The person who disturbed my thoughts was Lin Yue. This article was written by...... Starting

His appearance may have been unexpected, and if you think about it deeply, it may have been premeditated.

Lin Yue walked behind me, I turned my head and saw him unexpectedly, and then I pretended not to care and patted the position next to me to signal him to sit down.

Obviously, Lin Yue didn't like to mess around as much as I did, he didn't answer, just moved a chair and sat not far from me, and handed over a tissue by the way.

Are you here to see the scenery? I thought wildly, and when I looked up, I could only see the gray sky, a vague and almost suffocating world wrapped in layers.

I took a can of beer, opened the tab of the can and handed it to Lin Yue, "Here." ”

He took it, tilting his head. I watched him admiringly as he was tumbling up and down violently, and I felt like a swamp with a cold glint in his eyes.

I folded the tissue into small pieces and rubbed them vigorously against the corners of my eyes that had dried up two tear stains, and my throat was cramping with a burst of bitterness.

"You followed me to the rooftop, and came again, probably because you were worried that I wanted to jump."

There was no answer, and I continued to talk to myself.

"Let me tell you a secret, I'm a little sad, I'm out of love, after four years, no, I think I've been out of love for four years, and it seems to be even more uncomfortable when it was confirmed recently.

I went back to China to attend my best friend's wedding. I was a bridesmaid for the first time that day. I should have expected to see him at the wedding.

It's just that I didn't expect him to look at me so strangely, and he tolerated it. I'd rather he had a little temper with me, or we could hate each other, but he didn't.

Afterward......

Maybe he's doing well, I guess. But I was so unhappy at that time, why? But in hindsight, it was all as it should be, why did he remember that I had been an ascetic for four years of suffering and self-punishment for my suffering?

I remember that there was a sentence in the essay you won when you won the award in your first year of high school, no matter how beautiful things are, they will decay in time.

But it turns out that it will be not good.

The saddest thing for me is that it wasn't until just now that I realized that I was really distracted by him. Heartless. Just now, it was the first time I cried in years.

Ugly, right?

In fact, I haven't had a good life in the past few years, especially bad. I don't have a boyfriend either, and the photos posted on Weibo are male classmates who tried to chase me, and I have never liked anyone else at all.

I also often have nightmares about my former best friend, but unfortunately you don't know her, her name is Xiaoxing. I miss her, and I still don't know if I should hate her.

But I hope she can live better than I do.

Four years ago, I had a serious illness and almost died, so I became afraid of death, and I wouldn't jump.

I'm still a good young man, I'll pull myself up, I have to pull myself up. I think you are too, just found out.

Oh yes, actually, I don't hate you from the first time I met you, I just don't think you like to talk to me.

But you can't always lock yourself up like that, really, I think you're a little screwed, a little tired, it makes me feel very distressed, I've always treated you as a brother. Really, Lin ......."

I turned my head, suddenly speechless, and the air behind me was empty, and the swing of the old iron door connecting the top staircase to the roof a few meters away had been reduced to a minimum.

The few cans of beer that I didn't have time to drink disappeared without a trace.

Lin Yue walked away for a while.

But he still took away my huge frustration and disappointment from the previous moment. A figure elongated by the moonlight suddenly appeared in my mind, and a transparent sigh, maybe whoever it was, all I needed was someone who could listen to me quietly.

Because no matter who it is, it's not Yu Tian.

If it's not him, then it doesn't matter who it is

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