28. Ambiguous
Gu Nanfeng didn't ask Zhixia why she didn't come to such a question, what she smelled on the tip of her nose was not the unspeakable breath in the detention center, but the faint smell of perfume on her body, her arms were very warm, and the temperature seemed to be ironed to the bottom of her heart, soothing all the worries and fears she had been afraid of these days.
All the grievances and uneasiness also poured out at this moment, Gu Nanfeng buried his head in her arms and cried silently, "I didn't kill anyone...... No...... I really didn't have ......."
"I know, I know, I know, don't say it, let's go home, no one will force you to say it again"
In the cold wind in the north, she was only wearing a thin prison clothes, shivering in her arms, Xiao Xubai took off the scarf from her neck and put it on for her, took off her windbreaker and draped it on her, and pulled her to cross the road slowly.
In the past, Gu Nanfeng's silence was because she didn't know how to get along with herself, but now her silence is more like an instinct to protect herself, there used to be a sea of stars in those eyes, but now there is only a dead silence.
Now that I think about it, maybe the seeds of her depression were planted from that time.
――The dividing line of memory―
Because of the drug, she slept very deeply, and those past were firmly entangled with her like a nightmare, and when she finally pulled out of the broken dream, it was already bright outside the window.
The whole person was a little groggy, she slowly got up from the bed and glanced at the alarm clock, and hurriedly ran to the bathroom to wash.
After going downstairs, she couldn't help but secretly congratulate herself that Lin Xuan didn't come to harass her this morning, otherwise she would have to be late.
She rode an electric car out of the community, went straight to the school, and picked up the cake for Qiqi on the way.
In the midst of the traffic, what she didn't know was that today was a surprise for Lin Xuan, and a fright for her.
For Xiao Xubai, it is the beginning of a better life.
Today's school gate is particularly lively, bustling with a large group of people, usually at this time the parents who send their children to school have long since dispersed, Gu Nanfeng had to park the car outside the school gate, and pushed aside the crowd and walked inside.
When everyone saw her coming, their eyes rose with disdain or envy or excitement, and they all gave way to her.
Gu Nanfeng raised his eyes and saw the banner hanging at the school gate, "Gu Nanfeng, I love you, marry me!" ”
The white characters on the red background were very eye-catching, Gu Nanfeng's face was difficult to look at little by little, and Lin Xuan saw her coming, and he also came out of the car on the side, holding flowers and roses in his hand, a suit and leather shoes, packed up his tie, and slowly walked towards her.
Girls don't all like romance, although he has also proposed marriage but has never shown love in such a public occasion, there is also a trace of excitement, the corners of his lips show an inevitable smile, this time Nanfeng should not refuse him again.
"Nanfeng, we've been together for more than a year, marry me, I promise to make you happy"
The promise sounded so good that he pulled out a red flannel box from his pocket and opened it to reveal a sparkling diamond ring.
Flower rings and kneeling on one knee, how can anyone refuse, and the people around have begun to coax.
Gu Nanfeng took a step back slightly, her face was pale, she didn't like the feeling of being exposed to the crowd.
The security guard in the school ran out, his face was a little unkind, "Teacher Gu, do you see if you solved this matter privately, it's almost time for class, and it's at the school gate, people come and go, how bad the impact is"
Gu Nanfeng saw that the principal's car had already been parked in the school's parking space, and at this moment, he might be drinking tea in the upstairs office and silently observing this farce.
"I'm sorry, I'm going to class" Gu Nanfeng rejected him coldly, and was about to avoid him when he walked inside.
"Nanfeng, so many people are watching!"
Lin Xuan stepped forward and grabbed her sleeve, and said in a low voice, "Just give me face."
Face? A sneer overflowed at the corner of Gu Nanfeng's lips, I am afraid that I am threatening her with this, if I agree now, this marriage will have to be married.
Originally, I just wanted to give my mother an explanation, but I didn't expect it to be so difficult.
"Lin Xuan, go back, it's impossible for me to marry you"
"And who do you want to marry?!" Because of his excitement, he suddenly raised his voice, and the crowd was in an uproar, watching the eyes of the two gradually become weird.
Since her illness, her patience has not been very good, and she has been stabbed in the back because of the gaze of the crowd around her, and she shook off his hand.
"Lin Xuan, don't be unreasonable! As for the security guard, don't blast him out yet! ”
The security guard also had a hard time pulling and pulling these two people, "Teacher Gu, this ......"
As an unmarried, beautiful and tall female teacher in the school, Gu Nanfeng has many admirers, and she has more or less thoughts of watching the excitement at this moment.
"The money I go to your house every year to give your parents, as well as the things I bought, my parents have seen them, what else are you pretending?!"
She is not good at words, especially arguing with others, Gu Nanfeng took a step back, wanting to avoid his sharp words and the gloating gazes of the people around her, but found that even if she came to work every day, the unit could not shelter her.
