33. Loss
After returning home, Gu Nanfeng sat quietly in the dark alone for a long time, the ashtray was already full of cigarette butts, and her mind was a mess, and when she finally felt a trace of tiredness, she fell asleep with her head and clothes.
In the dream, it was also cut and messy, those in the past she thought that not mentioning it again was to forget jì, but when that person stood in front of her, she found that the dust was still as bright as yesterday and had not faded.
――The dividing line of memory―
When the final exam was approaching, Gu Nanfeng reluctantly mustered up his spirit to review, fortunately Xiao Xubai did not come to harass her during this time, and fortunately, as time went by, the gossip gradually faded, although he was under the same roof as his roommate, he was already like a stranger.
Gu Nanfeng whispered to himself in his heart that it was okay to live like this, but occasionally he would be sad to look at Song Zhixia's empty bed, and when he got up in the morning to wash, he was still used to glancing at her bed first.
She kept the pot of succulent meat on her desk, and when she was tired of reading, she would stare at it for a long time, and then continue to bury her head in hard reading.
The road that the two of them walked together is now walking alone, and the books that they used to love to read are now placed at the head of her bed, and when eating in the cafeteria, a strange girl will suddenly raise her head when she sits down next to her with a plate, and then she will take down the loss in her eyes, and pick out the coriander she doesn't like to eat casually.
Walking the path she has walked, listening to the songs she has heard, reading the books she has read, all your habits live on me, so that it is okay, closer to you, closer to you......
The winter in City B is very cold, the sky is gray, and when I come out of the examination room, it snows again, and it is covered in silver, and the snow is full of swan feathers, which is a magnificent scene that I have never seen in my hometown.
There are many couples who walk in the snow with umbrellas, and she does not bring an umbrella when she comes out in the morning, and it is rare to be happy at this time, striding in the snow, feeling the coldness of the snowflakes falling on her face.
It's been a year, and she can finally go home tomorrow, full of joy that she is about to go home, but before leaving, she still decided to see Qiqi again.
Gu Nanfeng, who had been shivering in the cold wind for more than half an hour, finally waited for a taxi, she shook the snowflakes on her scarf, got in, and went straight to Xiao's house.
Arriving at about the same time as the taxi was Xiao Xubai's Bugatti, but one drove straight in, and the other had to stop at the gate.
When Gu Nanfeng walked into Xiao's house, he saw her holding an umbrella in one hand and opening the rear door with the other, and what came out was an equally glamorous and beautiful woman, who couldn't see her eyebrows clearly from a distance, but the perfect curve under the delicate hip skirt was exposed.
She turned her face sideways and smiled at Xiao Xu, naturally grabbed her arm, and the two of them entered Xiao's house hand in hand, and she didn't look back from beginning to end.
Gu Nanfeng lowered his eyes, felt that the wind was a little strong, tightened his scarf and walked in quickly.
Really...... How could the amorous President Xiao Da be sincere?
Until Gu Nanfeng finished telling Xiao Qi the story, the two people did not go downstairs, and next door was Xiao Xubai's room, and there was no sound to be heard quietly, but it was even more unusual.
What will they do?
Like she did to herself that night......
Gu Nanfeng bit his lower lip violently, drove out the ambiguous pictures in his mind, and continued to flip through the storybook in his hand with a fixed concentration.
It is said that ** can relieve pressure, President Xiao Da, who has been working for a month, really needs to relax, and if Meise is indifferent at the moment, it will not be Xiao Xubai.
This woman is also a third-rate actress in the entertainment industry who often messes around, and she climbed into her bed with a bit of grace, and if Xiao Xubai is in a good mood, she will wave her hand and accept a few advertisements for her.
The soft breasts, big waist, thin buttocks and hips are still very knowledgeable, and they take the initiative to stick up and rub against her, and the deep V collar reveals a delicate career line, but I don't know what's going on, Xiao Xubai is always a little uninterested today.
Maybe it's because she's right next door, and she always gives people the illusion of being spied on, or that the perfume on her body smells too strong.
Xiao Xubai frowned, "What kind of perfume do you use?" ”
"Chanel Five" The woman was stunned, her hand still on her shoulder.
"I'll give you royal dignity another day, and I won't use that"
When the woman was still secretly looking forward to it, Xiao Xubai had already brushed off her hand and gathered her clothes.
"I'll ask the driver to take you back"
Is she so considerate to everyone who is kind to everyone, watching Xiao Xubai send people downstairs, the silver-white car slowly slid out of sight, Gu Nanfeng came back to his senses, looked at the time and said goodbye, so he touched Qiqi's hair, and said softly: "Qiqi has made great progress during this time, and he can listen carefully to Teacher Gu's story, Teacher Gu is going to leave for a while, but don't worry, Teacher Gu will be back in a month."
Xiao Qi suddenly grabbed the corner of her clothes, blinking her big eyes, as if asking "Why?" ”
"Because Teacher Gu is also hibernating!"
Thinking of the story he told just now, Xiao Qi faintly showed a smile on his lips, and then let go of her hand and let her go.
"Qi Qi is good, you also have to remember to hibernate"
When she went downstairs, she happened to pass by Xiao Xubai, she walked over without squinting, but Xiao Xubai frowned slightly and grabbed her.
