83. Afraid
Xiao Xubai's hand stroking her back froze for a moment, and a trace of discomfort swelled up in her heart, and she could empathize with her sadness even more, pulled the person up from her arms, and carefully wiped her tears.
"Don't cry, it's okay, huh? Didn't you say before, if you can't conceive once, there will be a second and third time, and now it's top priority to take care of your body first."
In the face of her gentleness, Gu Nanfeng was even more overwhelmed, and the surging guilt almost engulfed her, "Yes...... It's my problem...... Sorry ......"
"It's my problem" Xiao Xubai opened his arms and hugged the person tightly into his arms, "It's me who didn't raise my wife well, let her stay happy every day, and even quarreled with her, and I didn't accompany her back, it's all my fault"
Gu Nanfeng shook his head blindly, and struggled again, as if he wanted to get out of her arms, Xiao Xubai slightly used his strength to hold the person tightly in his arms, "Don't cry, let's go home, okay?" ”
As soon as he heard that he was going home, Gu Nanfeng became even more nervous, his whole body was tense, and his face was full of panic, "No, I won't go back!" ”
"South Wind!" Xiao Xubai shook her shoulders, and her face gradually sank, "What's wrong, you sue me"
Gu Nanfeng just cried silently and bit his lip and couldn't say a word, not because he didn't want to say it, but because he didn't know how to open his mouth to question her, if it wasn't her, it would only hurt her feelings even more.
In the face of her silence, a sigh overflowed from the corner of Xiao Xubai's lips, and her movements were gentle again, and the bangs on her forehead were lifted to reveal a pair of crying red eyes, and she wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes little by little with her fingertips.
"Aren't we a couple, why don't you sue me, I'm so unworthy of your trust? Or are you unwilling to give me all your qiē?"
"Home...... There is something at home" In the face of her gentle repeated inquiries, Gu Nanfeng finally confided the truth, buried his head in her arms, and trembled all over.
Stuff? What is it? Xiao Xubai frowned slightly, still thinking about her words, the door was gently pushed open, and the nurse came in with a tray, "Sorry, I'm sorry, it's time to take medicine for the eighteen beds"
Xiao Xubai nodded, retreated from her, the person was much quieter after taking the medicine, and soon fell asleep with her arm crooked, Xiao Xubai gently put the person down, folded the quilt for her, and tiptoed out of the door.
"Doctor, how is she doing?" Xiao Xubai frowned slightly, "And that kid ......"
"The patient is too weak, anemia and signs of neurasthenia, and it may be a good thing for her not to get pregnant."
Xiao Xubai closed his eyes slightly, the loneliness on his face flashed, Fu Lin came over and patted her on the shoulder, and handed her a cigarette, "Do you need it?" ”
"Thank you" Xiao Xubai took it and walked to the smoking place to swallow the clouds, "She and I are looking forward to this child, I am twenty-seven, and I will ...... in a few years"
"You also know that her current physical and mental condition is not suitable for pregnancy" Fu Lin's frowning brows never relaxed, thinking that she wanted to have another operation, and her face was always ugly.
"Of course I know" Xiao Xubai raised his voice sharply, and slowly lowered it again, "I just want to marry her openly, I always feel that she will leave me at any time"
"How could it be...... She loves you so much......" Gu Nanfeng's love for her may not be clear to others, but he sees it all.
Xiao Xubai shook his head, "You don't understand, it's just a feeling"
The wind has always been an erratic thing, and I want to have it from the first time I see her, so I still can't resist this illusion that I will lose it at any time by all means, and she and she are both insecure people.
It's just that Gu Nanfeng's insecurity stems from his distrust of her, and her insecurity stems from his distrust of herself.
She knows how much she has done to hurt her, and if she leaves it on others, she may either break up or die of old age, but her south wind is too kind, and she can be grateful for a little warmth.
Thinking of her talking about things at home, Xiao Xubai became uneasy again, threw the cigarette butt into the trash, "Help me take care of her, I'll do something"
After several professionals surveyed the inside and outside of the house, they finally found a miniature camera on the wall lamp at the head of the bed.
"Damn! Kind of fucking coming at me! ”
"Mr. Xiao, what should I do now?" Xiao Gao's face was also ugly, and several people in the room were silent.
"Put it back, so as not to startle the snake" After calming down, Xiao Xubai's face was also so heavy that he could wring out the water, "Clean this up, and then check to see if there is anything else"
"Looks like she's already found out" In a Land Rover parked downstairs, the woman leaned against the window delicately and softly, the corners of her lips were slightly hooked, and she looked weak and boneless.
"What then?" Li Chen's hand was on the steering wheel, and his expression was a little nervous.
Xiao Xubai's methods were clear to him, and he thought that he could show his strength and bring down the Xiao family by the way when she went abroad, but he didn't expect that she would stabilize the situation in just a few days, and there were faint signs of turning the tables.
There was a trace of contempt at the corner of Aya's lips, which could not be seen in the night, no wonder Xiao Xubai looked down on him, there was a brave and unscrupulous guy.
