"Shhhh......hh

Not far away, there was a childish child's voice, Song Yuhe didn't stop, the little man came out of the corner of the verandah, and hit him, before he could blame, Lian Xiao bowed his head in a panic and admitted his mistake, while admitting his mistake, he pulled the sleeve of the little girl next to him.

This scene reminded Song Yuhe of many years ago, when he was the same age as Lian Xiao, he often took Chu Eyelash to be naughty, and often had such embarrassing moments when he was bumped into by adults, he also protected Chu Eyelash like this, and then once, Wang finally locked Chu Eyelash in a dim firewood room for three days and three nights because of his anger, and through a door, Chu Eyelash said to him: "Young Master, go back quickly, it's too cold, don't stay here with me, if you are sick, Madam will be even more angry." ”

He is not afraid of the cold, he is not afraid of the Wang family being angry, he is afraid that the Wang family will bully his little girl Chu Eyelace again......

Song Lianxiao waited for a long time, but he didn't see any reaction from Song Yuhe, his father was uncertain, and he wouldn't scold him in front of other girls, right? Song Lianxiao just wanted to say two nice words to resolve his crisis, but Song Yuhe's big hand suddenly fell on top of his head.

To his shock, his father actually bent down and touched his head, lovingly, touched his head.

This is unique in his short life memory, because his father has always been indifferent to him, although his father is not as detached as his second uncle, he is always gentle and gentle on weekdays, but he is indifferent to him.

The young man was the most sensitive, he stared at Song Yuhe with round eyes, Song Yuhe's love did not last long, he straightened up, and there was an insurmountable distance from him.

"Go ahead."

Song Yuhe looked at the two children running away hand in hand, as if he remembered something, so he ignored the bleak evening breeze and went out when he was more exposed.

***

Qi Yu folded the quilt for Song Yuzhu, who was sleeping in the dark, washed a handkerchief himself, and wiped Yuzhu's cheeks and neck.

At this time, Song Yuzhu seemed to sense something, twisted his neck, and spit out a small red tongue like a small section, that silly and silly appearance, just like a cat he had raised before, obviously cute and cute, but if you really think it is stupid, it will surprise you smartly.

When Meng Rong came in, Qi Yu's hand had just left Yuzhu's face, and when she heard the movement, Qi Yu turned her face and frowned.

Meng Rong walked in with a bowl of bird's nest that had been boiled for two hours, she saw Song Yuzhu lying crookedly on the bed, and Qi Yu was taking care of her carefully, affectionate and gentle, not at all like Qi Yu in her memory, she stood by the door, obviously only a few steps away, but there seemed to be a distance between them, their world was very far away from her, even if she walked over, she couldn't integrate into their world.

Fortunately, Qi Yu saw her, and although she didn't look happy, she still walked towards her.

Song Yuzhu's throat was dry, she coughed, her eyes showed a slit, and from the gap, Qi Yu was standing in front of her, but her face was not far away......

That's Meng Rong.

Qi Yu made a "shhhh

I don't know why, as soon as Song Yuzhu saw Meng Rong, she was completely awake, in order not to let Qi Yu and Meng Rong find out, she closed her eyes tightly, but her ears were pricked up, she heard Qi Yu say to Meng Rong, "You don't have to do these things for me." ”

Meng Rong's expression was a little stiff, but she could still maintain a gentle smile, she put down the soup bowl and whispered, "Yuzhu is still a child, she doesn't understand anything, your body needs someone to take care of you, I don't worry about others doing these things." ”

There was a long silence.

Meng Rong said, "Drink it while it's hot." ”

Qi Yu sat down, picked up the spoon, scooped it up, and brought it to his mouth, but he couldn't swallow it, he finally put down the spoon, but saw Meng Rong looking at him with tears in her eyes.

Qi Yu was speechless all of a sudden.

Meng Rong sniffed and gave Qi Yu a look, "You ...... her Is it sincere? ”

Qi Yu seemed to be able to understand what Meng Rong had in mind during this trip, but he didn't understand the point of doing so, but he knew that she and Meng Rong had to make a decision, a decision that had been pending for so many years.

"Rong'er." Qi Yu glanced at Yuzhu, who was sleeping peacefully like a baby on the bed, "I have Yuzhu." ”

"But she's not worthy of you, she doesn't understand anything, cousin—"

"It's enough to have her." Qi Yu stood up and turned his back to Meng Rong, "Over the years, I have hated everything, I resented God, and I thought I was extraordinary, I was tired by my sick body, and I was unwilling to be tired by my sick body, I always wanted to make some big noise, I often wondered, what is the meaning of my life." ”

"No...... Cousin...... No......"

