Ouyang Jing was shocked by Ellis's abrupt and strong confession, and for a while, he didn't have any reaction, just looked at the other party in a daze, and his eyes, which were often covered by complex emotions, also revealed a clear expression for the first time.

In addition to shock, there is only shock.

Ellis's lips were pursed, but there was a resolute hint in his eyes. Despite his menacing, the tension in his heart is known only to him.

If Ouyang Jing rejected this time, Ellis didn't plan to stay any longer.

It doesn't matter if you like someone to be happy silently and be willing to be an ordinary friend, that's!

What's more, if you stay here, you can see that Ouyang Jing can't eat this person every day, isn't that self-inflicted? He might as well go to the mecha arena to spend this long vacation part-time!

Ouyang Jing was bewitched by Ellis's eyes, and he stretched out his hand, as if to caress Ellis's eyes.

Ellis held his breath.

In the next second, Ouyang Jing seemed to be suddenly awakened, clenched his fists and slammed them on the bed.

"No way!" Ouyang Jing looked away, and after relieving himself, he returned to Ellis's body, and tried to maintain a calm voice, "Ellis, I can only treat you as a friend. ”

Ellis chuckled a mocking smile and straightened his back. I don't know if this ridicule is aimed at Ouyang Jing or his own.

"Oh, that's good." Ellis took two deep breaths, and suddenly smashed a punch into Ouyang Jing's chest and abdomen, "Ouyang Jing, you coward!" ”

Ellis is not an ordinary mermaid, his perennial training has made his attack power comparable to that of an ordinary soldier, and this punch smashed down, causing the defenseless Ouyang Jing to bend down and curl up.

Ellis rubbed his fists and said condescendingly: "Since Councilor Ouyang has already given the answer, then I won't bother, goodbye, I'll leave tomorrow." ”

"Wait!" Ouyang Jing couldn't care about the pain in his chest and abdomen, and grabbed Ellis's arm, "Don't leave yet, you listen to me, I'...... I can't tell how I feel for you, can I give me a little time? ”

Ouyang Jing knew that with Ellis's departure, he would not look back at all. The fear of losing Ellis instantly filled his entire brain, and he acted faster than reason, and he reacted most instinctively, that is, to leave Ellis behind.

Ellis turned his head, looked at Ouyang Jing expressionlessly, and did not answer.

Ouyang Jing's tense muscles slowly relaxed, and he looked at Ellis with complicated eyes, and the feeling in his heart was incomprehensible.

"Let's spread it out now." Ellis's voice returned to coldness, "Ouyang Jing, what are you hesitating about?" Since you said you couldn't tell the difference between feelings for me, why didn't you give each other a chance? ”

Ouyang Jing was dumbfounded by Ellis's questioning, what could he say? Did he just say to Ellis that he didn't want to see the other party as a stand-in?

In fact, even Ouyang Jing himself didn't figure out whether he regarded Ellis as him, although Ellis is similar in many ways, it will not be exactly the same, after all, they are two different individuals with different life trajectories, how can they become exactly the same two people?

Ellis was very dissatisfied with Ouyang Jing's hesitation, he didn't understand why a decisive former leader of the King organization would be so mother-in-law in dealing with feelings.

At this moment, the corner of Ellis's eyes swept to the photo frame beside Ouyang Jing.

"This is ......" Ellis's eyes shrank slightly, and when he saw the person in the frame, he inexplicably felt a sense of familiarity.

Moreover, the appearance of that person's already pregnant belly made him feel the urge to cry.

Ellis's heart panicked in an instant, he always felt that there was a film in front of him, and through this film, he would find the truth of the matter.

Ouyang Jing also remembered the photo frame beside him, he picked it up, rubbed it gently, and then put it on the table.

Seeing the photo frame, Ouyang Jing's troubled emotions in his heart also disappeared a lot.

