69.§§069 Compare hearts to hearts

The night is as cool as water.

My heart is as cold as the night.

Jiayu has been sitting quietly for an hour, but it is still difficult to calm a heart that is as angry as fire!

"Knock knock", a very slow knock on the door. After waiting for a while, she didn't see the people inside, so Yuanyuan had no choice but to open the door and walk in.

"Young Master. Madame called you over. ”

Jiayu got up, his face expressionless.

The night is silent, and the world is silent. Mrs. Han looked at her son, and she didn't know whether to be sad or worried.

After a long time, she spoke: "Child, you are confused. ”

The most taboo thing for a soul remover is confusion.

Jiayu stood straight and looked directly at his mother: "I am not a god, let alone a saint. I'm also confused—people are confused, and there's nothing wrong with being confused. ”

"Do you think it's better to let go of that evil spirit and fulfill Xiaobao?"

"Yes." He didn't hesitate.

"Confused!" Mrs. Han was also angry, "What is the first article of the "Family Motto"? Back it out! ”

"Husband, heaven and earth, ghosts and gods, and those who are born with me. The qi division is different, and the region is different, and it is impossible to have both. The living are the main yang, the dead are the main yin, and the sex is entrusted, and each has its own life. ”

"Yes, only by abiding by its way can the way of heaven not be unbalanced."

"But ......"

"Let me ask you again, what is the third of the seven deadly sins?"

"Greed."

"Yes, greedy!" Mrs. Han let out a long sigh, "Staying in the world is because of her 'greedy' thoughts, and inhaling □□ qi is even more insatiable. If he does not get rid of her, he will be a woe one day! Do you want to cover up such a scourge? Kid, you almost made a big mistake! ”

Jiayu clenched his fists. But she just wanted to stay with her lover...... If you have to go to original sin...... The son had nothing to say. ”

She is in the name of love. If he were replaced, in order to stay with Xinyi, he would definitely do the same thing.

It was the first time he dared to talk to his mother like this since he was a child.

"Good, you're good! The good son I taught ......! ”

Jiayu was silent.

At this time, there was a knock on the door. Mrs. Han said "Come in", and the disciple said respectfully: "Madam, that child has woken up, but he is not in a very good state. ”

Mrs. Han's expression softened slightly, and she said, "I'm also an infatuated person." I'm going to see him. ”

"Mom, how are you going to place Xiaobao?"

Mrs. Han glanced at him and said, "I will take him in, so that he will not find a short-term seeker." As for you, go and give me a good face to think about! ”

Jiayu then meditated in the meditation room.

I don't know how long it took, the door was slammed open, and my aunt walked in, and a "Yiyang Finger" came to Jiayu's head, and first scolded: "Which tendon is wrong for your kid?" How dare you make a mistake? Then he shouted outside the door: "Sister-in-law, I am educating him!" Hehe! ”

He turned his face back, stabbed him, and whispered, "Okay, don't sit stupidly." Xinyi is worried about you, I asked her to wait for you there, you hurry back to school! ”

Jiayu raised his eyes, "...... You don't teach two more sentences? ”

"Alright, alright! But you're really a kid, when you make your sister-in-law angry, okay? If you want to provoke, you can wait for your father to come back from a business trip! You're really a dead pig and you're not afraid of boiling water. "Auntie crossed her waist. If the eldest brother is not here, there will be no one in this family to protect this little ancestor! If the sister-in-law's temper comes up, it doesn't matter if it's biological or not, it's really training!

Jiayu stood up, "Then I'll go." ”

"Get out of here." The aunt shouted outside the door again: "Sister-in-law, he said he knew his mistake!" ”

Jiayu sneaked through the back door of the house.

Xinyi is restless in Jiayu's house in the faculty housing area. As soon as she heard the movement of the door lock, she knew that Jiayu was back, and before she could finish turning the key outside, Xinyi opened the door from the inside.

"Jiayu, are you okay?"

The other party didn't answer, but Xinyi fell into a strong embrace. However, it is not so much Jiayu holding her that it is more appropriate to say that Jiayu buries his tired body in Xinyi's arms.

Xinyi's embrace will always be a place for him to feel at ease.

