"Why is it so late today?" Seeing her come out of the school gate, Ye Qiu greeted her in three steps and two steps.

"Well, I changed my homework for a while" Gu Nanfeng had a trace of tiredness on his face, and his smile was also very light, Ye Qiu frowned slightly, since she was injured, the whole person has become a little sensitive and suspicious, Gu Nanfeng had to whisper: "Go home"

"Good"

Although she and Xiao Xubai have broken off contact, in the end, the old relationship is still there, and Xiao Xubai is a person with great powers and perseverance, which makes people have to guard against it.

After returning home, Gu Nanfeng went to cook, Ye Qiu went into the study to paint, although her right hand could not be used, but she tried her best to regain her skills with her left hand, but found that the lines were crooked and could not draw the result she wanted.

Annoyed, he dropped the drawing board directly, Gu Nanfeng was feeding the cat in the kitchen, and as soon as he put the small dish full of milk at Yuebai's feet, there was a loud noise in the study.

She was taken aback, threw down the cat food and ran to the study, pushed open the door and saw the paper scattered on the ground, and the drawing board was also thrown on the ground, Ye Qiu panted with red eyes, and saw her anger and retracted it little by little, turning into sadness.

"South Wind, I ......"

"It's okay" Gu Nanfeng walked over, picked up the scattered papers, folded them, put them on the table, and helped up the easel that fell to the ground, "It's time to eat"

She has always been so gentle and proper, and unconsciously resolved her anxiety, Ye Qiu also had a trace of guilt in her eyes, and walked out with her.

I don't know how long this kind of life will last, and I can't bear her temper that may explode at any time, although it's not against herself, but it's not uncomfortable to see in her eyes.

"Let's go to the hospital on Saturday for a follow-up check-up, let's go see a psychiatrist"

After hesitating for a moment, observing that her face was slightly pale, Gu Nanfeng still cautiously proposed this proposal at the dining table.

Ye Qiu's movements were sluggish for a moment, and his face sank a little, "Why do you want to see a psychiatrist?" ”

"I want you to be more cheerful" What a lively and enthusiastic person in the past, now he is stuck in the door of the house, just like he was injured at that time.

"I'm not going!" Ye Qiu snapped the chopsticks on the bowl, and knew that he was in a bad state now, but he was a little shy about the doctor.

"Ye Qiu......" Gu Nanfeng had a hint of pleading in his eyes, and when he saw her like this, Ye Qiu was even more angry, and he couldn't control himself at all.

"Do you think I'm insane?!"

As soon as this word came out, Gu Nanfeng froze in place, stunned and looked at her with a trace of gloom in his eyes, seeing her like this, Ye Qiu's expression softened again, but he still couldn't pull his face to apologize, pursed his lips and pushed the rice bowl back to his room.

Myself...... It's also a neurosis, how can you take care of others.

Under Gu Nanfeng's kind words, Ye Qiu finally agreed to go to Lin Zhenna to have a look after the weekend review.

The sun on the autumn afternoon was warm but not dazzling, and the two of them came out of the hospital with a hint of joy, Ye Qiuhui was good, and the doctor said that she could have a prosthetic leg next week, but the expensive cost made her brow a little worried.

Last time, I gave Gu's mother 500,000 yuan at one time, and I didn't have much left on hand, and my monthly salary was used for daily expenses, water, electricity, etc., as well as Ye Qiu's medical expenses, which had already spent a large part of it, and I couldn't save money at all.

Ye Qiu also saw that she was a little worried, and pulled her to sit down on the bench in the street park, holding the cheapest dollar mineral water in her hand, she didn't drink it in a sip, twisted the cap of the bottle and handed it to her.

"Nanfeng, get the tattoo parlor out, and take all the money for you"

Although there was a trace of amazement when she said this, it was difficult to hide the firmness in her eyes, after all, it was all her hard work, although she was reluctant, but there was no other way now.

"No, I'm ......" She wanted to say something, but she was hugged into her arms, the strength of the hug was just right, and the smoky gray sweater she was wearing was also stained with the smell of sunshine, which made Gu Nanfeng feel at ease for a moment.

"I said I would raise you before, but now it seems that I can't do it, but I can't let you work too hard, I want to share the ups and downs with you"

Gu Nanfeng closed her eyes slightly, enjoying the warmth of this moment, although the two of them stumbled together and had a small quarrel, she never doubted Ye Qiu's sincerity to her, this is also good, at least she will not give her feelings wholeheartedly as before, so that she is bruised all over her body.

She has more pity for Ye Qiu than she loves her, but there are a few people in this world who come together because of true love.

When Xiao Xubai came out of Walmart with a shopping bag, she and Ye Qiu were seen sitting side by side from a distance, the autumn sun was gently shining on her, she was wearing a thin knitted sweater, her long hair was slightly curly and scattered over her shoulders, and the wind happened to raise the hair on her sideburns, Ye Qiu gently brushed her behind her ears.

