Chapter 52: Love (3) (Finale)

In the depths of autumn, Kuncheng ushered in the first snow, the snowflakes were not big, mixed with a few slips of rain, sparsely falling, fluttering, hanging from above. "Words * love * first * hair [big | book | bag | small | say | net dashubao]. Lewen Mobile Network

Not much, covered on the ground, a thin layer of white, the next day before it had time to freeze, and was sucked dry by the sun, only a damp muddy patch remained, pedestrians walked around, did not feel cold, only wearing a tweed coat was enough to resist.

But Song Qiaobi wears more, because her in-laws heard that it has snowed heavily in Toronto, so they always force her to wear more, not only to dress her more, but also to dress her baby son into a small snowball, Song Qiaobi hugged the small snowball, and felt hot after walking a short distance, looking back at her husband Zhou Chonghan, who was lightly dressed and only wore a leather jacket.

"Sure enough, I'm wearing too much, and it's not going to be cold like this at this time" Zhou Chonghan came over with his luggage and looked down at the ticket: "Time is tight, let's talk about it when we get to the waiting hall."

Song Qiaobi had no choice but to follow Zhou Chonghan into the waiting hall to wait, then take off his coat and settle the child.

Song Qiaobi held the luggage and the things in her hand, thinking in her heart that since she had said goodbye to everyone and was about to set foot in the country, she could only follow the two men in her life, and she was a little sad in excitement when she thought about it.

She remembered that before leaving, Zhou Chonghan said to her: "Qiaobi, don't think that you are the only one who is nervous and strange, in fact, I am the same, you only have me and Xiaobin, and I am not the only one of you in a foreign country, the land is vast and sparsely populated, and loneliness and homesickness are inevitable, but we are like pioneers, we have to stand the test, we have to warm each other, and we have to encourage each other."

He has already encouraged her, what about her, she didn't say anything on her face, but she made a few determinations in her heart, first, to learn the language well, and second, she must not let Zhou Chonghan bear too much burden, the domestic and foreign environments are different, they are immigrants, they are definitely not as comfortable as in China, how can she find a way to find a job, whether it is a part-time job, or a coolie.

was traveling these things, the mobile phone in her hand rang, it was not a ringtone, it was like a message, Song Qiaobi looked down, it was not her mobile phone, it was Zhou Chonghan's, I couldn't see the content of the message, but I could see the person Cheng Yiyi clearly.

Song Qiaobi instinctively chuckled in her heart, didn't this woman say that she couldn't see it, why did she come to harass her husband again, did they all go abroad, Cheng Yiyi was still thinking about something Song Qiaobi's heart sank, and she couldn't help but turn on the mobile phone screen, facing a row of number keys, thinking about the password, and suddenly a set of numbers flashed in her heart, this number had appeared, and she had seen it when she was packing Zhou Chonghan's luggage a few days ago

It is the perfect architectural golden section line of the book 1:1618

1618, she once believed that it was the password, why not try it now, Song Qiaobi really opened the phone while thinking.

This is a coincidence, Song Qiaobi didn't know how he could guess Zhou Chonghan's heart, of course, what was most nervous now was what that text message was.

Song Qiaobi couldn't wait to open it and see that it was Cheng Yiyi who sent a long message

"Brother Zhou, I heard Zhou's parents say that your plane today didn't see you off, don't mind, you may also know the reasons, so I just ask you to have a safe journey and arrive in Duoshi smoothly. I know that the last goodbye brought you a lot of trouble, causing you to almost lose your marriage, but it's okay to lose your child, a kind person like you will eventually get the most perfect ending

In fact, every time we meet, we never have a good chat, even if I came to Kuncheng last time, because of Xiaohui, I didn't have the opportunity to talk to you as intimately as before, it is also because you and I have changed our identities now, and we always have to worry about the feelings of others, but you will always be my dearest big brother, and I am also your most trusted little sister, this will not change.

I don't think we have any other relationship in this life, and we can only be brother and sister.

