56. The depths of this feeling
Life is like a stage, where people keep appearing and people leaving. Wanwan was just a little disappointed, most of the people who left were in the prime of spring and autumn, and none of them had ever lived to the end of their lives. Sometimes I think that when she withdraws from other people's stages, I don't know what age she will be. She hopes that she will live longer, bring up her children, and then retire with good times, and find a place to live with beautiful mountains and rivers, without mundane affairs, just the two of them.
She is always depressed, and the people around her try their best to make her happy, and even people like Yu Qiyao, who looks serious, also dress up with Xiao You and play "Cherry Fighting" for her. She had a smiling face at first, but then gradually fell silent again, and this play is also an ending of Lao Yan's separation. Thinking about my current situation, I feel even more bleak.
Tonghuan and Xiaoyou didn't know how to persuade her anymore, so they pushed Yu Qiyao forward. Yu Qiyao folded his hands and said, "Your Highness's mind is too heavy, and it will not benefit you. If you're bored, why not choose a name for your little son. ”
Wanwan shook her head, "Leave this matter to him Amma, I don't worry about that." ”
She was so anxious that Yu Qiyao said: "Your Highness used to always keep the country and society in mind, as long as it is beneficial to your family and country, you can do whatever it takes." Now that he is in a state of collapse because of his temporary separation from the prince, it seems that many of your warnings against him in Nanyuan are fake? ”
How can that be the same!
"He has a limited number of soldiers, and if he misbehaves, I will definitely kill him, but he doesn't." She argued, and felt that the reason was very good. He lowered his head again, and looked at his stomach through the gown of the hoof lily, "Besides, I have a baby, so why don't I think about his father." ”
Yu Qiyao sighed: "Do you complain about the emperor? ”
Wanwan thought for a while, "Yu Zhi, I blame him, he married me to Yuwen, and separated our husband and wife, how can I forgive him!" But Yu Gong, he has his concerns, if the world is peaceful and wants to exchange me alone, I can only be disappointed and dare not hate him. ”
This is the sad thing about the bloodline of filial piety, the inheritance of the throne of filial piety is different from that of previous dynasties, the habit of passing on the death of the father to the son has been broken, and Gao Gong's ascension to the throne is the end of the brother, so the golden dragon chair has been circling between their brothers. Wanwan is too close to them, and many times she is not willing to mix, but she can't help herself. Thinking that all her court-related qiē would end with the descent, her brother refused to let her stand on the dry shore. This territory of Daye never belonged to her, but she had to bear half of the responsibility, who let her have sex with him and his parents.
She stood up and paced along the verandah, tired and sat down on the gooseneck, the rain outside the railing splashing and soaking her dress, and she didn't care. Looking up at the sky, the dark clouds reminded her of the rainy season of Huangmei in Nanyuan. For the memory of Nanyuan, but it has been accumulated for half a year, how much can it be! She didn't stay until the ripe season of the fruit, and she didn't know what the taste of Jiangnan was in autumn, but she remembered that the fragrance of bauhinia flowers was everywhere in March and April, and there was a flower tree in the eldest princess's mansion in Dashamao Lane, which was planted in front of the wall outside the second gate, and was well pruned by the florist, showing a girlish charm and graceful figure.
People who love each other, even if they are separated by rivers, lakes and seas, their hearts are still the same. When Wanwan leaned on the railing alone, Liangshi was discussing with his generals in the study. In front of the map, I studied the battle line and arranged the troops, and suddenly I had a palpitation, and I forgot to move. Lan Zhou gently called Ama twice, and then he came back to his senses, regained his spirits, and planted a small flag on Anton Wei's landmark.
Step by step, whale devouring, he never does what he is not sure of. Nanjing is far away from the capital road, and once the army marches in, someone must answer it along the road. The location of Anton Wei is in the middle of the two places, and it is recorded in Wei Zhi, "Outside the Beijing Division, the protection of one side of the screen, the flood land of the East China Sea, has the most guards, and An Dongfang is no longer than this." It is the military stronghold of southeast Shandong, the imperial court has deployed heavy troops here, and there are 34 anti-sea guards and anti-transport guards, all of which are under the jurisdiction of the Governor's Office of the Five Armies. Coincidentally, the newly appointed governor was his haircut, and his term of office was six years. Six years for him to prepare, that's enough.
When everyone below saw that he had put the war on the agenda again, their faces were all red. These hot-blooded men are eager to make a contribution, but because of the newlywed Yan'er, they have thrown their ambitions to the back of their heads. This time, the eldest princess is gone, and the prince and the emperor have formed a new relationship, and there is finally hope for the army.
