Jing Yi's gaze passed through the glass window, chasing Gu Qingxia's figure until she disappeared in the direction of the pantry.

She was tired of it.

He could feel the subtle change.

She doesn't want money or profit, she only wants him as a person. This once made his heart rejoice, and he was smuffled and satisfied. The vitality and sharpness that he felt gradually lost seemed to be re-injected into his body and rejuvenated.

However, it was her wantlessness for him, and when she got tired of it and wanted to leave, he found that he couldn't keep it at all.

He lit a cigarette and took a deep breath.

For her, I felt my powerlessness......

When did she start to get tired of it? It's probably still spring, and the company organizes outings that you can bring your family to.

Sure enough, it shouldn't be, let her meet her......

He went to fetch water, turned around and saw her and his wife talking in the distance. His eyebrows jumped. He wasn't worried about what Gu Qingxia would say to his wife, he knew very well that she had no intentions for his marriage, but he just couldn't stop his heartbeat. Walking over and interrupting them quietly, she called "Mr. Jing", nodded to his wife, and walked away.

He unscrewed the water and handed it to his wife, pretending to ask them casually what they were talking about, but he didn't ask what they were talking about.

"Xiao Gu is very good." His wife said with a smile.

She was also young and beautiful, and she also had passionate and unforgettable moments with him. After giving birth to a child, she left the workplace, and slowly had less contact with her former friends, and slowly became homely and didn't like to see people.

If a woman stays at home for a long time, she is prone to this. Like her, who is loved and cared for by her husband, she gradually loses her ability to socialize and loses her vigilance. Because I've been rich and happy.,The mind is very peaceful.,But the mind seems to have regressed to the simple girlhood.。

Trust him wholeheartedly and rely on him.

He looked at her round face and the fine lines at the corners of her eyes, feeling a little distressed.

Nothing could hurt a happy woman more than letting her know that the woman she had just praised was actually her husband's lover, right?

Especially when she trusted him so much, trusting him to keep the lifelong promises he made to her back then.

And he, did not do it.

Who is to blame?

Is Gu Qingxia to blame? No, he didn't want to blame her.

She made him feel vigorous vitality again at this age, and he indulged in that feeling, and felt that he had no position to blame her for his seduction.

In fact, a middle-aged man of his age, even if he is amorous outside, rarely really abandons his family for a young girl. They have started families, experienced marriages, and most of them have children, and they know that it is not easy, and they have no intention of starting all over again.

For young girls, they are actually just greedy for their youthful and tender **. And those who are young and young will also grow old, and for the sake of freshness at this time, it is too cost-effective for them to overturn a qiē and start over.

Middle-aged men, they have long lost the passion and innocence of their youth, and they are extremely realistic. Depending on the level of financial ability and the beauty of the girl, they are willing to pay a certain amount of money and time for the young girl in exchange for the pleasure they want, but they are often unwilling to pay the high cost of marriage.

Occasionally, there will be that, if you want to die or live, you have to give up the chaff, which can only be said to have met true love. The old house is on fire, and no one can do anything.

Jingyi wasn't sure if she was on fire. But when he was with Gu Qingxia, he was indeed as scorching as a fire.

But his wife was like a clear spring. She flowed silently, quietly. When she returned home after a tiring day's work, she opened the door and the room was warm and fragrant.

Although marriage is simple and trivial, it is also reassuring.

Jingyi can't give up this peace of mind.

"Let's go, there's a big Xifu begonia over there......" he held out his hand to her, "go and see." ”

She smiled and took his hand.

It is impossible for Jingyi to abandon this woman with a rounded jaw and a thicker waist. When he holds her fleshy hand, he feels peace and tranquility in his heart.

The happiness and affection of the old man and his wife provoked the cheers of his subordinates, and his wife's face was filled with happiness.

He smiled, but his eyes caught a glimpse of Gu Qingxia's slender figure behind the crowd.

These two women, his wife and Gu Qingxia, are like fish and bear's paws. His heart sank, and he knew that the peace she gave him and the ** she gave him couldn't have both.

And just before he made any decision to take any action, Gu Qingxia first expressed his alienation.

Gu Qingxia walked to the door of the pantry and smelled the milky fragrance inside. Shang Hua is making milk powder for himself.

Gu Qingxia took a closer look at her at the door and found that she was indeed fat. Before I knew that she was pregnant, I just felt that she seemed to be fat, and after I knew, I suddenly looked at her like a pregnant woman.

She was no longer young, but Gu Qingxia found that her skin seemed to be a little more delicate than before. This is the effect of the high production of estrogen after pregnancy.

A woman's face is nourished by this hormone, and it often exudes a different glow. Most of them can be described with words like "happiness".

"Xiao Gu?" Shang Hua turned around and found Gu Qingxia standing at the door holding a cup and staring at her waist in a daze.

"Sister Hua," Gu Qingxia came back to her senses and congratulated her sincerely, "Congratulations." ”

"Thank you." Shang Hua smiled brightly.

Her smile at this moment can really be described by words like "happiness".

Obviously a Dinkist, what caused her to have such a transformation? Can a child, a bunch of cells that are not even yet formed, really make a woman so happy and happy?

Gu Qingxia lowered her eyes.

"Hurts again?" Shang Hua asked.

The first time Gu Qingxia was in the office that she was so painful that she lay on the table to inhale, it was Shang Hua who first noticed it and asked her aunt to make her red date ginger tea.

