When Ji Mengmeng saw the child's appearance, she only felt that her heart was about to break. She walked outside, took out her mobile phone and called Xue Zheng. Fortunately, he still gave her face and quickly picked it up.

"Xue Zheng, Xue Yiwei is having a temper, do you want to come and take a look?" When she asked this, Ji Mengmeng was also struggling in her heart. Xue Zheng is so stimulated now, and mentioning Xue Yiwei to him again is really pouring salt on his wounds.

He didn't respond to her immediately. Ji Mengmeng listened to the voice on the other end, and her heart tightened little by little. Xue Zheng was panting rapidly, as if he was trying his best to suppress something.

"Mengmeng, I can't see this kid now, I need some time."

Ji Mengmeng sighed and said, "I understand your feelings, but Xue Yiwei's situation is not good now." He seems to have guessed that he is not your child. ”

Hearing her words, Xue Zheng's breathing became significantly heavier. After hesitating for a while, he finally said, "I'll be right over." ”

Ji Mengmeng listened, and then breathed a sigh of relief. She knew that Xue Zheng was not such a hard-hearted person. Even if there is no blood relationship, after all, it has been brought for so many years, how can this relationship not be fake!

When she returned to the ward, she saw Xue Yiwei staring at the ceiling in a daze, and she felt even more uncomfortable.

It's just over eight years old. This experience is too cruel.

Seeing this, Ji Mengmeng walked over, touched her little face, and comforted: "Don't be sad, your father will be back soon." ”

Xue Yiwei listened, and his eyes lit up: "Really? ”

Ji Mengmeng nodded, and then said, "Don't think about it Xue Yiwei, your father is late because of something, how can he not want you?" ”

Xue Yiwei blinked his eyes and said, "But I just don't think it's right?" I used to be sick, and no matter how busy my dad was, he would stay with me. It won't wake me up and see him! ”

Ji Mengmeng sighed silently in her heart, sure enough, the child is sensitive. The slightest change will make the child realize that something is wrong.

She didn't know what Xue Zheng planned to do in the future. This Xue Yiwei's life experience, does he want to tell the child the truth? still hid it from him all his life and raised him as his own son.

Just as she was thinking, Xue Zheng came in. When he saw his father, excitement immediately appeared on the little one's face. He struggled to remember, and when Ji Mengmeng saw this, he hurriedly pressed him lightly and asked him not to move.

Although he couldn't get up, the little guy looked at his father's gaze very eagerly. He grinned and shouted crisply, "Daddy, Daddy! ”

Xue Zheng held a teddy bear in his hand and walked over and put it next to his son's pillow.

Xue Yiwei looked at the toy and asked with a smile, "Did you buy it for me?" ”

"Of course, son." Xue Zheng's voice was very gentle, and from him, Ji Mengmeng couldn't see the slightest abnormal emotion. She couldn't help but think about how much work it took him to keep his feelings from leaking!

"I bought you your favorite cheese, will Dad feed you later?"

Xue Yiwei nodded, his eyebrows crooked with a smile.

When he saw his father, the little one began to talk non-stop. The content is roughly how much he misses his father and the xiaolongbaozi on a certain street in the past two days. What made Ji Mengmeng even more unexpected was that he was still worried that he didn't go to class for three days and would not do well in the final exam.

Ji Mengmeng couldn't bear to tell him, looking at his injury, he would definitely not be able to take the final exam this time.

His little mouth kept talking, Xue Zheng was helpless, took the cheese he bought, dug a small spoonful and stuffed it into his mouth.

"Take a break, you'll get tired from talking so much."

The little one was obviously not very happy, and glared at his father unwillingly. If it had been before, Xue Zheng would definitely have thought that his appearance was so cute. But now that he sees him, he always feels a strange feeling.

"Ahem, ahem." He was in a daze, when suddenly Xue Yiwei coughed violently. Seeing this, Ji Mengmeng hurriedly went to get tissues to help the child pick up the things that came out of his mouth. When she was done, she pulled out another piece of paper and wiped his mouth.

After Xue Yiwei stopped, he shouted at his father aggrievedly: "Dad, you fed too fast, I choked!" ”

Xue Zheng looked at the child apologetically, and at the same time, a feeling of self-loathing sprouted in his heart.

What is he? Intentional abuse? Just because he knows that this child is not related to him, so the relationship for more than eight years is not a big deal?

Xue Yiwei looked at his father's appearance and only felt very strange. Didn't he just cough a few times, why did his father show such a painful expression!

He turned his little head around, finally figuring out what was going on.

His father felt most sorry for him, and he must have been very anxious when he saw him coughing.

didn't want to make his father sad, Xue Yiwei hurriedly said, "Dad, I'm not uncomfortable anymore, you can continue to feed me." After speaking, he added: "Don't be sad! Then he opened his mouth wide.

Xue Zheng desperately suppressed it so that he would no longer collapse in front of the child. He gritted his teeth and carefully finished feeding the box of cheese. After eating what he liked, the child's mood obviously became very good, he half-squinted his eyes, and said to Xue Zheng with some intoxication: "Dad, the cheese is delicious, I will eat it again tomorrow." ”

"Okay, I'll buy it for you tomorrow." Xue Zheng hurriedly agreed. Xue Yiwei was greatly injured because of his vitality in the past two days, so as soon as he finished eating, he pouted and shouted sleepy. Xue Zheng stepped forward to help him cover the quilt, and he fell asleep after a while.

When the child fell asleep, he could no longer maintain the expression on his face, and quickly walked out of the ward with his feet raised.

