29. Chapter XXIX
Yingyu waited for a long time, but she didn't see Shen Gui speak, and she was a little depressed in her heart, so she asked, "Why don't you even have a word?" ”
But in the next moment, he saw Shen Gui suddenly fall to one knee, he firmly grasped Yingyu's panicked Rouyi with his big hand, he lowered his head, and his words were hurried, "I don't know what to say for a while, I just ask you to wait for me!" ”
Yingyu was made a big red face by him, and it was not a pair of hands to pull it back, and it was not if she didn't pull it back, "The bigger you are, the more unstable you are." ”
Shen Gui raised his head when he heard this: "I also know that this is not enough to be gentlemanly, but you have to understand that I am not inferior to you, I am just anxious." I heard that the army can fight for a long or short time, and sometimes you may not be able to come back for more than ten years...... I'm a little worried. ”
Ying Yu looked at him condescendingly, her heart was full of sorrow, but she said: "Shen Gui, you look down on me so much, but don't you believe me?" ”
Shen Gui couldn't care so much anymore, he stood up and hugged her tightly into his arms, "All I'm worried about is this separation over the years." ”
Ying Yu buried her head in his arms, only settled down, and said slowly: "No matter what, I'll wait for you." "The sea is dry and the rocks are waiting for you, and the ends of the earth are waiting for you.
Before parting, Shen Gui put a hairpin on Yingyu's hair.
"The jadeite stone in the middle is my own hand-picked and I think it is the most suitable for you, the inlaid silver edges and carvings are made by my own hands, maybe not the most ingenious, but it is unique in this world, and there is no other one." Shen Gui looked at the delicate green jade in Yingyu's pitch-black hair, and added gently, "Just like you, unique in my heart. ”
Yingyu raised her hand to caress the warm feel of the jade, but said coquettishly: "The military is lonely, if you dare to fall in love with others, be careful of your skin." ”
He smiled: "How dare I, in my heart you are my wife, Yingyu, from the moment I met you, there will be only you, and there will be no one else." ”
This scene is so good that I want to copy it into an ink painting, which will always be in my heart, so whether I can deceive myself or not, this affection will never change. For many years to come, Yingyu thought about this moment, waiting for this moment, to comfort and deceive herself to survive desperately.
The world is so ruthless and hideous, and even the last trace of warmth in my heart can't be tolerated.
In the second year of Shen Gui's departure, a team of horses of unknown origin attacked the yamen of the state capital at night, and the night was full of blood. The defenseless guards were no match for the murderous demons, and they were corpses as far as the eye could see, intact and incomplete, lying in a courtyard.
Yingyu's father was a civil official, and the pig-killing long knife was across his neck, so scared that he almost peed his pants.
"Little lady, meet again." A man with a sloppy look on his face walked through the corpse all the way without scruples, raised the trembling face of Yingyu, and said in a snort: "You slapped me a few days ago, and the half of my face is still numb and fragrant now, oops, that taste, I really can't forget it, and you!" ”
The man raised his foot and stepped on one of the legs of the guard who knelt beside Yingyu after being tied up by the five flowers, and the knife fell in his hand, blood splashed Lao Gao, and the warm bloody idea sprayed Yingyu's neck.
The guard who had a leg cut off kept howling with the stump, but the bandit-like man said triumphantly: "Damn, you still dare to stop Lao Tzu and kiss Fang Ze that day, at this time, Lao Tzu will teach you the price of heroes saving beauty, thinking that it is the young lady of the state capital, Lao Tzu is afraid?" The woman I fell in love with was a boiled duck, and I wanted to fly away! ”
Yingyu was angry and afraid, trembling all over. I didn't expect that the flower market encountered a flirting joke that day, and it caused a disaster tonight. The guards who helped her drive away the scoundrels that day, and at this moment, she is rolling at her feet like this, is there any royal law?
Dark all round.
"You like her, take her away, how do you do these crazy things......"
Remotely, vaguely, I heard someone say that. Yingyu thought it was her timid and scared aunt, but when she looked up, she was speechless, and it was not someone else who said this, but her own father. The dignified lord of the state capital, kneeling on the ground and begging for mercy at this moment, is not even half the dignity of a beggar on the street.
"Originally, I should have called you father-in-law, but your old daughter has a stubborn temper." This murderous ruffian hippie smiled and touched Yingyu's face, but she avoided it desperately, "Look, father-in-law, she is still not well-behaved, you said that if I give her a finger that you are used to carrying a pen to write, will she change her mind?" ”
"Yingyu!" The voice was old and decayed, with a hoarse voice, "You unfilial daughter! The old man really owes you, just left a stinky boy who wants to eat swan meat, and he attracted ......" The latter words finally did not dare to speak, but the meaning of resentment has been overflowing.
