57. Fanwai one
(a)
My name is Jing Yuhua, I am the youngest son of the Jing family, my mother is Princess Ansi Qingmin, my father is the head of the Jing family, one of the eight families, and I have an older brother, who is more than ten years older than me, and now I have done a lot of work in the army, my uncle is the Emperor Ansdala the Great, my aunt is the Queen of the Empire, Mrs. Altinia, and my cousin is His Royal Highness Ansdy, the Crown Prince of the Empire;
My life can be said to have walked with a golden spoon in my mouth, and it is not an exaggeration to say that I am the pride of the sky.
It was an accident to meet Gu Jue'an.
At that time, Gu Jue'an was still a child, soft and white, a little fat, his eyes were moist, it was a kind of sucking black, his little body was a little fat, he walked staggeringly, and he was very cute.
There, I felt that the group of children were ugly, and only Gu Jue'an barely caught the eye, so I stretched out my hand and said in a commanding tone, "Hey, play with me." ”
The child's moist black eyes looked at me, a little puzzled and a little afraid, and then obediently walked over, swaying, so that I couldn't help but want to hug him;
This kid is quite pleasing to the eye, and it's not bad to be a sidekick;
That's what I thought at the time.
Gu Jue'an's temperament is introverted and well-behaved, I said that he doesn't go west, he is very obedient, at that time, I only have Gu Jue'an such a follower, and the relationship is not bad, mainly because he is really good-looking and well-behaved;
Until I met new companions, those people love to play and make trouble, they are all born with a golden spoon in their mouths like me, it doesn't matter if they are mischievous, they are bold, they love to make trouble, they are happy to be a gentleman, and they are more in love with me, and slowly, I began to estranged myself from Gu Jue'an, and I spent more and more time with them.
Until Gu Jue'an became a "genius" who became a famous emperor.
"Hahahaha, Yu Hua, your follower is so awesome!"
"Yu Hua, you're not as good as your follower?"
"Yu Hua, your follower is better than the master hahahaha, haven't you taught him the rules?"
Many times, estrangement and resentment only take a short sentence.
I pointed at Gu Jue'an's nose and said angrily: "I'm not the same person as you, don't come to me!" ”
I never paid attention to Gu Jue'an again, I always have a lot of friends around me, all kinds of people, and Gu Jue'an is the only one who is me, I know, I always know, I know that Gu Jue'an will come to beg me;
When choosing a school, I didn't choose Dixing Castile College, Gu Jue'an cried and asked me how to reconcile with me, I laughed, and said that unless he was no longer the so-called genius, unless he was the same as him.
Yes, how can a follower steal the limelight from the master?
Gu Jue'an was as bland as he was together, those talents that bloomed and disappeared like flowers were no longer remembered, and the people around him left one after another, and in the end only he was left, perhaps, and me.
At that time, my fox friends were praising me, praising me for being able to tease and teach, and I don't know how proud I was.
Why not be proud?
Our fathers had money and power, and there were only a lot of people who approached us in all kinds for money and power, but so pure, without any distractions, gave up a qiē for my words, and that kind of superiority of completely controlling a person, how wonderful;
Among so many people, I am the only one who can completely control one person, a person who should have a bright future for a genius, but he belongs to me;
I made him a genius, and he was a genius; If I let him destroy himself, he will be able to destroy himself.
How proud and pretentious I was.
I deliberately took Gu Jue'an to all kinds of occasions, I deliberately gave Gu Jue'an some irritating and destructive things to him and let him eat them one by one, I deliberately stimulated him, and then watched him eat those things with hesitation;
How cool,
The pleasure of being arrogantly and completely in control of a person is nothing compared.
Those fox friends of mine were also frightened, they didn't expect Gu Jue'an to eat that thing, that thing didn't hurt the spiritual power layer at all, Gu Jue'an was known as a rare genius in the empire in a hundred years, how could he destroy his talent so much?
He would, of course he would;
I smirked, and he would do anything as long as I spoke.
Whether Gu Jue'an is a genius or a fool has nothing to do with himself;
If the empire wants one more genius, then it has to please me first!
It is I who decides whether Gu Jue'an is a genius or a fool!
It's me!
I took Gu Jue'an to play, all kinds of play, all kinds of contraband, contraband, and contraband, I took Gu Jue'an to try them one by one, until Gu Jue'an's spiritual power layer was destroyed, Gu Jue'an's parents didn't want him anymore, Gu Jue'an only had me.
I saw this in Gu Jue'an's anxious and painful attachment eyes;
In the end, I still chose to ruin such a genius, without a little effort, so easily, so simply;
I know that Gu Jue'an likes me;
So let me see how far he likes me;
If he can satisfy me, I might be willing to let him stay with me for a few more days, maybe.
