Helan Qiubai is not the same as before. Her makeup is very thick, like the cover girl of a foreign magazine, seductive and charming, very beautiful, but this beauty is not attractive at all, her eyes are large and godless, her skin is pale but rough, like a lifeless puppet.

Every outwardly indifferent person has a reason to resist the touch of the world. Because after experiencing some things, it is already difficult for them to write all their joys, sorrows and sorrows on their faces, and happiness is a luxury and a punishment for them. In fact, they are all the same, they are all birds that are locked in cages, and they don't know when they will be released, maybe ten years is not long enough, maybe twenty years is not long enough, maybe one lifetime, not long enough.

This place, how could Lu Xifei not remember, this place, there are too many memories of her and Lu Shuye. When she was a child, when she grew up, it was deeply engraved in her mind. A fire can burn this castle, but it can't burn the dream he built for her. That's her brother, that's the person she says as a holy decree, that's the only meaning she once lived in this world.

"Let's go, let's go in."

Lu Xifei looked up at the house in front of her, which had not existed when she had lived here, a small thatched hut that looked ordinary on the outside, standing on the top of this mountain, people did not dare, but they had to get closer.

Helan Qiubai glanced back at her, it was a look full of despair and paranoia, she seemed to say to her, I'm sorry, and as if to say, I hate you.

She thought she was walking into a house, but she didn't know that the road she was walking on was called ruining miè.

Touching the button, it was not the lights that turned on, but one TV screen after another, overhead, on the wall, and even on the floor, all of them were LCD TV screens one after another, Lucy staggered for a moment, and then what she saw was the face that she would never forget.

――Cangcang, this year's birthday wish brother has come true for you, what is next year?

-- Next year's birthday wish, you can guess the wish I made today, and then help me make it happen.

- Cangcang, when you graduate, I'll take you to the Alps, Qiubai said, it's beautiful, let's go see it together.

- Okay.

- Firmament.

Firm, firm, firm......

She collapsed to the ground, no matter which direction she looked, it was the time they had spent together, those images were like nails, nailed to her heart, making her clutch her palms in pain, every word he said, climbed up like a vine, involving all the memories related to it, and in that memory, every word he had said to her, she remembered. Unforgettable.

- Cangcang, in this life, the eldest brother will not leave you.

Helan Qiubai's eyes were empty, she squatted on the ground, looked at her trembling, and said lightly: "Do you remember him?" Do you remember that, in order to save you, was burned to death in the fire, that foolish big brother of yours, Lu Shuye? Or is your heart now simply filled with the woman who confessed to you affectionately at the banquet the other day? You forgot about him completely? For your sake, he can ignore a qiē. He put his life in your hands, but one mistake of yours killed him! ”

"Luci, aren't you a genius? Don't you think you're the smartest person in the world? So why did you make a mistake, and why did you give Jesse a chance to hurt him? Why are you hiding the truth, and why don't you dare to tell it? Because you're afraid, because you're cowardly, because you're afraid that you'll be pointed at by a thousand people, you're afraid that you can't be with that woman! ”

She pinched her chin and forced her to open her eyes: "You think you'll be fine if you run away?" You open your eyes wide, you look at this man who loves you like his life! Look at him! You think he's dead, but he's not, he's just looking at you, he's always here watching you, he's watching his sister forget about him, he's watching him become a memory for you......"

"Luci, I hate you...... I can't wait to strangle you......"

Helan Qiubai had a smile on the corner of her mouth, but tears flowed down her cheeks, she cried and blindfolded, and even her tears were completely blackened, making her look wolf-bèi.

Lucy opened her eyes, her hands trembling uncontrollably, but not a single tear fell.

Helan Qiubai laughed and stroked her cheek: "Don't worry, sister-in-law still has a gift for you, you will definitely like it very much." ”

Luxi Fei seemed to feel what she wanted to do, she desperately grabbed Helan Qiubai's hand, and her eyes slowly turned red: "Don't, sister-in-law, don't, I beg you." "All the pride, self-esteem, all thrown out of the clouds, at this moment she is not the high-minded Professor Lu, she is like a poor person who is about to drown, hoping that the person in front of her can save her, not so cruel that even her last hope is killed.