"It wasn't until I met Yuzhu that I understood that in fact, in this life, it doesn't have to be a big thing, no matter how many famous treasures are worth a confidant......" He walked to the window, the lonely moon was high, but who knew that it was cold and lonely? It is enough that you don't have to know your heart and never betray. ”

Never betray ...... Meng Rong closed her eyes in despair.

Yes, how could a conceited person like Qi Yu tolerate the betrayal of others?

She smiled self-deprecatingly, she and Qi Yu can have today, it is all her own fault, the broken mirror cannot be reunited, how can the rift that has been produced be so easy to repair?

"Cousin, I see." Maybe it was time for her to accept her fate, Meng Rong smiled and asked in a dumb voice, "If there is no betrayal between us, you will treat you like a jade pearl...... Treat me ......"

"But I already have a jade bead first, and in this life, it's her."

***

The next day, for a whole morning, Qi Yu didn't see Song Yuzhu.

At first, he didn't care, just when Yuzhu was naughty and went somewhere to play, or misunderstood him and Meng Rong, so his anger didn't appear in his sight, but he didn't expect Song Yuzhu to never appear in his sight.

He asked everyone in the courtyard, but no one saw the second young grandmother, only the little yellow cat raised by Song Yuzhu jumped up and down in front of his eyes.

He threw the cat to Jin Toad, and now, where is he still in the mood to coax a cat to play?

He sent people around to look for him, in fact, he didn't have to be so nervous at all, but it was only half a day, but his heart just couldn't settle down, and he always felt like something was going to happen.

He went to find it himself, starting from the Hou Mansion.

He didn't dare to disturb Wang and Song Hui at first, and wanted to discuss with Jing Xiang first, but he didn't expect that Jing Xiang also went out of the city in a carriage early in the morning, and Song Yuhe didn't return all night.

***

"Let's go."

Song Yuhe sat on an unknown grave in Cuiwei Mountain for a day and a night, almost maintaining a posture, at least since Jing Xiang came here in the morning, Song Yuhe has been sitting in silence.

Behind the distant mountains is the beautiful Caixia, dotted on the blue canvas, Jing Xiang walked to Song Yuhe's side and squatted down.

She and Song Yuhe faced the same direction, "Yuhe, we have been married for so many years, this is the first time we have seen the same scenery together." ”

Song Yuhe closed his eyes, and he didn't know how to face Jing Xiang.

"I didn't expect it, really...... It's true...... It's me. Jing Xiang smiled and looked into the distance, after many years, from a girl to a young woman, her mentality has changed more or less, she is no longer the girl who is trying to please her, but she has developed the habit of putting him first in everything, and I don't know if I can get rid of this habit in my lifetime.

"Yuhe, although it was the order of our parents that we got married, I am sincere to you, just like ...... You're like that to Chu Lash. Jing Xiang simply sat down, maybe when a person decides to give up, it is the bravest time, the things that he didn't dare to face and admit before, at the moment when he decided to "give up", he seemed to have infinite courage.

"Once I came to the Hou Mansion, I happened to see you enjoying the lotus, Chu Lash stood beside you, not like a maid at all, you pointed at the lotus pond in front of you, I was very envious, I thought that it was me who was standing next to you at that time, and I wanted to have the opportunity to enjoy the same scenery as you......" She smiled self-deprecatingly, "It's a pity that it hasn't been realized for so many years, and today it was finally realized, but she is still by your side." Jing Xiang glanced helplessly at the tombstone beside Yuhe, "For so many years, she has always been there, if I had understood this truth earlier, maybe I would not have fallen to the pity of Yuzhu." ”

"But I just don't want her to follow you all the time, I don't want her to die." No one wants to have a concubine who is more favored than him when he gets married, right? She didn't know if she could accept Yuhe having a concubine in her life, but she just wanted to get rid of her back then, and she didn't want to force her to death...... "Forget it, what's the point of saying this." ”

After all, Chu Eyelash did die because of herself, and she was indeed guilty, otherwise she would not have come to worship on Chu Eyelash's death day every year.

Before she left, she took one last look at the small tombstone standing on the hill in the sunset, she was defeated in this life, let her be exquisite, let her please in all directions, let her calculate in every way, and finally lost to a dead man.

On a plain day, she thought that he would one day let go of his obsession and recognize who was the one who spent the rest of his life with him, and would be confused for Lian Xiao's sake, even if Lian Xiao was calculated by her.

But he didn't, even if one day she let go of her obsession with him, he never gave up finding out the murderer who forced Chu Lash to death, every year she would come to Chu Eyelash's tomb to worship, he may have been suspicious of the sacrifice in front of the tomb, so he would wait here early this year, just to see who the unfortunate person who forced Chu Lash to death was.

She was more persistent than him, and she sighed to herself.

Chu Zhi's girl is also a smart person, and she knows how to use death to keep a man's heart.

and immortal.