My name is Cheng Yiyi, I used to be, and Yang Liu Yiyi.

With a willow waist and a peach blossom face, a lonely dancer dances silently in an open space, crying and complaining...... This is the expression of the body, every swing and rotation, is the communication between man and nature, the wind, the rain, the stars and the moon, and the heaven and earth, and then everything is silent, the lights are extinguished, there is no music and sight, a person, quietly in the dark, silent, farewell.

I grew up knowing that people are born to be lonely and that no one can escape the nature of loneliness.

So what is loneliness?

I won't answer anymore.

That day, a friend introduced me to a man, the man was 1.8 meters tall, with thick eyebrows and big eyes, he was also engaged in architecture, he loved to laugh, he had a good temper, and he was also divorced and had a daughter.

We had a great conversation, and as we saw me off, he gently put his arm on my shoulder, and I seemed to smell the smell of his oil, which suddenly made me feel sick.

After leaving him, I sat alone on the balcony and drank a lot of wine, trying to forget the taste.

People often know each other only by taste.

The taste is each other's lonely brain waves just right at the same frequency. I've only identified the smell of two men, and the smell of these two men is what I'm most fascinated by by so far.

One is my ex-husband, Xiaohui's father, the man who everyone calls her husband every day, I met him for the first time in the bar, he is really a good-looking man, it is not an exaggeration to describe him, he has the grace of a girl, but not feminine, just the right amount of gentleness, domineering.

He was so good and flawless that it made my heart beat that I forgot that often honesty is the most advantageous blade of love.

I confessed myself to him, unreservedly confessed, he said he didn't care, but I was wrong, confession itself is a kind of injury, a kind of blackmailing others to forgive, if he didn't know, maybe our marriage wouldn't be so bad today, and our Xiaohui wouldn't have suffered so much shame and ruthless discarding.

The other one is him, my brother Zhou.

Before I went to the bar, I thought I was going to marry Brother Zhou in my life, yes, everyone thought so, even my mother, his parents...... I thought I was in love with him, a talented man and a woman, but fate always played all kinds of jokes on me, making me miss him again and again.

He came to persuade me not to go to the bar again, and he even proposed to give up my studies and go back to China to marry me, and I almost agreed!

But how can I be so selfish?

That day, Xiaohui pointed out a photo to me, I was still young at that time, leaning next to Brother Zhou, holding his arm and laughing, my tears couldn't stop flowing, Xiaohui thought he made me angry, and quickly threw the photo to the ground, I couldn't explain it to him, I have my loneliness, and he also has his.

Friends advise, don't pick again, don't expect any love on your condition, or expect anyone to receive my lonely signal.

Maybe they're right, but I don't want to settle for anything, because my life is no longer my life, and my loneliness is not just a loneliness.

After being silent for a while, I decided to take Xiaohui on a trip, and everywhere we went, we took a group photo, pasted the photos all over the walls, and let the new memories replace the old ones, to see the loneliness of others, and to examine our own ...... We went to Norway, Denmark, Spain, France, Vietnam, Thailand, Japan...... Also to Libya, Egypt, India and Mexico......

Life can be carried out in such a rush and consumption, but we feel that life is becoming more and more meaningful, because there are still so many wonderful scenery waiting for us to take our time.

Finally one day, we were a little tired, on the return plane, Xiaohui fell asleep, leaned on a man sitting next to him, the man took the newspaper, turned his head sideways, looked at Xiaohui, was slightly stunned, and gently touched his hair, and smiled at me: "It's okay, your child is very cute." ”

Suddenly I had a new feeling, the sensation of the radio waves flowing, the sizzling of the tink, and a part of my heart seemed to be answered, and I looked quietly at the man, who was ordinary-looking, slightly older, dark-skinned, but well-dressed and well-bred.

After getting off the plane, he offered to help me with my luggage, and he walked with me all the way out of the airport, not talking much, but every sentence was very measured.

Finally, he gave me a business card and I looked down at the Education Committee of the Fund for Disabled Children

I couldn't help but look at him with some puzzlement, he smiled slightly: "Don't be nervous, I've seen a lot of your children's situations, we have built a school for such children who need special care, if you want to know more, you can call me...... Always welcome. ”

Needless to say, I called him the next day, and Xiaohui also entered that school a week later, and it seemed that this was the best way for Xiaohui to really let him get in touch with the same loneliness as himself......

And he and I, in the spring of that year, finally clinged to eternity.

The author has something to say: This chapter is the final explanation to Cheng Yiyi, I hope you don't dislike my hastiness, and have the opportunity to change the text and catch insects!

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