Chapter 53
"Su Wei's TrueLove"
In fact, Su Wei's facial paralysis was not born, how can anyone in this world be born calm and mature? She also grew up slowly from an immature child, and she also had a naïve and rebellious era, but on her growth path, she had more twists and turns and experiences than others.
Because of this, she is more precocious than her peers.
Looking back now, if it weren't for those few years of experience, she wouldn't be here now, trying to make that man regain his confidence with a calm and peaceful heart.
"As you know, I am not a purebred Chinese, my father is of mixed Chinese and American descent, and my mother is Italian. And I, born in Nîmes, France. ”
As a mixed race of the Three Kingdoms, Su Wei's appearance is more inclined to the Chinese blood of his father. Childhood memories of being with her parents are blurry for her, and for as long as she can remember, all she can remember is a few broken photos and a doll that belonged to her sweet childhood.
That year, there was a fire that burned almost half a block, and the news was broadcast for many days, and many people wept with regret, many people gathered to pray, and many people reached out to help.
Yet as time passes, all these things will still be forgotten, except for the people who were involved in the incident, the people who were left behind in the fire. They are called the lucky ones, and there are elderly people, adults and orphans.
Su Wei had just turned four years old when she was sent to the orphanage, and she knew Chinese, English and Italian, but not French. A little more than a year after she was born in France, she was brought back to Italy by her parents, and this visit to Nîmes, France, was just a revisit.
No one could have imagined that this trip would tear the family apart. It was not only her parents who were burned to death, but also her younger brother, who was still in her mother's womb.
She had no relatives other than her parents, and because she was a French national, she was left behind by the government.
The nun always looked at her with compassion and care, and was always prone to the resentment of her peers. Coupled with her unfamiliarity with the language, she was bullied by many children in private.
In the first few months, she often hid behind the organ in the chapel with her doll in her arms, and sat for most of the day.
She was too young to understand what grief was, she just felt scared and helpless.
When she was bullied, she prayed helplessly many times, but she gradually realized that they would not change because of her prayers, but only intensified, and threatened her not to tell Sister Sù.
Then, she slowly learns to fight back, reclaiming the stolen snacks, taking revenge on the child who cut her braids, and even rolling on the ground with people in a fight.
Even so, she spoke to people very few times before she was eight years old, and the long years of silence made her almost forget her ability to speak.
That year, one of the nuns who cared for her the most also died of illness. The later nuns were young and lively, and liked those children who were well-behaved and sweet-mouthed, and she was completely ignored in the corner.
She remembers that it was a winter, when an entire group of children from the orphanage boarded a train to Marseille because of the sponsorship of well-wishers. This is a very rare opportunity for these orphans. On the train, they sang hymns under the leadership of the nuns, and everyone had a happy smile on their faces. She sat in silence, she didn't remember the name of Marseille, but she remembered that her parents had taken her on the same train.
The sea and buildings of Marseille coincide with the broken fragments of memory.
She remembers that she had been here, when she had a warm family, when she was still a baby pampered by her parents.
That day, she fell behind, walked wildly, dodged several good-wishers who seemed mild-mannered, and finally lost her way completely. She curled up in a ball on the cold suburban night, panic coming like a tidal wave. Even though she didn't like the orphanage, it was the only place she had to stay, and what would she do if she couldn't go back there?
The cold invaded her body and mind, and then she heard a young voice walking up to her again, asking if she was lost.
Should I answer? She looked up hesitantly, but before she could see the other person's face, the small bag that had been carrying her back was ripped off and taken away. She hurriedly chased after her, and before she had run a few steps, there was another sound of footsteps behind her. In the darkness, she felt a pair of large, cold, rough hands cover her mouth, and someone picks her up by the waist.
The fear of being touched by strangers was so intense that, even though she was only eight years old, she knew that if she didn't struggle, she would probably be forcibly taken away and something worse would happen.
She kicked the other man indiscriminately, but to no avail, she tried to open her mouth and bit hard at the hand that was covering her. The man let go of his hand in pain and cursed. She took advantage of this opportunity to try to call for help, only to scream and be thrown to the ground, she felt herself roll down the avenue, fell on the mud between the bushes, and then a slap struck, she fell there, her mouth hit the ground, and the smell of blood and earth instantly filled her mouth.
