102. Family
The winter night in the countryside fell early, there was no electricity in the old house, Yong Qingfan got up and lit the candles used yesterday, Wei Dongyi has not come back, she has been away for more than three hours, Yong Qingfan stared at the mosquito net that had just been changed yesterday on the carved bed in a daze, she was thinking where Wei Dongyi went, this village is so small, is she lost?
The old house is in a small corner of the village, surrounded by barren weeds and small animals that can't be named, Yong Qingfan, who felt a good artistic conception last night, felt inexplicably frightened tonight, not afraid of the environment here, but afraid of the unknown darkness in the house, she had a little hallucination, as if in the dark, there was an old soul standing there, looking at her silently.
The barking of the dog outside suddenly became louder, one after another, and it was not heard by its owner, but there were a few "squeaks" in the house, as if it was cooperating with its performance.
A white candle stood lonely on the cabinet, it could not shine much place, there were a few small flying insects attracted by the candlelight, around it kept turning, they approached it, and far away, again and again, until Yongqingfan's eyes were about to see sour, the candle flame was slightly tilted to the side, and the flying insects crashed over, and disappeared in an instant.
The moth fights the fire, it turns out to be so beautiful, the candle is still the same candle, it quickly straightens its posture, it is not affected by the moth that gave its life for it, it may have gotten used to it, maybe understands that its fate is not as good as that of a moth, at least the moth died for the light, and what about it? I can't move, I can't extinguish, and I wiped out my life step by step in the same way as crying.
Looking back at half of her life at midnight, Yong Qingfan suddenly found that she was no different from the candle, once a person reached a certain height, there was no choice but to move forward, she would eventually enter the coffin meaninglessly, she would eventually have regrets, the shortcomings of her youth, we always thought that the future would be filled, but, can it really be?
The passage of time is a tribute to life, regrets will not be made up for in the end, even if it will, it is also that you have lost more things, and you have gained the former self, is it meaningful?
Will Wei Dongyi have any regrets? Yong Qingfan really wanted to ask her, you are so resolute in your life and work, do you have any regrets? There shouldn't be, what regrets will a woman who demands the fullest in everything? Regretting going to Beijing? Regretting entering the hotel? Regret not breaking up with your first love sooner? Or do you regret falling in love with Yong Qingfan?
None of them can be trusted, Wei Dongyi is obviously soft-hearted towards her, Yong Qingfan is very sure that she will forgive herself, her psychiatrist once analyzed Wei Dongyi for her, saying that Wei Dongyi is a person who lacks emotion, not because she has no emotions that she should have, but she hides too deeply, which may have something to do with her family factors, Wei Dongyi has been pursuing perfection all her life, but she has lost her balance in the family again and again, so she will choose to escape from her family, which is the inevitable result, and Yong Qingfan's appearance, activated her hidden emotions, she broke into Wei Dongyi's forbidden area again and again, opening Wei Dongyi's catharsis point like opening the floodgates, at that time, Wei Dongyi, who would cry, get angry and resist, was a normal person, not anyone's high-quality girlfriend, not anyone's perfect lover.
At that time, Yongqingfan was Wei Dongyi's best reliance, she won at the starting line, if she changed the time and place, maybe the person Wei Dongyi fell in love with would not be her, Yongqingfan sat up on the bed silently, she thought about it and felt that she was a little inferior, such a good Wei Dongyi, she almost tossed people to death.
Liu Anan and Wei Dongyi are really similar two people, the difference is that Liu Anan's cold is different from Wei Dongyi's cold, Wei Dongyi likes to ask for trouble, Liu Anan is a typical thing that has nothing to do with himself, although Yong Qingfan likes Liu Anan's appearance, but in terms of choosing a girlfriend, she will not hesitate to choose Wei Dongyi, who is not dead in the heart of the Yellow River.
Because of what? Because Wei Dongyi is good-tempered, obedient, sensible, well-behaved, affectionate and righteous, capable, and very cooperative with her in bed, the most important thing is that she loves Yong Qingfan, do you need any other reason when these add up?
I love you, just because you are Yongqingfan, what Wei Dongyi said not long ago rang in Yongqingfan's ears, Yongqingfan pouted, touched his head helplessly and lay back, I love you, not because of how good you are, because of you, no one can replace you.
Very irritable, Yong Qingfan can't lie on the bed right, she just found out that she doesn't love Wei Dongyi so much, will she disappoint Wei Dongyi again? Yong Qingfan is very melancholy, if she lets her go, will she fall in love with someone else? Will there be someone better for her than herself? Will it? Will it?
"Squeak", the door was pushed open, and before anyone saw its light, a strong white light instantly illuminated the entire room, Yong Qingfan squinted his eyes and looked over, and saw Wei Dongyi holding a flashlight and sweating on his face.
She carried a large black bag in her right hand, and without looking at the bed, she put the bag on the ground, placed the flashlight next to the candle, and squatted down and began to grope inside the black bag.
