Chapter 3.10 Gentle and tolerant of the White Lotus

When he woke up again, Lin Zisheng found himself locked in a dimly lit room, he was the only one in the room, and the qiē here was very well arranged, so that he could feel very comfortable, but the hands and feet that were obviously tied made him feel extremely uncomfortable.

The memory slowly returned, Lin Zichen's face was gloomy and terrifying, and he now clearly remembered that the reason why he woke up in this place was entirely because of the result of being attacked by Wen Renlan.

He guarded against everyone, but he forgot to guard against this person who had been following him, what a mistake!

"Ah Feng, don't struggle anymore, you can't struggle." Just when Lin Zisheng was calculating how to leave, a person walked in, his eyes were red, he had obviously cried, and the expression on his face was a little stiff, as if he was holding back his feelings.

"What? Think I know too much now and want to kill people? Lin Zisheng's voice was filled with endless mockery, and looking at Wen Renling's gaze, he also lost his former gentleness, and the sharpness made people can't help but want to retreat, "Or do you want to be the only one in the family, and I will control the entire Lu family?" ”

Lin Zisheng snorted softly, full of sarcasm at Wen Renling's tone, "If you think you can get the Lu family by relying on these, don't think about it, although I am indeed very important to the Lu family, but it's not that I can't do it, although the Lu family is short-sighted, but I don't mind the strong man breaking his wrist, and then take revenge." ”

"Ah Feng, how can you think of me like that?" Wen Renling's voice trembled obviously. Trembling, he thought that Ah Feng would be angry with him, but he never thought that Ah Feng would hate him so much now!

"Why do you think so, am I wrong?" Lin Zisheng unfolded the thorns all over his body, and stabbed Wen Renling fiercely, "You were the one who knocked me unconscious, and you were the one who kidnapped me here, what else do you have to be wronged?" ”

Now Lin Zisheng has been completely disappointed in Wen Renlan and Wen Renling, and has been betrayed by people who treat him as his younger brother, how can Lin Zisheng accept it!?

"It's not! No! No! Wrong, all wrong! Wen Renling roared, his eyes full of pain, "It's indeed me who knocked you out, and I was the one who kidnapped you here, but I don't want to hurt you, nor do I want to threaten the Lu family, it's just that I want you, just because I like you, I love you!" ”

Now it's not just Wen Renlan who understands his heart, but also Wen Renling.

At the moment when Lin Zisheng said that he had someone he liked, whether it was Wen Renlan or Wen Renling, he was out of control, he had no way to watch this person leave, and he had no way to accept his dislove.

He is the best person in the world to himself, he said that he will always be with him, why did he become so completely in the blink of an eye, not only did he want to leave, but he also told himself that he had someone he liked, deceiving people, this is all deceiving! He didn't believe it!

"Enough! Is it pointy to lie now? Now in Lin Zisheng's heart, he heard that Renlan was the child who shouted wolf, no matter what he said, Lin Zisheng would not believe it.

"It's not a lie, Ah Feng, it's not a lie," he hugged the person in his arms hard, and begged in a low voice, "Ah Feng, don't be angry with me, please forgive me, no matter what you want me to do." ”

"Really, anything?" Lin Zisheng's eyes narrowed, obviously not believing in this.

But Wen Renling nodded firmly, he knew that this was the only chance to soften Lin Zisheng.

"Then let me go and let me go." This is Lin Zisheng's only request, no one wants to be imprisoned, no matter who that person is, now Wen Renling has already committed his taboo.

Hearing Lin Zisheng's words, Wen Renlan shook his head vigorously as if he had been hit, stood up and slowly stepped back, "Ah Feng, change one request, please, change one, the rest, no matter what it is, I will agree, even if it is for me to die." ”

Hearing Ren Ling's words, Lin Zisheng's face became even more gloomy, he didn't want to communicate with this person now, closed his eyes and said lightly, "Get out!" ”

Lin Zisheng's indifferent expulsion made Wen Renling feel sad, he didn't want to leave, he wanted to look at Ah Feng, "Ah Feng, please, don't drive me ......"

"Say it again, get out!" When he opened his eyes, Lin Zisheng's gaze was already indifferent, and the coldness made Wen Renling shiver.