"Fighting a snake and hitting seven inches is a weakness for everyone, and she is no exception"
"You mean......" The coldness on Li Chen's face flashed, and Fang Rou immediately interrupted him, "Do you want to go to prison again?" Last time, there was no direct evidence to prove that you had anything to do with the kidnapping case, and now I am afraid that Gu Nanfeng will have someone around him twenty-four hours a day, and she can't wait for you to show some kind of horse feet to bite you."
"So what the hell are you going to do!" Li Chen was also angry and smashed his fist on the steering wheel.
"What's the hurry, don't we still have some good things in our hands, you continue to drag her and make her lose her skills, presumably someone is happy to go up and stick her upside down at this time"
Her thoughtfulness made Li Chen also break out in a cold sweat, if it weren't for her help, this time would not have gone so smoothly, but in the end, his surname was Xiao, and he always retained a little leeway.
"What the hell do you want to do?"
"It's very simple" Fang Rou glanced at him lightly, the light in her eyes was as cold as a poisonous snake, "You want Xiao Xubai, what I want is the entire Xiao Clan"
She didn't finish the diary later, Xiao Xubai still remembers those gloomy days, her whole person became fragile and sensitive, and she didn't want to go into the bedroom when she came back.
In desperation, she had to move from the master bedroom to the second bedroom before the situation slowly improved, Gu Nanfeng lost a lot of weight, usually when she was not there, she would go out shopping to buy clothes, etc., but now she will only lock herself in the study and sit for an afternoon, and the books in her hand have not been turned much.
She had to try to find time to accompany her as much as possible, and Gu Nanfeng would have a smile when facing her, but compared to before, it was also a drop in the ocean, and the gentle and clean girl was becoming thin and disappearing little by little.
When watching TV at home, there was an occasional sound of footsteps outside the door, her whole body was tense, the corners of her lips were tight, and the state was like being ready to flee at any time, Xiao Xubai was extremely distressed in her eyes, and there was no other way than to hug her and give her all her love.
The secret battle with the Li family gradually became a trend of fire and water, and she slowly emptied the power in the hands of Xiao Minsheng and Fang Rou without a trace, she has understood a truth since she was a child, only the strong are qualified to negotiate conditions.
She also wants to fight for their future, fight again.
"South wind, morning" She poked over in a daze early in the morning, but there was nothing, and the quilt was cold.
The whole person was scared awake, Xiao Xubai rolled over from the bed, and before he had time to put on his pajamas, he ran out of bed in his underwear.
After searching around the house for a long time, she was finally found in the kitchen, Xiao Xubai breathed a sigh of relief, and walked over to her making breakfast, skillfully beating eggs.
"Why do you wake up so early?" Her side face was soft and clean in the bright light of the early morning, and her pajamas were a little empty because of her thinness, which made Xiao Xubai feel a pain in her heart and slowly hugged her.
Feeling her temperature, Gu Nanfeng shrank for a moment, bit his lip to restrain the urge to escape, turned around and smiled at her, his lips brushed her, making Gu Nanfeng's cheeks blush slightly.
"Why did you run over like this, you're going to catch a cold, go back and change your clothes"
Xiao Xubai chuckled, hugged her and played with her for a while, buried his head in her neck socket and sniffed softly, there seemed to be a sigh on his lips.
"Get up and see that you are not a little panicked, Nanfeng, where will you go in the future, do you want to tell me? I'm afraid ......"
Someday it will lose you.
Before she finished speaking, the eggs fried in the pot made a sizzling sound, and a burst of scorching air came out, Gu Nanfeng hurriedly turned off the fire, and did not forget to give her a light look.
"It's all your fault, it's all confused!"
This look seemed to be angry and angry, and there was a faint hint of coquettishness when he wanted to say that he would leave, which made Xiao Xubai extremely useful, and he wished that she would stare at her two more times, and finally was threatened by Gu Nanfeng to go back to change clothes and wash reluctantly.
When she went out, Gu Nanfeng hadn't finished eating, biting the spoon and looking at her, there was a trace of nostalgia and uneasiness in her eyes, so that her steps couldn't move a step as if they had taken root.
How frightened she would be at home alone after she went to work every day, the last time a water meter checker knocked on the door, she was scared all night.
Xiao Xubai had a slight pain in his heart, which took root little by little, and slowly paced back, "Is it okay to go to work with me?" ”
The light in Gu Nanfeng's eyes lit up and quickly went out, and he shook his head, "It will cause you trouble."
"Have you eaten enough?"
Gu Nanfeng nodded blankly, Xiao Xubai pulled the bowl from her palm, and there was a hint in his tone that no one could question, "Then go change your clothes, I'll wait for you"
When she arrived downstairs in the company and watched the people coming and going, she began to rub up again and refused to get up, "Xubai...... I'm not going...... This will really give you ......"