There are teachers who have not been in class and come out to point fingers, and she can guess those words without thinking about them.
Why is she such a person, she still doesn't marry someone else after taking other people's money......
It's all at the school gate, and I don't know how to give him face, this man is really pitiful......
Listening to the man's tone, it seems that she has a heart, since it is good to refuse directly, why do you have to keep dragging others, eating from the bowl and looking at the ......
Those words were like magic sounds, as if she had returned to the winter of 2005 in an instant, and she was also exposed to gossip, allowing people to spray her body completely, but she had no power to fight back.
――The dividing line of memory―
Gu Nanfeng stayed in Xiao's house for seven days before returning to school, her state was very bad, she had insomnia and dreams all night long, except for showing a little smile when playing with Qi Qi, even facing Xiao Xubai was as silent as ashes.
During this period, Song Zhixia didn't make a single phone call, from the beginning of the full expectation to the final insensitivity, the heart in his chest seemed to stop beating.
Xiao Xubai had clearly said that he would hire a psychiatrist for her to take a look, but it took a long time for Gu Nanfeng to come back to his senses, and the whole person was shrouded in the bright sunlight sprinkled by the floor-to-ceiling windows, looking pale and transparent.
"You forget, I'm a counselor myself."
Her voice was soft and her tone was soft, Xiao Xubai felt a pain in her heart, and walked over and sat down opposite her.
"Nanfeng, I know you are very strong, studying and working alone in City B, I understand that some people look strong on the surface, but they are actually very soft inside, I am the same person as you"
Such sincerity has almost never appeared on her face, and she has seen more sneers, charming, domineering, or malicious ridicule and slander her, so it seems commendable.
Gu Nanfeng finally raised his eyes to face her, but unexpectedly fell into a pair of amber clear eyes, which were full of gentleness.
"Minghao is fine, just rest for a while, don't blame yourself, you are not a murderer, although the means are a little extreme, but in fact, you are very brave"
These days, the guilt and self-blame pressed on her chest and she couldn't breathe, and every midnight dream was almost like her own bloody hands, and no one had ever comforted herself so much, knowing all the sadness in her heart.
Gu Nanfeng's eyes quickly covered with a layer of tears, swirling in his eyes, biting his lower lip tightly, because he was very thin, adding a little bit of pitiful meaning.
Xiao Xubai's heart moved, who didn't have it when he was young and frivolous?
If it were her, I am afraid that the means would be even more awe-inspiring than her, but after polishing in the mall for a long time, those sharp spirits can only be hidden in the bottom of her heart, and the identity of the president of the Xiao family has given her supreme glory, and at the same time, the shackles have firmly tied her and she can't break free.
Gu Nanfeng is like the wind passing through the hall in summer, fresh, natural, clean and refined.
It's good for her to carry those dark sides, she just needs to live as freely, gentle and kind as before.
She got up and took the person into her arms, felt hot tears flowing back into her neck, and whispered, "Cry, just cry out"
After a long time, the man in his arms sniffled, as if he had cried enough, and raised his head, his nose was red, and there was a hint of blush on his pale face, and then he broke free from her arms.
Xiao Xubai raised his eyebrows, with a tease in his eyes, "I bought a new shirt, you just say what to do, right?" ”
A clean white shirt is crumpled and crumpled with obvious tear stains on it, and maybe your own snot?
Gu Nanfeng sniffed again, his face turned even redder, and he whispered, "I...... I'll wash it for you......"
Xiao Xubai looked at her silently, and under her slightly strong gaze, Gu Nanfeng lowered his head, "That...... Then I'll pay you."
"You can't afford even a button on your salary"
Someone turned on the poisonous tongue mode again and began to tease her.
"That'...... So what do you want......
The head was almost low to the dust, Xiao Xubai felt funny, and reached out to pick her chin, looking a little playful.
"Promise me one condition"
Her skin is smooth and delicate, like a shelled egg, Xiao Xubai can't help but rub it, her fingertips have thin calluses, Gu Nanfeng can't help but shrink back.
was strangled back again, and the force on her chin went from light to heavy, making her eyes slowly red.
Xiao Xubai's eyes sank, and the atmosphere began to become ambiguous.
If she really takes the opportunity to make unreasonable demands, such as ......
Can you refuse, there is no free lunch in this world, Gu Nanfeng has long understood this truth, but ......
She was in a state of confusion, and she didn't know how to deal with her, tears rolled in her eyes, and when she saw that it was about to fall, Xiao Xubai let go of her hand.
"This condition, let's owe it for the time being."
After she finished speaking, she sat back again, looking at her face flushed, "Strange, what are you nervous about, huh?" ”
Sure enough, those gentleness are masks!
Gu Nanfeng silently greeted her ancestor for eighteen generations in his heart, and only opened his mouth after the temperature on his face dissipated a little.
"Tomorrow I want to go back to school"