The weekend was a rare good weather, Gu Nanfeng got up early, went to the supermarket to buy some fruit and nutritional products, stood on the platform and waited for the bus, one after another was always overcrowded.

Until a locomotive suddenly stopped in front of her, and the dust kicked up made her cover her mouth and nose and take a few steps back.

When the helmet was taken off, it was a familiar face, and Ye Qiu grinned a big smile on his lips, "Morning, Teacher Gu, where are you going, why don't I give you a ride?" ”

Her handsome appearance and the locomotive that pulled the wind made the two of them the center of attention, Gu Nanfeng took a few steps back, "No need, I'll just wait for the bus by myself"

"Are you sure?" Ye Qiu turned his head and looked at the crowd on the platform, as well as the bus that had been delaying for a long time, obviously with a lot of money in mind.

Grandma's sanatorium is in a scenic suburb and is also one of the tourist routes, and it is overcrowded every day during holidays, and I am only free on weekends.

Gu Nanfeng pursed the corners of his lips, "Okay"

Ye Qiu stepped forward to take the tonic she was carrying, and handed her her helmet, and when she wanted to put it on for her, Gu Nanfeng had already reached out and tied the strap by herself.

I really didn't give her the opportunity to be courteous......

Ye Qiu shrugged, also put on his helmet, "Sit down"

The wind was speeding all the way, and at the beginning, Gu Nanfeng was still able to sit upright, and when another big truck passed by them, Gu Nanfeng unconsciously shrank a little, feeling that she was a little nervous, Ye Qiu leaned back.

"Hug it, don't want money"

Gu Nanfeng bent the corners of his lips, wrapped his hands around her waist, and pillowed his head on her shoulders, she did not have the smell of long-term animal breeding, but had a faint fragrance of soaphorn.

Originally, it was just a joke, but I didn't expect her to really hug it, Ye Qiu's car head suddenly tilted, Gu Nanfeng was shocked into a cold sweat, but fortunately he twisted it back in time.

When he arrived at the sanatorium all the way, Gu Nanfeng's face was pale, and Ye Qiu was a little worried, "Are you okay?" ”

Gu Nanfeng shook his head and pushed her away to support his hand, "It's okay, let's go"

The white building was covered with ivy, hidden behind tall trees, and on a good day, many nurses pushed the old man out for a walk, and Gu Nanfeng walked downstairs along the gravel path.

A brand-new Porsche Cayenne was parked downstairs, and Ye Qiu whistled, "This car is good"

The smell of disinfectant water came to her face, Gu Nanfeng's face became solemn, she didn't like the hospital, and it always reminded her of those unbearable memories.

Walking along the long corridor, Gu Nanfeng's footsteps were as heavy as lead, and when he stopped again, Ye Qiu asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?" ”

Gu Nanfeng shook his head, signaling that he was fine, but a thin layer of cold sweat appeared in his palm, and he continued to walk forward.

The door was open, and when Gu Nanfeng was about to push the door in, he heard a low voice, "Grandma, how are you doing lately?" ”

The voice was as low and beautiful as ever, she couldn't be more familiar, Gu Nanfeng's face turned pale in an instant, and he took a few steps back slightly.

Grandma Gu sat motionless on the bed, her eyes staring at the black and white TV, without blinking, and the saliva from the corner of her mouth wet her collar.

Xiao Xubai got up and took a tissue from her bag and wiped it carefully for her, President Xiao, who has always been disdainful of taking care of people, is now handy at doing this.

Grandma Gu sighed twice, and then turned her gaze to the nutritional products she brought, Xiao Xubai understood, picked up the mung bean cake from the table, broke it into pieces, and handed it to her lips.

"White ...... Bai ...... "Because of Alzheimer's disease, Grandma Gu has long lost her language function and can only spit out a few simple syllables.

Thinking of the old man who was healthy a few years ago, but now he has become like this, a trace of sadness flashed in Xiao Xubai's eyes, "Grandma, you still remember me"

Grandma Gu made a few more ahhs, saliva mixed with food residues from the corners of her mouth, and Xiao Xubai carefully wiped it off for her.

"Grandma, I'll take care of you for Nanfeng in the future"

Gu Nanfeng, who was standing outside the door, closed his eyes, hiding the emotions in his eyes, and when he opened his eyes again, it became silent again.