Someone was cursing in her ears, and there was more than one voice, and she vaguely understood that she might have been targeted when she got lost in the city.
Although it is a suburb, there are still many residential houses scattered among the grass and trees on the left and right of the avenue, and if she struggles to cry for help, someone will surely hear her.
She screamed loudly as she tried to prop herself up, trying to escape, but the other hand's hand once again fell on her face without mercy. The slap was heavier and harder, she was so young, and with the dizziness of great pain, she was once again flipped to the ground.
When the body was rudely picked up again, a blinding light shot in their direction.
"What are you doing?" In desperation, she heard someone questioning sharply, and then she was thrown to the ground, and the footsteps of those people departed in a chaotic manner.
From the direction of the light, several people quickly walked in.
It was supposed to be a big car, about the same time it happened to pass by, but it saved her at a critical moment.
She wanted to get up, but her body could no longer exert the slightest strength, one of the other party jumped down the avenue and came to her, she subconsciously wanted to move her body to escape, but a warm coat had fallen on her, and then she heard the familiar Chinese that she had not seen for a long time.
"Don't be afraid, I'm not a bad person." The voice was clear and clear as a young man, and the other party seemed to be a little puzzled when he saw her clearly, "Isn't it Chinese?" Then he immediately repeated the previous words in English.
Her hair was black when she was a child, and when she grew up, she naturally turned into the dazzling golden brown that she later had, and it was no wonder that the other party would misunderstand her at first sight.
At that time, because of the pain, fear and cold, her consciousness had gradually blurred, and she only felt another pair of big hands gently hugging her, and she heard someone say, "The weather is so cold, what should I do if I take off my coat and catch a cold, the progress has been very tight in the past two weeks!" ”
"Got it, Archie, let's get her in the car first." The boy seemed to smile good-naturedly, and she lay down in the arms of the other man, opened her eyes slightly, and met the smile of the young man under the stars.
A beautiful face that is too delicate.
That year, she first met Yuan Xu, who was eighteen years old.
Probably aware of her gaze, the young man smiled at her again, with a soft warmth in his beautiful eyes, and his warm pupils seemed to be embedded in the stars, and for a while, she only felt that even the starry sky in the sky could not match the brilliance of his eyes......
Later, she learned that his name was Yuan Xu, an actor, and he had come to France to shoot his first film, passing through there on the way back to the hotel.
He rescued her, took her back to the hotel in Marseille, found someone to treat her wounds, prepared a new change of clothes, and took her to the hotel's beautiful restaurant for dinner.
In the days when he didn't find her contact, he has been taking care of her diet and daily life personally, and even takes her with him when he is in a hurry to film.
He didn't understand why, but he could tell she was insecure.
And she, though quietly accepting all his help, never spoke.
Later, because the orphanage called the police, they finally found her contact. At that time, the nuns had already returned to the orphanage with other children.
When the teenager heard the news, he decided to send her back to Nîmes himself.
He organized all the clothes and dolls he had bought for her for the week in a box, along with other gifts he had given her.
Before parting that day, she finally spoke, in Chinese. She tugged at the corner of his coat and asked him if he could take her away.
He could feel her attachment to him, an eighteen-year-old boy, although he had not yet understood what it was like to be a parent, but family affection was born with such a thing. In particular, when he learned from the nun that her parents had died in the fire, this feeling of pity intensified.
It's just that he is only eighteen years old, and there is no way to adopt her, but he can use other forms of sponsorship to at least make her life better in the future.
Before leaving, he gave her her phone number and address so that she could write to him and call him if she could. And if he had the chance, he would definitely come back to see her.
In the years that followed, his letters and gifts were the only solace in her lonely growth. In her desperate and confused years, he always lit a bright light for her, and for so many years, she relied on his encouragement to come out of the loneliness of nothing.
She is not just a sponsor, he is her friend, brother, and relative.
If it weren't for him, she might have given up on herself a long time ago, or gone down the wrong path.
The original story happened seven years ago, two years before that, for some reason, she hadn't contacted him, and by the time she knew about it, he had fallen from the altar for two years.
After that, she tried to write letters and make phone calls, and even sent him money at his previous address, but the number could not be reached, and the money and letters were returned one after another, and the four-year gap made it impossible for her to contact him at all.