In this way, Wen Renling was kicked out, and in an instant, Lin Zisheng's momentum also became a little depressed, in fact, he believed it when Wen Renling said those words, but he had no way to respond to his feelings, because he already had a person in his heart, and he had no way to respond to a feeling when there was another person in his heart, which was unfair to Wen Renling, and it was also an unforgivable thing for himself!

"Ah Ling, sooner or later, one day you will forget me, there will still be people in this world who are good to you." is like Bai Qing in the original world, if it weren't for Wen Renling being too extreme, maybe the two of them would really be able to live happily in the end.

It's just that at night, Lin Zisheng found that he was relieved too early, and now Wen Renling has already expressed his thoughts, obviously he just doesn't want to endure it anymore, how can he be left alone at this time.

"Ah Feng, I haven't taken a bath for a day, is my body uncomfortable?" looked at Lin Zisheng, who was still lying on the bed, and was cautious when he heard the question.

"Let go of me, I'll take a shower." Now Lin Zisheng has also figured it out, as long as Wen Renling doesn't want him to leave, he has absolutely no way to leave here now, the only way is to leave this world, but if he leaves this world, it means that Lu Feng will die, and when the time comes, Wen Renlan, a stupid child, may commit suicide.

Although what he is doing now makes Lin Zisheng a little angry, but more helplessly, he has no way to ignore the other party's life and death without knowing that the other party is very likely to die.

"No, Ah Feng, if I let you go now, you will definitely leave, so now I can only wronged you and let me help you wipe your body," Seeing Lin Zisheng's somewhat strange face, Wen Renling hurriedly continued, "I'm just helping you wipe your body, if you don't agree, I promise to do nothing." ”

It was only when he really helped Lin Zisheng wipe his body that he realized that he had overestimated his reason, looking at him half-covered clothes, he felt that Lin Zisheng's appearance was even more tempting than not wearing anything. Confuse.

"Ah Feng......" Wen Renling looked at Lin Zisheng obsessively, and when the other party was about to refuse, he quickly leaned down and kissed him on the lips hard.

Soft. The soft lips and flesh have a slight coolness, slippery, and delicate like a favorite jelly when they were young, which makes people can't help but want to swallow it in one bite, and the powerful tongue takes advantage of Lin Zisheng's ability to speak, and licks his gums soothingly.

Lin Zisheng's face had completely darkened, he had never done such an intimate thing even with Zhang Daoling in the last world.

People and ghosts have different paths, this sentence is not a joke, although Zhang Daoling was able to touch him after paying the price, but this qiē is limited to hugging, no matter how intimate it is, even if it is just a kiss on the lips. A kiss will suck away Zhang Daoling's yang energy and shorten his lifespan.

In order to be able to accompany Lin Zisheng for a long time, it is clear that Zhang Daoling's eyes are full of longing, but he is still willing to endure it.

And now, another person is so close to him against his wishes. kissed him, which really angered Lin Zisheng completely.

The teeth bit down hard, and a smell of blood spread between the kisses, but Wen Renling did not let go, but became more fierce because of the smell of blood, and in an instant, Lin Zisheng knew that he had done something wrong, and he released a fierce hunger. Thirsty Beast ......

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When he opened his eyes again, Lin Zisheng found that the things that tied his hands and feet had disappeared, and even his wrists and ankles did not feel sore, obviously he had been massaged, and the person who massaged him was 100% the person in front of him.

Looking at Wen Renlan, Lin Zisheng's heart was a little complicated, the moment he tore open his clothes, Lin Zisheng hated him, but when he was lying on his body, sweating and falling, his wheezing kept coming from his ears, but when that sentence drilled into his ears, Lin Zisheng was completely dumbfounded.

Because he heard the man who was not very sober because he was crazy say something, "Ah Xuan, don't hate me. ”

In an instant, Lin Zisheng felt that he was going to Sparta!

There is only one person who will call him Ah Xuan, and it is self-evident who that person is, and now this "Ah Xuan, don't hate me" came out of Wen Renlan's mouth, how could he not be shocked.

Especially when he recalled that Zhang Daoling had said before his death, let him wait for him, no matter where he was, he would follow his soul to find him, could it be that this person was really Zhang Daoling?