When Ye Qiu just wanted to speak, she had already pulled her away, her steps were hurried, as if she was running away, and finally she simply trotted up, and only stopped panting until she left the sanatorium, her face was pale.

Xiao Xubai looked at the empty corridor and was stunned, why was there a moment of joy just now, as if she was back......

Probably really tired lately, she rubbed her eyebrows and went into the room again.

"Doctor, how is she doing?"

"I can only say that it is quite stable, but you also know that Alzheimer's disease is like this, and you will slowly lose your language function, and you will definitely ...... eventually"

Seeing that her face began to turn unpleasant, the doctor considered the words again, "It's just that it's going to be a long process."

"With the best medicine, I'll come and pick her up in a while and take her to a better nursing home"

"Who are you? There is a Gu ......"

The mobile phone suddenly shook at this moment, Xiao Xubai frowned and connected the phone, it was Gu's internal line, she walked to the side and whispered a few words, quickly hung up the phone, looked back at Grandma Gu, who was already asleep, and turned around and walked out of the room.

On the way back, Gu Nanfeng was obviously distracted, and he didn't come back to his senses until he was downstairs in the community, Ye Qiu was also silent, and she clearly heard the woman say Grandma, I will take care of you for Nanfeng.

She thought there should be a story between them, and when she was about to leave, she finally opened her mouth, but there was no doubt.

"Teacher Gu, no matter what happens, you have to be happy."

She rarely laughs, and naturally she doesn't know that she actually laughs beautifully.

Gu Nanfeng just nodded, turned around and went upstairs.

Destined to be another sleepless night, Gu Nanfeng picked up the paroxetine tablets placed on the bedside and looked at it and put it down, then lit a cigarette, the red wine in his hand was empty glass after glass, the mobile phone screen was dark and bright, and it was always the same person's name.

Xiao Xubai is like the cinnabar mole in her heart, the mosquito blood in her palm, she once thought that as long as she left City B and left her side, she would gradually forget her, but what did she come back for, and who did she pretend to be affectionate? !

From love to worry, from love to fear, from love to hate, Gu Nanfeng raised his hand fiercely and smashed the goblet in his hand, and in the broken porcelain, she heard Xiao Xubai's voice low and gentle over and over again.

―――――― Dividing Line of Memories

After following her home that night, Xiao Xubai was a little groggy because of alcohol, nesting in the wide sofa and squinting at her, the girl's complexion was very fair, her long eyelashes were curled, and the fine fluff on her face was clearly visible under the lamp.

It's not the first time she has brought someone back, she waited for this girl who looked young and innocent to take the initiative to serve her, and after waiting for a long time, there was still no movement, she raised her eyebrows slightly, and grabbed the person's wrist with some annoyance, pulling the person towards herself, Gu Nanfeng fell to her unexpectedly, looking flustered and a little at a loss.

The hot breath sprayed on the side of his neck with a light aroma of wine, and Gu Nanfeng suddenly became nervous, and a suspicious flush appeared on his fair face.

She wanted to stand up slightly, because she was close to the softness of others, different from her youthfulness, which was the fullness that only mature women have.

There is a faint fragrance on her body, I can't tell what it smells like, or is it body fragrance?

It's just a very good smell, like the fragrant cinnamon fragrance in late autumn and August, and there is also a hint of smell like that person's body.

It is said that the first memory of a person comes from the sense of smell, and it is this specious aroma that makes her sink.

She slowly approached her, avoided the warm lips, kissed the key directly, took her earlobe and sucked slowly, and teased her cochlea with the tip of her tongue.

Gu Nanfeng trembled, and almost couldn't help but want to run away immediately, Xiao Xubai turned over and pressed her on the sofa.

Fingers eagerly slipped under the chiffon, and it was expected that the blow would break.

She rubbed back and forth, Gu Nanfeng gasped, and the unfamiliar feeling made her panic, "Xiao ...... Mr. Xiao ......"

The answer was the hand that held her chest, although they were all women, but this shame still made her bite her lower lip and not dare to push her too hard.

Xiao Xubai stopped and stared at her, his face was cold, "What's the difference between selling a smile and selling your body, aren't they all out to sell?" ”

She got up from her, "There's a bathroom downstairs, you come up to me after you take a shower"

With that, he staggered up the stairs.

She can't refuse, she is still short of the last five hundred yuan, she can get out of the sea of suffering, and from then on, everything that happened in these three months will be regarded as a big dream, and she will never come back.

