The torture from the statue was poured with cold water from the head.

Lin Chen's dark black eyes did not contain any tears, looking calm and desperate, lifeless.

His mind went blank for a while, and it took a while for his sanity to regain his senses, but the sense of panic remained.

However, he also knew very well that if he was in chaos now, then Lin Chen would be even more helpless.

Therefore, he sat up slowly, and also pulled Lin Chen to sit up, and they sat cross-legged on this empty bed board facing each other, separated by an arm's length, like adults who have no love relationship, talking.

Xing Conglian took a deep breath and said, "Put aside the lover relationship between us, Consultant Lin, you must be clear that I am your boss. ”

"I understand." Lin Chen tried hard to lift his spirits, but Xing Conglian knew that his state at the moment was very reluctant.

"At the critical juncture of a major case, I must have a clear understanding of your mental state and judge whether you can continue to stay at work."

Lin Chen nodded, he sat cross-legged, revealing a pale ankle in the sun: "I understand, Captain Torture." ”

"Therefore, in the spirit of trust in your professionalism, I am now asking you to diagnose your own mental state in my capacity as a superior."

Lin Chen seemed to have guessed that he would make such a request, he slowly turned around, picked up the mobile phone on the bedside table again, opened another page, and handed it over.

The torture servant glanced at Lin Chen, lowered his head again, and slowly moved the information on the page.

Beck Depression Self-Report Questionnaire (BDI-21)

Quiz Description:

Please read each question carefully according to your actual situation (the last week, including today) and choose the correct answer from the last 4 answers of each question......

Questions:

1. Mood

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Following the content that Lin Chen checked, Xing Conglian kept scrolling down the page, and each line of options made him closer to Lin Chen's true psychological state.

When it came to the end, he didn't even need to look at the score to understand why Lin Chen had to do such a long foreshadowing before.

No. 1

Factor name, total coarse score

Factor score 41.00

He put down his phone, and when he looked up again, Lin Chen's mind wandered, and he didn't know what he was thinking.

"41 points, according to the norm in my country, I had better go to a psychiatrist. But as it happens, I am. Lin Chen said, "But this doesn't mean that I suffer from depression, I just assessed my short-term state." ”

Xing Conglian thought for a moment and said calmly: "So, how long will this condition last, whether you need to take medication, and to what extent, it will affect your work status. ”

"When I woke up, I experienced this abnormal feeling, and this depressed state of mind has worsened over time." Lin Chen's posture was sharp and professional, but his tone was very slow, "Before you came in just now, the moment I found my phone, I suddenly thought about what I should do, we can't win, I feel that life is extremely gloomy, and everything has no meaning." He paused for a long moment, then continued, "So, I stopped, I found the SDS scale, and I did a self-evaluation, and it turned out to be very bad. After Lin Chen finished speaking, he raised his eyes to look at him, "You should also be able to feel that I have signs of slowness." And when I was lying on this bed with you just now, I wanted to lie down like this and do nothing until I died. ”

Lin Chen's every sentence is very serious, like a subordinate reporting to work, and more like the most cruel self-analysis: "I am very depressed and depressed now, I very much want to experience the happy feeling of normal people again, and I want to make life full of hope, so I want to find Shen Lian." ”

"I don't agree." After saying four words, he paused and continued: "I won't agree that you want to go to Shen Lian for help because you get relief from the medicine, and similarly, if you go to Xiao Zhan to ask for tern's isomer, I will also stop it." ”

Lin Chen raised his head suddenly, and Xing Conglian looked at his lover and became obviously choked, this was not the emotional reaction that Lin Chen would have under normal circumstances.

But then, Lin Chen still forcibly calmed his emotions, if there really was such a thing as a soul, but the part that belonged to Lin Chen's self must be extremely tenacious and persistent.

Lin Chen said: "Thank you, but you are also very clear, Captain Torture, you have no other choice, I have to go to Shen Lian, although not now." ”

Xing Conglian said: "All this is based on the premise that you still have the ability to continue. ”

"I have two reasons why I can and should continue." Lin Chen said clearly and accurately, "First, this is a normal acute withdrawal symptom during the detoxification period. After ingesting the drug, Xiao Wu went through a period of time and has basically recovered. This case proves that I should also be able to overcome the effects of drugs on me. Second, if I stop working now and wait for research to advance to alleviate my physical condition, it may be really too late for us. ”

Lin Chen was expounding to him in the form of a formal report, and the torture conglian looked at him and wanted to pull him over and hold him tightly in his arms, but he also knew that Lin Chen didn't need such sympathy.

Therefore, he still maintained his work attitude and asked, "The second point, why is it too late?" ”

"It was just while I was talking to you that I suddenly realized the people who were organizing this huge situation, and I thought I might know them." Lin Chen's voice sounded buzzy and a little low: "I need to go to the library and translate that text message to verify this." ”

After saying this, Lin Chen bowed down, as if he had exhausted all his strength.