He lit a cigarette in silence, patted the bed beside him, looked up and said to Ellis, "Sit down, I'll tell you everything." ”

After Ellis sat down, Ouyang Jing no longer looked at him, but stared at the rising cigarettes, and said with a little distraction:

"I guess that, I guess that. The person in the frame is my former lover and Xiaokai's mother. ”

Ellis nodded, the person in the frame was seven points similar to Song Xiaokai, and he could guess the relationship between them just by looking at his eyebrows.

Ouyang Jing slowly spit out the cigarette in his mouth, his eyes becoming more and more misty.

"I'm sorry for Xiaokai, and I'm sorry for his mother, I'm not a qualified father, let alone a qualified husband...... My lover she ...... I killed him. ”

Ouyang Jing wanted to talk to Ellis about his past, but when the words reached his throat, he couldn't say it anymore.

Unlike Song Xiaokai, Song Xiaokai is his child, so he can naturally tell his children about his parents' past, but Ellis is not, so Ouyang Jing chose to be silent.

Ellis didn't ask Ouyang Jing about what he wanted to say and stopped, Ouyang Jing's performance made him understand that Ouyang Jing's feelings for his ex-wife were very deep, so deep that it might be difficult to insert another person.

Although his heart was a little blocked, Ellis was not very sad, he looked at the mermaid with a gentle smile in the frame, and he couldn't afford to hate each other at all.

Even if they are "rivals in love".

Ouyang Jing's silence didn't last long, he thought about it, and finally said it: "Ellis, she is also called 'Alice', I always call her ''', but I'm afraid this is not her real name." Ouyang Jing smiled bitterly.

It's just the name of Xiao Kai's mother when she organized the king, and as for her real name, it has long been annihilated in history with the fall of the empire.

Because, after the fall of the empire, the undercover information it stored was also formatted.

Hearing Ouyang Jing's lover's name "", Ellis's body stiffened slightly, and many things were instantly understood.

"So, are you using me as a stand-in for her?" Ellis asked nonchalantly.

"No, but my feelings for you will definitely be affected, because not only are you similar in name, but also in temperament and habits, very similar." Ouyang Jing sighed softly, and after the words were spread out, it was not so difficult to speak. He turned his head to look at Ellis and said seriously, "Ellis, I admit that I have an inexplicable feeling for you, but I can't tell if it's my empathy or if I'm really having different feelings for you......"

Ouyang Jing laughed at himself: "To be honest, since I passed away, I never thought that I could fall in love with other people, I think that a lonely life is the best result for me, and this is also my atonement." ”

"If she were still alive, she might not want to see you atone for your sins like this." Ellis said calmly, "You can see from the photos that she loves her children very much, and this is not the expression and state of mind that a resentful person would have." ”

"I also understand that because of this, I can't forgive myself even more." Ouyang Jing said bitterly.

He thought more than once that if he could communicate with each other well instead of blindly blaming the other party, maybe they wouldn't have come to this point, and Xiao Kai would grow up next to them, and he wouldn't need to go to the Song family's cannibalistic place to suffer.

Ellis thought quietly for a while, and then slowly spoke: "Even if this is the case, it would be too long for you to spend your life to atone for your sins. Perhaps, it's not the guilt that traps you, but the feelings of the past. You can't believe that you can fall in love with someone else, so you feel that a lonely life is your ultimate end. ”

"Maybe......" The topic returned to the original point, Ouyang Jing screwed the cigarette into the ashtray and said in a deep voice, "Ellis, I don't believe in love at first sight, and the time I have spent with you is still very short, it is unlikely that I will forget and like another person in such a short time." So, even if I have a crush on you, it's probably because you're similar in some way, can you understand? ”

"I understand." Ellis walked in front of Ouyang Jing, stared into his eyes and said, "Because I am the same as you, I don't like you at first sight, and I also have different feelings for you because you are like another person, but so what?" Instead of being stuck in a relationship that you can't get a response to, why not let go of your mind and pursue your own happiness? What's more, if you like it, you like it, why bother to investigate the reason for falling in love, isn't this the result important? ”

Ouyang Jing was suddenly enlightened.

