44. Spring outing

――The dividing line of memory―

When Ye Qiu came down from upstairs, Xiao Xubai hadn't left yet, as if he was waiting for her.

The moment he saw her, Ye Qiu put on his usual smile, "Miss Xiao"

"Ye Qiu" Xiao Xubai extinguished his cigarette and just nodded coldly, "I have something to say to you"

"Coincidentally, so did I"

A few years later, Xiao Xubai sharpened and became more gentle, that kind of gentleman is not for courtesy, but for the upbringing that comes out of his bones.

"Find a place to sit, choose the location"

"No, I don't think I have anything to talk about with Miss Xiao, just about the south wind......" Her gaze sank for a moment, aggressive in the night.

"You like her" Xiao Xubai interrupted her, using an affirmative sentence.

Ye Qiu nodded frankly, "She is very attractive to me"

In the past, Gu Nanfeng was gentle and approachable, which also attracted her, and now she is like the snow that does not melt all year round on the high mountain, which is also very attractive.

Although she no longer belongs to herself, hearing someone praise her for her charm, Xiao Xubai couldn't help but bend the corners of her lips.

"If you don't love her, don't bother her"

Just if she likes it, how can she be willing to watch her fall in love with another person, just like her former self did to her.

The smile on Ye Qiu's face was a little lowered, and he said, "I don't know what will happen to this liking in the end, but I will do my best to accompany her to make her happier."

"That's good" The person who has been polished over the years is also stained with some of her former warmth and jade, and she looked up at the lights on the fifth floor that have not been extinguished, and there is water in her eyes.

When she turned to leave, Ye Qiu stopped her again, "By the way, I think there are some things I still have to tell you."

"What's the matter?" Xiao Xubai suddenly became alert.

"She's on antidepressant treatment and sleeping pills"

Xiao Xubai's body shook slightly, and he took two steps back, "What...... How could it be ......"

"I don't know what she's been through, and I think you're the only one who knows if you can, and you're the one who doesn't bother her."

Just while she was cooking, she took a general look at her room out of curiosity and found the remaining sleeping pills and paroxetine tablets on the bedside table.

was afraid that Gu Nanfeng would find out that she would retreat quickly, but this matter was heavily pressed in her heart.

No matter how many difficulties she experienced in the past, Gu Nanfeng was able to survive, looking soft but very tough in her heart, what could defeat her?

Xiao Xubai's eyes quickly swelled with distress, and he almost couldn't help but rush to find her immediately, but his fists were clenched tightly and he endured it.

dropped a sentence, "help me take care of her" and left in a hurry, a little like running away.

Since that night, breakfast and fat sea lozenges still appear on the school desk every day, but Xiao Xubai appears less and less often in her field of vision, and she will not follow her after school every day, which makes Gu Nanfeng breathe a sigh of relief.

The high school entrance examination is approaching, the atmosphere in the class is very tense, and seeing that it is the season of spring again, Gu Nanfeng and a few teachers decided to take advantage of the weekend to go out and relax.

After reporting the time, route and place and getting instructions, Gu Nanfeng announced the news in the class, and the whole class was cheering, only a girl in the corner was silent, looking a little lonely.

"Okay, let's study on your own first, don't forget to go home today and tell your parents that this activity is voluntary, and the class leader will count the list of people who are willing to go and hand it over to me."

Xiao Qi stood up and nodded, and Gu Nanfeng gave her a smile in return.

As if he was wandering aimlessly in the classroom, Gu Nanfeng slowly paced to the girl's side and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?" If you are unhappy, remember to tell Teacher Gu."

The attitude was gentle and kind, and the girl was stunned for a moment, clenched the pencil in her hand, and smiled at her.

"It's okay, Teacher Gu"

This subtle movement didn't escape her eyes, Gu Nanfeng patted her shoulder gently, and his tone was a little softer.

"Everyone has secrets, and these secrets are also divided into good and bad, good secrets need to be left in the bottom of the heart, and bad secrets are distress, which need to be spit out in a tree hole"

After speaking, he smiled at her, and walked to other places, these days because of Xiao Xubai's sudden appearance has disrupted the rhythm of life, and she has not paid attention to the hearts of these children when she has no time to take care of herself, and she has a trace of guilt in her heart.

Fourteen or fifteen-year-old children are the most susceptible to external influences, and they are also a key stage in the formation of a person's worldview, values, and outlook on life, which is indeed negligent.

After returning home from work, Xiao Xubai just turned on the computer and an unnamed text from Qin Ge popped up, she quickly clicked on it, and after the long buffer passed, it was a video.

The camera angle is very secret, and you can only see a pair of handcuffed hands tightly clasped together, obviously Li Chen, and the voice of the person who asked out loud is obviously very unfamiliar, it should be the relationship that Qin Ge has opened up.

"Criminal Li Chen, do you remember the car accident on the Luowan Expressway four years ago? The deceased Gu Nanfeng was only twenty-two years old, and died after colliding with the Land Rover you were driving, and we have checked your brakes afterwards and there is no sign of failure.