(b)
When did the qiē start to change?
I don't know, and I can't talk about it.
In front of Lin Zikang, Gu Juean made me embarrassed, I was very angry at that time, he just wanted to hang me and I had to change the occasion and disgrace me in front of my rival? Does he want to stay with me anymore?!
I was angry and slightly frightened;
At that time, I didn't understand, I only knew how to be reckless, but now I understand, because Gu Jue'an's eyes are too clean and clear.
He really doesn't know me anymore.
I know it in my heart.
But I refuse to admit it.
I went to look for him, brought a group of people to him, tossed, and then met my cousin, His Royal Highness Ansdy, the Crown Prince of the Empire;
The unattainable cousin, who had been cold and hard since he was a child, stood in front of him in a stuffed animal costume,
The two of them seem to live together.
A fire surged wildly in my heart, and I wanted to tear apart the one in front of me.
There was a sharp conflict between us, and then Gu Jue'an and I made an appointment to fight;
In the end I lost.
I was dumbfounded, loss and anger surged for a while, I hated it so much in my heart, Gu Jue'an, Gu Jue'an, how could Gu Jue'an do this to me?!
How dare Gu Jue'an do this to me?!
How could he do this to me!?
I never thought that one day, he would turn his head away from me in front of me; I never thought that one day, he would beat me mercilessly;
I never thought that one day, he would walk out of my life;
He can't live without me, can he?!
But he left, and before he left, he didn't look at me;
I had a vague feeling that he was going to leave my life.
(c)
He really left me and was with my cousin;
I have admired my cousin since I was a child, how can I not worship such a cold and powerful being?
I couldn't win against my cousin, so I subconsciously didn't want to push a qiē on my cousin, so I pushed it on Gu Jue'an;
It's all him, it's all his fault!
- Why, why can't he like me as much as he used to?
When the Gu family brought up that Jianyì, I didn't know whether I was happy or unhappy;
But I agreed, in order to get my cousin out of this/man;
In fact, if you think about it seriously, shouldn't the easiest way to let your cousin kick Gu Juean away be to send it to the door yourself? According to my mother's personality, I will never suffer.
In fact, at this time, it is very clear which person I want;
But I refuse to think deeply.
How could I, like him?
How is it possible, after being abandoned by him, to find out that you like him?
How can it be?!
If you can't get it, then it's ruined.
(iv)
The plan failed, and I was also manipulated by Gu Jue'an, and I couldn't say his name anymore.
It's hard to tell how I felt at that time, I only know that I will never let Gu Jue'an be so happy and happy;
Absolutely not!
I would never do that!
So I told my mother, Princess Anse Chingmin, that I like my cousin and that I want to be with him.
(5)
Then, we were caught.
The former eldest princess of the empire, the mother of the Jing family, had private contacts with people in the Federation;
How ridiculous, right?
Even the people I've been in contact with have federal spies.
My mother, the eldest princess, who was always noble and elegant, shouted like a madman: "My father's favorite child is me!" Why don't you pass me the location?! ”
"Why did you give the position to this cheap/goods!? You and your mother robbed my father of my queen husband, why did you rob me of the throne?! ”
"The throne should be mine! It's mine! ”
"I am the most outstanding eldest princess of the Empire! I have a great reputation! Why?! Why pass the location to you! ”
"That's mine! It's mine! ”
"You/don't deserve that position!"
Mother's roar was deafening, and my uncle looked at her with a blank face and sneered for a while, "Do you really think that I want this position?" ”
After saying that, my uncle didn't say anything more, but waved his hand and asked people to take her down.
Treason deserved death, but my mother was only imprisoned along with me.
That's right, the former proud son of heaven was imprisoned in a square inch of land, alone, and spent the rest of his life silently;
My brother and father have come to see me, but I know they may not be doing well.
Mother, after all, is the mother of the Jing family.
I never imagined that one day I would ever be able to get out of my captivity;
But the day came,
I went out and looked at the moment of the sun, and I only felt lost and at a loss;
I was released because of Gu Jue'an.
He stood in front of me, noble and elegant, indifferent and calm, and he said, "There was once a person who liked you very much. ”
"I'll let you go for him."
At that moment, I wanted to cry;
I know he's talking about himself;
I also know that I will never have the opportunity to be with him again in my life.
He is the queen on high, and I am a prisoner of the low/low;
He chose to let me go, but I couldn't let myself go.
I used to be high, the pride of the sky, and I acted arbitrarily,
Now, I'm just a prisoner.
In this world, there is retribution after all.