Ji Mengmeng glanced at the child on the bed and hurriedly followed.

Sitting on the bench outside, Xue Zheng looked at the palm spread out in front of him, his expression was very dull.

Ji Mengmeng sat next to him, looking at him, his heart was like a needle prick, and there was a tingling pain.

That's what it feels like to hold a person in your heart, she thought. Seeing him frustrated, she will also empathize.

Then, there was a picture that Ji Mengmeng didn't expect at all. The corners of Xue Zheng's eyes were moist, and before she could speak, he buried his face in his palms and cried bitterly.

Probably to wake up the child inside, Xue Zheng lowered his voice very low, and because of this, his body trembled even more.

There were many people walking by, and when they saw him like this, they would stop and look at him strangely.

Ji Mengmeng didn't care about anything else, grabbed his shoulders and let him vent.

It lasted for nearly five minutes, and Xue Zheng calmed down. Ji Mengmeng hurriedly took out a tissue to help him wipe his tears, Xue Zheng raised his hand to stop it, and then took it himself and wiped his tears away.

"I'm sorry for letting you see my ugly look."

Ji Mengmeng shook her head and said, "I understand." She looked at him and said, "I think you've done a great job." ”

She didn't say such things as a compliment, nor did she say such things out of sympathy for him. His appearance just now really made her admire.

She knew how humiliating it was for a man to do such a thing. When ordinary people encounter it, it is estimated that they want to completely wipe this child who represents humiliation from life.

But he, because he took care of the child's mood, he could still do so many intimate things when he collapsed. She felt that it was really not easy for him to do this.

Even she herself didn't think she could do this.

Xue Zheng smiled with a sigh, then shook his head: "I don't know how I managed to do this." I'll be honest with you, when I saw the child just now, I felt a feeling of nausea. I couldn't help but wonder to myself who this child was. When she was with me, who did she get mixed up with? When I think about it, I think, "He grabbed his hair and couldn't go on."

"I actually have such thoughts about a child."

Ji Mengmeng reached out and took his hand, pressed it in his palm, and then held it heavily. She looked up at him, and said, "Whoever it falls on will have such thoughts." You don't have to be self-loathing about that. ”

Xue Zheng frowned, and before he could speak, Ji Mengmeng continued to speak.

"But no one will do as well as you, you see just now, how happy Xue Yiwei is! That's all because you controlled it well and didn't let the child notice it. So Xue Zheng, don't go down for this matter, it's not you who is wrong. ”

Her comfort made his originally dry heart feel as if it had been moistened by the rain again. Xue Zheng took a deep breath, and then a smile appeared on his face.

"Mengmeng, you are really good at talking. I was told that I was really in a better mood. ”

Ji Mengmeng pursed her lips and smiled, "It's good to be better." There's been a lot going on lately, and you have to brace yourself. ”

Xue Zheng nodded. Ji Mengmeng saw that he cheered up a little, so he asked about his plans again.

"Do you want to tell Xue Yiwei about this?"

A trace of hesitation flashed on Xue Zheng's face. Ji Mengmeng knew that he was struggling, so she didn't ask him, but sat quietly, waiting for her to sort it out.

After about a minute or so, Xue Zheng finally spoke. Before speaking, he let out a long sigh before he spoke, and said in a slightly tired voice: "I don't plan to let Wei Wei know about this. ”

Ji Mengmeng didn't answer, her face was very calm, as if she had expected him to do this.

"No matter how you say it, I brought it up single-handedly. For the sake of the child, I think it's better to act as if nothing happened. ”

"What about Qi Zi, are you going to talk about it?"

Xue Zheng snorted coldly and said, "I really want to split her into two pieces." It's just" he closed his eyes, and then sighed heavily, "But he's the child's mother?" If you use this to quarrel with her, you will definitely let the child know in the end. ”

"I don't want to get hurt anymore. He is still so young, if he is hit like this, he will definitely leave a shadow for the rest of his life. ”

"I think you're pretty remarkable." Ji Mengmeng said sincerely, but Xue Zheng shook his head when he heard it.

"But if outsiders know about this, they will definitely think I'm a coward." Xue Zheng laughed self-deprecatingly, and then said, "Although I decided to treat Wei Wei as my child, I think there will be times when I can't control myself occasionally." ”

For example, thinking of the incident just now, the child coughed because of his mistake just now, and Xue Zheng's disgust with himself deepened.

Ji Mengmeng knew that he was afraid that he would hurt the child, so he held his hand to cheer him up.

"It's okay, I'll always be with you. If it is not right to see your feelings, I will protect the child and will never let you hurt him. ”

Hearing her say that, Xue Zheng's eyes became very difficult. Ji Mengmeng knew what he was thinking, so he said: "Don't think too much, I won't help you for free." ”

Seeing Xue Zheng's puzzled face, Ji Mengmeng laughed, then lowered her head, and said a little embarrassed: "I'm like this, you should give me a promise, right?" ”

Knowing what she meant, Xue Zheng couldn't help himself. He stammered and said, "Meng Meng, you should know my situation, only like that, how can we"

"The psychiatrist's words aren't necessarily 100% right. Since the child has a wound, we will find a way to heal him, and I believe that one day we will be able to make him accept his siblings and become like my own child. ”

Although she said it confidently. But Ji Mengmeng knew that she was also timid.

She just felt too sorry for Xue Zheng and couldn't bear to look at him, bearing such a heavy burden alone.

She wondered if she could make him happier if she could give him a home.