She should be glad that the other party is a woman, more gentle than a man, and has no nasty body odor.

Nanfeng closed his eyes slightly, his long eyelashes trembled, and there were tears in the corners of his eyes, and then they were washed away by the water sprayed by the shower.

When I went out after taking a shower, I found that there was no change of clothes and no bathrobe in the bathroom.

Nanfeng frowned a little embarrassed, no matter how she looked, she looked like a person with a habit of cleanliness, could it be that she would continue to wear the clothes just now?

Hearing movement in the living room, she opened the bathroom door a small crack, revealing half of her little face, and muttered: "Xiao ...... Mr. Xiao ......"

Xiao Xubai took another glass of whiskey in his hand, looked back and saw that her face was slightly red, and she raised her eyebrows, "What's wrong?" ”

"I didn't ...... No change of clothes......"

The corners of Xiao Xubai's lips rarely provoked a smile, "Wait"

She rarely came back here, so naturally she didn't have a change of clothes left here, but the bathrobe was still there, and she went upstairs and rummaged through it, and when she opened the drawer, she was stunned when she saw the white underwear with lace edges, and slowly closed it again.

Gu Nanfeng, who had removed his makeup, was a little more fresh and refined, his hair was softly draped over his shoulders, a little gentle and quiet, and the wide bathrobe on his body made people want to find out, and two snow-white slender thighs were faintly revealed between walking.

So everything that should have happened happened, the young body of the girl in front of her was clean and refreshing, and her skin could be broken, which was rare for her to have the ** she wanted.

So she pulled open her bathrobe, and when she felt that her palms were soft and delicate, Xiao Xubai's breathing began to be messy, and she knelt on the bed and kneaded it slowly.

Gu Nanfeng tilted her head slightly, this strange pleasure made her a little overwhelmed, looking at a side face close at hand, with clear outlines and distinct eyebrows, there was a heroic spirit rarely seen in girls, and there was also a trace of non-anger and self-authority.

Shoulder-length hair was slightly curled and scattered on the snow-white shoulders, with the same delicate skin as himself, Gu Nanfeng was a little afraid and wanted to reach out and hug her, drawing a trace of warmth from her to dispel his panic.

Before touching her shoulder, someone knocked her down, Xiao Xubai raised his head from her, there was spring in the corners of his eyes, but there was no tenderness in his eyes.

"Don't touch me!"

Gu Nanfeng pursed his lips, a layer of wetness welled up under his eyes, as if to punish her for her self-assertion, the kiss fell on the back of her ear and neck, sometimes light and sometimes heavy or tearing or biting, not gentle, Nanfeng gradually reddened her eyes, and put her hand on her shoulder and pushed it out slightly.

Xiao Xubai frowned, she wanted to refuse to welcome, but unfortunately she didn't eat this set.

These superficially innocent student girls are actually just for money, and in the final analysis, they just take what they need.

She knelt forward again, her palms gently supporting her waist, and with some impatience she played the game of indulgence.

By the posture of falling, the two fingers immediately entered without roots.

Gu Nanfeng frowned, gasped, and grabbed the sheet under him tightly, tears rolling in his eyes.

"Hurt ......"

She didn't dare to touch her, so she could only blindly shrink back, trying to escape from her shackles, Xiao Xubai grabbed her wrist and dragged the person back, because the movement was too big, and there was an unspeakable pain.

"So unprofessional, I'll go complain about you"

She whispered in her ear, maybe it was because of the alcohol or maybe it was the long-standing love in her heart, she wanted to vent, so one hand dragged her waist, and the heat she felt on her fingertips also made her gradually excited, and sent a little more in.

Gu Nanfeng bit his lower lip, held back the tears that came out of his eyes, and tightly grabbed the sheet under him, and the appearance of crying made this person's movements slowly gentle.

"Don't be afraid...... her supple black hair was scattered on the snow-white sheets, and her complexion was as white as the sheets, Xiao Xubai's eyes gradually blurred, and she heard her whisper a person's name when she buried her head in her neck socket.

"Aya......

Her voice was low, like a lover's whisper, and she kept repeating the name in a whisper all night.

The pain gradually withdrew from her body, replaced by a blank brain, she didn't know what she was doing, she only knew that she couldn't resist, this person was the object she had to please, she could only go with her hand, sink with her ups and downs, and repeat.