There was a kind of beauty in the silence, Xiao Xubai looked away, feeling a little bitter in her heart, and before she could react, Xiao Qi had already let go of her hand and ran over.

"Teacher Gu!"

Feeling a little out of breath because of running, his face was crimson, and Gu Nanfeng was also a little surprised, "Why are you here?" ”

When he saw Xiao Xubai walking slowly behind her, the smile on Gu Nanfeng's face faded again, and they nodded and smiled at each other.

It seemed that the clouds were light and the wind was light, Xiao Xubai's clenched fingertips were already white, Gu Nanfeng also quickly retracted his gaze, Ye Qiu frowned slightly, as if he wanted to say something and held back.

"My mother and I came out to buy something to eat, and Mr. Gu will eat together at noon."

She warmly invited her, but Xiao Xubai put her hand on her shoulder, not wanting to embarrass Gu Nanfeng.

"Let's go, let's go home"

Xiao Qi was still looking back frequently, she had already grabbed her shoulders and gradually walked away, without looking back.

Gu Nanfeng's clenched palm loosened, but he raised his head to meet her fierce gaze, "You student?" ”

"Hmm"

"Her daughter?"

Gu Nanfeng looked up blankly, not knowing what she wanted to say, so she had to nod.

Ye Qiu stood up and left without saying a word, his steps were hurried with a little anger, Gu Nanfeng didn't know so he had to raise his heels, and chased after her in three steps and two steps.

"Ye Qiu! What's wrong? ”

"Did you stay with her when you came back late those days?!"

Gu Nanfeng bit his lower lip, and a hint of flushing appeared on his face because of shame, "I didn't, why do you look at me like this?" ”

How could he agree to be with her and still be entangled with Xiao Xubai, reason does not allow it, and morality does not allow it.

"What do I think of you, what do you say I think of you?" Ye Qiu was a little angry and yelled on the road, Gu Nanfeng was afraid that she would be in danger, so he grabbed her wrist and dragged the person to the sidewalk, and his eyes slowly turned red.

"It's not what you think, since I have promised to be with you, I will no longer have anything to do with her, as for Xiao Qi was my student before, the friendship between teachers and students will not change because of her"

Although he said that, the moment their eyes met just now, as a bystander, Ye Qiu clearly felt a hidden affection, especially Xiao Xubai, that glance was even more sad, so that she couldn't ignore it, and she also hated herself for being so powerless and couldn't catch her heart.

"Nanfeng, when will you be able to look at me like you look at her?"

Gu Nanfeng was silent, not knowing how to answer her question, she thought she was hiding it well, but in fact, her eyes had already betrayed her.

Ye Qiu walked back without saying a word, it seems that there is no way to go for psychological counseling today, Gu Nanfeng called Lin Zhen to apologize while following her.

When he got home, Gu Nanfeng went to take a bath, Ye Qiu sat on the bed alone in a daze, holding a yellowed old photo in his hand, the family of four in the photo was warm and sweet, and everyone had a smile on their faces.

Just now...... She slowly closed her eyes, a tear slipped from the corner of her eye, her family was ruined, and the culprit of this qiē, she remembered what the woman had said.

"Sometimes fate is really a very magical thing, it will bring the people who love you to you, and the people you hate will also bring you to you, and how to choose is all in your thoughts"

Gu Nanfeng came out of the bathroom, she was still sitting on the bed in a daze, half of her face was hidden in the soft light, she looked a little lonely, she walked over and put the gentle milk in her hand.

"Go to bed early"

Ye Qiu nodded and drank it all, and Gu Nanfeng began to work the same every day, helping her change her clothes, kneeling on the bed, the two of them were very close to each other, and as soon as her hand was placed on her waist, she was firmly embraced, and the kiss trembled and fell to her ear.

"Ye Qiu!" Gu Nanfeng struggled for a moment, turned his head slightly to avoid her movements, and wanted to get up from her arms and be hugged with one hand.

"Nanfeng, we've been together for three months, and I've never let me touch you except holding hands and hugging you"

She has a refreshing fragrance after bathing, refreshing her spleen, and a hint of blush on her fair cheeks because of shame, which is thrilling in the misty light.

Ye Qiu was reluctant to let go, afraid that she would slip away, and wanted her to belong to her completely.

"I'm sorry, I ...... Hmm......" As soon as the words fell, she suddenly grabbed her waist, kneeling and sitting with her center of gravity unstable, and was suddenly pressed down on the bed, and before she could come back to her senses, her warm lips covered it.