"That day, he held the guitar and sat under the banyan tree, beautiful like a prince in an oil painting, singing for the little princess in his mind, my precious sister-in-law."

"Don't." Lucy grabbed her hand tightly, and tears finally rolled down.

Helan Qiubai was very satisfied with her reaction, and pressed the button on the remote control, and the whole room instantly turned dark, only the moving low, magnetic voice came into her ears, just like the music played by the immortals who appeared in the valley, exciting, like a heavenly sound.

"Your back as the swing sways in the wind

The long memories condensed into the most cherished moments for me

I laugh and tease you with the angel coming

I want to hold you in the palm of my hand for the rest of my life

You have a pair of clear and gentle eyes that hide loneliness

In June of that year, nightmares invaded dreams

Hold your hand and I will write down a lifelong agreement

I woke up from a dream and I was waiting for you in the same place

You and I walk side by side in the winter meadows

Time is boundless, and I wish I could go on with you

You look up at the sky

I want to pick a star and give it to you

Don't be afraid of a long and difficult road ahead, my eternal sweetheart

Nightmares are not terrible, because I am waiting for you

My sister's happiness is always my brother's greatest hope

I woke up from a dream, and my brother is waiting for you in the same place."

This song "Sister" is the last birthday gift that Lu Shuye wrote and composed for her and gave her. He wrote and wrote, changed and changed, and sang to Helan Qiubai several times with the guitar in private, for fear that it would not be perfect. He told her that there were many unsatisfactory things in his life, but the most satisfactory thing was to have a perfect sister.

――Cangcang, the world in your eyes may be different from your brother, who has no superpowers and can't help you bear a qiē. The only thing I can do is wait for you to wake up, and I'll be standing there for as long as I can.

"Ah......h Luci covered her ears desperately, tears and snot flowing, and she shook her head like a patient who had lost her mind. Helan Qiubai looked at her, wanting to laugh, but wanting to cry. What was it that made them like this, "I don't want to listen......" she grabbed her hair so hard that with a little more effort, the poor and fragile strands of hair would be pulled off.

"Is it painful?" Helan Qiubai lifted her head and helped her wipe away her tears, "But for more than ten years, I have been like this every day." ”

There are twenty-four hours in a day, and she spends twenty hours thinking about Lu Shuye, and the remaining four hours can see him in her dreams, say a word to him, and give him a hug. She was afraid to sleep because she was afraid that she would not be able to dream, and she was afraid that she would be completely unconscious during the time she slept, and that she would lose more time to miss him. But she was also afraid of being sober, because she really wanted to hug him, and she really wanted to tell him how much she loved him, but every time she stretched out her arms, all she could hug was air.

Helan Qiubai put away her pity, got up ruthlessly and walked to the door: "You just stay here and listen to Shuye's singing, Xifei, go crazy with me." ”

She curled herself up in a ball and hugged herself tightly, her hair spread out on the screen like seaweed, and there was an eerie beauty. Helan Qiubai shed a tear and finally closed the door tightly.

The cruelest thing God did was not to separate two people from life and death, but that one of them died, and the other person didn't even have the opportunity to say the last word to him, so he could only accept that he disappeared into his own world out of thin air. This song is the last memory between the two of them, and it is also a taboo that she never dares to touch again. Because it really hurts.

Helan Qiubai didn't go far, she just stood outside the door like that, and heard a burst of howls and even roars from inside the door. Through a door, she saw Luci Bloom, whom she had never seen before.

She squatted on the ground and smiled happily: "Are you happy, Helan Qiubai, you finally saw your sister-in-law who was always unfazed and high-minded out of control, you finally took revenge, haha......"

She was so happy, so happy that she burst into tears and didn't know it.

When he received Qiao Yixia's call, Meng Liuchen had a faint sense of foreboding in his heart.

"Yixia?"

"Liuchen, has your sister contacted you? She, did she tell you where she went? ”

Meng Liuchen stopped with his left hand tapping on the keyboard, and said solemnly: "You can't contact my sister?" She has not been in touch since the last charity dinner when she sent me some information online. What happened? ”

"I can't find her."