"I brought food, are you hungry?" Wei Dongyi took out two wooden bowls in the bag, carefully wiped them clean with a tissue, turned his back to Yong Qingfan and said, "The doctor in the village moved to the town, I went to the town to get medicine, I came back late, Second Brother Lin accompanied me, the Lin family knew that I was out, and also knew that you were sick, so they didn't ask you to go over to eat, they left us some, it was specially made, you taste it, eat first, rest for a while and then take medicine." ”
"Did you take a shower?" Seeing that her back was wet, Yong Qingfan asked, "Did you take a bath at the Lin family?" ”
"Nope." Wei Dongyi stood up and brought the prepared meal to the bedside, "That's sweat." ”
"Why do you sweat so much?" Yongqingfan was puzzled, she reflexively glanced at Wei Dongyi's shoes, the shoes were very dirty, covered with yellow mountain mud, which was extremely inconsistent with her usual image of loving cleanliness, Yongqingfan raised her head and asked her scrutinically, "You walked to get the medicine?"
Wei Dongyi didn't admit or deny it, she looked at Yong Qingfan in embarrassment and asked her, "Do you want to get out of bed to eat?" Eating in bed is easy to get dirty. ”
Isn't it, a woman who loves cleanliness so much in this little thing would make her shoes so dirty for no reason? Yongqingfan already had the answer in her heart, she didn't ask any questions, got out of bed by herself, her legs were a little numb, she limped to the wooden table, and said softly, "Let's eat." ”
Wei Dongyi didn't eat a few bites, so he put the chopsticks down, "I won't eat it, you can eat a little more." ”
Yong Qingfan has been observing her, how could he not see her hands trembling, "You come here, I'll feed you." ”
"No need." Wei Dongyi shook his head, "I'm really not hungry, Uncle Lin said that you can take a bath in the third room to the left, I'll go over and take a look." ”
"There's no hot water there."
Wei Dongyi was silent.
Yong Qingfan couldn't stand her pitiful look, "Or, I'll accompany you to the Lin family later?" ”
As soon as the words fell, a man's shout suddenly sounded outside the house, "Xiaoyi, is Xiaoyi there?" ”
Yongqingfan put the bowl down and looked at Wei Dongyi sideways, Wei Dongyi didn't explain to her, she stood up, pulled the door bolt, and walked out quickly.
The sound of a man and a woman talking sounded in the courtyard, Yong Qingfan didn't listen very carefully, he only knew that the man would not be Lin Dong, she knew both the father and son of the Lin family, Wei Dongyi had only been here for a long time, did he know other men?
Yongqingfan walked out wearing a cotton coat, and saw the man in the yard at a glance, the man had thick eyebrows and big eyes, and he was very honest, he carried two wooden barrels on his shoulders, and he also took two red basins on the barrel to cover it, obviously he didn't have to walk, and he didn't put down the things on his shoulders, and said to Wei Dongyi with a smile, "I just boiled the water, my father said that there is no hot water in your house, you can take this bath, you can also wash clothes, you can find me directly if you have something, do you have my mobile phone number?" Hehe, it's just that the signal in our village is not good, but you can try to send me a message, hehe. ”
Wei Dongyi's voice was very calm, "Second Brother Lin, you are so polite, I am not embarrassed." ”
"You are my husband's niece, just like my sister, don't be embarrassed." The man put down the bucket, and as soon as he bent down, he saw the woman standing at the door who seemed to be smiling, "Are you, Miss Yong?" ”
Wei Dongyi followed him back, nodded and explained, "Her surname is Yong, she is me, and she is my friend in Beijing." ”
"Oh." The man smiled politely at Yong Qingfan and said, "My name is Lin Liang, I am Lin Dong's younger brother, I teach in the county, you must not have seen me." ”
Yong Qingfan nodded thoughtfully at him, "Yong Qingfan." ”
"Huh." Lin Liang didn't mind her cold fan, he lifted the barrel one by one, and asked Wei Dongyi, "Xiaoyi, which room is this going into?" ”
"The bedroom will do." Yong Qingfan walked to Wei Dongyi's side and pointed to the room she had just come out of, "Let's sleep in one room." ”
Wei Dongyi didn't answer, Lin Liang carried the water into the room, looked around the room, and saw the urn on the cabinet, he stepped forward in three steps, stood in front of the cabinet with the urn, and kneeled down, "The elders are above, the juniors have kowtowed to you, you are the benefactor of my family, your family is my family, today Xiaoyi arrived in our village, you can rest assured, I will take good care of her and not let her suffer a little grievance." ”
Yong Qingfan's face was very ugly, "Honey, when did you become a family with him?" ”
Lin Liang didn't stop after worshipping, looked out the door and shouted to Wei Dongyi, "Xiaoyi, can I call your mother Auntie?" ”