"Are you afraid?" Xiao Xubai approached her and unfastened her seat belt, clenched one of her hands, and her eyes were burning with a reassuring temperature.
"Why be afraid, we didn't kill people and set fires, believe me, I will protect you"
It was an impulsive decision to bring her to the Shaws, but at the moment it was extremely firm, although this result may cause an uproar, but this is nothing compared to her recovery, because the children who are not conceived have a problem in each other's hearts, especially her, she has lost confidence in herself, has become sensitive and inferior, and takes this opportunity to announce her ownership to the whole world, and also gives her a little confidence, so that she can slowly come out of the shadows.
Xiao Xubai is tall, wearing a black trench coat and is imposing, he does not step on high heels but simple boots, he is capable in simplicity, and there is no rigidity in the workplace, not to mention that he also has a beautiful woman next to him and whispers a few words intimately from time to time, and took her into the elevator all the way, and everyone behind him looked at each other, and their jaws were not closed.
"This ...... What's going on? ”
"What else can it be, bring the future boss lady to inspect, hurry up and get to work, there are still a lot of things to be done"
originally thought that they were either talking badly or pointing fingers, and entered her office all the way without incident, Gu Nanfeng still didn't come back to his senses, "Eh, they ......"
"Isn't that weird?" Xiao Xubai put the person on the sofa and sat down, instructed Xiao Gao to send some drinks, and picked up the Wen Jiàn clip himself.
"You've been so open-minded before, bringing people in?"
Xiao Xubai was choked to death without swallowing a mouthful of water, everyone in the industry knows that although she has a romantic private life, she is a workaholic, how can a place like the office casually bring people in!
"There's a book over there, read it yourself, don't bother me, or ......"
She propped herself up on the coffee table in front of the couch, her eyes squinting back and forth over her, and finally falling into the deep neckline of her dress.
This sight was too explicit, Gu Nanfeng's face was warm, and he inexplicably remembered the unfinished journey in the office, blushing to the root of his ears, making Xiao Xubai chuckle.
"Okay, I'm going to get to work, as long as I don't leave my sight, you feel free, if you're sleepy, I'll sleep for a while, and I'll take you out to eat at noon"
"Hmm" Gu Nanfeng nodded obediently, this felt much better than when she was at home alone, she became very relieved to be by her side, and the book in her hand turned a little faster.
And Xiao Xubai also breathed a sigh of relief, a smile appeared on the corner of her lips, it seems that she was right to bring her, she is always bored at home and is not sick and sick, she can rest assured a lot under her nose, and unconsciously the work efficiency has also accelerated a lot, even Xiao Gao was a little surprised that she was so high-spirited today, and glanced back at Gu Nanfeng, who was sitting outside the conference room and reading quietly, and the corner of her lips showed a clear smile.
It turns out to be the power of love, after experiencing so many hardships and obstacles, each other is as sweet as first love, how many times can such a relationship be in a lifetime?
"Xiao Gao" The signature pen in Xiao Xubai's hand slammed heavily on the table again, and raised his voice, "Xiao Gao"
The strange gaze in the conference room brushed over, Xiao Gao was startled, slowly came back to his senses, and met her expression that seemed to be smiling, "What are you looking at, so obsessed?" ”
There were a few muffled laughter in the conference room, Xiao Gao's face turned red, and he coughed a few times to hide his embarrassment, "Mr. Xiao, this is the Wen Jiàn you want"
Xiao Xubai took it and didn't look at it and put it at hand, "It's hard work, I'll go and show it to the managers of various departments."
Everyone silently turned their silent eyes to her, and Xiao Gao felt that his face was a little stiff with a smile, "Okay, Mr. Xiao, let's go"
When they just entered the Xiao family, there was already a group of reporters outside the door, it was almost noon and had not dispersed, Xiao Gao came in and whispered a few words to her, Xiao Xubai frowned slightly and whispered: "Go and sue them, I will accept their interview tomorrow and provide them with lunch, don't be ignorant, otherwise I will call the police."
Xiao Gao nodded, closed the door gently, and quickly stepped into the elevator.
"Are you hungry?"
Gu Nanfeng was seeing the highlights, and closed the book with some unsatisfactory intentions, and touched his stomach, "A little, what about you?" ”
"Me too" Xiao Xubai nodded, and also nestled into the sofa and hugged her shoulder, "Xiao Gao went to order takeout, there is still a meeting to be held in the afternoon, so I won't go out to eat, and strive to end it early and go home early"
The simple working meal is very fragrant when the two of them eat together, you and I let Xiao Gao eat a mouthful of dog food, silently picked up the lunch box and fled from the outside to the pantry to gobble it up.
When they were in love, in the scorching sun downstairs, Aya had been waiting for a long time, looking anxious in the group of reporters, and wanted to go in to find her, but was pushed out by the security guard, "Hurry up, otherwise we will be welcome!" ”
She reluctantly retreated with the flow of people, looking at the Xiao family's gate that was close but she couldn't get in, and a trace of resentment appeared in her eyes.