When you learned that I was unfortunately depraved in the bar, you mentioned that you wanted to give up studying in England, stay and take care of me and marry me, so that I would not be criticized and hurt, but I know that your sympathy is greater than love, how can I wronged you and let you give up your future at a young age for me and a child who is not you, so I chose Luo Kai, so that the unhappiness of my marriage has made me bitter and regretful all the time, how good it would be if I could turn back time

Although time can't go back, but it can flow forward, when I went to Kuncheng to find you, you mentioned that you wanted to divorce me again, I was really moved, but, Brother Zhou, I was too painful and incompetent at that time, how could I let you bear the infamy and marry an abandoned woman like me and Xiaohui is still in that situation, to be honest, I already owe him a lot, I can't owe you anymore

But I know that there is always a small voice in my heart that keeps asking myself, don't I have a chance with you anymore I asked myself, isn't my wish since I was a child to marry Brother Zhou, why did I have to miss it again and again because of all kinds of things when he proposed to me twice

Can I be selfish?

So last time I went to Hangzhou to see you, I asked you, now is an opportunity to reshuffle the cards, you and me, Song Qiaobi have a chance, will you consider choosing me

But I forgot, time has passed, the same question, answered at different times, the world has changed, at that time, you just wanted to return to your wife and children, how could you think about other people I was too naïve, and I added to your blockage

But I told myself, at least I did my best, I really don't regret it, I've asked the most questions in my life, and now I've said everything I want to say the most, and I've got the answers I want

Thank you, Brother Zhou, for helping me all the time, when I was young, I only blamed me for my bad luck, I was unwilling to be lonely, I couldn't wait for you, and now I only blame me for being powerless, I can't hold your hand, and you have repeatedly missed but at the same time, I haven't been able to let you be trapped in the cage of kindness, and I haven't let you suffer pain and remorse for me, I think I'm so lucky

I hope that your future road is lucky, you have to cherish what you get, and I wish you all the relief if you can't get, you can meet sincere people wherever you go, and do your best to enjoy the life of a qiē, good luck, good health, Cheng Yiyi respectfully. ”

Song Qiaobi read this long message, the whole person paused, there were all kinds of feelings in her heart, she couldn't relieve it for a while, she looked up suddenly, but saw that Zhou Chonghan was already standing in front of her, looking at her quietly, she smiled in a hurry, didn't laugh, she knew that she was ashamed, she quickly put away her mobile phone and handed it over: "I'm sorry to see that your information password was guessed by me randomly, it's really a chance."

"I have been setting this password before I went to the UK, it is my birthday and Cheng Yiyi, I am January 8th, she is June 1st, I have long wanted to change it, but I have never had time to say sorry" Zhou Chonghan took the mobile phone and immediately changed the password, Song Qiaobi didn't want to see if the password was set to her and Zhou Chonghan's birthday, after all, this is a trivial matter.

It's just that what Song Qiaobi didn't expect was that Zhou Chonghan didn't look at the information at all, and directly put it in his pocket and said, "It's time for us to board the plane." ”

"But don't you look at the message Cheng Yiyi sent you?"

"I probably know what she's going to say" Zhou Chonghan took the child, luggage and a qiē thing from Song Qiaobi's hand, and stuffed the water into Song Qiaobi's hand.

"No, you're not her, how do you know what she's going to say Actually, you better take a look at her, I don't want you to regret it when you go abroad, after all, it's a lifetime thing" Song Qiaobi also wondered if she would say such a thing, but when she said this, she was really frank and open, without a little worry.

Zhou Chonghan glanced at Song Qiaobi deeply, and suddenly smiled: "I don't think there is any difference between what I see and what I don't see Many things, the answer is already in my heart." ”

"The last time she came to Hangzhou to see me, you were on the phone in advance, and when you met, she asked you questions, you may not really answer them completely, this is an opportunity to reply" Song Qiaobi hinted softly, she didn't know why she did this, maybe it was just an impulse, but at this moment, this second, she didn't want the person she loved to suffer, she didn't want the person she loved to regret for life At this moment, at this moment, she suddenly understood Cheng Yiyi

Zhou Chonghan nodded: "Speaking of that time, I really want to thank her, you know that Xiao Yuan also looked for her, but she found me directly after learning your address, and sued me if it wasn't her, I would still have to wander around Hangzhou, Du Qin's little boyfriend still had to accompany me there, and she saved all of us by her arrival."