Jiayu quickly closed the door, locked the secret lock, helped Xinyi to the living room, and pushed Xinyi down on the sofa.

"Jia ......"

He covered her and kissed her like a storm. It's not his usual gentle kiss, but it's not all wild predation. Jiayu only knew that the smell of her body intoxicated him, and her fragrance seemed to be a silent invitation, making his already unbalanced heart completely out of control.

Xinyi let him hold and kiss, silently bearing his needs, and did not make a sound.

If this was the way to comfort him, then she would.

She was willing to comfort him.

His kiss gradually turned into a bite, and Jiayu's eyes were blurred, until he heard Xinyi let out a "hiss" in pain, he suddenly came back to his senses and bounced off the sofa.

What's he doing?

Jiayu covered his face with his hands and rubbed his eyebrows. He smiled wryly and murmured, "I'm really bad......"

Xin Yi looked at him quietly, and suddenly said, "Yes." ”

"What can be?" He still covered his face, not daring to look at her.

"You can ...... Do what you want. Xinyi looked away, and a touch of crimson quietly crept up her cheeks.

“…… You won't regret it? ”

Xinyi thought for a moment and said softly, "I...... No regrets. ”

"But I will." He looked back at her, "If I get you this way, I will definitely regret it to death." ”

"Jiayu ......"

Jiayu looked at the time, "It's eleven twenty o'clock, and the curfew time has long passed." Do you live with me, or do you put on my robe and go back to the dorm? ”

The black robe of the underworld can make people spiritualized, pass through the walls, and the gate is useless.

Xinyi frowned. He's ...... Driving her away?

Xinyi said stubbornly: "Where do you want me to go so late?" ”

He didn't want her to stay, if he could, he wanted her to live here every day. But today......

"Okay, you sleep in the bedroom, I'll sleep on the sofa."

What does he mean by that? When they were in Longxi Village, they had slept together, and now what was he avoiding?

Xinyi said in a deep voice: "You are the master, I am the guest, you should sleep in the bedroom, and I sleep on the sofa." ”

She went to hug the pillow and quilt, and Jiayu grabbed her.

"Xinyi, what are you doing awkwardly?"

"You're making a fuss."

Well, Jiayu doesn't want to discuss this anymore. He snatched the quilt and pillow from her hand and threw it back to the bed in the bedroom, "You go take a shower." I...... Go to the balcony to cool off. ”

He was about to move, but Xinyi hugged him from behind.

"I know you're feeling bad...... Jiayu, don't torture yourself like this anymore, okay? She tightened her grip around him, "You want me to forget about today, and you can forget about it too, okay?" ”

Her fingers trembled slightly.

Jiayu was shocked.

He turned around slowly, gently stroked Xinyi's cheeks with both hands, and rubbed her little face, "Quick, go, wash, bathe." "Each word has a long tail note.

Xinyi looked up at him. …… Is he really okay?

"Do you want me to wash it for you?"

Xinyi's face turned red, and then she ran to the bathroom like a whirlwind, and the bathroom door "Bang!" The ground slammed shut, and he lost his smile when he stayed there.

Jiayu came to the balcony.

The moon is missing tonight.

The moon reflects people's hearts.

- Is it because there is also a lack of human hearts?

The night breeze was cool enough to cool his restless heart.

Xinyi has always been inkblotted in baths, and she has to wash for forty minutes each time. These forty minutes are enough for him to adjust his mood, right?

Jiayu looked at the crescent moon in the sky.

Ouyang Jinyu's first slash should have sent the woman to hell, but she held on to her breath and just wanted to see Xiaobao for the last time.

It's a miracle.

She wanted to see Xiaobao for the last time, this emotion was no longer an emotion that could be explained by common sense, and it stimulated all her potential to support her, so even if she was called "Ω Xia Xuan."

What a great emotion that must be? Jiayu's heart is fleshy, how can such affection not shake him?

"Alas......"

A heavy sigh. Jiayu closed his eyes and opened them suddenly!

As soon as you close your eyes, Xiaobao's distorted face and the poignant "I hate you" will come to mind and linger for a long time.

From the standpoint of the Soul Slayer, from the standpoint of the Grim Reaper, he was right.