After the generals dispersed, Lan Zhou was still there, leaning his neck and asking him, "What happened to you just now?" Do you miss me again? ”
He Amma glanced at him, "You're still young, I can't talk to you about this." ”
Lan Zhou said: "Why can't you talk about it, the sons also want to be nirvana." Brother Ting'er baked cakes on the bed at night, saying that he wanted to eat the strange smell of Dabian and Aiwowo from Enie, and asked Enie when he would be able to come back. ”
He stood in front of the window, and the pouring rain hit the bamboo curtain under the eaves, scattering into a fine mist and facing him. Gradually, a cloud of sorrow gathered between his eyebrows, and he pounded on the windowsill with one hand, "Wait a minute, I took your fifth uncle's letter and said that she was fine." It's the twenty-sixth day, and when the time comes, I'll leave for Beijing to pick her up. ”
Lan Zhou put his hands behind his back and sighed, "See, can you take it back smoothly?" ”
Can you? It's hanging. He shook his head slowly, paused and said, "Whether you can or not, you have to try." You have a little brother in your belly, I can't let her stay in the capital alone, and she will be lonely in the future. ”
At that time, Lan Zhou was still ignorant, but he felt his father's pain, which was contrary to his usual decision to kill. Maybe it's like this when you like someone, and the eldest princess is really cute. When he learned that Amma was going to get married, his mother cried to him, and while he was tired of the adult's parents, he also decided to hate the so-called grandmother. But it turned out that his plan failed, and she was a kind and beautiful person, with a heart like Bodhi, unstained with dust. There is nothing uncomfortable with her, she is very casual, likes to sit and sit, and likes to lie down. As long as there are no other elders, she allows him to be unruly and even presumptuous, this feeling is like a fairy for a child who has been used to being restrained since childhood.
Lan Zhou said, "I'll go with Amma." ”
He Ama still shook his head, "I have already broken two people, and it will be too expensive to spare one more." Then he fell silent, stepped out of the study, and walked slowly in the direction of the Longen Building.
If you want to be alone, it's not too much to spend your days like years. Most of each other's time is spent waiting, often thinking that a long time has passed, and looking back, it is just a stick of incense.
The color of the plum blossom on the wall became more and more filled, and the blank space became less and less, and Wanwan's mood became better.
The symptoms of morning sickness had lessened, and her cheeks were finally plump. The first thing I did when I got up was to ask how many days there were, and Xiao You calculated carefully, it was almost the Mid-Autumn Festival, and there were five or four days left...... She got out of bed after hearing this, and was interested in the thrush, and changed into beautiful clothes, knowing that he would not come so soon, but she was not discouraged even if she waited until it was dark, and it was still the case the next day.
The fifteenth is just around the corner, but this year it is a pity that the emperor and the queen mother are not in harmony, and no one advocates organizing a big banquet. Besides, that day was the time when the moon was full, and the cultivation paid attention to the harmony of heaven and man, and the emperor was very busy, so he didn't have time to eat, drink and have fun with a bunch of women. As long as you enter the doorway, you can soar in the day and become an immortal.
He became an immortal, but he didn't think about what to do with this society. When he described the benefits of becoming an immortal to Wanwan, Wanwan asked him this question, and he said that whoever he loves, ten sons draw lots, whoever has good luck, who will be the emperor. Wanwan came out of Xihaizi, at a loss for the future. You say that he is ridiculous, he obviously cares about the society, and he can do whatever tricks he wants. If you want to say that he is conscientious, he often doesn't take the country seriously, if there is a golden pill that can make him become an immortal immediately, he must not hesitate to exchange it for the world.
Wanwan felt helpless, there was a limit to what she could do, she was worthy of her deceased parents, and what happened next depended on the destiny of this emperor's brother.
Seeing that the Mid-Autumn Festival is coming, she asked people to dress up the house, to have flowers and lights. She had never looked forward to the arrival of a person like this, and when she opened her eyes, there was hope. She knew she was having an easy time, and he was sure to be the same. She stood on the rockery pavilion and looked south, hoping that someone would come in and spread the word that the king of Nanyuan had arrived, and she must have plunged into his arms and never come out again.
So she has been waiting eagerly since she was fourteen, remembering the brocade guards on the door, worried that they will obstruct it, and went to the room for a special trip.
When he entered the door, Jin Shi happened to be there, and he was sitting in front of the desk wiping his embroidered spring knife. Seeing her, he was stunned, and quickly got up and saluted, "Why is Your Highness here?" If you have something to say, you can just pass on the ministers, how dare Your Highness come in person! ”
Wanwan tugged at the corner of her lips, "Don't see the outside, since you are on an errand in my house, you are not as taboo as outside." I also have something to entrust to Lord Kim, and if I don't come in person, it seems that I am not sincere. ”
Jin Shi waved his hand, but the people below retreated to the door, and he respectfully clenched his fists, "Your Highness is serious, listen to His Highness's assignment." ”
Wanwan remembered Liangshi, and there was a faint smile on her face, "In the past two days, I guess someone has come to see me, please be accommodating to Lord Jin and let him in." I know that the emperor has an order to protect the safety of my eldest princess's mansion, but since it is a peace of mind, not a captivity, then I should be allowed to see guests. Lord Jin doesn't have to be embarrassed, if the emperor blames, I will personally accept the guilt, and I will never implicate Lord Jin. ”
Jin Shi hesitated, raised his eyes and hurriedly looked at her, "Can you ask Your Highness to make it clear, who is coming?" ”
She pursed her lips and smiled, "It's an old friend, I must see him, if Jinyiwei obstructs it, then don't blame me for being black, leaving no room for you." ”
She was in a good mood and complexion, and the fragrance on her dress fluttered from the fluttering palace silk as soon as she turned around, almost filling the entire duty room. Jin Shi looked at her back, his brows furrowed. He has learned the stubbornness of this highness many times, in fact, she looks down on them brocade guards, the lackeys of the emperor's family, who will bite whoever she wants, and her current status is not as good as that of the eunuchs of Dongchang. She came, it can be regarded as giving face, let me know in advance, don't get in the way if you know each other, everyone is convenient.
