Chapter 19: Clearing the Fog
I don't know how long later, with the light pouring in from the door, Lucy's long figure reappeared in front of the man, and she walked up to the man, placed a cup on the glass table, and handed him a yellow pancake. The man took it in surprise, and his lips, which had been pursed into the word "one", opened slightly.
He closed his eyes and took a big bite, and tears rolled down his face.
Looking at the man who was crying silently, Luci opened his mouth and said, "There are always things in this world that are worth remembering. ”
"Gui Ping......" The man cried uncontrollably, holding the pancakes tightly with his right hand, he remembered that their family used to be very poor, so poor that sometimes there was only enough for one lunch a day, at that time Gui Ping always broke the pancakes in half, and gave him the big ones to eat every time, muttering that the pancakes were too hard and not tasty. In retrospect, it was so far away that he had forgotten the look on her face when she spoke.
"What the hell do you want to do, kill me, tell them to give me a good time, please don't torture me......" The man held his head with both hands, not letting her see his uncontrollable appearance.
Luci said lightly: "I am different from them. ”
"Yes." The man laughed, laughed miserably, laughed unscrupulously, laughed with tears in the corners of his eyes but didn't know it, he looked for Luci's eyes in the dim light, and looked directly at the woman in front of him with a full of anger, "You are different from them, you are more ruthless, more sanctimonious, and more damned." You, you want to crush me, you want to destroy me completely! Why, why the hell is the world doing this to me! Why can he Chen Anhe be proud, and I can only sleep with my woman! But who of you cares? No, you only have that poor Chen Anhe in your eyes, and there is no ...... for us."
Lu Xifei found that the ten fingers of Lu Yuanping's hands were clamped together, trembling slightly, and his expression was stiff and distorted, which was a typical frustrated posture in body language, and she understood that Lu Yuanping was trying his best to suppress some kind of negative emotion at this time, and this kind of emotion was like a sea bursting its embankment, which only needed an opportunity to gush out.
"Mr. Lu, if everyone can be clothed and fed, no one wants to sin."
Lu Xifei's words seemed to make Lu Yuanping a little moved, his ten fingers that were tightly clamped loosened slightly, and his closed eyes told him of his pain and struggle at the moment.
"Actually, you don't have to deliberately imitate anyone, even if it's not a suit and leather shoes, you are still the first." She looked at Lu Yuanping, who was in a straight suit and had a spotless neckline, and continued.
Lu Yuanping smiled, smiling bitterly and sourly: "But the world won't look at me like this, when I become Chen Anhe, when I have this qiē, when I can wear a gorgeous suit, wear an expensive watch, and drive a luxury car around this society, I find that everyone looks at me differently, in fact, I am still me, but in their eyes, I have become a different person." ”
But even so, his inferiority complex was nowhere to hide, and from the moment he entered the room and sat down on the sofa, Luci found that his body was closed, and although he tried his best to keep his body straight, he still could not hide his cringe. Most successful people are accustomed to expanding the space occupied by their bodies, but he is just the opposite, which shows that he is still quite far from success, and there is no lack of inferiority complex in his heart.
Lu Xifei said, "Mr. Lu, you are easy to get thirsty after eating pancakes, drink some water." ”
On the other side, Qiao Yixia and Shi Wei were rushing to Lu Xifei's house, and the mess trapped in Qiao Yixia's mind was finally clear, and she finally saw the reason. She closed her eyes slightly, and there was an indescribable subtlety of the qiē she was about to face.
Lu Xifei found that Lu Yuanping's downward palm had been spread out head-on, although he didn't say a word, but this was an excellent opportunity. She said in a calm voice: "I think that your son has a spirit in heaven, and he will not want to see his parents like this." ”
Lu Yuanping once again put his hand against his head, but this time instead of holding his head, he pressed his thumb against his forehead.
"Mr. Lu, I don't think you should refuse to listen to a five-minute story." Lucie's slender fingers tapped lightly on the sofa, "Let's start with your first meeting with your wife twenty-one years ago." ”
Lu Yuanping raised his head and listened to the strange woman in front of him in a familiar tone, telling about his encounter with Lu Guiping, falling in love, he will never forget the night twenty-one years ago, in that night, Lu Guiping's eyes were shining with a little starlight, which was the tenderness he was willing to spend his life waiting for.
"Because your adoptive parents strongly oppose your marriage, you have to make the crazy decision to elope with the woman you love, so why forget to bring your household registration book, you can only live a married life without legal protection for the rest of your life, in order to compensate her, you bought her a diamond ring as a diamond ring for your love. Although life is very hard and often does not have enough to eat, it is the greatest happiness to have two hearts in harmony. After that, you had a lovely child, and you also started a small business, selling steamed buns, and the house leak happened to rain overnight, and your buns were framed for being mixed with confetti as meat foam, and you are just an ordinary person with no background, and the rumors spread ten or ten hundreds, and your business that was easy to get on the right track finally came to an end. ”
"It just so happened that at this time, your child had a serious illness, and you were pestered by those unreasonable customers to ask for compensation, and you had no money to see a doctor for him."
Speaking of this, Lu Yuanping covered his mouth, shook his head, and suppressed the feelings that he was about to pour out.
