29. Chapter 29
After eating, the two dispersed, Zhang Yuan has always been very calm on the surface, but he has never been able to calm down in his heart.
When he went downstairs, Zhang Yuan saw that the lights in Liang Xiu's house were on, thinking that Liang Xiu should come back from work today, so he decided to go to disturb Liang Xiu. He is too confused now, and he always feels that he should talk to Liang Xiu, Liang Xiu has experience, and he may not be so panicked when he chats.
After knocking on the door for a long time, Liang Xiu came to open it, and he was still wearing an apron. Liang Xiu quickly returned to the kitchen, and said as he walked: "Sit by yourself, the juice is in the refrigerator." By the way, did you have dinner? β
"Ate ......"
"They gave me some lobster, and I just got it fresh, do you want to eat some more?"
"Eat!"
After a while, Liang Xiu put the food on the table, and the two opened a few bottles of beer, drinking and eating at the same time.
Zhang Yuan ate a shrimp and said with a little disgust: "Brother Xiu, it doesn't seem to be spicy enough." β
Liang Xiu didn't raise his head, and said with a smile: "Didn't you say that the things I made were delicious, why, where have you eaten more flavorful recently, and you think I can't do it well?" β
Zhang Yuanleng paused for a moment and said a little embarrassed: "No." β
"If you have something, just say it, it's almost written on your face."
Zhang Yuan twisted for a long time, but he still couldn't hold back and wanted to talk to Liang Xiu, and said hesitantly: "Brother Xiu, it seems that something has happened in our lives......"
Liang Xiu didn't want to waste time with Zhang Yuanmo, so he said very directly: "If you really can't control it, I can't help it." But Mr. Li is a good person and is a good choice. β
"Ahh Zhang Yuan exclaimed, and then suddenly his face was flushed with shame, and he almost wanted to find a crack in the ground to get into. He knew that Liang Xiu was smart, and Liang Xiu should have guessed many things during this time, but Liang Xiu didn't talk much.
But he didn't expect Liang Xiu to guess so accurately.
Liang Xiu couldn't help but laugh when he saw Zhang Yuan being so funny, and then continued: "I'm sorry, Xiao Yuan, I know you're confused now. But the problem is that my experience doesn't apply to you, I'm naturally bent and came out early, so I'm not quite able to give you useful help. β
"Brother Xiu, I'm a little ...... if you're so direct" Zhang Yuan couldn't say the whole thing, and he didn't dare to look at Liang Xiu when he lowered his head.
Liang Xiu still thought it was funny, and laughed for a long time, Zhang Yuan's whole body was more red than shrimp, and he was about to get up and go home in a hurry.
Liang Xiu grabbed him and said, "Okay, okay, I won't laugh at you, I can seriously tell you my opinion, you can talk about your situation first." β
Zhang Yuan squirmed for a while before sitting down, and said intermittently: "I think it should be...... It's the kind of thing I've never encountered...... Somewhat do not understand if ...... I mean, if I really like Mr. Li, does it mean that I'm not that straight? Well, that's just a hypothesis. I'm not sure if I'm going to ...... That is, that is, can a straight man's words really be broken? β
Liang Xiu paused, thought of something a long time ago, and then seemed to be a little drunk, and said in a trance: "I'm not sure." However, feelings are sometimes really strong enough to be surprising, and they will transcend status and time distance...... And so on, it's like being poisoned, and you can't control it at all. β
"Brother Xiu......" Zhang Yuan looked at Liang Xiu's expression, and always felt that he was in memory again.
Liang Xiu quickly returned to normal, looked at Zhang Yuan and still smiled gently, and said, "So that's probably the case, the relationship will be strong enough to transcend gender." β
Zhang Yuan lowered his head and was silent for a moment, thinking carefully in his heart.
During this period of time, when I got along with Li Shutang, I felt that Zhang Yuan was deliberately avoiding it, but today it seems that many things have reached a critical point, and Zhang Yuan feels that he has to face and face it.
"Xiao Yuan, after you calm down, you should have your own judgment, I can't actually say anything, just have some small ...... Remind it. β
"Uh-huh, Brother Xiu, you say."
"Feelings are beautiful things, but the reality is still cruel. You have to think clearly, you may just have a different mood for Mr. Li because of your youth and curiosity, and maybe you will regret it when you look back on it in the future. Also, the social environment is not easy, you are a public figure, your private life is related to your career and ideals, have you considered it? And, your family is just your son, if you really like a man, I mean if, Uncle Zhang and Aunt Zhang can accept it? And many, many more...... In short, the reality is like this, and it is not easy. Liang Xiu stretched out his hand and patted Zhang Yuan's forehead, and said, "But you, a child, also value a person in your heart, so I think if you really like it enough, you will probably still have no hesitation." β
Zhang Yuan blinked and looked at Liang Xiu.
"Xiao Yuan, you are obviously a person with ideas, and you already have answers to many things when you ask, I don't think I need to say too much...... You will always choose the right one in the end, because you are a good boy and you will definitely be happy. β
Zhang Yuan bit his lip and said in a low voice, "Brother Xiu, thank you, I know." β
Liang Xiu smiled and stopped talking.
