Qi Feixue looked at the trophy in Lin Xiaojia's hand, her expression was still a little dreamy, halfway through the awards ceremony, "Xiufen's Love" actually defeated films from three other countries and won the "Best Visual Effects Award", when the host read out this award, she and Lin Xiaojia were blindsided, they were obviously ready to return empty-handed!

Lin Xiaojia came to the stage to accept the award, and as soon as the award presenter came out, the audience was shocked, it was Mr. Van Masai, chairman of the Organizing Committee of the F International Film Festival, this 70-year-old man has rarely appeared at the award ceremony in recent years.

Qi Feixue watched him hug Lin Xiaojia, and whispered to Lin Xiaojia on stage for a long time, and finally patted him heavily on the back before letting him say his acceptance speech.

"Before I came, I didn't think that this film would win an award, really, for some reasons, this film may not be seen by the public for a long, long time, I came here because the F National Film Festival can give this film a chance to come out, any work is created, always hoping to resonate with more people, recognize or think, with such a purpose, I created this film, maybe it is very difficult, but I think that one day, when this film meets everyone, everyone will still say, 'Oh my God, It's a heart-wrenching movie', and I thought I'd be so happy! Thank you to all the people who worked hard for this film, thank you for carefully completing this work even though you know the result, and thank you to Qi Feixue, the heroine of this movie, for not only completing the image of Xiufen with superb acting skills, but also drawing a successful end to this film festival with your brave actions. Thank you! Lin Xiaojia stood on the podium, the trophy in his hand emitted a dim light, his award speech was not very fluent, because there was no preparation, he could only play on the spot, Qi Feixue stood up and clapped her hands to congratulate, she could feel Lin Xiaojia's excitement, so she cherished this joy even more.

When Chen Yao, Chen Mo and the other staff heard this award, they were already sitting in the audience and froze, which was simply an unexpected surprise, but it was nothing more than that, because of the ban, no news of the film would be transmitted back to China. Even when the reporter was filming the crew of "Thorn Qin", he accidentally photographed half of Qi Feixue's face, and he had to post that half of his face on the Internet after plucking it.

Chen Yao sighed, if there was no penalty order, it would definitely not be a problem for Qi Feixue to double her worth after returning to China, but now, such joy can only be shared by herself.

"Mr. Van Marseille said that my work is very soulful, but unfortunately, the film festival received a penalty letter from the official, although the F National Film Festival is the most politically unaffected film festival, but it cannot go its own way, this 'Best Visual Effects Award' is the final result of Mr. Van Marseille's efforts." Qi Feixue sat in the car and listened to Lin Xiaojia quietly talk about what Chairman Van Masai had just said to him on the stage, and her mood was a little complicated.

Lin Xiaojia looked up and saw her complicated eyes, he smiled and asked, "What's wrong?" I didn't see you too happy to win the award. ”

Qi Feixue shook her head: "Happy, but also a little heavy." She looked at Lin Xiaojia and asked, "What is the ending of Xiufen at the end of this movie?" ”

Lin Xiaojia was a little stunned, he didn't expect Qi Feixue to ask this question, Qi Feixue continued: "When you came on stage just now, the crew sitting behind us was discussing the plot of our movie, and their heroine said that the ending must be a tragedy. Is it? ”

Lin Xiaojia looked at her and asked, "What kind of ending do you hope for?" ”

Qi Feixue looked out the window, her eyes were a little expectant: "I hope Xiufen went to the countryside and met Guan Yang, and then the two were together, and when the catastrophe ended, Xiufen's eldest brother and father returned home, and her mother had recovered from illness, and she and Guan Yang lived happily together." ”

"That's right, that's how the film ends." Lin Xiaojia replied, but there was no smile in her voice.

Qi Feixue was stunned for a moment and asked, "Is this the original ending of the film?" ”

Lin Xiaojia turned her head to look at her: "Yes, don't you think it's not?" ”

Qi Feixue frowned: "I thought it would be a tragedy......"

Lin Xiaojia had a mocking smile on her face: "Do you think this ending is a comedy?" ”

Qi Feixue was a little dazed, isn't the happy ending a comedy? Lin Xiaojia said lightly beside her: "The so-called joy and sorrow are just a thought, Xiufen met Guan Yang in the countryside, the two supported each other, with the rehabilitation of Xiufen's father and brother, Xiufen's composition is innocent, after the two got married, Guan Yang borrowed Xiufen to return to the city smoothly, had a daughter, three years after the end of the catastrophe, the two had a son, but at this time, Guan Yang's family asked him to return to Beijing quickly, Guan Yang said goodbye to his wife and children, and returned to the capital. Xiufen with young children, running around all day to support the family, time passed little by little, Guan Yang said before leaving home that a year has passed since he returned home in March, Xiufen is so hard to manage, the son who is waiting to be fed, the daughter who is not very presuptuous, she carries this home with her weak shoulders alone, but in the dead of night, she will always miss the man who said that he will return home in March, she has gone from waiting with hope to slowly disappointed to despair......"