Because of the compression of the text, there was a loud electric sound, and Xiao Xubai had to turn up the volume before he heard Li Chen say: "I have already explained, I want her to die"

The calm tone revealed an eerie chill, Xiao Xubai gave birth to a trace of coolness from the soles of his feet and gradually soaked his whole body, after many years, his heart still hurt when he heard this, and he couldn't wait to kill him □□ kiss.

She tried to remember what Nanfeng was going to do that day, by the way, it seemed to be to catch a plane, at that time her relationship with Nanfeng was cold to freezing, and after a fight in the morning, she slammed the door and left, completely ignoring Nanfeng who seemed to have something to say to her, goodbye was Yin and Yang, and it was not until the reunion four years later that she escaped in that car accident.

And how did Li Chen know that Nanfeng was going to catch a plane that day......

"Mom" The bedroom door was pushed open all of a sudden, Xiao Qi rushed in with joy on his face, Xiao Xubai snapped the notebook and said in a deep voice: "What's the matter?" Don't know how to knock on the door? ”

Seeing her slightly stern look, Xiao Qi lowered his head and whispered, "I'm sorry Mom, tomorrow we will go on a spring outing, Gu ......"

Xiao Xubai nodded, the expression on her face softened, she didn't mean to be murderous, she was just subconsciously interrupted by someone, and there were some dark sides of society that she didn't want to understand, and it was also about her most beloved Teacher Gu, "Go, when will I let the driver send you, is the money enough?" ”

Xiao Qi pursed her lips, every time it was money, money, money, but it was not right to disturb her when she was working.

"No need Mom, let's go to school tomorrow and then set off"

"Okay" Xiao Xubai simply nodded and stopped talking, Xiao Qi obediently covered the door for her and went back to her room to do her homework.

Originally, I wanted to tell my mother that Teacher Gu was also going, but my mother didn't seem to be in a good mood today, so forget it if she was so fierce!

For Xiao Xubai, there is no difference between weekends and weekdays, the mother and daughter got up early in the morning, and while they were eating breakfast, Xiao Xubai asked in detail about the route and time of the spring outing.

Xiao Qi chewed fluffy meat floss bread in his mouth and drank milk at the same time, for more than four years, there were either sandwiches or fried eggs on the table every morning, no wonder Mr. Gu didn't like to eat it.

"Hmm...... The northern foothills on the outskirts of the city, about nine o'clock in the morning and back at five o'clock in the afternoon"

Xiao Xubai raised her eyebrows in surprise, recently the company happened to plan to build a summer resort on the Beilu Mountain, and she went today to talk to the other party about the cooperation project.

"Just on the way, do you want to send you?" I still want to make up for the guilt of killing her last night.

Xiao Qi's face suddenly showed a sad expression, "But I told my classmates that I wanted to go together...... And I'm still the squad leader, how can I go alone"

Xiao Xubai looked down at his watch, "Okay, if you don't eat quickly, you'll be late."

When she counted the number of people before leaving, she found that there was one missing, Xiao Qi ran to report Gu Nanfeng, she counted it again, and found that there was still Xiaoru, the girl who was sullen yesterday.

It was already nine and fifteen, and while calming the anxious feelings of her classmates, she said, "Let's wait."

It wasn't until the last moment that Xiao Ru was late, with tears on her face, and finally got on the bus in the urging of everyone, looked around and found that there were no seats, and stood slightly cramped.

"Xiao Ru, here" Gu Nanfeng stood up and waved at her, and at the same time whispered to Xiao Qi: "Help Teacher Gu take care of her"

Xiao Qi nodded, sat inside, and vacated most of the seats for her.

She is a transfer student and a newly appointed class president, she usually rarely smiles except for Gu Nanfeng and Xiao Xubai, and naturally she doesn't talk to her, so she stuffed her headphones and listened to the song by herself, while Xiaoru kept holding her schoolbag and lowering her head, not knowing what she was thinking.

With a sudden sinker on her shoulder, Xiao Qi patted her and handed over a headphone, "Do you want to listen?" ”

Xiao Ru was stunned for a moment, and a smile appeared under the eyes covered by heavy bangs, "Okay"

All the way to the north foot of the mountain without incident, the weather in late spring is very good, the flowers bloom to the end of the day before they have time to wither, the breeze blows to bring the slightest sweetness, the blue sky and white clouds, complement each other.

Gu Nanfeng's plan is to climb the mountain first and then have a picnic and sketch on the top of the mountain, and come back at three or four o'clock in the afternoon, so that the children will not be too late to go home.

In order to climb the mountain, she deliberately wore a light and comfortable casual sportswear, her long hair was tied into a ponytail, refreshing and capable, even if she wore a hat, she was still sunburned by the sun at 11 o'clock in the morning, and a thin layer of sweat oozed from her forehead.

Xiao Qi caught up from behind and handed her a bottle of mineral water, "Teacher Gu, here you are"

"Thank you" Gu Nanfeng pursed his lips and smiled, took it and took a sip, and seeing that everyone was a little tired, he announced that he would rest on the spot for a while.

There are many man-made landscapes on the mountainside, pavilions, promenades, antique buildings, etc., and the children cheered and dispersed, but the smile on Gu Nanfeng's face froze when he saw that person.