Finally, she remembered that he had mentioned an email address in his letter, and wrote an email to him in the mood to give it a try. Five days later, she waited for a reply from him.
The reply was very short, more than four years later, many things were different, and she could feel the change in him between the lines.
She didn't ask him directly about his current situation, she just told him that she was always there if she needed help. He replied to the email after a long time, and in the email, he was very indifferent, refused her help, and said that he did not need it.
At that time, she didn't know that before this, the film studio established by Yuan Xu failed for various reasons and tasted failure again. This defeat completely crushed him, and he had already decided to give up.
Later, she said that she wanted to return to China and meet with him, but this time, he did not reply.
She waited and waited, and wrote several emails one after another, but never waited for him.
She waited for a few years, and it was as if he had disappeared and never contacted her again. At first, she had to rely on the outside media to search for information about him, but at that time he was completely in retreat, and she could not find any news about him.
In the end, she decided to return to China.
There's no way she's going to give up just like that.
He appeared in her life at her most desperate and helpless, giving her warmth and grace, how could she ignore him after he was down.
She has been abroad and doesn't know much about the domestic entertainment industry, and she has also thought about finding a private detective to investigate his clues. But she understood that he did not reply on purpose. He used to be the pride of the sky, and he was also the same existence as her faith, and he was afraid that she would see his down-and-out appearance, so he would refuse to help him, or even avoid it.
If you find him in that kind of tough way and appear in front of him, it is likely to be counterproductive.
She didn't just want to see him, she wanted to help him, in a way that he wouldn't reject and suspect, and she didn't want to have the slightest surprise.
So in the end, she took advantage of Xu Shen's relationship to join his M&S company.
It's a bit stupid to wait for the rabbit, but she believes that as long as he is still in this company, one day, she will be able to meet him, and even if she meets him face to face, there is a righteous and bright way.
Then, she was favored by Shang Yu in a chance accident, and then went to Ruan Chengze as an assistant.
Then, almost ten months after she entered M&S, she finally met him.
The night is dark, Su Wei's story has been told, and such a truelove is obviously very different from Ruan Chengze's imagination.
In the process of her narration, the long and narrow eyes covered with long eyelashes stared at her quietly, and even when she heard about her experience of almost being trafficked, there was no emotion in it.
It wasn't until she finished speaking that he asked lightly, "That's all?" ”
Su Wei groaned slightly. Actually, it's not all about it, such as some of the things that happened after the age of sixteen...... But that's another thing after all, and it has nothing to do with her relationship with Yuan Xu......
"Come here." His voice interrupted her thoughts.
Su Wei looked up puzzled, but he just repeated, "I'll let you come over." ”
She still didn't move, he sighed, his eyes darkened, and finally reached out and pulled her into his arms, "At this time, a woman should lean into a man's arms and seek comfort from the other party, understand?" ”
She was stunned for a moment, then smiled. Even comforting people can do such a high profile, and it is really Ruan Chengze.
He stroked her back, buried his chin in her neck, hugged her tighter, and softened his tone, "I'm sorry...... I didn't think it would be like this behind this. ”
This apology fell lightly on her heart, Su Wei was a little surprised, she didn't expect him to apologize to her, "Thank you." ”
"Thanks for what?" He snorted lowly, "Don't get me wrong, I didn't sympathize with you because of the experiences you said, that kind of boring love is only the kind of people who have it, so he is destined to only be your long-legged uncle." I'm different, I'm comforting you as a man now, lending you my shoulders and arms, can I feel the difference between the two? ”
Su Wei felt it carefully and replied truthfully, "No." ”
He pressed her shoulders to remove her from his arms, and while staring down at her, he rubbed his fingertips against the soft skin on her neck, those pure black pupils, focused and bottomless, like a whirlpool, "What now?" As he spoke, his gaze drifted to her close lips.
"I feel it." Feeling a very strong hormone, Su Wei added in his heart, it was really different!
"That's good." He chuckled softly, suppressed the urge to kiss her, and continued, "I have no objection to your gratitude to him for giving back to him and wanting to stay by his side and help him. It's just that this doesn't have any conflict with you being my Ruan Chengze woman. ”
"What?" She thought she had misheard.
His voice was gentle and deep, sounding like a moving coax, "So, you can stay with him as an agent while associating with me with peace of mind." Don't worry, I won't be like him this time. ”
Su Wei: "......"