Qi Feixue listened quietly, a little shocked in her heart, the ending of the story was a little unexpected, Lin Xiaojia looked at her, hooked her lips and smiled: "Do you still think it's a comedy?" ”

Qi Feixue was a little embarrassed: "This is a tragedy." ”

Lin Xiaojia's smile increased: "Three years later, Guan Yang finally returned and picked up Xiufen and a pair of children......"

Qi Feixue's eyes lit up: "Great." ”

Back in the capital, Xiufen found that the environment she had to face was not at all what she imagined, Guan Yang's family background was scary, she was just an ordinary girl, without much knowledge, nor too much culture, the only thing she had was a marriage with Guan Yang and a pair of children, Guan Yang's family was very educated, never spoke ill of her in front of her, and her words and deeds were not slack, but she clearly felt the family's rejection and contempt for her and that pair of children, and she could clearly see the people around her when they saw her and then looked at Guan Yang, in the eyes of Guan Yang, it is not worth it. She was a little devastated, but because of Guan Yang, she carefully maintained their home, studied hard, and worked hard to create a peaceful family environment for her children. When she was tired, Guan Yang was too busy at work; When she felt unwell, Guan Yang was still too busy with work, and she didn't understand why she had already arrived at Guan Yang's side, but it seemed that she was still waiting for the three years. ”

Qi Feixue's heart was heavy, and Lin Xiaojia's voice gradually deepened, with sadness: "When her son was 10 years old, Xiufen, who had been working hard, finally couldn't work hard, it had been two years since she was sick, but Guan Yang thought that she was just a small illness, and he looked for a nutritionist to take care of her, but he didn't know that some things were not effective at all!" The night before, Xiufen seemed to have a slight feeling and made Guan Yang his favorite food in that small town, and then made the first request after marriage, can you accompany her tomorrow? Guan Yang was very embarrassed, because he had a busy job, he had to fight for his family, heh, when he went home again, there was no woman waiting for him, and the unfinished food that night was still in the refrigerator, but that woman closed her eyes forever! ”

Qi Feixue listened to him, her heart was as uncomfortable as a pinprick, she felt that her nose was sour, and she wanted to cry, I don't know if the emotions of playing Xiufen were still affecting her, she slowly raised her hand to cover her chest, and quietly looked at Lin Xiaojia who was hanging her head to tell a story, the car was very quiet and dark, she couldn't see him clearly, but she could feel the sadness on his body, Qi Feixue remembered that Lin Xiaojia once said with nostalgia that there was a story about his mother in the movie, but now it seems that the whole movie may be his mother's story.

Lin Xiaojia let out a long sigh of relief, as if she had woken up from her sadness, looked up at Qi Feixue, who looked a little sad, and asked with a smile: "Is this ending still a comedy?" ”

Qi Feixue was stunned by his question, Lin Xiaojia looked at her silent face, and said softly: ""Xiufen's Love" is a tragedy, a woman's tragedy!" ”

Qi Feixue lowered her head, her heart was still a little painful, this ending made her feel more heavy than the ending in the movie, back to the hotel, Chen Mo looked at Qi Feixue, who was not in a high mood, a little strange, just about to ask, she saw that Feixue had already sat on the bed and started to call, Chen Mo quietly escaped from this room in order to avoid being hit by the crit of showing affection.

"Luo Xi, I'm feeling uncomfortable." Feixue's voice was small and delicate, Luo Xi felt a little soft in her heart when she heard it, and asked softly, "Why is it uncomfortable?" Is it because it won the award, but it was not reported? ”

Feixue looked down at the edge of her pajamas and whispered, "No, it's because I heard the ending of this movie......"

Luo Xi didn't interrupt her, quietly listened to her low voice tell herself about the final ending of the movie, and her mood was a little heavy with her lost and sad voice, he wanted to hold her in his arms, although he didn't know how to comfort her, but he could accompany her quietly.

After finishing speaking, feeling the silence on the other side of the phone, Qi Feixue whispered, "Why? It's so hard to fall in love, why don't people cherish it? ”

Luo Xi couldn't answer, so he could only say objectively: "Maybe Guan Yang didn't mean it, he may feel that there is still a long time, and he has more important things to do before his love with Xiufen." ”

Feixue was a little silent, and after half a sound, she said softly, "But you won't!" ”

Luo Xi paused and said with a smile: "Yes, because I'm not Guan Yang!" The situation is different, Guan Yang is burdened with the rise of the family, which may be the most important thing for Guan Yang at that time, revitalizing the family is the most important thing, and Xiufen and their small family, he must think that after the family is good, they will be fine, but he didn't expect that the time was not as long as he thought, and Xiufen did not accompany him to the end, in fact, Guan Yang should be the most uncomfortable person. ”