Yingyu vigorously wiped away the blood rubbed on the corner of her mouth, raised her head and said, "If you want to cut off my hand, why embarrass an old man." ”
"The little lady has ambition, but human life is at stake, this ambition alone doesn't work." While speaking, another nurse was wiped by him, "Killing and killing, there are fewer and fewer people, the little lady wants to be a chaste martyr, and these people have to pay for it." ”
"Yingyu, why are you so ruthless, so selfish......"
The voice was accompanied by a complaining cry, from one to ten, and finally one after another. The people who are still alive in the courtyard are blaming her, they are all complaining about her, they are all hating her, why don't they take the initiative to recommend themselves to this murderous demon who does not blink. These people are her relatives, but they are all afraid of death, so afraid that they want her to sacrifice herself to fulfill their lives.
Her father is also full of poetry and books, and he is pretentious on weekdays, and he looks down on those women in Qinglou, but now, he hopes that his daughter will become one of those women.
Yingyu raised her face, and at some point there were fine snow foams floating in the sky. The snow was slimy and sticky in her eyes, and then washed away by the fiery stuff pouring out of her eyes. She looked up to the sky and screamed "ah", her voice was terrible. The sky is unfair, but only a year has passed, and she can't wait for Shen to return.
"I'm sorry, I'm going to go first......" Ying Yu could barely cry when she said this, but she didn't hesitate at all when she raised the knife not far away.
She tried her best, she couldn't help it. Shen Gui's affection, I am afraid that I can only live up to it in this life and this life.
Ying Yu thought that the quick action might be like a child's play in the eyes of the ringing horse. He snatched the knife from Yingyu's hand with a backhand, kicked it far away with a hippie smile, and then raised the knife again, slicing one of her father's ears.
The adults, who are usually full of official manners, are rolling on the ground in pain at the moment, screaming miserably like a wild dog.
"Live...... Stop...... Yingyu cried so much that she was almost suffocating, but when she said this, she said it with a ruthless meaning, "I'll go with you, go with you, okay?" All right? Okay? ”
The last three words echoed in the large courtyard on a snowy day, and people were dizzy to hear them.
The victorious Hibiki picked up Yingyu, carried her on his back, and walked to the door laughing. The world in Yingyu's eyes on her back had long been turned upside down, and in the mansion she vaguely saw, all the people who were still alive were crying loudly that they had escaped, some of them ran to her father, and some were busy looking for the people they cared about.
They were busy and glad, wolves supporting each other, but none of them glanced at her.
Not a single one. Her dad was the same.
Yingyu smiled miserably and closed her eyes. It's time for her to close her eyes, no, maybe she should say her eyes have been closed.
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thought that the person who entered the cave room with herself should be Shen Gui, who was a couple for the rest of her life, but in the end, her innocence was ruined on this ringing horse who was killed halfway. After Yingyu, who had not died twice, calmed down, she quietly thought about what Shen Gui had said, and couldn't help but burst into tears.
He once said: All I am worried about is this separation over the years.
Maybe even Shen Gui himself never thought that this statement would eventually become a prophecy.
Seeing that Yingyu was no longer looking for death, the hippie smiling Xiangma actually dressed up in disguise and took Yingyu back to the border town.
"Women, they will look for death and life for a while, and after this period of time, they will be down-to-earth." He said this kind of cool words all the way, a well-informed appearance, and Yingyu didn't pay attention to him at all.
"Don't be upset, let's take you to see something interesting."
Interesting? Yingyu never expected that what was interesting in Xiangma's mouth was her own funeral. Yingyu huddled in the bustling crowd and watched the coffin that belonged to her being carried all the way out of the city.
"Poor, I heard that this young lady of the state capital is only seventeen years old, and she was poisoned by gangsters, and her intestines came out, how miserable ......"
"The current Xiangma is really lawless, even if we are in the borderlands, we should send someone to investigate if there is such a big thing."
"But no, even the state government family has been killed in such a tragic situation, how can we ordinary people live!"
"Check, why don't you check, haven't you seen the recent curfew?"
Yingyu was behind the people who were talking, as if listening to a fantasy. Curfew, what's the use? The murderer was right in front of him, but everyone was blind. They can't see who the murderer is, what they care about is the countless coffins of the state capital, which is the topic of their discussion.
"Okay, now that you are dead, it is estimated that you will be carried out of the city to find the mountain and buried at this time, and you will follow me in the future." This face that kills people and does all kinds of evil, but at the moment he is smiling at her, which makes Yingyu feel that there is nothing more absurd in this world than this.
But retribution came quickly, but two months later, the same horse that slaughtered her family was killed in a siege. When he died, his eyes widened, and he didn't seem to think that he would die too.
Perhaps, his eyes widened because he saw Yingyu who was running away. Yes, taking advantage of the chaos, Yingyu fled.
She was a woman on the road alone, on a strange road of wandering.