Song Qiaobi felt that he always couldn't get to the point when he talked about him left and right, so he was really anxious: "Teacher Zhou, don't you look at what Cheng Yiyi said to you at the end, don't you think that although she doesn't want to mention this, she loves you after all"

Zhou Chonghan suddenly stretched out a hand and gently pressed it on Song Qiaobi's lips, and continued to smile: "Since you don't want to mention it, don't mention it, do you think it's important A text message, look at it or not, a question, answer or not, will it affect our itinerary, our decision, our family?"

Song Qiaobi was stunned, not knowing how to respond, only feeling dizzy.

At this time, Zhou Xiaobin's cry sounded, but it forcibly pulled these two people back to reality, "Look at it, the child can't stand it, hehe, let's go, let's not miss the plane" Zhou Chonghan hugged Song Qiaobi, and turned back to coax the child: "Baby son don't cry, it's Dad's fault, let Mom worry about it, let the baby be impatient, you see Mom and Dad are there"

Song Qiaobi sighed, had to reach out and hug the child, and checked the ticket with Zhou Chonghan and got on the plane.

It was easy to sit down, and coaxed the child again, Zhou Chonghan took out his mobile phone and threw it directly to Song Qiaobi: "I have canceled the password, if you really want to reply a few words for me, you can reply directly, I don't care." After saying that, he pulled the blindfold and leaned back comfortably on the back of the chair, not wanting to say anything more.

Song Qiaobi also served this guy, why sometimes he played cards like this without common sense, but he didn't know what to do when he took the hot potato.

Reopened the text message, read it carefully from the beginning twice, and rethought what Cheng Yiyi had said when she looked for her before, and suddenly felt that sadness came from it, sadness is the sadness of compassion, and sighed at the fate of that woman, who loves can't love, her marriage is unhappy, and the child is a heavy burden

Song Qiaobi is now a woman who has become a mother, and her experience is very different, she has also seen the little boy of Xiaohui before, and there is innocence and beauty in her stupidity, just ask which mother in the world can tolerate a little hurt by her child

"The plane is about to take off, this lady, please turn off your phone." At this time, the voice of the flight attendant came, and Song Qiaobi realized that the plane had slowly taxied towards the runway, and it seemed that everything was untraceable, and life could only move forward.

Song Qiaobi looked sideways at Zhou Chonghan, the man seemed to have fallen asleep calmly, this day was really busy for him, he must be tired, he didn't want to think anymore, he didn't want anything to happen anymore

But does he also have a little regret in his heart, regretting marrying her, regretting having a child with her

Cheng Yiyi loved him, how could he not love the process, how could he set the mobile phone password to the birthday of the person and himself, how could he have an almost bold closeness to someone who looked similar if he didn't love him, how could he choose to be with Cheng Yiyi twice at the risk of ruining his future and reputation, Zhou Chonghan said, love is responsibility.

His love is deep and imperceptible, Cheng Yiyi may not have felt it in the past, so he has always mistakenly thought that he is just sympathy for her, just like Song Qiaobi himself didn't realize it at the beginning, Zhou Chonghan is not a person who is good at expressing love, nor is he a person who is easy to love, in his world, love is a reckless adventure, love is a responsibility that has the courage to take risks, love is that he finally loosened his defense against Song Qiaobi, lost the password, and threw the whole person to her, his past, his present and even the future, It's all in her hands.

Thinking of this, Song Qiaobi smiled suddenly, didn't reply anything, and turned off the phone categorically.

For a day and a night, the plane crossed the ocean, crossed two mountains, and landed again in a strange western land, but the air was different, mixed with the pure fragrance of earth.

Zhou Chonghan led Song Qiaobi, hugged the child, and walked forward slowly, turning his head from time to time to give Song Qiaobi a relieved smile, until they arrived at the residence along the way.

He helped her out of the car, pointed to a small villa in the mountain stream not far away, gently pressed her ear and said, "Qiaobi, you see, that's our home, isn't this the best answer?"