"001, you come out for me!" Now Lin Zisheng understands that if he wants to know the real answer, the only person who can give him an answer is 001, "Tell me, are you hiding something from me?" ”

After hearing Lin Zisheng's words, 001's cat exploded, and then he said slowly, [Lord Host, I shouldn't have told you about this matter in the first place, because this matter is forbidden to anyone in the main system, but now that you have found some clues, even if I don't say that you will find out sooner or later, so I can tell you now what is going on,]

For the first time, 001 did not coquettish or conceal it, but recounted this incident with a stern attitude, [This Wen Renlan's number jù and Zhang Daoling's number jù do coincide by more than 90 percent, that is to say, this person and Zhang Daoling in the previous world are indeed the same person,] However, before Lin Zisheng expressed his surprise, a bombshell exploded on Lin Zisheng's head, [and there is another person who has more than ninety percent overlap with the number jù of these two people, That's the male protagonist we met in the first world, Su Mo. 】

Su, Su Mo?

In the meaning of 001, Wen Renlan is actually Zhang Daoling, and Zhang Daoling is the former Su Mo?

This...... It can't be!

[Do you want to know the final ending of the first world?] What will become of each world in the end001 There will be feedback here, so it is very clear what happened to that world after Lin Zisheng left.

"......" Lin Zisheng didn't say whether he wanted to hear it or not, but was silent there.

And 001 spontaneously took this behavior as a tacit acquiescence, [Two years after you left, Su Mo, who had been considered brain dead, suddenly woke up, he was regarded as a miracle in the history of medicine, but after that, everyone regarded him as a madman, because he had no way to accept the fact that you were dead, whether it was in daily life or in the face of others, the "Lin Zisheng" in his mouth was still alive, and ......]

"Enough, I don't want to know." What will happen to Su Mo, now Lin Zisheng can guess eight times out of ten even if he doesn't listen. Nine.

[Lord Host, the person in front of you is the person in your heart, so you have to decide for yourself what to do, but ......] 001 suddenly shook his tail, and a cheap smile appeared on his face, [He can find the host in various worlds, so you can't run even if you want to, and maybe you will come to a small black house to play, Lord Host wishes you good luck.] 】

Lin Zisheng: ...... Hehe, I want to kill it!

Finally, after communicating with 001, Lin Zisheng opened his eyes and saw a pair of shiny eyes, but those eyes were obviously bloodshot, the eye sockets were slightly red and swollen, and the bottom of the eyes was overflowing with accusations and grievances.

For a moment, Lin Zisheng really wanted to wipe his face, who was the person who was pressed yesterday, if it weren't for his back pain, leg pain, and body pain now, now Lin Zisheng had no doubt that the perpetrator would be him.

"Kaede, don't be angry, okay?" Looking at Lin Zisheng's face, Wen Renlan's heart was even more uneasy, although the two of them rolled a . Night, but he knew that Kaede was not out of his own will, but was forced by them, so if Kaede wanted to leave now, they had no way, and they didn't have the face to stop it, but they really couldn't lose this person.

And seeing the appearance of the other party's Ai Ai in this issue, Lin Zisheng would definitely round his arm and give him a big mouth if he wasn't in the body now.

Who is the little daughter-in-law looking like now?,Last night I ate him like a beast and wiped him clean.,Now I know how to pretend to be pitiful!?

Kaede ......

Hearing this title, Lin Zisheng was even more angry, hehe, tossed himself yesterday. The person at night is Wen Renling, and he was replaced by Wen Renlan early in the morning, this is to play a game that will not harm his family, right?

But Lin Zisheng will sue the two of them, they want to! Many! Finish!

They are dual personalities, not as a family, but as a person!

"Is there anything you want to say to me?" Finally, Lin Zisheng opened his mouth and said something that Wen Renlan didn't expect.

He thought that Lin Zisheng would be hysterical, yelling, and wanting to leave, but he never thought that he would talk to himself so calmly.

"Yes!" Looking at Lin Zisheng's slightly softened face, Wen Renlan, who has always been very good at kicking his nose on his face, became even more pitiful, but the words that came out of his mouth were love words that could get tired of people, "Feng, I love you, I've been in love with you since a long, long time ago, so, can you give me a chance, I will cherish you and love you for the rest of my life." ”

Hehe, is the man's love words skills lit up after the sauce is brewed? Why hadn't he found Wen Renlan's mouth so sweet before?