Gu Nanfeng's eyes widened, and many complicated pictures flashed through his mind, there was the gentleness of that person, and there were also some unbearable pasts, the disgusting smell of those men, the rough and calloused big hands raged on his skin, and a layer of goosebumps all over his body, and even his stomach was uncontrollable.

When she was about to pry her teeth open, Gu Nanfeng clenched her jaw violently, and she didn't know where she got the strength, so she pushed her vigorously, under normal circumstances, her strength was not as great as Ye Qiu's, but Ye Qiu now only had one hand, which was much weakened in terms of both body and ability, so Gu Nanfeng could push her away.

After getting rid of the shackles, she rolled over from the bed, and ran out of the bedroom barefoot before she had time to put on her slippers, as if she was some kind of flood beast, listening to the slamming of the bedroom door, Ye Qiu slowly closed his eyes, and the hand that stretched out to block it slipped weakly from mid-air.

Gu Nanfeng doesn't know what's wrong, since the car accident, he can't have close contact with people, it's okay to hold hands and hug him...... I always think of the bad things in the past, and I feel resistant from the bottom of my heart.

She sat in the dark study, a little disillusioned by the fright she had just received, and the knock on the door sounded at this moment, and she was taken aback, and her whole body trembled uncontrollably.

"South Wind, It's Me"

Ye Qiu's tone was low and gentle, and he apologized to her through the door, "I'm sorry, I ......"

Gu Nanfeng shook his head, bent his knees and hugged himself, "No...... Nothing"

"I can wait for you"

After she said this, she fell silent, Gu Nanfeng didn't know how to answer, and when she heard a sound of rustling footsteps over there, she was probably relieved that she had already left.

She knew that this was not fair to Ye Qiu, but after all, she couldn't get over the hurdle in her heart, just like nailing a nail in a wooden board, even if the nail was pulled out, it would leave deep and shallow traces, which would be difficult to cure.

After waiting for a qiē to fall into silence, Gu Nanfeng slowly opened the door, the living room was pitch black, and the lights in the bedroom were also extinguished, she walked to the sofa in the dark and lay down in her clothes, closed her eyes slightly, but couldn't sleep.

Those past repeatedly tugged back and forth, slumping in dreams, struggling between love and hate, and gradually sinking into the deep sea.

-- The dividing line of memories --

When Gu Nanfeng woke up, the world was full of dazzling white, and in a trance, he thought that he had come to heaven, but he only moved his wrist slightly, and there was a sharp stinging pain, and his consciousness was clearer.

"South Wind" someone whispered in her ear, she worked hard for a long time to gradually see them clearly, it was Fu Lin and Song Zhixia, she wanted to speak, her throat seemed to have a handful of dust in her eyes, the dry pain was uncomfortable, and she couldn't spit out a complete sentence hoarsely.

"It's good to wake up, it's good to wake up" Song Zhixia was obviously excited, his eyes were slightly red, although Fu Lin was much more subtle, but the corners of his lips also showed a soft smile.

Gu Nanfeng struggled to hear what they were saying, but it was still chaotic, only to see their mouths open and close, unable to hear the content clearly, frowning slightly, and his eyes were empty and dazed.

Song Zhixia also felt that something was wrong, and patted Fu Lin's shoulder, "I'll call a doctor, you look at her"

Fu Lin nodded, and then she saw that Song Zhixia had brought a white doctor in not long after she went out, and she was still unable to hear what she was saying, but she was basically sure that she was not in the country, she breathed a sigh of relief, and felt a little sad.

Fu Lin's English is not very fluent, and there is no problem with basic communication, but she can't understand the advanced medical terms, and only after the doctor finished asking her in a low voice, "How is it?" ”

"It's normal to be unresponsive because of the long time in the coma, but I'm afraid it will leave a stress disorder, and I need to observe it well to develop hearing and other abilities."

Song Zhixia translated it concisely, and then went to look at Nanfeng, seeing that her eyes moved as if she wanted to say something, she leaned down to listen, and only heard a few vague words, "Child...... Kid ......"

Song Zhixia didn't answer, he clenched her hand, and there was silent pity in his eyes, "Nanfeng ......"

Gu Nanfeng had actually vaguely guessed the result, and when he saw her like this, he was even more sure, and a few unknown screams came out of his throat and eyes, and a layer of tears quickly filled his eyes, and they poured out.

The already pale to transparent skin color is even more distressing when crying, Song Zhixia wanted to wipe her tears, was avoided by her tilted head, I don't know where the strength came to pull out the infusion needle in the hand, the blood quickly returned in the hose under the stalemate, Song Zhixia was anxious and called the doctor directly in Chinese.

Several doctors and nurses held her down together, and the sedative was injected little by little from the cyan veins, and the man slowly regained his calm, his eyes began to dazed again, his pupils shrank, and finally he closed his eyes slightly and fell into a deep sleep.