After staying for a while, Zhang Yuan got up and said goodbye.
When he went home and lay on the bed, Zhang Yuan already felt that he was very sober, and he looked at the flowers that Li Shutang sent last time, and his heart became clearer and clearer.
The past scenes were replayed in front of Zhang Yuan's eyes.
His beautiful eyes, gentle protection, and many things he did for himself quietly, how could Zhang Yuan not be moved? How can it be......
Zhang Yuan didn't want to be on the run, although he didn't dare to face it, didn't want to admit it, and struggled all the time, Zhang Yuan knew that he did have a different mind about Li Shutang than others.
Those careful thoughts made him confused, and also made him toss and turn, made him full of entanglement, and made him happy.
Zhang Yuan gradually understood that it was not because of curiosity that produced freshness...... Then it is irrepressibly heartwarming, that is, the love that slowly gathers from a little appreciation, gratitude, and worship.
That little liking was just like a dragonfly at the beginning, which just put a little ripple in Zhang Yuan's heart, and then it couldn't stop.
But Zhang Yuan is not sure the weight of this liking, he has now figured out that all his troubles come from this, because he doesn't know if his liking for Li Shutang is strong enough, whether it will give him the strength to compete with reality.
Zhang Yuan still didn't come up with an answer this night, he thought, no matter, let's just do it, at least he has dared to face this matter, and the rest take his time, maybe give himself some more time to come up with an answer seriously.
Zhang Yuan thought about it, and suddenly felt a little like wanting to chat with Li Shutang, Zhang Yuan would be shy if he called, so it was better to send a text message.
Zhang Yuan took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Li Shutang.
-- I want to understand a small thing.
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- I don't sue you.
- Broken child, go to bed early. Good night.
- Hey, good night.
Turning off the phone, Zhang Yuan smiled and quickly fell asleep.
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From the end of the competition to the present, Zhang Yuan's popularity has increased a lot, and he has recently received notices from many popular variety shows, so Zhang Yuan is still very busy these days.
It just so happens that Zhang Yuan likes this kind of busyness, which can temporarily free him from his troubled feelings and calm down in the busy.
Zhang Yuanxin's outdoor competitive reality show is very popular, and he has participated in several episodes of which are particularly effective, almost the laughing point of the show, so this program team has an idea and hopes to invite Zhang Yuan to be a resident guest of this season.
In fact, Zhang Yuan doesn't like this kind of show that runs old and does tasks at all, but there is no way, Zhang Yuan's coffee seat can't go up and he can't receive so many commercial performances and music programs, this kind of reality show is popular, and he can make money, so Zhang Yuan also participated in the idea of earning three melons and two dates.
This episode of the show was recorded in Xishuangbanna, although it was only early summer, but it was already very hot in the south, and Zhang Yuan felt that the sun was roasting hotly when he got off the plane. The show will only start recording tomorrow, and today is just the right process, and Zhang Yuan feels really tired after it is over.
It's so hot, I have to wear the airtight team uniform of the program team and roll in the mud, if it weren't for the money......
After finishing his work, Zhang Yuan turned on his mobile phone and saw the message sent by Li Shutang before, because he didn't have time to see it because he was catching a plane.
ββRemember to rub the anti-mosquito medicine, I asked the assistant to bring you two bottles, at the small fish, you must remember to rub, don't be lazy.
When Zhang Yuan saw the text message, he immediately felt very warm in his heart. Li Shutang never said something that he didn't have, he did what he thought of immediately, without a word of nonsense.
Zhang Yuan looked at Li Shutang's text message, and felt as if the fatigue of the day had been relieved a lot.
Since the last time he talked to Liang Xiu, Zhang Yuan has become much calmer in his heart, and he doesn't bother with anything, so he waits with peace of mind for the day when he suddenly opens his mind and understands, in short, now, he likes to feel like this with Li Shutang.
Zhang Yuan took his mobile phone and replied to Li Shutang with a smile.
ββMr. Li, I wonder if you have mixed in with my fan base, how do you know so much about my itinerary?
Soon Li Shutang came back.
- Hmm. Did you find out about this? There's a lot of interesting stuff in the group, and by the way, I've got a black picture of you picking your nostrils.
Zhang Yuan was laughing, but suddenly he was startled, his face was stiff, and he was embarrassed!
Sometimes Zhang Yuan will completely relax and scatter his virtues when he has fun in the show, he knows that his fans who love the natural black in the depths are most keen to collect his black pictures as emojis, Zhang Yuan occasionally sneaks to watch them, and has always thought it is fun.
But! was seen by Li Shutang, so ashamed, too ashamed, too ashamed!
Zhang Yuan couldn't stand it, and was full of complaints, why did Li Shutang do such a childish thing!
Say yes and like yourself! Say yes and don't embarrass yourself!
Zhang Yuan was nervous about holding his mobile phone for a long time, and when he was struggling with how to fight back, he received a reply from Li Shutang again.
ββYou don't have to be shy, you're still cute, and you're cute in everything you do. And you can do anything in front of me, and I like you and everything. Don't overthink it, rest early, good night.