And Wen Renlan looked at Lin Zisheng and did not refuse, with an excited look in his eyes, he looked at Lin Zisheng carefully, his lips slowly touched his forehead, and then kissed him lightly on his face little by little. A kiss will be a gentle saying I love you.

Although Wen Renlan looks very normal now, in fact, only he knows that his heart has long been sour now, obviously he fell in love with Feng first, why did he let Ling take advantage of it, but it doesn't matter, today he has a morning to make up for it.

And Lin Zisheng's confused brain suddenly flashed a thought when he was kissed, he was born with a cold temperament, and it shouldn't be a bad thing to have such a passionate lover...... bar.

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Su Mo's perspective outside the fan (non-sweet, be cautious)

My name is Su Mo, I don't know where this name came from, I just remember that my father reminded me again and again since I was a child, indifference represents indifference, indifference, people in high positions do not need feelings, too much affection will only become a stumbling block, if one day I do something wrong, endangering the interests of the family, he will definitely kick me out of the house.

In the same way, if one day he does something wrong, I will also drive him out of the house mercilessly, in his eyes, the Su family is a qiē, and he and I are just a tool to make the Su family prosperous, that's all.

At this time, my mother would stand behind my father and look at my father with sad eyes, when I was young, I didn't understand why, but when I grew up, I gradually understood that my mother had feelings for my father.

As I grew up, perhaps because I was educated by my father, I became more and more ignorant of feelings, but at this time, my mother would always call me into the room, hug me over and over again and cry, but didn't say anything.

Later, I realized that the reason why my mother is like this is because she truly loves my father, even my status in her heart is far inferior to my father's, but she doesn't want me to be an emotionless machine, so she hugs me like this and cries.

And all the turning points of Yiqiē were in a father's drunkenness, that time the father was obviously calculated, but in the end it was settled in private, but the woman was unwilling to let the golden beetle son-in-law run away like this, and came to the house twice in three days to make trouble with her mother, and the father turned a blind eye because he took care of the face of the Su family.

It's just that that woman is still too naïve in the end, she is just an illegitimate daughter, and she doesn't do any good for her father's business, how could a father divorce his mother and then marry a woman who is of no use.

In the end, although the matter was settled, but the bottom of my mother's heart left a scar, everyone will feel that they are respectful and eyebrows between the two people, in fact, only I know, now the two people are simply separated.

It was also after that time that my mother began to participate in my father's education of me.

My mother's request is very simple, if I really want to marry someone in the future, even if it is because of the family relationship, but I must try to love the other person, do not hurt an innocent person, and one more thing, that is, I cannot have intimate contact with anyone before I get married.

Mother said that if you really love someone, you will want to guard her like a jade, and want her to be the only one, no matter what it is.

Looking at my mother's slightly sad expression, I nodded my head in a ghostly way, until many years later I was even a little glad that I promised my mother what I had said, otherwise it would have become the regret of my life.

My mother's request seemed very simple, but then I learned that it was really difficult to do it, because my father would not allow me to do it, and on my eighteenth birthday, my father put a girl on my bed.

The girl looked very innocent and very cute, and in the same way, even without asking, I knew that she must be very clean, so clean that she might not have even been in love, but she took off her clothes in front of me in shame.

Looking at her, I knew that my father must have promised something, but I guess that the gap between that promise and what she imagined should be very large.

In the end, I shook my head, I didn't feel the slightest emotion in the face of her pale face, just sat indifferently at the head of the bed and looked at her indifferently, hoping that she could retreat from the difficulties.

However, what I didn't expect was that in the end she would do that, although trembling. Shaking but pounced on me, the look of pity made me feel sick, goosebumps got on the spot where she touched, and finally I slammed the door and left.

That night, I didn't go home again, but went to the bar I opened with my best friend, and when I went home the next day, looking at my already wrinkled clothes, my father nodded with satisfaction, and then told me that it's okay to play, don't bring people home, what the Su family needs is absolute help.