But he still felt that he had done something wrong.

Jiayu suddenly felt that becoming a god of death was a very painful and helpless errand. He thought his mother would understand him, but he said he was "confused".

- What about Xinyi? Xinyi must understand him, right? Will definitely support him, won't you?

Maybe it would be much better to complain to her. But Jiayu couldn't let her worry anymore, and couldn't show even the slightest bit of vulnerability in front of her.

But all men in the world have such a common problem - that is, only in front of their biological mother, will their most vulnerable side be revealed; And in front of the woman he loves the most, no matter how painful and sad he is, he will pretend to be very strong, as if he can resist the sky falling.

- That's what men are.

Suddenly, Jiayu had an extra shirt on his shoulders. He turned his head in surprise and looked at Shang Xinyi with a pair of eager and concerned eyes.

"The dew at night is heavy and cold, so let's go inside."

- "Let's get inside." ”

His heart suddenly calmed down, and Xiaobao's distorted face gradually became blurred, temporarily fading out of his mind.

The night breeze was still very cold and cold, but he felt warm at this time.

Jiayu noticed that her hair was still wet, so she picked up the towel she had put on her shoulder and dried her hair.

"I'll go buy a hair dryer tomorrow and come back."

Wen Hui was right, he did just use the house in this faculty residential area as a dormitory. But now, he feels like a "home".

He used to live a simple and casual life, but now, he can't go on so casually. At the very least, there must be something in the "home" for a decent hostess.

"You don't."

"You use it."

"I have it in my dorm."

"I'll have to get one for you at home, too."

"No, I'll stay for one night."

Jiayu's hand wiping his hair suddenly froze, and an unpleasant feeling arose inexplicably. "I'm going to take a shower first, you remember to dry your hair before you go to bed."

Xinyi stared blankly at his back. Did she say something wrong? Why did his love suddenly drop an octave?

Xinyi walked into Jiayu's bedroom worriedly, lifted the corner of the quilt and got into the quilt. She wanted to wait for Jiayu, but she was so tired that she fell asleep as soon as she dipped her pillow.

Men take a shower very quickly. Jiayu dried his hair, but found that the bedroom light was still on. It's already one o'clock in the morning.

She was huddled like a shrimp, occupying only a small side of the bed, and there was still a large open space next to it for people to lie down. The lamp was left for him.

Jiayu helped her tuck the corners of the quilt, and her fingertips touched her lips. Her warmth made him covetous, and he heard his own heart pounding.

How many long nights have left him sleepless. Because he had slept with her in his arms, his body and mind had already memorized her temperature, so every time he went to bed at night, he couldn't help but look for her next to the pillow, but what he touched was the cold sheets. How can that loneliness and emptiness be a sad word?

And tonight, she is just "spending the night", and then he will be alone. Carrying her to sleep? Oh, after a night of warmth, he was left alone to lick his wounds? Or in such a bad mood?

He turned off the light and sat on the edge of the bed for a long time, when Xinyi suddenly turned over, Jiayu thought she was awake, but she turned her head inside, and she still slept like a cooked shrimp.

This sleeping position can be detrimental to blood circulation. Jiayu reached into the quilt to correct her sleeping position, but what he found was cold, and only the place where she was huddled was barely warm.

No wonder she is like a shrimp, warming herself.

Jiayu couldn't bear her to be frozen, so he took off his clothes and socks and got into the quilt and hugged her into his arms. His body temperature quickly warmed up the quilt, and the little shrimp felt the warmth gradually stretch, and spontaneously put his cold hands and feet against his skin to warm up.

Jiayu shivered coldly, afraid of waking her up, but she endured it.

The feeling of emptiness and loneliness expanded infinitely in his heart, and Jiayu's mood became even more dull.

After experiencing today's tragedy, Jiayu needs her company more in the future, not to do anything, just to hug her to sleep like this, you can temporarily forget the picture of Xiaobao and the woman. If he said that he hoped she would stay in the future, would she stay for him?

He kissed her on the lips and poured out in her ear, "What the hell am I supposed to do with you......?" ”

In response to Jiayu, there was only the sound of Xinyi's steady breathing.