"Why are you going?"
"Back to school" was pulled by her body and shook slightly, and Gu Nanfeng's tone began to be unkind.
"I'll send you" is generally very gentle and considerate to every woman who has had a skin-to-skin relationship with her, after all, girls are always much cuter than men, and she doesn't mind showing her demeanor.
"No need!" Gu Nanfeng broke away from her hand, and there was even a hint of disgust in his tone.
I don't know how many people I have touched with those hands, maybe I have touched the skin of another person just now, and Qiqi is still at home and doesn't know how to restrain a little.
Gu Nanfeng is an exception, every time she faces her, she can't help but get angry, sometimes she can't wait to hold someone in the palm of her hand, and sometimes she can't wait to clean her up so that people can be obedient.
As soon as the eldest lady's temper came up, Xiao Xubai grabbed her wrist and dragged the person upstairs, and the strength of her hand made Gu Nanfeng frown.
"You...... Why are you ......?"
"What else can you do, there is no free lunch in the world, should you pay me back?"
Gu Nanfeng struggled even more, "You let it go......"
Before the words fell, Xiao Xubai firmly restrained her with a grappling hand, pushed the person into the room, and then slammed the door slammed.
Gu Nanfeng's painful eyes were red, and he felt that his bones were about to be crushed, but he still bit his lower lip and refused to make a sound, watching her get closer and closer, somehow, he wanted to cry aggrievedly, and the tears were swirling in his eyes, but he refused to fall.
Scold...... Wasn't it that powerful just now? Who is selling cuteness to at this time, Xiao Xubai thought about suppressing her arrogance, shackled her with one hand, and stroked the roundness of her chest with the other hand through her clothes.
There was a piercing pain in her wrist, almost no force, Gu Nanfeng pushed her a few times, but it was more like wanting to refuse and welcome.
When Xiao Xubai took the opportunity to press the person down on the bed, because the most important part of himself was wantonly played, Gu Nanfeng finally couldn't help but turn his head and cry quietly, biting his lower lip and refusing to cry.
How so?
Maybe it's in this bed that she's still with ......
Tears wet her fingertips, Xiao Xubai was stunned, looking at her obviously her eyes were wet and watery, but she still bit her lower lip and refused to look at herself, and increased the strength of her palm.
She could feel it soft through the fabric, and she felt a little lingering on this good hand, maybe it hurt, maybe it was something, Gu Nanfeng finally couldn't help but open his mouth, his voice was already trembling, with a hint of pleading.
Xiao ...... Mr. Xiao ......"
Xiao Xubai raised her eyebrows and waited for her to beg for mercy, but the man refused to say a word anymore, no matter how she rubbed and kneaded it, she only bit her lower lip, until she put her hand into her clothes and finally cried.
"You...... You ......" couldn't say a complete sentence, President Xiao, who satisfied his desire to conquer, finally softened his heart and pulled the person up from the bed.
"Don't cry, I won't rape you, clean up and I'll send you back"
Gu Nanfeng almost choked to death with his own saliva, what is it called if it wasn't rape just now?!
Knowing that if you continue to entangle with her, you won't have any good fruit to eat, but your heart is like a drum, what's going on?
She took a deep breath and suppressed the chaotic heartbeat, pursed her lips and got up from the bed, her hands were still a little weak, and she didn't tie the buttons a few times, Xiao Xubai reached out to tie it for her.
"You should be glad I'm not a man"
Gu Nanfeng's face turned red all of a sudden, brushed her hand away and got up by herself, and was firmly held again.
"Let's go, send you back"
Along the way, Xiao Xubai wanted to talk several times, but she pursed her lips and looked out the window, looking like she didn't want to talk to herself.
The lines of the side face are soft and clear, and there are traces of crying at the corners of the eyes, adding a bit of delicacy.
So she slowed down her voice, her voice was already low, but it was very magnetic when she was gentle.
"I'm going to the International Trade Center another day, you're still wearing too thin, and ......" she frowned and thought about it, she never seemed to use perfume, but it was really fragrant when it was buried in her neck.
"Let's see if there are any favorite perfume bags or something, if not, I'll let the French side ......"
Gu Nanfeng pursed his lips and interrupted her words, "Mr. Xiao keeps it for those women."
It's like the reward that the emperor has to give every time the concubine goes to bed in ancient times, what kind of person does she think she is!
Xiao Xubai glanced at her, "Gu Nanfeng, a woman is only cute if she is obedient."
"Mr. Xiao must have no shortage of obedient women, so I won't join in the fun"
After Gu Nanfeng finished speaking, he turned his face away from her.
Xiao Xubai laughed in a low voice again, "Then do you know that taming a disobedient woman is a very fulfilling thing, and you are still cute in bed"
Gu Nanfeng bit her lower lip, a trace of blush quietly appeared on her fair cheeks, and seeing that she had arrived at the school gate, she had to say loudly: "Just stop here, I'll go back by myself"
Didn't she stop downstairs in the dormitory in the past, what was she afraid of?
Xiao Xubai frowned slightly, "Okay, then I'll walk over with you."