The lieutenant came in and followed his line of sight, "I'm afraid this old friend is not an ordinary person, do you want to report it to the top?" ”
Jin Shi snorted lightly, "How to report?" Tell the commander that Her Royal Highness the eldest princess has a friend visiting soon, as for who it is, I don't know for the time being? "I have already made an exception to include it when I speak, it is rare to see a smiling face, and this golden branch and jade leaf is not easy, let her be happy for a while.
Of course, we must pay special attention to who the old friends are. On the evening of the fifteenth, on the street in front of the eldest princess's mansion, three fast horses came in a hurry. The brocade guard pressed the knife down the steps, and those people came to the front in a blink of an eye, and the leader jumped off the horse neatly, and the stone blue satin arrow shirt lined the figure was particularly graceful. It's just that the golden wire mesh cover under the cool hat covers the mouth and nose, and I can't tell who it is, but just looking at the bearing and figure, there is actually a bit of the appearance of Xiao Duo, the commander of the East Factory.
Jin Shi raised his hand to signal the person to stop, and the person finally took off the barrier, a face that was enough to be beautiful and prestigious, no need to guess, except for Nanyuan Yuwen, he didn't think about it as a second person.
Sure enough, he was elegant, raised his hand and said: "When I went down to Yu Wenliang, I asked to see Her Royal Highness the eldest princess, and I bothered the lord to pass it on." ”
A vassal king, in front of low-level officials, does not take a big place, and now Daye is rare. The captains who were originally holding the knife retreated when they heard this, and Jin Shi returned the salute: "Please wait at the door of the prince." ”
There is no way, in Nanyuan, there is still a division of monarchs and ministers, and when you arrive in the capital, you have to pay more attention to your identity. He kept rushing here day and night, and after seeing the plaque of the eldest princess's mansion, he became more and more anxious. But you can't make a mistake, you have to follow the rules step by step, in case there is a mistake, this trip to the capital will become a crime, and if you can't bring it back, you will send yourself into the quagmire.
Let him wait, then there is only waiting. He pressed it down and looked around, Murong Gaogong was indeed generous to this sister. The eldest princess's mansion is newly built, and every brick and tile exudes a scorching atmosphere, which is not comparable to the ordinary princely mansion. So as a princess, she has never lacked materially, he is only worried about her spirit, the old five letters once said that she is thin, and now I don't know what to do, she will be raised in half a month, it should be better!
He waited patiently at the door, and finally heard a series of hurried footsteps. Looking back, she ran to the heavenly steps in front of Yin'an Palace, she was not as stable as usual, and now she was just a little girl who was thinking about her heart.
She wore a wide robe, and her black hair was like a cloud and curled high, because the golden hairpin fell to the ground because of running. He was so frightened by her actions that he told her to stand and wait for him there. She was obedient, crying and stretching out her arms, calling his name like a child. He hurried over and finally took her into his arms, and she whimpered and buried herself in his chest and said, "I've been waiting for a long time, and you're finally here." ”
He hugged her tightly, his arms trembling. So many people didn't care when they looked at it, they held her face and looked at it carefully, their eyebrows and eyes were still the same, but their skin was white and cold, and they really lost weight.
Foolishly looking at each other, their eyes bordering on greed, as if one glance would be missing. The young couple reunited, the scene did not need to be depicted, and everyone on the left and right avoided it with interest, and there were only two of them in the huge courtyard. At the beginning of the lantern, the melting light rose, and Wanwan hooked his neck and said, "Kiss me", the soft and glutinous voice was as sweet as honey.
He kissed her, and they both choked up, and the kiss could not continue, but against his forehead, like two vines in the dark sky, tightly entangled.
The brocade clothes and halberd stand on the door, and when he saw Jin Shi coming out, the general flag arched his hand, "Look, what should I do now?" The king of Nanyuan came to Beijing, although the emperor gave him a yellow coat, he was a vassal king. If we deceive and don't report it, we are afraid that the higher authorities will ask for guilt. ”
Yes, my old friend has become the king of Nanyuan, but I want to release the water, but I'm afraid it won't work.
"There should be a question book to be sent to the palace first...... he immediately decided, "Immediately send people into Xihaizi to report the news, the matter can be big or small, the fork is here, everyone has to lose their heads." ”
The lieutenant below took the order, turned over his horse, and galloped all the way to Xiyuan.