In order for his son to sleep better, Xue Zheng took a hot bath for him. Ji Mengmeng went to the refrigerator, got milk, and then went to help the child heat the milk.

The two of them didn't say anything more, but each other's hearts were like a blockage. After all, their current relationship is not strong, and the slightest twist and turn may break the bond they have built with great difficulty.

After Xue Yiwei drank the milk, he asked a lot of things about his mother in a daze for a while, and finally fell asleep. Ji Mengmeng thought that this bloodline thing could not be given up in the end. Although Xue Yiwei's own mother has never appeared in these years, the child will still have attachment to his biological mother in his heart. Ji Mengmeng thought depressedly, she felt that she would be a lot more embarrassed to get along with this father and son in the future.

Xue Zheng called someone to take care of Xue Yiwei temporarily, and then drove her back. Sitting in the passenger seat, Ji Mengmeng sat quietly all the time, and in the end, Xue Zheng broke the quiet.

"Only my mother's business, I will take care of it, you don't have to worry."

Ji Mengmeng sighed and didn't say anything. Xue Zheng was a little anxious, wanting to explain but not knowing how to explain. After all, now that things have come to this point, he has to bear a lot of responsibility.

When he arrived at Ji Mengmeng's door, Xue Zheng got out of the car first, and then helped Ji Mengmeng open the door. Ji Mengmeng was a little uncomfortable with Xue Zheng being so attentive, and her expression became a little unnatural. Seeing this, Xue Zheng said, "Didn't we say we wanted to try?" Now that the relationship has been confirmed, don't be so polite to me. ”

If it hadn't happened to her ex-wife, Ji Mengmeng felt that she should be able to get along with him naturally, but now

Xue Zheng saw the lack of confidence flashing on her face, and knew how unhappy Qi Zi's matter was. Ji Mengmeng said goodbye to him at this time, and was ready to go in, Xue Zheng thought, she must not be let go like this, he had to explain the matter with that person to her today.

"Mengmeng, let's talk."

Ji Mengmeng looked at him seriously, and after thinking about it, he agreed. The two returned to the car, and Xue Zheng lowered his head at first, as if thinking about something. Ji Mengmeng didn't rush him, and waited quietly.

It took about three minutes before Xue Zheng began to talk about his past with her.

"I met her when I was in college. She's very strong, like a tomboy who is not afraid of heaven and earth. And I, because of my family, I was very introverted at that time, I liked to be alone, bored, and could not say a word for a day. ”

"And then, you ran into her?" Ji Mengmeng asked out loud, according to the normal direction of the plot, Xue Zheng should have met the person who changed him at this time. Ji Mengmeng herself noticed the sourness in her tone, she felt that it was hard for her to bear it, in Xue Zheng's life, there was a person who was so important to him.

He nodded, then continued: "At that time, she probably thought I was weird, and then approached me. You know, she has an indescribable charm, as passionate as fire, and she can forcibly assimilate others into her mind regardless of their wishes. After being with her, I felt that life had changed a different way. I'm starting to be willing to communicate with others and to fit in with her. ”

Ji Mengmeng raised her head, and her expression became a little cold: "Oh, she's really quite unusual." ”

Xue Zheng couldn't help but raise his mouth, then looked at her dotingly, and asked, "What's wrong, I'm jealous." ”

"Don't put gold on your face." Ji Mengmeng didn't want him to see her embarrassed appearance, so she lowered her head. Xue Zheng saw that she cared so much, and his mood was much more relaxed.

"She is as passionate as fire, but when she is ruthless, she can also trample people under her feet in an instant." Thinking of that unbearable time, Xue Zheng smiled self-deprecatingly, and then continued: "At that time, I was in love with her. But without warning, she suddenly came to me and told me that she was tired of the relationship with me and wanted to break up. You don't know, at that time I was ready to propose, and even bought the ring. But she said that she would leave everything, and she wouldn't even give me a chance to redeem it. ”

Ji Mengmeng frowned, since it was all too much trouble, she didn't understand how they could be involved in so many things later, and they even had children

"And then." She asked suspiciously, Xue Zheng's expression became a little tangled. He looked at Ji Mengmeng and hesitated for a while before saying, "You listened to the following things, I'm afraid you will hate me." ”

A flash of horror flashed on Ji Mengmeng's face. Child, it was difficult for Xue Zheng to be at that time

Looking at her expression, Xue Zheng knew how much she was thinking about it. He poked her forehead lightly and said, "Don't think I'm so perverted, how can I be so dirty." ”

Ji Mengmeng's expression became shy, and at the same time, she also breathed a long sigh of relief.

Fortunately, there is no stain on his character.