Yes, what's important about the reason for the relationship, what matters is the fact that he has developed different feelings for Ellis.

The burden in his heart was put down heavily, and Ouyang Jing's eyes fell on the photo, smiling happily and gently in the sun.

Tears flashed in Ouyang Jing's eyes - yes, after so many years, he might really have to try to let go.

After that night, Ellis continued to stay in Ouyang Jing's manor. Ouyang Jing and Ellis got along again, and of course, there was occasionally a little ambiguity.

Ellis once mentioned that he also had a person in his heart, and it was because of this person that he had feelings for Ouyang Jing.

Ouyang Jing didn't ask Ellis who that person was, of course, curiosity would definitely be there.

He believed that one day Ellis would tell him about that man.

However, that day was faster than Ouyang Jing expected, and he guessed the beginning, but he didn't guess the process and ending.

"Jing, I once told you that I liked you because I was alone." Ellis looked at the lawn in the sun with a smile and said to Ouyang Jing beside him.

"Well, I remember." Ouyang Jing was also like Ellis, sitting on the lawn regardless of his image.

"Actually, that person has always existed only in my dreams, since I was three years old, the dreams related to that person have not been interrupted, intermittently, and I have been doing it for more than ten years, but I have never been able to see his appearance clearly, and it is not until recently that those dreams have gradually become clear."

Ouyang Jing: "......" He didn't know how to respond, he had considered who that person was, but he didn't think that it would be a dream person, which made him a little crying and laughing.

"Here's for you." Ellis stuffed a delicate hand-carved "Little Ouyang Jing" to the other party.

"This is ......" Ouyang Jing's eyes shrank, and his breathing froze for a moment.

"I promised you that when I had time, I would personally carve one for you."

The hand is very dexterous, and the carving of many things is lifelike, but Ouyang Jing only found out about this by accident, at that time he was still a stunned young man, and he wanted his lover to carve one by himself.

At that time, it was said that it was more difficult to carve people than other things, so I would carve them when I had time.

As a result, in the end, Ouyang Jing couldn't wait for this small carving, and only the two of them knew about this matter, and there was no third person present at that time.

"I'm sorry to keep you waiting for so many years." The corners of Ellis's lips are slightly hooked, and the sunlight softens his contours, almost exactly like the expression in the photo.

Ouyang Jing's eyes instantly moistened, and at this moment, he understood all the truth.

Postscript:

Following the wedding between Qin Xuan and Song Xiaokai, another wedding shocked the entire interstellar network - Ouyang Jing, who ranked in the top ten on the interstellar singles list, actually married a wife! married a C-class mermaid who couldn't give birth and had surgery, which broke the pink hearts of many mermaids, and even maliciously speculated whether the C-class mermaid used some extraordinary means to make Ouyang Jing compromise.

As a result, the First Battle Martial Arts Hall hung out the report card of this C-class mermaid at the same time, making everyone shut their mouths.

Nima, a mermaid actually won the first place in the mecha department of the First Battle Martial Arts Hall, do you want to be so tough?! Wait a minute, could it be that Councilor Ouyang just likes such a strong mermaid......

They did not - about - but - in the same place remembered the force value of Song Xiaokai, the first lady of the Republic, and felt that they were the truth.

Well, it turns out that Qin Xuan and Ouyang Jing, the two sons-in-law, have different tastes~╮(╯▽╰)╭~ They are a little balanced in their hearts.

It's not that they're not charismatic enough, it's that the presidents and congressmen don't have the usual tastes.

The evaluation of the outside world has never been something that the commander-in-chief of the republic will pay attention to and care about, for them, as long as they live happily, it is enough.

It's just that Song Xiaokai hasn't been able to recover from the information revealed by Ellis and Ouyang Jing for the time being-

How did Ellis become his cheap mom? Obviously Ellis is younger than himself......_(:3∠)_...... 166 Reading Network