I nodded, and then walked briskly back to my room, took off my clothes, and washed the hot water on my body, finally taking away the nausea caused by the girl's touch, and then I found that my cleanliness habit was getting stricter and stricter, and even just normal contact with people would wash the touched places over and over again.

As time passed, I became more and more disagreeable with my father's thoughts, and I also understood that in his heart, I was not a son, but the heir of the Su family, and a tool to help him expand the Su family.

In order to satisfy my father, I tried to become "windy. Flow", the woman around him has never been more than a week, although his father is not satisfied with this, but in his heart it is better than infatuation, he is afraid that his heir is a bad breed who loves beauty and does not love the country.

Turn off the lights, a. The entanglement of limbs in the night, the wad of money on the table the next morning, and then a breakup, those who keep saying that they love me, I am afraid that they will never know that the person in bed is not me.

Just when I thought my life would go on forever, the appearance of a man broke all my coolness.

Just a hurried glance on campus, I felt my heart beating for the first time, even if he was a man, I didn't care, I used to say, I don't play with men, this is my bottom line, but now I find that when facing him, it becomes meaningless.

No, maybe that's not true, for him, I don't just want to have fun, but I really want him for the rest of my life.

I once heard people say that if you really fall in love with someone, his qiē is no longer important, because the soul of the person who falls in love, as long as he is still him, whether it is a man or a woman, can experience the feeling of heartbeat.

At that time I used to scoff and fall in love with a person's soul? Who can be so infatuated.

But when I met that person, I found that I also wanted to be literary and artistic, and I knew that at that moment that person had really touched my heart, even if one day his face was ruined, I could look at him and tell him that it was his soul that I loved, and nothing else mattered.

But slowly, I found a problem, I can not care about his gender, I can love him so disregardingly, but will he really accept this feeling?

This feeling reached its peak at my birthday party, when I watched him walk slowly with a woman, and I realized that I would also be jealous, jealous that there was such a person who could stand by his side openly.

After that, I investigated his identity and learned that he was the second young master of the Lin family, and even confronted his eldest brother in order to be able to get along with him.

The first time I faced that black. When the Dao Emperor was the Emperor, I didn't have any sense of fear, and even a feeling of blood boiling, even if he warned me, there was no way to stop me, and even threatened him, so that he had to compromise.

After his brother left, I thought I was crazy, I had been poisoned by a poison called Lin Zisheng, and if I didn't get the antidote, I thought I might ruin it.

Later, with the acquiescence of his eldest brother, I took him to the Yule Ball, and watching the woman named Bai Wei confess to him, I finally couldn't help but do something that I regretted.

Impulsively, I confessed to him, and looking at the angry look in his eyes after hearing my words, I experienced for the first time the taste of regret, and even had a fear that after I made my thoughts clear, he would never pay attention to me again.

But the result was a little better than I expected, although he beat me hard, but I was still happy, at least it means that he will not avoid me in the future.

Then the relationship between me and him finally became closer and closer, just when I thought I could finally achieve positive results, my father called me home, he knew about me and Zisheng, he asked me to stay away, I knew that in fact, he wanted Zisheng to disappear completely, but Zisheng's identity made him unable to do so, so he was able to break through from me.

And my answer must have been unexpected, because I saw the moment he heard my rejection, the moment he was stunned.

Twenty years of obedience had made him think that he had me in his hands, and now my resistance made him feel extremely uncomfortable, and even wanted to kick me out of the house, but he did not know that such a threat was of no use to me, and I had my own business a long time ago, and he gave me such a thing as the cunning rabbit three holes, but he forgot about it.

What happened after that made me even more upset, that woman named Bai Wei dared to drug Zisheng, she really didn't know whether she was alive or dead!

It's just that in the end, it wasn't my turn to make a move, but with Zisheng's eldest brother to solve the matter, it should be more satisfying, just when I thought I could finally achieve the right result, that Bai Wei actually appeared again.

Looking at the car that was about to crash into Zisheng, I didn't know how I rushed over, but when I was hit by the car, I didn't feel pain, and even felt a kind of happiness, because I was finally able to protect him, and it was at that time that I knew that there was really such a person in this world who could make me give up my life.

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Looking at the dilapidated wooden door in front of me, I gently pushed the door open, and sure enough, I saw the smiling faces of two old people.

