very much, in the end he can't compare with his biological mother. The eldest princess doesn't even have a queen, what's the use of men liking, when the country changes hands, she is nothing. Tell her early to know, it's for her sake, it's best for her to toss herself to death in one go, and everyone will be detached.
Women hate women, they really grit their molars and never die.
It doesn't matter if you parrot your tongue, and it doesn't matter where you learn it. The important thing is that everything is true, then all the energy of the person is transferred to the big things, and no one cares about the details.
Wanwan entered Liangshi's study and rummaged through the drawer where she had found the tiger talisman before, but found nothing. The search expanded to the entire study, but still found nothing, and she began to worry, could the tiger talisman have come in handy to transfer the army in the southeast?
She looked at the brass ring sadly, "What do you think I should do?" I have always been โกโก and relaxed, and I don't know how to think about danger, which caused today's predicament. I knew this was the case, how good it would have been if I hadn't returned to Nanyuan in the first place, I would rather die in the capital than survive here. โ
Tonghuan was very frightened, and couldn't help but comfort her: "Don't think so, things are not so bad, at least the letter is sent." The emperor knew about the situation at this end, and immediately mobilized the forbidden troops around Gyeonggi, which could intercept the way of Andongwei's army, and the capital was still safe. โ
Her eyes glistened with tears, and she clutched her chest and said, "What about my good time?" He had to die, and there would be no Nanyuan after that, right? โ
The brass ring is silent, no matter which side wins, the defeated side has to pay the price with their lives, this is war. She knows this truth very well, she can't give up her brother and her husband, this kind of dilemma is a dilemma for anyone.
The copper ring means that as long as you keep yourself, "you have done your best, what will happen in the future, don't ask again." โ
She smiled sadly: "Win or lose, you are not me, you don't understand my situation." โ
If the tiger talisman is not found, the Nanyuan Mansion will not be able to stay for a long time. She returned to Dashahat Alley, and the nurse was already standing on the steps waiting.
"With such a strong wind, why did you bring my brother out?" She frowned, "In case you get cold, is it fun?" โ
The nurse looked helpless, "Your Highness forgives me, isn't this the little master making a lot of trouble, no matter how you coax him, it's useless." It's really strange that such a child can recognize people like this. As he spoke, he handed it forward, "Take a look, my wife is back, now I feel at ease?" โ
Higashi really smiled, revealing his slippery gums, and drooling while laughing.
Wanwan looked at the touching little face, rolled up the handkerchief and tucked the corners of his mouth. I wanted to hug him, but when I thought of all kinds of grievances, I was no longer interested. He whispered, "Take him in, it's getting dark, don't walk outside." โ
The nurse went in with the baby in her arms, and she even heard Higashi crying unyieldingly...... She could no longer stretch out her hands to the people of the Yuwen family. She used to love Lan Zhou so much, what happened in the end, wasn't it for the sake of the world, fighting each other. It's all fake, other people's flesh can't be attached to herself, she should have understood this truth a long time ago.
She came out of the sedan hall, raised her eyes and saw that Jin Shi was not far away, and looked at her worriedly. She was also glad that when she was slowly losing the same, at least they were still by her side.
She stopped and smiled, not knowing what to say. He approached, hesitated, and said, "Your Highness, take care, no matter what, there are ministers and other ministers to take care of you." โ
Her lips trembled, she couldn't speak, and she choked up for a long time before she said, "Qianhu, you look at me now, isn't it sad and ridiculous?" โ
She was talking about the years when the eldest princess of the capital was in the palace, he watched her maintain Nanyuan, and watched her break her liver and intestines for separation from her husband. Who knew that there was such a rich relationship, and in the last game, she felt that she had lost face, her face couldn't hang up, her eyes were dodging, and she was embarrassed to look at him.
In fact, so what, she just overloaded. Jin Shi said; "What the minister saw was His Royal Highness's pure heart, and he didn't think His Highness was sad and ridiculous, but felt that His Highness was singable and respectable. It's just that the minister has a word, and he wants to face His Highness. His Royal Highness is in an unsafe situation now, in case King Nanyuan kills him, how will His Highness deal with himself? The minister means that the minister will protect His Highness and leave. This is a den of thieves, His Royal Highness stays here, I am afraid that it will be more than lucky. โ
yes, there is a fear for life. When she loses her usefulness, who knows what will happen next.
But she can't go, the whereabouts of the tiger talisman are unknown, and she has to find a way to find it. There is still a good time...... She escaped from Jinling, and she couldn't escape his shadow.
She shook her head, "Wait a little longer." She longed in her heart that there was no confrontation at the moment, and there was still room for turnaround. If he can rein in the precipice, change his plan to pacify the slaves and engage in the war, and hide it from the court, she can not blame the past.
Jin Shi knew that she couldn't persuade her, she was not completely dead, and she would never leave. He bowed his hand to her, "The ministers listen to His Highness's dispatch, as long as His Highness speaks, the ministers will be crushed to pieces, and His Highness will retreat." โ
She smiled and nodded, "I want to thank my brother for at least placing you by my side." You never left me in my most difficult times, it was my creation. โ
She went into the backyard with tears in her eyes, afraid that if she stayed any longer, she would be back in good time. But he didn't return for several nights in a row, and Wanwan gradually became uneasy, and she had a premonition that when he reappeared, it would probably be an uproar.
It turned out that five days later he stepped into her bedroom, and without making a big noise, he sat in the circle chair and looked at her with obscure eyes. After a while, he said: "Wanwan, you know everything?" โ
Wanwan's heart jumped violently, and she stood straight, preferring to bend rather than bend.
"I don't understand what you're saying, what do you know?"
He fell silent, like a rising tide, and gradually smiled, "I didn't expect that the fork was out of you." You sent someone to Beijing to report that I had a bad heart and wanted to plot against the world. The smile slowly faded again, his face turned iron, and he nodded nervously, "That's fine...... That's fine...... Sooner or later, you will know that the lie has been exposed, and each other no longer has to disguise. โ
Wanwan also has a feeling of relief, love is gone, and all that is left is โกโก/naked hate.
She said: "King Nanyuan, you are really ambitious, and the first emperor did not misunderstand you. You have repeatedly promised me that you will be loyal to the court to the death, but when the national crisis is at hand, you turned against me and called King Qin, but in fact you rebelled. You've let me down. โ
She no longer called him by his name, but instead used an official name, and he was vaguely afraid. But he still had this confidence, her anger was only temporary, and as long as she accepted it, she would still return to him.
The emperor was on guard, quickly mobilized the defenders, and built a high wall on the front line of Shijiazhuang. It's nothing, it's just a matter of taking some time, it's already so close to the capital, and the struggle of the imperial court is in vain. Of course, if there was no whistleblowing from her, things would be much simpler, but he didn't blame her, he couldn't complain, because he had failed her first, let her be angry, and do her last bit for Daye Jiangshan, and she would not have regrets in the future.
He stretched out his hand to her, "Wanwan, no matter who the flowers fall in this world, my feelings for you will never change." Look at this broken society, the people are displaced, there is no food, you are such a kind person, why don't you think about the common people in the world? โ
She laughed, and he still expected her to join him in the same stream and seek the world of her mother's family. This man is not only hateful, but even more killable!