Xue Zheng sighed, although it was not as exaggerated as Ji Mengmeng thought, but what he did at that time was indeed not very glorious.

"I followed her at that time, and then one day I found out that she secretly went to the hospital, and then I found out that she was pregnant at that time and was going to have an abortion."

"And then, and then how do you stop her?"

Xue Zheng's face showed a touch of self-loathing, and he hesitated for a while before saying, "The conditions in her family are very bad. Her father was being hunted down at that time because he owed a loan shark. I said I was willing to use the money to buy her children and get their family out of trouble. ”

Ji Mengmeng suddenly realized, and then she looked at Xue Zheng and found that he was also looking at her, and the look on his face was humble that he had never seen before.

"I thought that when I had a child, she would want to be with me. But not long after giving birth, she ran out of the hospital. I don't know what method she used to disappear completely, and no matter how much I tried, I couldn't find her. ”

Recalling that most terrible nightmare, Xue Zheng sweated a lot on his forehead. Ji Mengmeng unconsciously reached out to hold his hand and calmed him down. Xue Zheng felt the warmth in his palms, smiled at her, and then said, "I thought you would slap me in the face, and then don't pay attention to me again." ”

Although Ji Mengmeng was holding her breath in her heart, at this time, what she wanted was to make him feel better.

"Don't think I'm so violent, I've always been a good talker."

Xue Zheng smiled heartily, and then said gently: "Yes, yes, our people's teacher is the most understanding." ”

The conversation between the two eased the atmosphere a lot. Xue Zheng also walked out of that past, and then he said it next, and his tone was much more relaxed.

"I had some psychological problems at that time and became a little paranoid."

Ji Mengmeng looked at him, and then Xue Zheng didn't shy away from it, and then went down and said: "In order to find her, I stayed at her house all night and all day, blocking people at the door of her dormitory. When I met people, I asked them one by one, I went crazy, and I moved my hands several times, the strictest one, and I was detained for more than ten days. ”

Ji Mengmeng became confused, it was really difficult for her to connect the current Xue Zheng with the person he said in his own mouth.

Seeing that she was stupid, Xue Zheng reached out and patted the back of her head, and said gently: "That's why I said that you will hate me when you hear this." To be honest, my reputation in our circle is really not very good. None of the people around Suqiao are optimistic about our relationship. And it turns out that they are quite accurate in seeing people, and I am really not a good person. ”

"But you're a good dad!" Thinking of him raising children alone over the years, Ji Mengmeng only felt that there was no way to hate him.

Xue Zheng chuckled: "If it weren't for my son at that time, I'm afraid I would really go crazy." You don't know, after being released, I took a serious look at this little guy for the first time. Compared to when he was born, his appearance has changed a lot. White, chubby, and very flattering. ”

Thinking of his son, Xue Zheng's eyes became softer. He recalled the feeling of holding his son at that time, and then said to Ji Mengmeng: "At that time, I swore that I would protect this child for the rest of my life, and no matter what, I would give him the best care and love." ”

Ji Mengmeng knew that this was also an emotional transfer. Hearing him say that, she felt even more uncomfortable.

In Xue Zheng's life, the appearance of that person should be the most unforgettable for him. She felt that even if they were together in the future, she would not be able to reach the height that that person had reached in Xue Zheng's heart.

A little annoyed, she gave him a grim sentence: "So, you've become a bear daddy." Look at you, what kind of spoiled child you have been! ”

Knowing that she was jealous, Xue Zheng reached out violently and held her in his arms.

"So it's up to you in the future, Mr. Ji."

Ji Mengmeng's eyes widened, looking a little overwhelmed.

Xue Zheng hugged her, and then said: "I don't know how to teach children, so if you do anything foolish in the future, you must stop me, I will listen to you well and strive to be a qualified father." After saying that, he let go of her again, looking very solemn.

"Mengmeng, I have a disgraceful past, and I have a child with someone else, so I can't give you the purest feelings. But you believe me, I'm serious about you, and I really want to build our family. Although we will face a lot of problems in the future, no matter what happens, I will stand in front of you, and I will help you clear all obstacles, so I hope you can rest assured that you will be with me. ”

Xue Zheng didn't know how he said such a long list of words. Today's events had a great impact on him. He hadn't felt such a panic in a long time.

He was afraid that this person would dislike him and would not want to be with him anymore. Spending time with her during this period gave him hope for the word home for the first time.

After all, in his previous cognition, the word home only meant betrayal and destruction!

To say that Ji Mengmeng was still hesitant, but when she heard Xue Zheng's words, she felt that she would not be able to pull away in her life.

Who would be willing to leave him alone?