"With the death of your child, the heart of you and your wife is gradually dying. You left the city with a sense of frustration and came to Ginkgo Village. You are trying to start a new life, but the pain caused by the death of your loved ones will be healed by time. Mr. Lu, as the head of the family, you not only have to bear the pain of your son's early death, but also earn money to support your wife. But just when you thought that life was going to gradually return to peace, another thunderbolt fell from the sky, this time, and slammed it on your wife's head. ”
"You borrowed a lot of money from the villagers, but it still wasn't enough to pay for the operation. Until one day, you saw Chen Anhe being interviewed on TV. That Chen Anhe, who looks exactly like you. He is like a noble person who fell from the sky, you think that you finally have something to rely on, and finally found someone to rely on, in order to make a good impression on him, you changed into a decent clothes that are not expensive but cleans yourself up, Chen Anhe was not surprised when he saw you, and immediately arranged for you to go to another hospital for a paternity test to confirm that you are identical twins. ”
"But when you tell your true identity, your brother turns his face and doesn't say anything about bringing you home to recognize your ancestors, especially when he hears that your wife is seriously ill, he begins to excuse your request to meet, but he doesn't forget to give you some sweetness and comfort you. But Mr. Lu, you are not stupid, you understand what you mean as a twin brother, you start to resent, you start to be jealous, you start to complain about the injustice of life, and you start to hate what he took away that originally belonged to you and took it for yourself. ”
Lu Yuanping's eyes were glazed, and he listened to Lu Xiyu's words quietly, without saying a word.
"Finally, your latent anger intensifies as your wife's condition deteriorates, and finally, you replace him and become him. After that, in order not to arouse Chen Nianwei's suspicions, you kicked her out of the house and started an even more crazy plan. Murder for money. Mr. Lu, you are very thoughtful, you know that someone will report the inexplicable disappearance of a local, so you killed two outsiders in a row, which can not only get a sum of income, but also not attract attention. Seamless planning. ”
Lu Yuanping held the glass table with both hands and approached Lu Xiyu opposite: "Do you know, how ridiculous Chen Anhe begged for mercy under my knife that day, after he died, I cut him into pieces of bones in the field, it was very quiet that night, it was very quiet, I sat alone on the high slope, watching his bones burn and the fire intensified, do you know how excited I was." Lu Yuanping's cheeks were stained with tears, but he still smiled calmly, "This man's life is really extravagant, a watch can be sold for 50,000 yuan, but unfortunately I never guessed the password of his bank-card, otherwise I would have raised enough money to treat Ah Ping earlier." It is precisely because of this that the three people died later. They're pitiful, isn't it, but I don't think they're as pitiful as me, and they're not as pitiful as Ah Ping. As for Chen Anhe's son, he could have avoided dying, but who let him see what he shouldn't have seen. ”
"When I finally raised enough money, the doctor said that there was no way to perform the operation." Lu Yuanping finally choked up, "Ah Ping, a stupid woman, deliberately imitated me in order to help me take the blame...... What a stupid woman. ”
Luci stared at him with a secretive look, the candlelight became more and more intense, and his love finally burst out completely.
"Since you don't have the money to support me, don't give birth to me." He howled insolently, and the way he cried made him look particularly pitiful, "Why don't you want me after giving birth to me, when you have two children, why am I the one who is abandoned." ”
Lu Yuanping should be a pillar of society, he has wisdom and strategy, thoughtful, but how to make people, he was abandoned by poor parents when he was a child, and lived a life of hunger for half his life, as the saying goes, there will always be Bole in Maxima, and he has never met the Bole that belongs to him throughout his life.
"Mr. Lu, you are already much more transparent and wiser than many people in this world." Luci said calmly, "Although you are ordinary, you have a heart that is not willing to be mediocre. Otherwise, I wouldn't have changed the name of such a literature for myself, with lofty ambitions and a flat future.
"But in the end, the one who is remembered by the world is not me, it is Chen Anhe." Let him be ambitious, after all, he is just a serial murderer, who only deserves to be spurned and left behind for 10,000 years.
Lu Xihua's face was extremely soft and beautiful in Lu Yuanping's eyes at the moment: "What is the importance of the world's opinion. Life is short, but you met someone who was close to your heart when you were a teenager, and you had a lifetime of love with her, which has been much happier than many people, and some other things, although they have passed away, but the beautiful feelings will always remain in your heart, which will last forever, how is it not a kind of happiness. "It is certainly extremely sad for a white-haired person to send a black-haired person, but the good memories that have been had will never dissipate.
Lu Yuanping thought about many possibilities of death, but this was the only one. In fact, since he decided to go to the hospital to see Lu Guiping for the last time, he had already thought that he would not escape or live again, and he was willing to bear the charges arranged for him by the world. Because in the eyes of the world, he is already a heinous villain, and no one will care about his deep inner struggles.
"Don't you think that I'm a sinner full of evil, don't you want to cut me with a thousand knives?" Killing his brother and nephew, he has taken up all the most heinous and bad things in this world, and even many sleepless nights, he will feel strange to himself like this.
Lucy stood up and looked down at him, but he didn't give him the slightest sense of condescension: "Right and wrong are not something that the world can judge." Whether your life is good or bad is not something that others can decide. Mr. Lu, I will not advise you to let go of your hatred, but I wish you to taste the sweetness that you have never tasted in this life in the next life. ”