When I got home, I had insomnia, and when I opened the CD, a very familiar lyric came out of it - time is crazy, I was obsessed and hurried all the way, vaguely sad, too late to forget, only to wait for the wind to bury her......

I've always felt that a person's character and fate are all related to the name. For example, Pu Shu and Han Han have literary and artistic styles in their bones.

What about Sixi?

I rubbed my temples, and the image of a fool holding bread and longing for love appeared in my mind, with a straightforward look of contentment.

Moreover, she's not a crybaby yet. Who gave her such a festive name?

Then I remembered the business card that Yu Tian handed me twenty minutes ago, when I was about to get out of the car, and I later tore it into shredded paper. I didn't even have time to read even half a word on it, so it was impossible to piece together a complete number anyway now.

But I don't regret it later, my eyes will always be like a continuously arid desert, and they are reluctant to rain.

I curled up on the bed and wrapped myself in the quilt and began to hypnotize myself, counting the sheep and orangutans as if I was in a zoo.

Still, I can't sleep.

I ended up running five kilometers on the treadmill and finally fell asleep out of breath. No, it's not sleeping to death, because I'm dreaming again.

I have been dreaming a lot for a few years, and the content of my dreams is much the same, so I have gone from panic and anxiety at the beginning to what I am used to now.

The person who appeared in my dream was my ex-best friend, Xiaoxing.

In this era, the best friends are already the same as Wang Feng, and they don't expect to be on the hot search headlines on Weibo at all, but Xiaoxing is still a little different. Because I even forgot what she looked like, I just remembered that people always said that the two of us were very similar, and during the honeymoon period, we often wore exactly the same clothes and swaggered around the campus holding hands and swaggering through the market.

It's just that after that incident, we became strangers. I went through the procedures for leaving the country as quickly as possible. Soon after, Xiaoxing also transferred to another school and cut off contact with his former classmates.

The little star that appeared in my dream was just a vague figure, and I saw myself, and it was I who pushed her away very hard, and the next picture was the whole red.

It's like blood.

Because of such weird dreams, every time I wake up, I open her blog and breathe deeply against my chest. She has traveled a lot over the years, and as she used to say, her wish is to go to every corner of the world.

Last updated a week ago, she posted a few photos of the town in Salzburg, Austria, which was still brightly lit late at night.

There is also a sentence attached below - imustdreamofthethingsiamseeking (I must dream of what I am after)

is her favorite line in "The Sound of Music". Even if my dreams became more real and clear every time, they were nothing more than absurd fantasies.

Xiaoxing is doing well, and she has fulfilled those dreams of being on the road and unrestrained. It's just that we still refuse to forgive each other.

I closed my laptop and made a very awesome expression in the mirror, all the ex-degrees should be humanely ruined in my thoughts, whether it is an ex-boyfriend or an ex-girlfriend.

In this way, I slept very sweetly in the second half of the night, and by the way, I rejected Yu Tian's marriage proposal in my dream, and recognized Junzi and Google's love crystallization as my godson.

The next day, I slept until I woke up naturally - at half past two in the afternoon.

Sure enough, as soon as I got out of the room, I was glared at by my mother, and I immediately clutched my chest and got rid of a pirated sister Lin. The old lady lost her temper and asked me while serving me dinner, "How was that boy yesterday?" ”

"Huh?" It dawned on me that a bunch of bones appeared in my head, "It's good, but he said he had to go on a business trip recently and will be back in 2019, right?" ”

The old lady was angry again, and was about to come over and pluck my ear, when I pointed to the sudden extra figure in the frosted kitchen door except for Uncle Lin and screamed, "Mom! Why do we have more people in our family! ”

The screams were still ringing, and the kitchen door had been pulled open.

Lin Yue took off the plastic gloves used to wash the dishes while half-raising his eyes to look at me who was making a fuss.

I swallowed hard and cautiously shouted, "Brother." ”

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