Of course, other people may have found out, but no one cared about it. After all, everyone in the office has a relationship of competing interests. No one has so much kindness to use on others. It's not like Vivian to be high and low, and it's okay to provoke her all the time, it's already friendly.

Everyone is an adult, take care of yourself, and don't bother anyone else.

Gu Qingxia especially didn't want to trouble others, but she had to accept Shanghua's love again.

Xiao Gang's grandson, stumbling on her. If Shang Hua hadn't found out and pulled her in time, if she really waited for that big leak to come out, even Jingyi would not be able to cover her. Gu Qingxia had no choice but to find another way.

Gu Qingxia was still nominally in Xiao Gang's group, but in fact, she reported directly to Jingyi later. But her performance is really awesome, and the cross-level report doesn't look so ugly. But Xiao Gang's small amount is not as good as a chicken, and this hatred is remembered in a good memory.

But Gu Qingxia has not eaten for nothing in the past five years since he entered the company, and he has taken root in this office. Now Xiao Gang wants to make a stumbling block again, it is not so easy.

"Let's hand over tomorrow, if we can, I think I'll leave this week."

Shang Hua drank her nutritious milk and said with a smile. Probably because she was about to leave, and there was no longer a relationship of interest, the lines on her face suddenly softened a lot, and the momentum of the past seemed to have converged, leaving only a soft light.

Or is it because of the relationship that gives birth to life?

"Okay." Gu Qingxia said.

She poured herself red dates and ginger tea, and actually wanted to ask why the Dinkist Shanghua suddenly decided to have a child. But the friendship between gentlemen is as light as water, and it can't be related, and you can't open your mouth.

She returned to her seat and drank hot tea, her hand subconsciously touching her lower abdomen.

Kid......

Her children had nothing to do with her.

In the steamy water of red date tea, she seemed to see the old woman again.

She has lived in the mountains for more than twenty years. Her cheeks were mummy-like, and her skin was cracked and rough. When the old woman or someone else was there, she bowed her head and was silent. The old woman was gone, but she suddenly grabbed her wrist, and her numb eyes gave off a vicious light.

"Can't have children!" Her voice was hoarse, as if it had broken a thread. "Can't give birth! Gave birth to ...... You really can't live without this place for the rest of your life! ”

It was fierce, like the strength she had accumulated all her life. When the old woman came in again, she vanished without a trace, and became the silent mummy-like shriveled old woman again.

After she was gone, the old woman came to nag her again. She was pregnant, and the old woman no longer beat and scolded her at every turn, but was very cautious. In the past, every time Nan Siwen brought her a big bowl of meat into the house, the old woman would point fingers and curse the heavens and the earth in the yard, but now she cooks good meat and vegetables for her to eat.

She knew, of course, that the meals were not for her, but for the so-called "grandson" of the old woman in her belly.

In the nagging "education" of the old woman, she learned that the shriveled old woman, like her, was abducted and trafficked into the mountains. And she has lived in this mountain for more than twenty years and has given birth to six children. In the early years, she also escaped and was often beaten, but now she lives her duty, how good! The old woman said a lot, and the main idea was to let her stop thinking about running away, give birth to their family well, and serve her and her son well.

Those Gu Qingxia actually didn't listen to it, she only heard the number that made her shiver.

More than twenty years!

That night, Nan Siwen still slept shirtless with her in her arms. His body is so hot that it is like a human furnace. He put his arms around her like this, and she wouldn't feel cold on this cold winter night.

Eighteen/nineteen young man, so energetic that she can't sleep, and she doesn't dare to really move her pregnancy. After tossing and turning for a long time, I finally released it before I fell asleep.

She couldn't sleep all night, her eyes were open, and she seemed to be able to see the old woman's numb but fierce eyes suddenly erupted in the darkness.

She said she couldn't give birth.

Can't give birth!

Can't give birth!

Can't give birth!

When Nan Siwen and the old woman were at home, they would also allow her to walk around the yard, and they were afraid that she would suffocate if she was locked in the house for a long time. She is just alone, but now she can carry the golden grandson of their old Nan family in her stomach, and she can't be suffocated. That's what the old woman has always been talking about.

When they were not paying attention, she picked up a flat stone the size of a palm and carried it in her clothes in the corner where they were drying cow dung and brought it back to the house.

She placed the stone under the door, and it only took a few moments for the stone to become cold and cold to her hands.

When Nan Siwen was away, she untied her old cotton jacket and pasted the cold stone chip on her lower abdomen......

Her teeth trembled with ice, but she kept stiff. When the stone became warm, she put it under the door to blow the cool air.

While waiting for the stones to freeze, she kept jumping like a jump rope.

She jumps and jumps.

She jumped and cried.

Xi'er fell and killed her son with Huang Shiren.

When Gu Qingxia read it, he already knew that it was not a fact, it was just literary processing. Still, she felt it was too cruel.

Her mother was very open-minded and had long instilled in her the correct knowledge of physiology. She knows to have safe sex, and she knows the harm that birth control pills and abortion can do to women's bodies. So she's always been an anti-abortionist.

But neither she nor her mother could have imagined that one day, she would end up in such a situation.

She used a cold, frozen stone to ice her lower abdomen and her womb. She was so tired that she was sweating and didn't stop, she kept jumping and jumping.

It kept going on and on, even if her stomach started to cramp, she didn't stop.

Until she finally got blood all over her crotch......