"Xiao Mo, I'm bothering you again, Xiao Sheng's kid is really, I've always let you run around for so many years, it's really hard for you." Although he was saying that Zisheng was not, I could still feel the joy in the old man's mouth.

These two old men are Zisheng's grandparents, and Zisheng grew up here since he was a child, of course, this matter is still Lin Zifeng told me, when I know about this matter, I will always come here to see the old man during the New Year's holidays, and by the way, see where Zisheng once lived.

After putting down the gift I brought to the second elder, I followed my memory to the room where Zisheng lived, his room was the same as his person, with a thick indifference, but inadvertently with a heart-warming temperature.

"Xiao Mo, I knew you were coming to Xiao Sheng's room again, let's go, let's go down to eat." Grandpa looked at me standing in the room and patted me on the shoulder.

"Grandpa, I won't eat it, Zisheng is still waiting for me to go back." I shook my head, if it wasn't necessary, I didn't actually want to leave City A at all, because leaving City A meant leaving Zisheng.

Hearing my words, my grandfather was silent, and after a while, he looked at me with tears in his eyes, "Xiao Mo, it's been ten years, Xiao Sheng has been dead for ten years, in fact, I have always known about this, but I really don't know how to say it when I look at your happy appearance, but child, it's been ten years, you've done enough, don't trap yourself in memories forever." ”

"Grandpa, I'll go first, and I'll come to see you later." Hearing my grandfather's words, I almost ran away.

It's been ten years, and no one dares to say to me that Zisheng is no longer there, I try to live like before, prepare double portions of food when I eat, leave half a bed when I sleep, and I feel like Zisheng is still there, and even sometimes I can feel that Zisheng is still by my side.

However, today, my grandfather told me again in front of me that the person I loved so much is no longer there, and the person I am willing to give my life for is no longer there, is that ...... The meaning of my zài is no longer there?

When I returned to City A, it was already afternoon and there was a light rain in the sky.

The first time, I went to the cemetery, I wanted to see Zisheng, I have been deceiving myself for ten years, I didn't even look at him, I don't know if he will be angry with me?

"You're here?" Seeing me appear in the cemetery, Lin Zifeng seemed a little surprised, "Now that I can finally face reality?" ”

I didn't answer his question, just glanced at him and asked him to leave, because now I want to be alone with Zisheng.

Lin Zifeng seemed to understand my thoughts, and took Lin Zihui, who didn't want to leave, and walked away.

Now I am the only one in the cemetery, I stand in front of Zisheng's tomb, and suddenly feel a little cold and lonely, and Zisheng has been here alone for ten years, is it even more lonely.

Ten years ago, in a car accident, everyone thought I couldn't wake up, and I lay unconscious in bed for two years, but when I woke up, I found that the whole world had changed, and the people I had tried so hard to save had left this world.

Lin Zifeng told me that Zisheng was martyred for me, but I never thought of letting Zisheng give me martyrdom, I tried my best to save him for not his gratitude, not for him to die with me, but to hope that she could live and live well, even if I never had the opportunity to accompany him in the future.

When I first got the news, I couldn't accept it at all, and even for the next eight years, I have been deceiving myself that Zisheng is still alive.

"Zisheng, I came to see you, I haven't come to see you for so long, are you angry with me?" Looking at the photos on the tombstone, those eyes that were still bright, I suddenly felt that Zisheng was by my side and had never left.

"I'm sorry, it's just that I've always forgotten that you're gone, I've always felt that you're by my side, and I can't even feel the passage of time, and by the time I come to my senses, it's been ten years."

"Now that I'm old and ugly, I wonder if you can still recognize me?"

I smiled hard, but tears still flowed down my face, "I was originally bigger, and now I'm so much older than you, will you dislike me?" But even if you dislike me, you can't want me, because I don't have anything in this world except you. ”

"Zisheng, now I'm here to accompany you, so don't be angry anymore, even if you get angry and beat me up, don't be like now, hide for ten years, so that I can't find you."

The muzzle of the gun was against the temple, Lin Zifeng said, this is how Zisheng shot through the temple and died, and now I can use the gun he used to choose the same way of death as him, which is already a great happiness for me......