Xing Conglian felt Lin Chen's forehead against his shoulder socket, he looked down and saw Lin Chen's black hair, so he stretched out his palm, clasped the back of Lin Chen's head tightly, and hugged him hard.

He kissed the top of Lin Chen's hair, abandoning all his sense of responsibility as a boss.

"Thank you, Torturer." Lin Chen said.

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Lin Chen is always at the world's leading level in terms of persuasion.

After the conversation, Lin Chen seemed to have recovered a little, but Xing Conglian was very sure that it should be a disguised state to reassure the dynasty when he walked out of the door.

The Grand View Library is very close to their home, about a 10-minute walk.

Although time is tight now, and the literature search can be completed faster with a computer, since Lin Chen wants to go to the library, Xing Conglian is more willing to accompany him out for a walk.

Total rough score 41 - It is recommended to find someone to talk to or vent appropriately when you are depressed, try to recall previous happy experiences, and do something that can make you happy; You should also find a goal and make a plan for your life and work. It is advisable to receive systematic psychological counseling and treatment as soon as possible.

Xing Conglian recited the suggestion he had just seen again, and when he looked up again, Lin Chen had already walked in front of him.

At noon, there were no old men and ladies hanging out in the alley, and the shopkeepers were dozing off at the counter instead of gathering for lunch.

The torturer walked a few steps quickly, wanting to catch up and walk side by side with Lin Chen.

At this moment, the old man in the nearby souvenir shop came out to see off the customer, and Lin Chen took a quick step, deliberately keeping a not so close distance from him.

Xing Conglian squinted his eyes, and many similar situations appeared in his mind, they had walked this road together many times, and it was the first time he had discovered such a detail as Lin Chen.

While Lin Chen nodded and greeted the old man, he rubbed to Lin Chen's side, took his hand, and held it tightly.

Lin Chen's body was obviously stiff, and the old man turned around and went back to the store as if he hadn't seen this scene.

"Consultant Lin, why didn't I find out when you pursued me, your attitude towards the same sex turned out to be so conservative." Of course, he was referring to the moment when Lin Chen pushed him against the wall for the first time and kissed him, and thinking of this, he couldn't help but smack his lips.

Lin Chen didn't break free from him, but held him, but said: "After all, the degree of tolerance of society has not reached the level that everyone takes for granted, so there is no need to deliberately challenge anything......"

"Consultant Lin, if it is still a feudal society, these are tenants, which feudal book do you see, the master should consider the feelings of tenants?" Xing Conglian held Lin Chen's hand, his skin was very delicate, his bones were very symmetrical, and Xing Conglian was extremely satisfied, so that his tone became a matter of course.

When he said this, Lin Chen finally turned his head to look at him.

"I didn't hide it from you, I told you the first time I brought you home." The torturer Lian grabbed Bai Dao, "Where do you find an honest man like me." ”

Hearing this, Lin Chen's face finally showed a helpless look. But he didn't say anything to refute him, which greatly satisfied the vanity of Xing Conglian.

They walked the path together many times, the sun was soft, and the river water in late summer took on a turquoise color with lush algae, which made people feel peaceful.

He chose to live here because it was very quiet, and it looked very high, which was very suitable as a quiet place to live after retirement, but now the word retirement has become a terrible curse.

Xing Conglian thought about it more than once, and when Consultant Lin and him pooled money to buy a new house and make a down payment, he had to look at feng shui or something first. And it is still a commercial house, there can only be two rooms, the master bedroom and the study, and no matter how many rooms there are, the dynasty will come to live again......

But these thoughts were scattered by the wind blowing in his face. They want to stick to the palm of their hand, and the temperature is getting warmer and warmer.

Xing Conglian looked to his side, Lin Chen walked on his right side, his feet were soft, his body was thin but he did not lose his strength. The side face is particularly handsome, and the hair has grown a little longer because I haven't had time to shave it recently, just to cover some of the ears, but it is vaguely exposed, and it is very itchy to see people's hearts, and I want to pinch it.

A man of action like him, of course, immediately stretched out his other hand, brushed away Lin Chen's black hair, and gently stroked his ears.

Lin Chen immediately turned around, an incredible look flashed in his eyes, but he didn't resist, he just looked a little overwhelmed.

All in all, it looks so cute.

There were no pedestrians around. The convict took half a step back and leaned against a willow tree at the water's edge. He pulled Lin Chen, held the back of the other party's head, lowered his head and licked Lin Chen's lips, feeling a little dry, but too soft.

Lin Chen still had his eyes open, looking up at him slightly, the sunlight leaked through the gaps between the leaves, probably because of this, Lin Chen's originally slightly cold eyebrows softened at this moment.

Xing Conglian carefully traced Lin Chen's face, lowered his head again, and kissed him.

The teeth are light and sweet, the mouth is warm, and the sweetness is like a dream.

The water breeze blew, Lin Chen closed his eyes, and finally hugged him. 166 Reading Network