Feixue was stunned: "Will he be uncomfortable?" Maybe it's uncomfortable, but it shouldn't be the most uncomfortable, the most uncomfortable should be Xiufen's two children! ”

Luo Xi hugged the pillow on the bed and whispered, "No! The most uncomfortable must be Guan Yang, if I were Guan Yang, I would be very uncomfortable! The discomfort of the children and Guan Yang's discomfort are different, he is not without feelings for Xiufen, the two have gone all the way from the most difficult years, his feelings for Xiufen are more complicated, in addition to love and guilt, his efforts are not only for the revitalization of the family, I am afraid that there must be a determination to let Xiufen live well, but suddenly this woman just left, and he didn't even give him the opportunity to repay, he was absolutely uncomfortable! ”

Feixue puffed out her cheeks and retorted: "What you said is that Guan Yang loves Xiufen to be uncomfortable, but if Guan Yang doesn't love Xiufen, I don't think he loves Xiufen, or he doesn't love much!" ”

Luo Xi didn't want to get entangled with her on this heavy topic anymore, so she asked with a smile: "Then do you think I love you?" How much do you love? ”

Feixue listened to his low voice, her face suddenly turned a little red, she lay on the bed, and whispered, "How do I know your feelings!" ”

Listening to her duplicitous voice, Luo Xi let out a long sigh and asked a little sullenly: "The award ceremony is over, when will you come back, I miss you......"

Feixue smiled, buried her head in the pillow, and whispered, "You've been saying this every day, it's been a few days, and you haven't thought about it enough." ”

"How can I think enough, I miss you when you are by my side, not to mention that you have been away from me for several days, and I miss you even more......"

The next day, Qi Feixue, who had completed the check-out procedures, saw Lin Xiaojia sitting in the hotel lobby drinking coffee, thought about it and stepped forward: "Director Lin." ”

Lin Xiaojia looked at her and pointed to the opposite side with a smile: "Returning to China so soon?" The scenery of country F is good, don't you go shopping? ”

Qi Feixue shook her head, sat down opposite, looked at Lin Xiaojia, thought for a long time, and said: "Director Lin, you said yesterday that the joy and sorrow are between people's thoughts, but I think the joy and sorrow of the movie lie between the feelings of the people in the play. ”

Lin Xiaojia was a little stunned, he looked at the serious expression of the girl opposite, and did not interrupt her, "The joys and sorrows we talk about are all for the audience, in this story, we are just spectators, we may think that Xiufen is not worth it, Xiufen's life is a tragedy, but for Xiufen herself, it may not be like this." She looked at Lin Xiaojia, her eyes drifted a little far: "When I played Xiufen, I could understand her feelings, the joy and shyness when I saw Guan Yang, and the panic and worry when Guan Yang was arrested, these are Xiufen's most direct feelings, so in the same way, we feel that her waiting, her waiting, her efforts, and her expectations are so unworthy, but for Xiufen, it is the opposite, because love cannot be covered up, life is so rare, true love is even more rare, maybe in the end, even if we don't see the last side of Guan Yang, Those things with Guan Yang, Xiufen still feels satisfied and happy. We think Xiufen's love is a tragedy because the two did not stay together to the end, but the beauty of love has nothing to do with time, as long as there is love, the happiness at that time is irreplaceable. ”

Lin Xiaojia's eyes trembled a little, his hands gradually clenched, and he repeated the last sentence in a muttered voice: "As long as there is love, the happiness at that time is irreplaceable...... Is that so? If you broke up with Da Luo, would you feel the same way? ”

Qi Feixue was stunned for a moment, and then smiled: "Of course, because Luo Xi gave me gentle care and warmth and tolerance when we were in love, no one can replace me, and when I think of him, the sweet happiness in my heart will not be replaced, how can I change what I have ever had?" After speaking, she lowered her head and smiled: "Moreover, it is unlikely that we will break up......"

When Lin Xiaojia heard her last words, she looked at her quietly and smiled: "You are so young now, what gives you so much confidence?" ”

Qi Feixue looked at him a little strangely: "Because I am young, I will love purely!" is like Guan Yang in the movie, no matter the vicissitudes of the world, his purest and truest love must belong to Xiufen! As long as you believe in love, what is there that you don't have faith in. ”

Lin Xiaojia was a little stunned, Qi Feixue looked at him, and her voice was a little soft: "Director Lin, I'm leaving, take care of yourself." ”

Lin Xiaojia stood up and shook hands with her, a little reluctant to let go, Qi Feixue did not withdraw her hand forcefully but whispered: "This way, I can only accompany you here!" Sometimes compromise is another way forward, goodbye! ”

Watching Qi Feixue get into a taxi under Chen Yao's escort, Lin Xiaojia's eyes were staring out of the window for a long time and couldn't come back to his senses...... 166 Reading Network